Interstellar Spell Carder

After being forcibly brought back to the capital star by the second prince, Chris kept making noises. His way of making noise was not by throwing things casually, or losing his temper at the servants in the second prince's house. He just kept repeating My feelings for He Yishu.

"Your Highness, Second Prince, let me say it again, the person I like now is He Yishu who can make Chinese character cards, not you, an incompetent person!"

"Even if I can't see my little cutie, I only have him in my heart. It's impossible for me to look at you more. Even if you imprison me here, I can't change my mind."

"Today is the official start of the Chinese character card major, right? Xiaoshu is really amazing. Not only can he make so many amazing Chinese character cards, but he also created the Chinese character card major. How can he be so perfect!"

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Chris thought that with the character of the second prince, as long as he kept saying such things, the second prince would be discouraged and let him go.

But Chris forgot that it was not only himself who was slowly changed by time, but the second prince was no longer the slightly indecisive and vulnerable young man he was a few years ago.

Chris said this over and over again, and he was a little tired of hearing it, but the second prince still didn't respond.

Every day, I eat when I should eat, sleep when I should sleep, and watch the news when I should watch the news, as if I didn’t hear these words at all.

Finally one day, Chris couldn't take it anymore: "Your Highness, if you think I am innocent, you shouldn't restrict my freedom. If you think that I, as a pirate, should be arrested and imprisoned, then you should too. Send me straight to jail instead of keeping me here."

The second prince put down the newspaper and looked at Chris with a calm expression. Chris felt inexplicably guilty, but he did not avoid the other party's gaze. Instead, he said sarcastically, "His Highness the Second Prince is finally willing to pay attention to me as a 'prisoner'?"

The second prince sighed inaudibly: "You really want to leave here?"

"Of course." Chris raised his chin.

The second prince asked again: "Want to go to your father's place?"

"Do you think I will go there?" Chris snorted coldly, but then realized that his attitude was a bit wrong, and immediately changed his attitude, "Where I go, does it have anything to do with His Royal Highness the Second Prince?"

Everyone thought that the reason why Chris became a pirate was because of his father, but that was not the case.

The relationship between Chris and his father has always been bad, and a large part of the reason why he chose to run to be a pirate instead of going to other planets was to fight against his father and make him feel ashamed.

As for the other part of the reason, it was naturally due to the Second Prince.

The second prince and Chris could be regarded as the last to grow up together, and their relationship has always been very good. The two have even discussed when they will get engaged.

However, just as the two of them were getting engaged, Chris' father was suddenly found out to be in collusion with pirates, so the second prince unilaterally postponed the engagement, and even asked to temporarily cool down the relationship between the two, so as to distance the two. distance between people.

Chris was stimulated by the behavior of the second prince, so he didn't agree with each other, and went directly to become a pirate, and he was unwilling to return to Capital Star for several years.

Or on the other hand, if Chris really became a pirate because of his father, then after his father's charges were erased, he should have returned to the capital star long ago.

"Then go where you want to go," and the second prince's patience, even though Chris was so noisy, did not lose any temper, which is obviously related to this, "but I have one condition, you can't leave the capital star."

Chris didn't expect the second prince to be so talkative at all, and he was a little unsure if he had some new conspiracy: "Are you really willing to let me leave here?"

"Even if I don't let you leave, do you think there will be any progress between us?" The second prince leaned back in the chair with a tired face, and slowly closed his eyes.

Chris's heart skipped a beat for no reason, but he quickly suppressed it: "It would have been better if His Highness the Second Prince had said that earlier? Since His Highness the Second Prince has so many grown-ups, I'm going to find my cutie."

Chris was not stopped by anything when he left, which made him feel a little uncomfortable after being imprisoned for several days, but immediately, he was shocked by his own thoughts again, and couldn't help but laugh at himself.

After leaving the second prince's place, Chris didn't go to look for He Yishu, instead he started to stroll on the street.

He has been away from Capital Star for several years. He thought that he would not have any attachment to this planet, but when he really set foot on the land of Capital Star again and saw these familiar buildings, his heart was still inexplicably sour.

In fact, it's not that he didn't regret his original decision, it's just that when the impulse passed and the regret slowly grew, he couldn't find the reason and way to go back.

He knew that the second prince was always looking for him, but so what?

He still remembered what he told the second prince before he left.

A cowardly and incompetent person like you doesn't deserve love at all!You'll never find me again!

Perhaps because this sentence was uttered from his own mouth, Chris has always remembered it very clearly. He imagined countless times what kind of mood that person would feel when he heard this sentence.

Chris couldn't find the answer because he was afraid to hear it.

