What are you afraid of?
Chapter 37
Even if he had a previous record of licking his blood, sweat and tears, Jiang Shi couldn't convince himself to accept that he ate his... that thing with a normal heart.
He didn't even remember how he spent the night, and when he woke up in the morning he was very groggy, as if he hadn't slept all night, and he seemed to have slept for a while, he didn't know.The body mechanically carries out daily work, and he subconsciously ignores the existence of Bai Bai. Even if the man on the bed is sleeping peacefully, it can still bring him great anxiety.
After arriving in the classroom, his messy mind finally calmed down a little. He took a sip of iced coffee and forced himself to look directly at the current situation.
The strange thing is not Yebai, but himself.
It all started because of his charming dream, in which he was having sex for nothing.
Dreams are uncontrollable. He and Yebai get along day and night, and Yebai is so beautiful, beyond gender. On this basis, it is understandable for him to dream of Baibai.He was still in the prime of his youth, so even that kind of dream was justifiable.But he couldn't ignore the fact that Yebai's heartbeat was out of control after opening his eyes, and his lust quietly burst into flames when he saw Yebai sucking his finger, this is weird!
Does he like white?A man, no, a male snake.
Jiang Shi has never doubted his sexual orientation. He has never had any admiration for anyone of the same sex since he was a child. The object of his crush is also a woman, and this crush has only ended for a month. Bend yourself?
He remembered what Yu Yue said to him, that children who grow up in an environment that lacks love will cherish the kindness of others too much, so that they confuse that feeling.
Yebai is very good, he gave Jiang Shi a company, gave Jiang Shi since then, and gave Jiang Shi the feeling of being at home.So... is it confusing this time?
Jiang Shi's brain began to swell, and if he continued to think, he would short-circuit.
Yebai had expected Jiang Shi's dodge and evasion a long time ago, and he was also reflecting on whether what he did last night was too much, but every time he thought about it, the first thing that came to mind was Jiang Shi's scorching breath and low hoarse moan, and the feeling in his hand. With the fiery touch, reflection turned into regret, why didn't you just ask him directly.
He didn't worry at all that he fell in love with a mortal with a different race and a short lifespan who couldn't have children. When he had a person in his heart, nothing could stop him from clinging to it. Sometimes he even thought, take Jiang Shi eats up everyone around him, so that Jiang Shi has no other worries and just thinks about him.This is the first time he realizes that he also has strong possessiveness and jealousy.
He used to sneer at Yuan Qie's painstaking efforts to win Jiu Hua's attention, thinking that the feeling of being tired of trying to please others is superfluous, but now, if Jiang Shi wants him to do something, he will probably be willing to do it.
"Let's sleep separately." Jiang Shi said.
"..." Yebai shook his head firmly, and finally looked at him with sad eyes, "Do you hate me?"
Jiang Shi's heart was hit in an instant, and then shook wildly, but in the end he still leaned towards the cruel side, "Of course not, it's my problem. Anyway, let's separate, I will give you the spiritual energy every day, even if you don't have to sleep together, it won't delay You recover."
"But I just want to sleep with you." Ye Bai whispered, "I won't eat indiscriminately anymore."
Jiangsu's eyes flickered for a moment, and he lowered his head, not meeting Yebai's gaze, "It's not about what you eat, it's because I don't want to."
Also silent.
"Yebai, I don't hate you. I'm just very confused. You may not understand that kind of human emotion. I need time and distance to digest it." Jiang Shi said.
Also looked at him for a long time in vain, then nodded slightly.
Jiang Shi breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to say more, when he saw Yebai transform back into a white snake, climb back into the fish tank, and curl up very lonely.
"You can continue to sleep on the bed! I have no problem sleeping on the sofa." Jiang Shi said.
You are not here, do not want to sleep.
"..." Jiang Shi couldn't tell what to call the sweet and sour feeling in his heart, and he walked back to the room with heavy steps.
midnight.
