tease you willingly

Now, Channing's heart belongs to him. While he was enjoying this wonderful love, he had already forgotten what kind of danger Channing would face when he was unable to protect him one day.

An Lun blamed himself so much that he wanted to kill himself. He was not worthy of loving, let alone being loved by others.

Blame everything on himself. If he just watched from afar and didn't break into Qian Ning's life, now Chan Ning may have followed Peng Tailin to live an ordinary life abroad.

In An Lun's life balance, one side is eradicating evil forces and national righteousness, and the other is protecting Qian Ning and sweet love.The two sides kept fighting in An Lun's mind.

An Lun has been trained by the organization for many years. His bones are full of patriotism and love for the people, and he is full of heroism in defeating the enemy. These are the most basic requirements of this business and will not be easily changed.

But, Qian Ning, all because of Qian Ning, all because of loving Qian Ning too much, made An Lun tangled up in a splitting headache.

The man said softly: "Aaron, having said that, if fan4 is not eliminated, Channing will never be safe. You must go all out and eradicate it at all costs."

Seeing An Lun's lowered head, with his hands pinching his brows, the man patted An Lun's shoulder, and said softly, "Let Chan Ning give up on you, I'll do this villain."

give up?How could it be possible for Qian Ning to give up on himself? This is the love he just begged for.

He couldn't imagine how he would live without Qian Ning, and he couldn't imagine how Qian Ning, who had been abandoned by fate many times, would face this time. Did he just laugh it off indifferently?No, he cares so much about himself, and he is so sure about the person he will be with for the rest of his life, how could he just give up as soon as he says it.Can he convince himself, can he believe that he is only going to perform the task and not abandon him.Will he believe it?

"What are you going to do?" An Lun finally raised his head and looked directly at the man.

The man just frowned and said, "I have my own way."

"No." An Lun retorted angrily, "No one can hurt him."

The man lit a cigarette, held up the cigarette in his hand and took a deep puff, and said, "You can only choose between being sad or dying, which one will you choose?"

"I won't choose any of them. My lover will protect me." An Lun said as he patted the table.

The man's phone rang, and he answered the phone with a cigarette in one hand, "Hello~"

"What? M9? Are you sure?" The man said with a look of anger, then hung up the phone with a soft "hmm", then threw the phone on the ground hard, and said to An Lun: "M9 was killed by fan4 gone."

An Lun stood up suddenly, staring at the man in a daze. He didn't believe what the man said, how could it be possible?

M9 is the code name of a person, and this person is An Lun's mentor on that road.

How many times have he been rescued by his teacher in danger, at that time, what An Lun thought was that the person who cares most about his life in this world should only be his teacher.

Every time An Lun was rescued, the inhuman punishment from M9 followed, and those harsh words made people almost despair.

"Didn't your death show that I am incompetent as a teacher? Doesn't it mean that I have lost to fan4? Trash, trash—" hoarse, rage destroyed the universe.

An Lun knew that it was his teacher's worry that he was in danger, but this kind of emotion that should be touching was always replaced by perverted torture.

When An Lun was being punished, he never hated M9. He also knew that if he died, M9 would train more and better people to fill his vacancy. That was his duty. Among the students, only An Lun remained calm and grateful.

M9 was killed by fan4, An Lun shouldn't have any mood swings, but he himself didn't expect his heartbeat to be so fast, his fists clenched so tightly, his mind was blank except for revenge.

An Lun lost the most basic quality in that business during his love with Channing.

Now An Lun is very emotional, he will show emotions because of trivial things, he will act like a baby and lose his temper, he will speak sweetly and sarcastically, and he will use tenderness and violence.

He is transforming into a normal person, and seems to be drifting away from his previous identity.The sudden news that M9 was killed made An Lun remember his identity.

He is a special agent who sacrifices his life for the sake of the country and the nation. He is a four-dimensional business in the fourth world.

In his previous consciousness, the interests of the country and the nation were above all else. For this lofty goal, he gave up the right to be an ordinary person. Only after he fell in love with Qian Ning did he realize that the ordinary life of ordinary people is the pride of righteousness. An incomparable feeling.

He deliberately forgot about rhetoric, victory and defeat, just to enjoy this seemingly luxurious tranquility.

The reality disrupted An Lun's footsteps and came again to deprive him of the right to enjoy happiness. Channing is unfortunate, but An Lun's inability to live on his own seems even more unfortunate.

The man glanced at An Lun, closed his eyes and said, "A Lun, you know how much I feel sorry for you, how I wish I had the ability to complete this task, how I wish you could live in peace, you know how much I hate you Is it your own powerlessness?"

An Lun didn't answer. The choice between mission and love made him entangled in a killing decision until he collapsed.

