my summer

I am most afraid of the sudden silence in the air...

Xia Zhi stopped his movements and looked at me for a few seconds, then continued to exercise even harder in silence.

My brain gradually lost control of the act of thinking, so I had to close my eyes and devote myself to the senses.

I don't know if it was my inadvertent words that stimulated Xia Zhi. He showed unprecedented bravery, as if he was maliciously punishing my desertion.

After a long time, the room gradually returned to calm.

I lie on the bed and let my mind go.

After taking a shower, Xia Zhi sat next to me with a faint fragrance of shower gel, reached out and gently stroked my back, "Yangyang, what do you think?"

I turned over, rested my head on his lap, and looked up at him, "I think it's not necessarily a good thing to procrastinate, maybe it's even worse..."

"But my mother's health is getting worse and worse, I'm afraid of irritating her." Xia Zhi said.

"It's also..." I wrapped my arms around his waist, buried my head in his stomach, and said in a muffled voice, "Then let's keep procrastinating. If my parents know, my aunt will know too. I can't hide it."

Now that I have decided to hold off for the time being, I will no longer be entangled, and continue to live our little life with Xia Zhi in a down-to-earth manner.

I bought a car with the rest of my savings, and after changing my driver's license once, it finally came into play.I consciously became Xia Zhi's full-time driver.His hospital is actually not too far from where I work, but it’s not on the way. I took a detour to take him there in the morning, and then drove to the company.

Later, he was forced by me to squeeze out time to pass the test, so sometimes the driver and the passenger would play role swaps.

In less than a year, Xia Zhi was promoted to chief physician, said to be one of the fastest-promoted doctors in the history of their hospital.

Wow, cause for celebration.

How to celebrate?Yes, interest!I want to charge interest!

So after I paid back the money to buy the house at the summer solstice, I said, "I agreed to pay interest, does it still count?"

"Of course," he nodded, "I just added it to you at the bank's interest rate."

"...Don't be stupid, how can my interest be so simple?" I said.

"Then...how else?" he asked.

I showed my eight big white teeth at him, "You listen to me tonight."

He looked at me for a long time, with hesitation on his face, "You... really want to?"

"Well, I've thought about it for a long time." I said seriously.

"Hey...that's fine," he lay down on the bed resigned to his fate, "you can take it easy and don't mess around."

Looking at Xia Zhi's well-defined back, I couldn't help swallowing, feeling inexplicably as if I was about to take a big exam.After so many years of stealing teachers, it's finally time for the in-class quiz.

But what should be the first step?

Oh, undress first.

And after that?

I continued to stare at Xia Zhi's smooth back, my mind was spinning, should I make preparations first, or should I kiss to create some atmosphere first?What are his usual steps?How can I not remember at all?

While I was in a daze, the back of the lying person started to shake, Xia Zhi smiled and sat up, "Why? No way?"

"Fart!" I pushed him hard, and he lay down on the ground, "I'm just reviewing the sequence first, it's your first time after all, you must make a good impression."

"Then..." He stretched out his hand and pulled me down, "How about I teach you in detail one more time, and you study it seriously?"

Before I could open my mouth, my mouth was already tightly blocked by him.

Then there will be a thunderous fire between us with an incomparable tacit understanding...

"Have you learned this time?" Xia Zhi asked panting.

I took a few deep breaths to calm down my heartbeat, and then sighed, "This interest... I won't charge it..."

"Don't, you still have to pay what you should." He cheered up.

I looked at his smirk, and felt depressed for a while, why was he so dizzy and confused every time, it was like dry wood, it would ignite at one point, the fire was raging, and in the end it burned and nothing left...

Hey, am I doomed to be a bottom in my life?

He probably saw my depression, and gently wiped the sweat from my forehead, "Yangyang, this is a matter between two people, as long as both of them feel happy and enjoying it, it doesn't matter." What role to play, huh?"

I nodded blankly.

"What's more," he laughed triumphantly, "this is my specialty, you're an amateur, so don't compete with professionals..."

I pinched his face to express my dissatisfaction: "Hmph, don't be complacent, what kind of professional do you need to do this kind of thing? If you do a lot, you will naturally become proficient."

"Oh? No need?" He smiled mysteriously, "I'll let you know right away, whether it's necessary or not."

After he finished speaking, he rolled out of the bed and took out a long and thin thing from the drawer of the wardrobe. I looked at it carefully, shit, it turned out to be...! !

I couldn't help but raise my voice and shout: "Xia Zhi! You bastard!"

"Don't be nervous," he said softly while unpacking the bag, "You have to trust my professionalism, I promise to let you experience unprecedented happiness..."

I feel like I've become the poster child for duplicity.

He said no on the lips, but actually had a faint expectation in his heart.Of course, there is also a little nervousness, after all, it is the first time, who can be calm?

I have never been overwhelmed with the demands of the summer solstice, and this time is no exception.

Under the gentle strategy of the summer solstice, I gradually relaxed, and calmed down to feel it carefully. Well, there is still an indescribable weirdness, but it is still within my tolerance.

Maybe I'm not used to it for the first time, but it should be fine in the future.

Uh... It seems that I am really hopeless, and I actually think of the future...

"How is it?" Xia Zhi asked softly.

"I refuse to answer." I muffled.

He smiled and kissed me, "Food, sex, sex, the ancients can talk about it generously, we are so shy in our age. With me here, you just need to be responsible and enjoy it with peace of mind."

I thought to myself, are doctors, especially urologists, so unrestrained?

The next day I woke up in the morning light.

Xia Zhi sat on the bay window, holding the guitar in his arms, and when he saw me wake up, he showed a bright smile, "You didn't get the interest you wanted, so I'll give you the interest from mine now."

The familiar guitar melody sounded, and his voice was still hoarse and magnetic.

It is "if" that I still like.

The golden morning light shone through the window screen and spread over his body, making him look warm.It may be a long time since I played it, his fingering is a little rusty, missing beats, wrong scales, and many small problems.

But so what?

In the early morning after the passion, there is such a person, in the warm morning light, playing the guitar and singing your favorite song.Such a beautiful picture, I regret not recording it at that time.

After the song was over, I clapped in unison, "Forget it, I'll accept the interest for the time being. But I will collect it from time to time in the future, so you should be ready at any time."

I watched Xia Zhi's smile gradually froze on my face, and suddenly I was in a good mood, and I couldn't help laughing out loud.

"No more!" Xia Zhi put down his guitar and rushed towards me, "The interest is only for one time, if you want it next time, then you can pay it back in the same way as last night."

This time, my smile froze, "I'm just kidding, what interest is not interest, why do you make it so strange, how can there be such a thing as interest in our relationship that affects feelings?"

"You surrendered?" he asked, leaning on my neck.

"I..." I bit my lip, "I...surrender...it's no wonder!"

The rare morning when both of us rested was spent in our fighting.

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