The room was dark, but the quietly lit fluorescent light was particularly conspicuous.After a while, the white snake turned into a white-haired man. He walked into Jiang Shi's room silently and sat down on the edge of the bed.
He looked deeply at Jiang Shi's sleeping face, stretched out his hand to trace his facial features, then bent down, and kissed his lips softly.
"You like me, don't you?" "Why run away?"
"You are mine and I am yours."
"……Fool."
He bit Jiang Shi's lower lip harder as if venting his anger, but quickly licked it pitifully, and did not leave for a long time.
There is only one person who can be Jiang Shi's listener.
On weekend afternoons, he and Xu Tianzong met on the school's basketball court.
"Let me tell you something." Jiang Shi said with difficulty, "Don't be scared."
"What's the matter? Did you fall in love with your family's Dabai?" Xu Tianzong said casually.
"..."
At this time, silence is better than sound, Xu Tianzong stared wide-eyed in surprise, "...No way?"
"I'm not sure." Jiang Shi was annoyed, "I don't know if this is a relationship similar to family affection."
"Come on, look at me." Xu Tianzong broke Jiang Shi's shoulder and looked at him, "We have been buddies for so many years, and we are no different from family love. Do you feel the same way about Dabai and me?"
Jiang Shi looked at Xu Tianzong, his heartbeat was steady, his breathing was even, his face was not hot, his eyes were not blinking, and he showed no special reaction.
"No, I've seen your face for six years, and I have no passion." Jiang Shi shook his head.
Xu Tianzong's lips trembled, "Do you think Dabai is full of passion? You really have a lot of love..."
"He's pretty. How dare you say that your heartbeat didn't speed up when you saw his face?"
"My fucking heart almost stopped!" Xu Tianzong said, "Okay, the verification result is out, you like him."
"!" Jiang Shi's face turned red, "I, I haven't figured it out myself!"
This was the first time Xu Tianzong saw his friend blushing and bewildered. The novelty temporarily overshadowed the shock of the three views, and he teased: "Look at your little wife, what else do you not understand?"
"But my mother is straight!" Jiang Shi shouted, "I really liked Teacher Yu too!"
"Maybe you are bisexual, or maybe Dabai's beauty makes you forget his gender."
"Come on, he's taller than me, he has chest muscles and abdominal muscles." Jiang Shi muttered, "That thing is also big."
Xu Tianzong was swallowed hard by the air, and asked suffocatingly, "You...have you all reached that level yet?!"
Jiang Shi immediately understood what the level was, and denied it in a panic: "What nonsense are you talking about?! What's wrong with living under the same roof and occasionally facing each other with sincerity? I also know how many hairs are on your bottom!"
"Pervert!" Xu Tian said sharply, and returned to the topic, "Since it is not affected by your beauty, it means that you have awakened another attribute. Well, actually, I also guessed that this would happen, especially when TV reruns new episodes. When the lady is legendary, I can't help substituting the faces of the two of you when I look at it..."
"..." Jiang Shi covered his face, "So what should I do now?"
"Brother is fine, I don't discriminate against you if you are gay and play with humans and beasts." Xu Tianzong comforted him by wrapping his arms around his shoulders.
"Ri Niang, can you stop talking so harshly?" Jiang Shi gave him an elbow, "I want to ask how I can get along with him normally."
"Two options, keep the status quo and go further." Xu Tianzong said, "If you can handle it, get along with you as usual, and if you can't hold it, talk it out. Anyway, your current living environment will not cause you to be with him. pressure."
"I can't help it, I...how should I say it?" Jiang Shi was confused, "What if he refuses me?"
"He won't." Xu Tianzong was categorical, "Your Dabai's thoughts on you are not pure, I can see clearly as a bystander."
"Then why didn't you tell me!" Jiang Shi condemned.
"I said it." Xu Tianzong felt wronged, "I said he wanted to have sex with you, but you beat me up, don't you remember?"
Jiang Shi: "..." It seems that there is such a thing.