"Allen, I must help you break your relationship immediately. You must immediately find a way to leave the country. As for how you use to contain fan4, I have no right to ask. There are people in the organization who will contact you and cooperate with your actions."

An Lun raised his eyes slightly, and said loudly, "I want to spend the New Year with Qian Ning."

"No, you don't have that much time, so you won't be able to bargain." The man stood in front of An Lun and said, "Your father, your grandfather and I also want to spend the new year with you."

The man's eyes started to turn red, he sniffed his nose and said, "Since you started this road, we have been looking forward to reuniting with you every year, as long as you are safe and sound, even if we don't, we will be thankful."

An Lun lowered his head and pinched the bridge of his nose, and said, "Let me celebrate the new year."

The man nodded and said, "If you can't make up your mind, I will help you. Go back first."

An Lun sat on the reef by the sea, looking at the emptiness of the sea and sky in the distance, his nose felt sore.

He wanted to leave, he wanted to face the hostile organization alone, he suddenly began to hate this business, and he began to hate that he did not resist but joined it proudly.

What about Channing?He is so sensitive, what should he do?what will he do

Will you wait for me calmly, or will you break down hysterically?If he died, would he start a journey of happiness? Of course An Lun hoped that he would be like this. As long as he was happy, all he expected was his happiness.

However, if Channing commits suicide in front of An Lun's grave as he promised, no, An Lun shook his head.

The icy sea breeze blows through An Lun's thick down jacket. He doesn't feel it now. He is thinking carefully and rehearsing and arranging everything in his mind. He wants to completely destroy the fan4 that has disturbed his life.

After venting his anger, An Lun held Chan Ning tightly in his arms, and said softly to Chan Ning, "I have a travel itinerary, do you want to listen to it?"

Qian Ning leaned on An Lun's arm, looked at An Lun's handsome face, and said with a smile, "Of course I want to listen. If you make me unhappy someday, I'll go by myself."

An Lun kissed Channing on the face and said, "Alright, the Seine Cathedral in Paris, France, the Sensoji Temple in Tokyo, Japan, Mandalay in Myanmar, and Java in Indonesia."

"Again, it's a bit messy." Chan Ning frowned as he spoke.

An Lun put his face close to Channing's and said slowly: "The Seine Cathedral in Paris, France, Sensoji Temple in Tokyo, Japan, Mandalay in Myanmar, and Java in Indonesia, don't mess up the order."

Chan Ning asked in puzzlement, "Why? Is there any mystery in this sequence?"

An Lun didn't answer, but rubbed Channing's face vigorously, and said, "Just remember, and I'll say it again, the Seine Cathedral in Paris, France, the Sensoji Temple in Tokyo, Japan, Mandalay in Myanmar, and Java in Indonesia."

Qian Ning suddenly thought of what An Lun once said, as long as it is said three times, you must remember the time, place, environment, sequence and other information that can be collected. Why, what is the meaning of this travel route?What happened to An Lun?Why hide something from him?

Qian Ning guessed quickly, and stared at An Lun blankly, "What happened?"

An Lun caressed Qian Ning's face and said softly, "It's okay, trust me."

Channing lay back on An Lun's arm again. He was so sensitive, how could he not see An Lun's helplessness.He didn't want to say it, so how could he ask?Qian Ning hugged An Lun's face, pouted and said, "Just tell me what's wrong."

An Lun tapped Channing's lips with his finger, how should he tell him that he is going to die?Tell him to start a new life after he dies?How can you say it.

An Lun's heart is about to break, but he can't say goodbye to the person he loves the most. He wants to make him wait but is afraid that what he is waiting for is his own dead soul. Can anyone tell me how to calmly say goodbye? Handle it well, so that he will not be sad or infatuated, and he will have expectations without being too obsessed.

This invincible An Lun, this An Lun who is like a god, is trapped by love at this moment, and his strong self-control is not affected by this.

Love is what makes people live for it, die for it, be confused by it, mourn and fear for it.

An Lun was suppressing his gaffe, and said to Channing: "What I want to tell you is that you have to trust me, I love you."

Qian Ning actually laughed, showing his small canine teeth, which made people feel sweet and amiable, "Why do you say that, what did you do to apologize to me?"

An Lun slammed on Qian Ning's body, and fixed Qian Ning's hand with both hands, followed by another burst of crazy kisses, "No, I just love you like crazy, do you love me?"

An Lun suddenly realized that he really shouldn't have said those words, which would put another shackle on Qian Ning's ability to forget himself in the future.I can no longer talk about love, for the sake of my own future where I am not sure about life and death, it is better not to engrave my feelings too deeply on Qian Ning.

Qian Ning forgot how many times it rained that night. An Lun was too crazy, as if he wanted to vent the energy of the rest of his life in this night.Sensitive Channing had a premonition that danger was approaching slowly.