must kiss every day

Zhou Zizhou squeezed into the elevator and was squeezed by several people who came in hurriedly, just enough to separate Qiao Liu and Liang Mo.The elevator space is not too big, so it is easy to touch, but there are only five or six people standing inside. If you pay attention, you can completely avoid touching others.But Zhou Zizhou didn't know what was wrong, he was fascinated, pretending to be squeezed, and moved a little towards Qiao Liu.

His fingers hanging by his side moved, a little cowardly and timid, but he couldn't hide the urge to touch Qiao Liu - he hadn't touched Qiao Liu for a whole day.

And the last time I touched Qiao Liu, it was the time when I held hands at the school gate.

Perhaps it was because the contact time was relatively long, so the duration of the effect was also relatively long. After 24 hours, Qiao Liu did not show any unusual reaction.But Zhou Zizhou didn't dare to take it lightly, he made up his mind that even if Qiao Liu chased him away later, he would not leave.

He has to stay here.

He was like an animal that had hibernated for a long time and did everything slowly, but was kicked out of sleep by Qiao Liu.The snow on the top of his head had already covered his head, and he felt a bit cold afterwards, and felt that something was about to move in his heart—no, it had been breaking out of the ground for a long time, some inexplicable emotion had already It has existed for a long time.

But he saw from the glass reflected in the elevator that Qiao Liu turned his back to him with an indifferent look.That kind of indifference is real indifference, if Qiao Liu wants to show indifference and indifference to someone, then he won't even glance at that person, even the strands of his hair are indifferent and stiff.

Zhou Zizhou has always known that Qiao Liu has this personality, but he never expected that one day Qiao Liu would treat him with such an attitude towards strangers, and it would be so uncomfortable.

It was probably because Qiao Liu was used to covering her and treating her well, but suddenly, Qiao Liu took back this particularity as soon as she said it, and didn't even give him a chance to react and explain.That's why he feels so at a loss, empty, and bewildered.

Zhou Zizhou's fingers hanging by his side slowly curled up and retracted into his sleeves.

Qiao Liu touched the comic book brought by Liang Mo just now.But I don't know if it's because the comic book was brought in a bag, or because Qiao Liu's physique has gradually changed imperceptibly. There doesn't seem to be much rejection for this kind of thing that Liang Mo hasn't directly touched. up.

Maybe one day, Qiao Liu will recover completely, and then he and Liang Mo will really be a match made in heaven.

And there is no need for Zhou Zizhou.

As Zhou Zizhou thought about it, a certain place in his heart was suddenly hollowed out. It felt as if his feet could not reach the ground and were suspended in the air.

The elevator door stopped on the first floor, and it was Qiao Liu and Liang Mo who walked out first.

Zhou Zizhou followed behind, looked at the two of them silently, and then walked out.

The food in the inpatient department is not delicious. Liang Mo has an appetite, and she usually doesn't eat anything other than delicious food. Now she regrets coming all the way to this hospital to suffer for Qiao Liu.She has been picky about the lack of color and fragrance, like chewing candles.And Qiao Liu and Zhou Zizhou seem to be competing for who is the No. 1 silent statue, each moving more stiffly than the other.

"Don't you all have the habit of eating and talking?" Liang Mo felt a little bored, so she picked up a topic and asked Qiao Liu, "Do you have any plans to go out after the next year?"

Qiao Liu stuffed rice into his mouth, and he kept glancing at Zhou Zizhou from the corner of his eye, but seeing Zhou Zizhou eating big mouthfuls, eating very deliciously, he felt that he was like a boudoir, very boring, so he became even more I'm not in the mood to talk to Liang Mo anymore.

"What other plans are there? Those people haven't got the funds from the academy." Qiao Liu said absently.

Liang Mo: "It's fine if you give me the money, what college funds do I need? Our club is going to hold a dance competition, it will be very interesting then."

Qiao Liu said, "It's not interesting."

Liang Mo was at a loss. She lost her appetite after a few mouthfuls, so she dropped the chopsticks and asked Qiao Liu, "Where do I pay the bill?"

Qiao Liu ignored her, and he glanced at Zhou Zizhou secretly again, seeing that Zhou Zizhou was still eating with his head buried in a muffled voice, as if he couldn't finish eating for a while, so he was relieved.He was worried that Zhou Zizhou would run away while he was going to check out.So before Zhou Zizhou finished his meal, he had to pay the bill quickly.