"What if? What if he refuses? I am his confidant and his only reliance in the human world, so he gets close to me and clings to me." Jiang Shi struggled, "He may not know anything yet I like it. I'm not that confident."
Xu Tianzong patted him on the shoulder, and encouraged him with a firm tone, "Think about it from another angle, even if he refuses, he still can't do without you, right? If you want to do it, do it! Don't hesitate!"
Jiang Shi suddenly realized that it seemed to be the same reason.
Compared with Yebai's refusal, what he is really afraid of is Yebai's departure. As long as they are together, there are infinite possibilities.
"But I have to pour cold water on it." Xu Tianzong put on a serious face, "After all, you two are of different races. Dabai has endless lives, but you only have so many decades. He is a demon, so he doesn't belong here. In the future, you two There may be separations of all kinds, and you have to be prepared."
"I know, I know everything." Jiang Shi lowered his eyes, "But at least you have to seize the moment, right? I can't decide life, I can only let it happen, but if we are together and he wants to leave... then I will Lock him up, tie him up sourly, even if you risk your life, you will never let him go."
In the last words, his voice became lower and lower, but Xu Tianzong couldn't help being stunned by the gloom and coldness in it.
In the past few days, Jiang Shi and Ye Bai have said a few words well.Now that his heart knot is untied, he can finally face Ye Bai directly.He bought some dishes that Ye Bai liked, as well as a shot of beer, intending to ease their relationship tonight, and then use the wine to strengthen their courage and break through the relationship.
But what he never expected was that when he got home, he would see this scene - Yebai was lying on his side on the sofa and sleeping, his long hair was beautiful and disheveled, and beside him was a kneeling man who didn't know where he came from. Here comes a young man dressed in plain gray clothes with exquisite and lovely facial features. He is carefully combing his white hair neatly, his movements are delicate and soft, and his expression is humble and attached.
……
This is clearly the scene of the rape!
There was no sign of a strong flame rising in Jiang Shi's chest, but his face was extremely cold.He clenched his fists, stared at the boy, and said word by word:
"Get out of here."
He didn't even remember how he spent the night, and when he woke up in the morning he was very groggy, as if he hadn't slept all night, and he seemed to have slept for a while, he didn't know.The body mechanically carries out daily work, and he subconsciously ignores the existence of Bai Bai. Even if the man on the bed is sleeping peacefully, it can still bring him great anxiety.
After arriving in the classroom, his messy mind finally calmed down a little. He took a sip of iced coffee and forced himself to look directly at the current situation.
The strange thing is not Yebai, but himself.
It all started because of his charming dream, in which he was having sex for nothing.
Dreams are uncontrollable. He and Yebai get along day and night, and Yebai is so beautiful, beyond gender. On this basis, it is understandable for him to dream of Baibai.He was still in the prime of his youth, so even that kind of dream was justifiable.But he couldn't ignore the fact that Yebai's heartbeat was out of control after opening his eyes, and his lust quietly burst into flames when he saw Yebai sucking his finger, this is weird!
Does he like white?A man, no, a male snake.
Jiang Shi has never doubted his sexual orientation. He has never had any admiration for anyone of the same sex since he was a child. The object of his crush is also a woman, and this crush has only ended for a month. Bend yourself?
He remembered what Yu Yue said to him, that children who grow up in an environment that lacks love will cherish the kindness of others too much, so that they confuse that feeling.
Yebai is very good, he gave Jiang Shi a company, gave Jiang Shi since then, and gave Jiang Shi the feeling of being at home.So... is it confusing this time?
Jiang Shi's brain began to swell, and if he continued to think, he would short-circuit.
Yebai had expected Jiang Shi's dodge and evasion a long time ago, and he was also reflecting on whether what he did last night was too much, but every time he thought about it, the first thing that came to mind was Jiang Shi's scorching breath and low hoarse moan, and the feeling in his hand. With the fiery touch, reflection turned into regret, why didn't you just ask him directly.
