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After getting married, Jun Hao's life is considered to be on the right track. He still does his best to be a good son and husband. After Chen Ping became pregnant, she took maternity leave and went home to concentrate on waiting for the birth.At the beginning of pregnancy, Jun Hao finally had a chance to let go of the lumps in his mind, and found an excuse to move to the guest room so that Chen Ping could rest and not have to face embarrassing things anymore.

Before getting married, Chen Ping always believed that Junhao’s estrangement from her was a respect for herself. After so many years, she met a person she was attracted to, so her inner love became stronger. She tried her best to please Junhao’s mother, and finally got her wish On the wedding night, Junhao got drunk and slept wrapped in a quilt all night and nothing happened.

After marriage, it took Li Junhao a few days to accept his identity, and he also knew in his heart that nothing could be changed and he could only accept it.Under Chen Ping's constant hints, things between men and women happened smoothly. There will be a second time for the first time. Li Junhao will turn off the lights every time. There is no interaction between the two people. Li Junhao will Going straight to the topic, he also thought about having a child in a few years, and when the child was older, he would use everything to compensate Chen Ping and then divorce her.Every time he touches Chen Ping's body, he will feel guilty in his heart, and every mechanical movement will make him feel sick. After every time, he will keep smoking and drinking water to relieve his inner confusion. and emptiness.After several times, Chen Ping finally became pregnant, and he was relieved.

One month after Chen Ping became pregnant, Jun Hao's mother, Chen Lan, moved in with her luggage in the name of better taking care of her daughter-in-law's pregnancy without giving anyone a chance to choose.Li Chenping was very unhappy, she never thought of living with Jun Hao's parents.But since I moved here and it's for myself, it's hard to refuse.Think about staying for a while to find an excuse to let her go back and let her mother take care of her for confinement.

Chen Lan is a strong woman who always wants to control everything in her own hands. At home, she is used to her son and Lao Li listening to her. She always hopes to be able to dictate the life of the young couple. Yes, when you are pregnant and you are more nervous and anxious, your temper will become bad.How can she bear Chen Lan's dissatisfaction with her, the conflict between the two sides will arise as time goes on.This morning, because Li Ping felt too tired earlier and complained a few words, Chen Lan couldn't take it anymore, thinking that her daughter-in-law was showing her face to Jun Hao and started crying. "I got up early in the morning and was busy making breakfast for you. You just woke up. I also asked Aunt Wang how the pregnant woman is doing. I have worked so hard to raise you so big, for my son and grandson Is it easy?", "Mom, why are you unreasonable, you clearly know that I don't like to eat it, and you still do it, besides, you are all old-fashioned things, eating so greasy is not good for the fetus.", "Why are you old-fashioned? Aunt Wang's daughter-in-law eats like this when they give birth to little ones."

The two of you talking to each other started again, Jun Hao got a headache when he encountered this kind of thing, all he wanted was to hide, and when he saw the war was about to break out, he shirked himself and went to the store and planned to go out if he had something to do. "Wait until Li Junhao comes to the bedroom, I have something to talk to you.", "I have something urgent, let's talk about it when I come back tonight." Push the door and leave.

After leaving the house, she walked aimlessly on the road. Ever since her mother moved in, at first Li Ping only complained to herself, and she also told her mother.But it started again within a few days.My mother always disliked Chen Ping for being lazy and not working, saying that she respected her and worked hard during the blind date, and she didn't take herself seriously once she got married.

"Li Junhao, you must let your mother move out of our house today, or I will move out." Chen Ping's message came.

Junhao also thought about asking Chen Lan to move back, but every time before he opened his mouth, Chen Lan complained that he married a daughter-in-law and forgot his mother, and made a fuss. Originally, he wanted to marry her chosen daughter-in-law as she wanted. just fine.Now it seems that all is not enough.

Jun Hao sat on the side of the road and lit a cigarette, and replied "Oh" to Chen Ping.He just sat there in a daze.Open the Weiyun file, decrypt the folder, click on the photo, and look at Yimin sleeping soundly in his arms, this is the only photo he has saved.It is also my only consolation. In the past days, Yimin never asked me to do anything. From the very beginning, I was a stalker to ensure that I had come out with my parents and would definitely give him a stable home. At the same time, the lonely heart has to rely on, and I can free myself from the confusion and work hard to live.In the end, I owed him everything.But why didn't he stop himself, why didn't he love Yimin so much, come out to stop all this.Why can't Yi Min wait for him, when he divorces Chen Ping?It was the man who was by Yimin's side, it was he who took away Yimin's love for him.Right, that is it. "Shi Yan, does Yimin have another man? Is it the man who accompanied him? When did they start?", Shi Yan was tossed by Zhao Gang all night last night and was woken up by the phone just after falling asleep He was going to scold the street, but was answered by a bunch of questions from Junhao. "Why do you ask this? Didn't I tell you before?" "Didn't we break up and they got together." "Li Junhao, you bastard, what do you think of Yimin? Are you human?", "I ......", "Hao, you are married, Yimin should have his own life, you can't deprive him of his happiness selfishly, he is quite pitiful.", "I just miss him..." Jun Hao broke down in tears.Li Junhao hung up the phone after crying enough.