"I'll go." Qiao Liu said, and then she took out her wallet, but she didn't find it. Only then did she notice that she was wearing a gray-blue hospital gown, and she was in a bad mood.Holding the phone, he hurried towards the cashier.He walked quickly, and when he reached the cashier, he pretended to be casual and looked back at Zhou Zizhou from time to time, for fear that Zhou Zizhou would run away.

As soon as Qiao Liu left, Liang Mo and Zhou Zizhou sat face to face, and the atmosphere became even more awkward. When the rivals met, they would never stop dying.And Liang Mo was still thinking about the last time Zhou Zizhou deliberately ran over to snatch her mineral water on the sports field——

And she could also see that Zhou Zizhou and Qiao Liu had clearly had a conflict. It was either a cold war or after a quarrel. Otherwise, why didn't I see them say a few words all day today.Usually, she is as good as Siamese twins, even if someone interrupts, she can't get a word in. Now the relationship finally has cracks.

Liang Mo had a subtle feeling of gloating, and deliberately said to Zhou Zizhou, "Qiao Liu didn't say a word to you today, did you quarrel?"

Zhou Zizhou ate with a dull head, startled slightly, and said, "Didn't you say it? Didn't you hear me after I said a few words?"

Liang Mo raised her eyebrows, and suddenly felt that Zhou Zizhou was quite funny. Seeing that he couldn't swallow his food after such teasing, she continued: "And he let me drink water, but he didn't let you drink it, did he?" ? He didn’t even say hello when you came.”

Zhou Zizhou felt a little uncomfortable, blushed, and retorted subconsciously: "Well, then I sat on the edge of his bed, and Qiao Liu gave me shoes, what did he give you? He only gave Give you a glass of boiled water."

After saying this, Zhou Zizhou belatedly felt something was wrong, and felt a little ashamed.What is he doing, jealousy with a girl?For Qiao Liu?

Liang Mo also noticed it, put her elbows on the table and held her face, and said with great interest, "Zhou Zizhou, are you jealous?"

Zhou Zizhou: "..."

Some things may be aware of themselves, but once they are picked out so clearly, it is like a thunderbolt hitting the top of the head suddenly, making people feel overwhelmed and at the same time suddenly enlightened.He was jealous, and he had been jealous subtly since a long time ago.

Zhou Zizhou suddenly thought, then, when he saw Qiao Liu and Lin Huoran playing games together and he couldn't get into it, the feeling in his heart was as sour as eating an unripe orange, was he also jealous? ?So, at the Christmas party, seeing Qiao Liu and Liang Mo standing on the other side of the stage, the feeling of swallowing an egg and being unable to swallow it, is it also jealousy?

He can be too jealous.Absolutely not.

Zhou Zizhou quickly reflected on himself, and his back straightened all of a sudden, just like an educated elementary school student.

Liang Mo looked at him with a half-smile again, and asked, "So, do you like Qiao Liu?"

Zhou Zizhou pursed his lips, but did not answer.He felt that even if he had any thoughts about Qiao Liu, he would not easily say them to Liang Mo.Because Liang Mo came to ask him this question with an attitude of gossip, and had no idea how disturbed he was.He still had subtle and secret thoughts, he regarded Liang Mo as a rival in love, and he didn't want to share anything about Qiao Liu with her.

Zhou Zizhou knew it was stingy, but before that, he didn't realize that liking someone was such a stingy thing.

"Ah, Qiao Liu." Liang Mo looked up, and suddenly saw Qiao Liu standing a few meters away, she was startled, no matter how close Qiao Liu was, she was silent, it was really scary.She asked, "Are you back? How much? Do you want AA?"

"No need." Qiao Liu came over, but didn't sit down, but stood there straight, with a rather ugly face and pale lips.

Zhou Zizhou looked up at him, was taken aback by his face, ignored his unilateral cold war, and asked a little nervously, "Are you okay, is there something wrong?"

Qiao Liu looked at Zhou Zizhou without saying a word.He hasn't been on a roller coaster since he was eight years old, but at that moment just now, he experienced that feeling.He heard Liang Mo ask Zhou Zizhou if he liked him, and then his whole heart was suddenly pulled up by something, so he was afraid that Zhou Zizhou would say he didn't like him.

He almost held his breath and stayed where he was, waiting for Zhou Zizhou's answer.But Zhou Zizhou's answer is that there is no answer.

Zhou Zizhou still avoided.No matter who asked, he avoided.

So Qiao Liu's heart fell straight to the bottom of the valley and was crushed again.He simply hated the feeling of going back and forth, anticipation, then disappointment, and the cycle repeats itself.

