Bamboo horse is frivolous

That night Xia Tian stayed at Lu Tang's house to accompany him. The two of them slept on the bed with their foreheads against their foreheads, and their breath smelled of the mint-flavored toothpaste they just used.

"Go to sleep." Xia Tian whispered, "I'll be fine after a night of sleep, don't open your eyes to look at me, it's so close that cross-eyed eyes will come out."

Lu Tang finally smiled.The corners of his mouth were pulled up slightly, but it was enough to make Xia Tian feel a little relieved. "I can't sleep," he said, "I still have the buzzing in my head."

Xia Tian touched his face, then stretched out his hand to pull him closer, hugged him, let his head rest on his chest, and patted his back lightly, "Do you want me to sing A lullaby to lull you to sleep?"

"No." Lu Tang closed his eyes, "This is good, it's all about your smell and the sound of your heartbeat."

After a long time, Xia Tian thought that Lu Tang had fallen asleep, but he suddenly sighed and said, "Xia Tian, ​​I really don't understand."

"Ok?"

"I still remember that once my mother was sick, my father carried her to the hospital in the middle of the night and took care of her for three days. Also, my father came back drunk from a party and threw up all over the floor. My mother didn't I thought it was dirty, so I changed his clothes and helped him cook sober soup, and didn't sleep until midnight. When we went on a trip, the two of them walked in front and held hands. At that time, I said they were not ashamed." Lu Tang's voice In a low voice, he babbled a lot about his parents, and laughed from time to time, but at the end his voice stopped, these good memories seemed to have turned into a scourge, which no longer made him feel happy, "... so many , Am I the only one who remembers? Did they all get thrown away like trash? Otherwise, why would they still be getting divorced?"

"They didn't throw it away, and they must still remember it, but these are no longer enough to support them to stay together. Lu Tang, although it is really unacceptable for them to kill you before they discuss it with you, but you would like to see you Do parents always live a life that makes them feel depressed or even painful?"

Lu Tang was silent for a long time, and said dryly: "...I don't want to. But I just don't want them to be separated. I know it's selfish, but when I think of my family breaking up like this, my parents have no legal relationship. Just, it’s terribly uncomfortable.” He took a deep breath, trying his best to calm down the grief that came up again.

"You will look away, because you love them so much." Xia Tian said, kissing the top of his hair.

"Will they still love me?"

"Yes, there is no doubt about it." Xia Tian lifted Lu Tang's chin, looked down at him tenderly, and then kissed his forehead, "I love you too."

Lu Tang trembled suddenly, opened his eyes wide and looked at Xia Tian in disbelief, opened his mouth to say something, but couldn't speak clearly incoherently.

Xia Tian smiled, raised his hand to cover his eyes, "It's time to sleep."

The next day, after Lu Tang woke up, he turned his head and saw Xia Tian who was still sleeping with his back facing him, his heart suddenly softened, he propped himself up, and rubbed against Xia Tian's ear.

As he sat up, everything that happened last night poured through his mind like a torrent.Holding the blanket tightly, he slowly closed his eyes.

As Xia Tian said, he woke up better after sleeping. Although it was still a heavy dull pain, it didn't make him feel hopeless like last night.

My parents are divorced.

Lu Tang accepted this fact.

When I got up and left the room, the dining table was already cleaned up, and there was a pot of porridge and a few side dishes, as if it was the most ordinary day.

Mother Lu was sitting in the living room. When she saw Lu Tang, she stood up. She seemed to have a lot to say, but she was pressed down when she opened her mouth. She said, "Morning Tangtang, let's have breakfast."

Lu Tang nodded and sat down after washing up. Mother Lu came over and sat opposite him.

Lu Tang ate his porridge with his head down, but didn't speak.

Mother Lu said, "Tangtang, I'm sorry."

"..." Lu Tang paused and raised his head. This was the first time he looked at his mother carefully today. Without makeup, the bags and dark circles under the eyes were clearly visible, and she was haggard. It was not because of work or quarrels, but It is because of him.My heart hurts like being pricked by a needle, "I should say I'm sorry. Mom, I was in a bad mood last night, I'm sorry."

Mother Lu shook her head, "It should be, it's my way of handling things that's wrong. Tangtang, your dad and I first discussed divorce last year. Not only did I find out that he had someone outside, but more importantly, our getting along was too tiring. Yes. As you know, your dad and I are very busy, and we devote all our harmony to the company and your tenderness, and vent the rest of our negative emotions on each other. This is the most taboo between husband and wife. Yes, if things go on like this, it will only wear down our patience. We were able to avoid conflicts in front of you a long time ago, but we can’t do it these few years. It’s like two hedgehogs, as soon as they get close, they stab each other. Blood dripping." She sighed, "We are no longer motivated to work hard for a better life at the beginning, such a strong person is unwilling to admit defeat, and he and I are not in the same company, so we will inevitably compete secretly If there is rivalry, there will be quarrels. After quarreling, you are unwilling to bow your head. Love and love have long since disappeared in those big and small quarrels. When I found out that he was cheating, he was as calm as stagnant water. That was me You know, there's no way we can save him."