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Shi Yan hung up the phone and looked at Zhao Gang who was sleeping soundly beside him. He didn't know when he had adapted to the current life and the existence of the man beside him. Ever since Junhao got married and he drank too much alcohol, Zhao Gang had been so reckless. own life.

On the day of the wedding, Jun Hao was in a bad mood. Several college buddies accompanied Jun Hao to drink a lot, and he didn't even remember how much he drank.On the train back to BJ, he didn't know how to get on it, and fell asleep when he got on the train. Zhao Gang called and almost fell off the chair in fright. "Where are you?" "What happened on the train?" "Where are you going?" Jiu was very irritable, Zhao Gang just wanted to care about himself, and he was messed up on the phone.Zhao Gang said that he liked him, and he didn't know which muscle was wrong. He even said that as long as Zhao Gang let him go, he could think about it.Zhao Gang happily agreed on the phone and said that the train station would pick him up.They stayed in the hotel that night. Zhao Gang seduced himself and him naked. After that, Zhao Gang asked himself to be responsible for him, so he naturally got involved in his life, and later suppressed himself. Below.

Thinking of himself as worthless, Shi Yan never thought about what would happen with Zhao Gang in the future, but now he is very happy and satisfied.Gently approached and kissed the person next to him and continued to sleep soundly.

Chen Ping packed her things and went back to her mother's house that night, but Jun Hao stopped her for a long time, but it was of no avail, so she said that as long as your mother is here, I will not come back and left.Chen Lan did not show weakness and refused to give in, and locked herself in the room crying bitterly.After finally comforting his mother, Jun Hao felt very tired.Aggrieved and panicked, he drove around the city. The nightlife in City H had just begun, restaurants. KTV, bars, and bathing centers are everywhere. In the past few years, City H has also opened a bar street like an imperial capital. Junhao hasn't lived here since he graduated from middle school. This is the first time Junhao has come here, and he chose a restaurant that looked relatively large to enter.

The inside is small but very noisy, and it is full of people. Jun Hao found a place by the bar, ordered a glass of foreign wine, sat down and watched the people shaking their heads and indulgently on the dance floor.On the dance floor, men and women release their excess hormones ecstatically.

After 3 glasses of wine, Jun Hao was a little panicked and excited.In my 30 years of life, I have never stepped into a place like this.Several girls approached him and wanted to have a drink with him, but he refused.In his eyes, beautiful women are no different, and he can't move his hormones.He puffed out the smoke over and over again, and downed glasses of foreign wine over and over again.

Not far away is a handsome boy who is just 20 years old.On the side of the bar, he was fumbling with his mobile phone, and from time to time, Jun Hao could hear the prompt sound of the familiar domestic gay dating software that made Jun Hao excited.The boy was very handsome, with a crew cut, like a student, and a light sportswear, just like when he first met Yimin.Junhao took out his mobile phone, installed the search software, registered and logged in.

Obviously, it was the same as what I thought, the boy's profile picture was displayed next to me, I looked at the boy's news, and found that he was looking for a date after breaking up with college in S city. "Hello", Junhao sent the message, the boy was startled when he saw the message and raised his head to look around.Jun Hao shook his phone at him.The boy walked over after confirming again and again.Sitting beside Jun Hao somewhat cautiously. "Would you like a drink?" Jun Hao asked, "Okay," the boy drank a glass of wine slowly, and the two of them remained silent like that.Jun Hao just felt very happy to meet the same kind.After sitting like this for a long time, Jun Hao got up to check out and was about to leave, but the boy suddenly followed him out. "Do you want it? I'm short of money..." Jun Hao never considered himself a saint.He didn't refuse, and the boy followed.

On the big hotel bed, Jun Hao leaned on the head of the bed and lit a cigarette. The boy had just come out of the shower, and there was still water on his body that was not wiped clean. He was a little cautious, and although he was a little helpless, he was a little stubborn.The two observed each other for a long time, and under Junhao's gesture, the boy took the initiative to come up to Li Junhao to comfort him.It didn't take long for Jun Hao to get excited, and he kept teasing the boy with his hands, and the boy's body kept trembling in his hands.Jun Hao pressed the boy under his body, constantly changing the position.He vented out his suppressed agitation again and again until the boy begged for mercy.

Junhao didn't remember how many times he did it that night, he vented all his depression and longing on the boy.The boy catered to himself again and again and made himself forget everything around him.

Looking at the boy sleeping soundly on the bed, Jun Hao put down the money and left gently. They were just passing by without asking each other's name, and never planned to contact each other again.On the way back, Junhao kept drinking water and smoking, feeling at a loss.He turned on the phone, logged on to the penguin that he hadn't dared to touch for a long time, and looked at the past between him and Yimin. He thought he had let go of everything.But everything became clearer and clearer in my mind as if it was yesterday.He buried his head on the steering wheel and cried bitterly.