If possible, he would rather never have met Zhou Zizhou, so that he would not fall into the nightmarish self-indulgence.

Qiao Liu stared straight at Zhou Zizhou, her breathing seemed a little unsteady, and her eyes were faintly bloodshot.He seemed a little excited, his chest heaved twice, but when he spoke, he tried to be very calm: "I'll go for a walk."

After he finished speaking, he turned and walked towards the outside of the hospital, with his hands in his pockets, as if taking a walk.But Zhou Zizhou suddenly felt that he seemed to have misunderstood something again, although he didn't know what it was - but he immediately stood up, looked at Qiao Liu uneasily, stood up too, and wanted to chase after her.

"What are you doing? You just finished your meal." Liang Mo was inexplicable, she couldn't understand what happened between these two people, and why the atmosphere was so strange.

Zhou Zizhou didn't make a sound, he was not in the mood, so he chased him out.

Qiao Liu walked in front, and it didn't take long to hear hurried footsteps behind him, and he knew that Zhou Zizhou was chasing him.But he didn't even think about turning back.His heart felt as if he had been sunk into the bottom of the lake, so heavy that he felt like dying.He has never felt this way since he was a child. It is like an unrequited love that started out of nowhere. If he doesn't get a response from the other party, he is about to be strangled.

Even sadder, he couldn't hold back.It would be great if he could easily withdraw his feelings for Zhou Zizhou.

Why can't Zhou Zizhou like him a little bit? He already likes Zhou Zizhou so much.

Zhou Zizhou is really——

Qiao Liu wanted to curse, but couldn't find a bad word to describe Zhou Zizhou.He originally thought that standing in front of Zhou Zizhou, he was the arrogant one, the more proud one, but now he suddenly felt that he was the more useless one, the one who could be given up at any time.

He was angry and helpless, he wanted to hold Zhou Zizhou down and beat him up, but also wanted to hold Zhou Zizhou down and kiss him secretly.He simply didn't know what to do.He wanted to give up, but also wanted to die.He wanted to pretend he didn't care, but also wanted to beg Zhou Zizhou to care about him in a low voice.He was even angrier when he heard Zhou Zizhou running after him behind him. Since he would chase him, it meant that he still cared about him to some extent, but it wasn't that kind of caring. He just regarded him as a friend, not what he wanted to like.

So what's the use?

Panting, Zhou Zizhou ran behind Qiao Liu, stopped the car, and whispered, "Qiao Liu, are you feeling well?"

Sure enough, it was because of his illness.That damn heart attack.If he didn't have a heart attack, how could Zhou Zizhou chase after him?Qiao Liu stood still, but didn't look back. His eye sockets gradually turned red, together with the swollen red blood in his eyes, which made him look a bit embarrassed.

"It's not uncomfortable at all. If you came here to ask such a question because of the contract, then there's no need for it." Qiao Liu said hoarsely.

"I'm not doing it for the contract." Zhou Zizhou was stuck in his throat, he was so speechless by Qiao Liu's words, his throat was dry.

"I'm too lazy to care what you're doing, Zhou Zizhou." The stabbed place in Qiao Liu's heart couldn't heal at all, because he couldn't get any response, the wound was getting more and more torn, and he turned around He looked at Zhou Zizhou, but his face was expressionless, his face was white, his lips were white, and only his eyes were red: "I don't care about it now, I don't want to care about that contract at all now."

The more uncomfortable Qiao Liu was, the more he wanted to stab Zhou Zizhou a little bit. He tried his best to say, "Go away, don't bother me, I don't want to see you."

There were many people coming and going outside the hospital, and there were still people playing basketball on the playground next to the inpatient department. The basketball hit the backboard and made lively noises, and some people applauded.But it was so noisy, Zhou Zizhou seemed to have only heard Qiao Liu's words.

It seemed that there was only such a sentence, which was poured into his ears all at once, like a basin of ice, dragging his heart to sink together.

He moved his lips, wanting to say something, but couldn't say anything.

"What does that mean?" Zhou Zizhou slowed down after a while, looked at Qiao Liu, stubbornly.He sniffed and felt his nasal cavity a little sour.

As soon as he finished speaking, the basketball on the other side of the basketball court suddenly flew out accidentally, and fell straight towards them.There was still a distance, Zhou Zizhou was stunned, and before he could react, Qiao Liu tugged him, seemingly subconsciously, pulling him back a step.So the basketball flew past the two of them, hit the wall, and bounced far away.