Lu Tang listened quietly, and after Lu's mother finished speaking, he was silent for a while before saying, "I've been living a lie for a long time, right?"

Lu's mother looked at Lu Tang, choked with tears: "Tangtang, we love you, it's never a lie."

Lu Tang felt remorseful, and wanted to slap himself, "Mom, I'm not questioning this, I just... haven't fully understood this matter yet. But it will be fine, Xia Tian said that I can understand..." He The voice is getting lower and lower.

Xia Tian came out yawning, with a lazy and tired voice, "Lu Tang, when did you get up?" Then he took a closer look and found that Lu's mother was there, and immediately regained his normal form, "Good morning, Auntie."

Mother Lu smiled at him, "Morning, come and have breakfast."

"Well, I'm going to wash up first." Xia Tian said.

Mother Lu stood up, walked back to the room, paused when Xia Tian passed by, and whispered, "Xiao Tian, ​​thank you."

Xia Tian shook his head.

After breakfast, Xia Tian went home and planned to change out of his pajamas. When he entered the door, he saw his parents were at home, and he asked about Lu Tang's situation.

"It's much calmer now. He has a strong psychological quality, and he should be able to digest it soon." Xia Tian said.

Xia's mother sighed, "Oh, Tangtang is the most pitiful, a good family broke up as soon as they said it, and it was still like yesterday."

Xia Tian asked Father Xia: "Dad, what did you say to Uncle Lu yesterday?"

"I didn't say anything. He was very depressed. He went straight to the parking lot as soon as he went out. He probably hid in the car and cried." Father Xia said.

"Crying?" Xia Tian was surprised.

"My guess."

Mother Xia glanced at him, "Did you know about this early on?"

"I don't know, but I can see some clues. I went to City C to discuss cooperation with the publisher, and I saw him with another woman there."

"Then why didn't you tell me earlier when you came back." Mother Xia said reproachfully.

"Because Xiao Fang already knows, is there any need to say anything?"

Xia's mother was melancholy again, "They both have reasons, Tangtang is the most innocent, and also suffered the most harm." She said to Xia Tian: "Stay with him these two days, and let him go, you know? ?”

Xia Tian nodded, changed his clothes and came to Lutang's house again, it was Lu's mother who had gone out.

Lu Tang held Xia Tian's hand and sat on the sofa blankly, staring at the black screen of the TV, wondering what he was thinking.

Xia Tian thought for a while and said, "Lu Tang, I heard that your father... cried yesterday."

Lu Tang clenched his hands tightly and pursed his lips, as if sullen: "I cried too."

"Are you still blaming your father?"

Lu Tang leaned back, and then leaned on Xia Tian again, resting his head on his shoulder, "It should be. He cheated anyway, and asked someone to call home. Anyway, now I think of them Both are uncomfortable, thinking of my mother is distressing, thinking of him is angry, and I don’t want to see him anymore.”

Xia Tian knew that what he said was angry, so he let him vent it.

In the end, Lu Tang was like a deflated balloon, leaning against Xia Tian listlessly, "I'm so scared of getting married now."

Xia Tian froze, his mind suddenly froze, what did he mean?Fear of marriage because he thought about getting married?Except for the brain twitch of the People's Congress, the two of them would not have this day, which shows that he once thought about marrying someone else?Xia Tian didn't know how he could go so far. In short, Lu Tang's words had a big impact on him, and even made him panic and sad.

Can it last long...

"But if you think about it, you won't be afraid." Lu Tang said again, and carefully observed Xia Tian's reaction.

Xia Tian ignored it and looked sad.

Lu Tang felt aggrieved in an instant, "Hey, what are you doing, are you so unwilling when you hear that I want to marry you? Who said you loved me last night? Coax me? Xia Tian, ​​how dare you call it coaxing?" Mine, I just, I just..." What else can I do?If you are happy, you will never let go.

"Ah?" Xia Tian finally recovered from his wandering.

"I want to marry you, do you hear?" Lu Tang was aggressive, making trouble like a child playing house, but his eyes were extremely firm, he was serious.

Xia Tian stared at him blankly, oh, so he meant to marry me.The moment of great joy and sweetness washed away the mess he had imagined just now, so that his expression could not keep up with the changes in his heart, and he was still dumb.

Lu Tang leaned over and bit his lip, which hurt him so much that he pulled the corner of his mouth as if regaining consciousness.