He didn't worry at all that he fell in love with a mortal with a different race and a short lifespan who couldn't have children. When he had a person in his heart, nothing could stop him from clinging to it. Sometimes he even thought, take Jiang Shi eats up everyone around him, so that Jiang Shi has no other worries and just thinks about him.This is the first time he realizes that he also has strong possessiveness and jealousy.
He used to sneer at Yuan Qie's painstaking efforts to win Jiu Hua's attention, thinking that the feeling of being tired of trying to please others is superfluous, but now, if Jiang Shi wants him to do something, he will probably be willing to do it.
"Let's sleep separately." Jiang Shi said.
"..." Yebai shook his head firmly, and finally looked at him with sad eyes, "Do you hate me?"
Jiang Shi's heart was hit in an instant, and then shook wildly, but in the end he still leaned towards the cruel side, "Of course not, it's my problem. Anyway, let's separate, I will give you the spiritual energy every day, even if you don't have to sleep together, it won't delay You recover."
"But I just want to sleep with you." Ye Bai whispered, "I won't eat indiscriminately anymore."
Jiangsu's eyes flickered for a moment, and he lowered his head, not meeting Yebai's gaze, "It's not about what you eat, it's because I don't want to."
Also silent.
"Yebai, I don't hate you. I'm just very confused. You may not understand that kind of human emotion. I need time and distance to digest it." Jiang Shi said.
Also looked at him for a long time in vain, then nodded slightly.
Jiang Shi breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to say more, when he saw Yebai transform back into a white snake, climb back into the fish tank, and curl up very lonely.
"You can continue to sleep on the bed! I have no problem sleeping on the sofa." Jiang Shi said.
You are not here, do not want to sleep.
"..." Jiang Shi couldn't tell what to call the sweet and sour feeling in his heart, and he walked back to the room with heavy steps.
midnight.
The room was dark, but the quietly lit fluorescent light was particularly conspicuous.After a while, the white snake turned into a white-haired man. He walked into Jiang Shi's room silently and sat down on the edge of the bed.
He looked deeply at Jiang Shi's sleeping face, stretched out his hand to trace his facial features, then bent down, and kissed his lips softly.
"You like me, don't you?" "Why run away?"
"You are mine and I am yours."
"……Fool."
He bit Jiang Shi's lower lip harder as if venting his anger, but quickly licked it pitifully, and did not leave for a long time.
There is only one person who can be Jiang Shi's listener.
On weekend afternoons, he and Xu Tianzong met on the school's basketball court.
"Let me tell you something." Jiang Shi said with difficulty, "Don't be scared."
"What's the matter? Did you fall in love with your family's Dabai?" Xu Tianzong said casually.
"..."
At this time, silence is better than sound, Xu Tianzong stared wide-eyed in surprise, "...No way?"
"I'm not sure." Jiang Shi was annoyed, "I don't know if this is a relationship similar to family affection."
"Come on, look at me." Xu Tianzong broke Jiang Shi's shoulder and looked at him, "We have been buddies for so many years, and we are no different from family love. Do you feel the same way about Dabai and me?"
Jiang Shi looked at Xu Tianzong, his heartbeat was steady, his breathing was even, his face was not hot, his eyes were not blinking, and he showed no special reaction.
"No, I've seen your face for six years, and I have no passion." Jiang Shi shook his head.
Xu Tianzong's lips trembled, "Do you think Dabai is full of passion? You really have a lot of love..."
"He's pretty. How dare you say that your heartbeat didn't speed up when you saw his face?"
"My fucking heart almost stopped!" Xu Tianzong said, "Okay, the verification result is out, you like him."
"!" Jiang Shi's face turned red, "I, I haven't figured it out myself!"
This was the first time Xu Tianzong saw his friend blushing and bewildered. The novelty temporarily overshadowed the shock of the three views, and he teased: "Look at your little wife, what else do you not understand?"