Qiao Liu's throat moved, and her eyes wandered up and down Zhou Zizhou's face, as if she was relieved, her expression relaxed, but then she felt a little tired again.He turned his head away, as if he didn't want to see Zhou Zizhou again, staring at the wall of the hospital with a cold expression on his face.

Zhou Zizhou was stunned, his heart was full of emotions.

"Qiao Liu... don't you want to see me today, then I'll come back tomorrow." Zhou Zizhou said, he was a little at a loss because of what Qiao Liu said just now and that expression.

Before he finished speaking, the mobile phone in his hand rang suddenly, it was a vibration, Zhou Zizhou picked it up subconsciously, but did not turn on the mobile phone, but the text message had already appeared on the screen, it was his grandmother who asked the village chief to send him a text message. SMS.The content is roughly to tell him about the recent road construction of the expressway at home.

Qiao Liu squinted, but didn't see anything. She just stared at the word "highway" flashing across the phone screen.He suddenly sneered coldly: "What's the matter, you have to report to you every day about the road construction? Because you are a great meritorious person?"

Zhou Zizhou pretended not to hear the thorn in his words. His mouth was dry and his heart was flustered, and he explained: "That's not the case. The road at home has stopped repairing recently because of the weather, so send me a text message to let me know." I don't worry."

"Stop cultivating?" Qiao Liu said with a sneer, "You don't suspect that I'm a hindrance, do you?"

Zhou Zizhou became anxious and said, "I—"

"Forget it." Qiao Liu interrupted him, eyes drooping, looking tired and defeated, and said: "Forget it. Zhou Zizhou, I've thought about it seriously, we can't be friends anymore. Because I'm just such a person, selfish Arrogant, I hate anyone who cheats and uses me. Therefore, let’s stop being friends. In the future, you should continue to build roads at your home. Because you have shown me good things, and returning one road to you should be enough. Bar."

Zhou Zizhou: "..."

He looked at Qiao Liu, feeling extremely panicked, as if something was slipping out of his hands, unable to hold it.

There was a lot of noise everywhere, but Qiao Liu couldn't hear anything. He seemed to be immersed in cold water, and there was a heavy stone in his heart, and he was so sad that he was about to explode.For a moment, he couldn't tell whether what he said was angry, or he really wanted to give up on Zhou Zizhou.He knew that he couldn't do it, but he still said the hurtful words: "If we can't do something irrelevant, Zhou Zizhou, I feel ridiculous when I see you."

It's not just ridiculous, it's just asking for humiliation.

He thought Zhou Zizhou liked him, for so long - in Zhou Zizhou's eyes, he must look like a fool.Not only stupid, but also sick.

Qiao Liu was heartbroken.

Zhou Zizhou breathed a sigh of relief, and then tried his best to calm himself down. He said, "I'm sorry, I'm really guilty, I didn't mean to..."

This sentence angered Qiao Liu.

It wasn't intentional—he didn't give Zhou Zizhou a chance to explain, and mocked: "Isn't it intentional? Could it be that someone forced you to sign the contract? Could it be that someone blocked your mouth for such a long time after you met me? Tell you not to take the initiative to confess to me?"

But when he saw Zhou Zizhou's expression, he couldn't continue, and said discouragedly: "Forget it, it's over anyway, I don't blame you, and don't feel sorry, we will pay each other off in the future."

Zhou Zizhou looked at the ground blankly, knowing that Qiao Liu was speaking in anger, but his mind was still buzzing, he was suddenly very impulsive, and suddenly said: "But, but you said you liked it that day..." You How can words not count?

That look—

Qiao Liu stared at the top of Zhou Zizhou's scalp, feeling that Zhou Zizhou was forcing him to admit that he didn't like Zhou Zizhou.He was so ashamed and angry, and equally sad that he couldn't speak.For such a long time, he acted like a clown, pretending to be affectionate, doing so many stupid things in front of Zhou Zizhou, and even said the first confession in his life.But what did Zhou Zizhou take his confession for?Don't believe him, or don't want to believe him?

Until now, Zhou Zizhou is still unwilling to respond to him, as if he sang a one-man show by himself.

Qiao Liu felt unspeakably uncomfortable, his eyes were red, and his expression was tired and embarrassed. He never thought that one day he would become like this, with no self-esteem at all, let alone pride.It was as if Zhou Zizhou had taken all the initiative, as if he was waiting for Zhou Zizhou to reward him——

Why on earth did he want to make himself like this?