"You're traveling too fast, aren't you?" Xia Tian hurriedly smoothed the corners of his mouth, not wanting to look too stupid, "We haven't confirmed our relationship yet."

Lu Tang clasped his hand indifferently: "Sooner or later. Anyway, we two have to get married."

Xia Tian felt like a girl, hearing the word "marriage" was too girly, and coughed: "That's the end of the topic. Sometimes I really feel that your heart is bigger than the universe."

Lu Tang knew that what he was talking about was that his parents had just divorced and now he was talking about marriage, so he said sullenly: "This is different. I probably put all my paranoia on you, even though they divorced It hurts me, but I will try my best to accept it, no matter what, I hope they will be fine. But if it were you, Xia Tian, ​​I can't imagine what I would be like if you left me." He He sighed and said, "I will definitely go crazy, and I will desperately keep you by my side...even if you don't like me anymore."

Xia Tian pinched Lu Tang's chin and kissed him deeply.

He seldom takes the initiative, and even if he does, it's a light kiss like flirting. This is the first time that he has such a predatory style, as if he is eager to prove something.

Lu Tang raised his face slightly, allowing him to approach the rough and disorderly.

After parting, Xia Tian's hand was still pinching Lu Tang's chin, his nails turned white, and the tip of their noses were touching the tip of their nose, but Xia Tian was in the upper position, and he looked down at Lu Tang.As if wanting to suck him into my own eyes, "Lu Tang, I don't know how you define me in your heart, do you feel like you're taking the initiative and you're going to find it out first, so you're getting deeper. Um?"

Lu Tang's infatuation was almost overflowing, he desperately wanted to get in touch with Xia Tian again, but Xia Tian held him tight and wouldn't let him move.

"Why do you call me such a scumbag?" Xia Tian's eyes were thick and deep like ink, "I don't like you? Then who should I like?"

Lu Tang wanted to be a violent beast, flip Xia Tian onto the elastic sofa, and then press down on it, letting himself be in the dominant position. He couldn't wait to kiss Xia Tian, ​​his eyebrows, eyes, nose, lips, All must leave his mark.But his voice was not frantic at all, hoarse and trembling: "Xia Tian, ​​I love you, I love you..."

Xia Tian squinted his eyes, he took Lu Tang's restlessness into his eyes, as well as his almost confused self in Lu Tang's eyes.

In the end, the two of them were messed up, and their clothes were wrinkled, especially Xia Tian's. The T-shirt he was wearing was a bit loose. got wet.

Lu Tang was still pressing on Xia Tian and was reluctant to part with him. Xia Tian was uncomfortable, especially when such intimacy made certain physiological reactions particularly obvious.He pushed Lu Tang: "Get up and drive."

Lu Tang licked his ear and said no.

"Human!" Xia Tian was almost ashamed and angry.

Lu Tang was once a novice and acquainted with him the second time. He didn't see his embarrassment last time at all, and he pushed his hips to add fuel to the fire, "Is it just me?"

Xia Tian felt that his face would bleed if he twisted it. He was wearing cotton harem slacks, and it would be more obvious if he reacted.

Lu Tang was a little turbulent at this moment, and a desire that he usually only dared to dream secretly appeared in his heart, "Xia Tian, ​​why don't we..." His hand had already come down when he spoke.

Xia Tian turned pale in shock, and shook his head frantically, "Don't, don't! Please, Lu Tang! This is too shameful! I'm going to die!"

Seeing how fierce his reaction was, Lu Tang had no choice but to give up. He felt a little disappointed and aggrieved, and he refused to even touch him. See, I still like you more.

Lu Tang got up and went to the bathroom, Xia Tian also took advantage of this moment to calm himself down quickly.

Lu Tang's time was a bit long this time, probably not as simple as adjusting the position... Xia Tian shook his head vigorously, throwing out some restricted-level pictures.

When Lu Tang came out, he looked very relaxed.

Xia Tian sat cross-legged facing the backrest, looking at his red ears, he probably hadn't calmed down yet.

At this time, Lu Tang didn't dare to provoke him anymore, he would be beaten, so he went to the kitchen to cut fruit, and when he returned to the living room, Xia Tian suppressed his restlessness and sat upright.

But Lu Tang's eyes couldn't be separated from his collarbone, it was the imprint he planted, the fair neck and collarbone were dotted with dark red traces, coupled with Xia Tian's blank gaze, this sexy and lustful look magnified countless times.

"... There is a story in your eyes. What do you want to do?" Xia Tian met his wolf-like eyes and flinched defensively.

"Your neck... not good, I feel a little stiff again."

Xia Tian ran into the bathroom, and after a while, shouted angrily: "Lu Tang——! What a good thing you did!!"

The author has something to say: I still like to write sweet plots~~