"But my mother is straight!" Jiang Shi shouted, "I really liked Teacher Yu too!"
"Maybe you are bisexual, or maybe Dabai's beauty makes you forget his gender."
"Come on, he's taller than me, he has chest muscles and abdominal muscles." Jiang Shi muttered, "That thing is also big."
Xu Tianzong was swallowed hard by the air, and asked suffocatingly, "You...have you all reached that level yet?!"
Jiang Shi immediately understood what the level was, and denied it in a panic: "What nonsense are you talking about?! What's wrong with living under the same roof and occasionally facing each other with sincerity? I also know how many hairs are on your bottom!"
"Pervert!" Xu Tian said sharply, and returned to the topic, "Since it is not affected by your beauty, it means that you have awakened another attribute. Well, actually, I also guessed that this would happen, especially when TV reruns new episodes. When the lady is legendary, I can't help substituting the faces of the two of you when I look at it..."
"..." Jiang Shi covered his face, "So what should I do now?"
"Brother is fine, I don't discriminate against you if you are gay and play with humans and beasts." Xu Tianzong comforted him by wrapping his arms around his shoulders.
"Ri Niang, can you stop talking so harshly?" Jiang Shi gave him an elbow, "I want to ask how I can get along with him normally."
"Two options, keep the status quo and go further." Xu Tianzong said, "If you can handle it, get along with you as usual, and if you can't hold it, talk it out. Anyway, your current living environment will not cause you to be with him. pressure."
"I can't help it, I...how should I say it?" Jiang Shi was confused, "What if he refuses me?"
"He won't." Xu Tianzong was categorical, "Your Dabai's thoughts on you are not pure, I can see clearly as a bystander."
"Then why didn't you tell me!" Jiang Shi condemned.
"I said it." Xu Tianzong felt wronged, "I said he wanted to have sex with you, but you beat me up, don't you remember?"
Jiang Shi: "..." It seems that there is such a thing.
"What if? What if he refuses? I am his confidant and his only reliance in the human world, so he gets close to me and clings to me." Jiang Shi struggled, "He may not know anything yet I like it. I'm not that confident."
Xu Tianzong patted him on the shoulder, and encouraged him with a firm tone, "Think about it from another angle, even if he refuses, he still can't do without you, right? If you want to do it, do it! Don't hesitate!"
Jiang Shi suddenly realized that it seemed to be the same reason.
Compared with Yebai's refusal, what he is really afraid of is Yebai's departure. As long as they are together, there are infinite possibilities.
"But I have to pour cold water on it." Xu Tianzong put on a serious face, "After all, you two are of different races. Dabai has endless lives, but you only have so many decades. He is a demon, so he doesn't belong here. In the future, you two There may be separations of all kinds, and you have to be prepared."
"I know, I know everything." Jiang Shi lowered his eyes, "But at least you have to seize the moment, right? I can't decide life, I can only let it happen, but if we are together and he wants to leave... then I will Lock him up, tie him up sourly, even if you risk your life, you will never let him go."
In the last words, his voice became lower and lower, but Xu Tianzong couldn't help being stunned by the gloom and coldness in it.
In the past few days, Jiang Shi and Ye Bai have said a few words well.Now that his heart knot is untied, he can finally face Ye Bai directly.He bought some dishes that Ye Bai liked, as well as a shot of beer, intending to ease their relationship tonight, and then use the wine to strengthen their courage and break through the relationship.
But what he never expected was that when he got home, he would see this scene - Yebai was lying on his side on the sofa and sleeping, his long hair was beautiful and disheveled, and beside him was a kneeling man who didn't know where he came from. Here comes a young man dressed in plain gray clothes with exquisite and lovely facial features. He is carefully combing his white hair neatly, his movements are delicate and soft, and his expression is humble and attached.
……
This is clearly the scene of the rape!
There was no sign of a strong flame rising in Jiang Shi's chest, but his face was extremely cold.He clenched his fists, stared at the boy, and said word by word:
"Get out of here."
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