Qiao Liu worked very hard to make her expression not look so sad. Instead, she put on a cold mask, opened her mouth, and tried her best to say: "This time, I will tell you the truth. I told you the other day that I like you. I really like you." It's just to tease you, to lie to you. You must never take it seriously, or I will die laughing."

Zhou Zizhou really understood what he said this time.

Zhou Zizhou looked up at Qiao Liu blankly, with a dazed expression.

Qiao Liu: "And I made a bet with Lin Huoran on whether you would take it seriously, and now it seems that I won the bet. Why do you think I will like you, you coward, being bullied by Lin Liang and the others You are still silent and dare not do anything, I really, really don't like you, I really... hate you."

"Oh." Zhou Zizhou's mind was buzzing, and Qiao Liu's words were like thorns. When his chest was pierced, he found it difficult to think: "But I like you."

He didn't know what he said.

Qiao Liu: "..." He suddenly became quiet.

Zhou Zizhou lowered his head and said, "I kept silent because I was afraid that after I did something, I would never have the chance to be friends with them again. After I came here, I didn't know anyone, nor did I have any friends." No. I really want to be friends with someone, even if it’s just to go to the cafeteria to have a meal together once in a while, it’s good to occupy each other’s seats. I’m afraid you are kidding me, Qiao Liu, why do you like me Well, I think so."

"If you're kidding me, and I foolishly bump into you and tell you that I like you, then I'll have no way out, and you'll laugh at me as a fool, and we can't even be friends."

"If you don't be friends with me, if you let me go, I really have no friends. I... I'm scared and sad."

Zhou Zizhou didn't know what he said, he was just at a loss.He seemed to be suddenly abandoned on the spot, unable to find his way. After a while, he finally recovered. He felt that the air was a little too silent, so he raised his head, and saw Qiao Liu staring at him with two eyes. Red blood.

Zhou Zizhou felt that it wasn't enough, and ended his words in a daze: "So I mean, I like you...what should I do?"

Qiao Liu asked, "Which one do you like?"

Zhou Zizhou said blankly, "That's the kind. Seeing you and Liang Mo standing together makes me sad and jealous."

"..." Looking at Zhou Zizhou, Qiao Liu suddenly felt that all the deals, taking advantage of, being deceived, or being sad, entangled, and sad were all worth it.He had a sore nose and couldn't help it. Tears burst into his eyes. He felt that this was too embarrassing, but he couldn't stop it, just like he couldn't stop his liking for Zhou Zizhou.

He held Zhou Zizhou's hand, his hair was disheveled, his face was pale, and his lips were dry, as if he had suffered a serious illness and finally came back from the gate of hell, sobbing slightly imperceptibly, he said: "I just said It's all angry words, Zhou Zizhou."

Zhou Zizhou knew that his words were all angry.

Qiao Liu's eyes became more and more red, she stared at Zhou Zizhou, and said: "It's an angry way to say that I don't like you, because I like you so much! But you have always been like a carrot, staying in your own pit foolishly. Moved and never responded to me, so I was so angry! You didn't know I was going to explode!"

The source of all his anger is simply unwillingness.Not reconciled to why he likes Zhou Zizhou so much, but Zhou Zizhou acts as if he doesn't care about him.

However, what he didn't say was that he didn't complain at all that Zhou Zizhou approached him because of the contract. He even had to thank him for being born with an illness. alright.

Zhou Zizhou's eyes widened, and his emotions became a little excited.He couldn't understand every word Qiao Liu said, but when he heard it, it made his heart beat very fast, as if something pushed him forward: "You mean..."

"That's what you heard, and you want to pretend you didn't hear it?" Qiao Liu wiped her face and wiped her eyes.He stared at Zhou Zizhou, and suddenly remembered that there seemed to be tears on his face that hadn't been wiped away, and there were tears on his lips, which were still salty and dirty.It was the first time that he had such a lack of image in front of people, it was extremely bad.

Qiao Liu gave up on herself and said: "I thought you already knew what I was thinking, but you didn't. It seems that it was my own wishful thinking, and I clung to you. You are extremely slow and slow to respond. ..." Qiao Liu was stuck, he couldn't find anything to scold Zhou Zizhou, so he said angrily, "You bastard!"

He stared at Zhou Zizhou with red eyes.And Zhou Zizhou looked at him with wet eyes, as if he was a little dazed.

At that moment, Zhou Zizhou's heart beat extremely fast, and his brain was so hot that he couldn't think rationally.So he made the most outrageous, boldest, and most unimaginable move in his life——

Without hesitation, he held Qiao Liu's face in his hands, and pressed his lips against it unexpectedly.