But he has to be responsible for his own choices. It is impossible to treat the things he has done as if he has not done them, and it is impossible for those who miss him to treat them as if he has always been there.

He is the one who is really cowardly and incompetent, and he is the one who doesn't deserve love at all, so it's not so much that Chris has been blaming the second prince, it's better to say that he is avoiding and being afraid.

Chris took a deep breath and stopped suddenly.

Now that the choice has been made, why is it shaken at this time?

Didn't he already think about it before, through He Yishu, let the second prince see his "true face" thoroughly, so that he will stop dwelling on the past that has already turned into clouds?

Why does he suddenly...don't want to do that now?

Chris raised his hand to cover his face, a low-pitched wry smile escaped his lips, he shouldn't have stopped, shouldn't he?

But he did shake, didn't he?

When the face of that person appeared in front of him so intuitively instead of through news reports, Chris felt that his heart seemed to start beating again, and it was getting faster and faster, and it became more and more powerless.

In fact, he has always been cowardly, and immediately began to regret after escaping, but at that time, he neither had the courage to face the second prince again, nor did he want the second prince to be completely disappointed in him.

So at that time, he chose to escape, fled to a far away place, and then followed every detail of the second prince like a voyeur, but he knew very well that such a distance was not far enough for him to escape the struggle and struggle in his heart. contradiction.

Until recently, after he experienced a pirate battle that nearly cost him his life, he suddenly realized that his cowardice was not only punishing him and himself, but also tormenting the second prince who had never given up looking for him.

He shouldn't be so selfish, he doesn't want to give up, but he always chooses to escape, dragging down the second prince all the time, he will even feel contemptuous of himself like this.

He was so cowardly and despicable that he looked downright ugly.

So he has already planned that he will reappear in front of the second prince in some way, but the purpose is not to go back to the past, but to completely break the past.

After making this decision, Chris still hesitated for a long time. This matter required a lot more courage and determination than he imagined. He needed enough preparation, so much so that he began to hesitate again.

But he will not continue to struggle meaninglessly as before, because he has set a final time for himself to die, and before this time comes, he will definitely do what he should do.

As the time of death approached day by day, Chris felt anxious and terrified. Just when he was feeling the most difficult, an accident happened.

Chris did not expect at all that someone in the plan would appear in front of him, and what followed was the reunion that had been rehearsed countless times in his heart.

His appearance has hardly changed, but his eyes have become strange. Maybe it's not that his eyes have become strange, but that Chris himself has changed. He doesn't even dare to look into that person's eyes.

Everything changed because of this sudden accident. Chris returned to that person and Capital Star in a way he hadn't thought of at all, but this also made him even more at a loss.

Although the reality is far from the plan, this reality does not prevent him from continuing with the next plan, but at the moment he saw that person, Chris inevitably hesitated.

Everything fell apart, and he was having a hard time even maintaining a superficial disguise.

But you must not show your feet. If the second prince knows the thoughts that have been hidden in his heart for a long time, he will forgive himself without hesitation, right?

But such a selfish, vile, contradictory and false self is not worthy of his forgiveness at all.

In order to hide the panic in his heart, while struggling in his heart, Chris couldn't help but do things that hurt that person more contradictoryly.

He was really... so disgusting.

Even he himself thinks so, so why can that person tolerate him so quietly?

When the other party suddenly said the phrase "Then go where you want to go", Chris knew that he was not relieved in his heart, but slowly developed a sense of relief that was finally hopeless.

It's really over.

It's that simple and it's over.

That's great.

Standing quietly on the deserted street, Chris suddenly felt dazed with deep loneliness.

Then, the huge virtual screen installed on the street suddenly lit up, which is only used by the interstellar government or military department when issuing important announcements.

Then a familiar figure appeared on the virtual screen.

The second prince was wearing the home clothes when he left. It looked completely different from the rigor he usually had when he appeared in public. He looked soft and made people feel close.

Chris was stunned, he was staring at the virtual screen, his eyes were sour but he refused to blink easily.

He is very clear about what he is greedy for, but most of the time, he has to suppress this emotion that even he cannot accept, but at this moment, on this deserted street, he may finally be able to have more Take a look, don't be so depressed.

"I have considered the consequences of using the official notification channel of the Star Empire privately, but I still decided to do it because it is the most convenient and quickest way," the second prince's voice sounded calm and slow, as if With a touch of solemnity, "The reason why I did this is because the lover I have been looking for for several years has returned to Capital Planet, but unfortunately, he seems to have forgotten the way home."

Speaking of this, the second prince took a deep breath: "If any of you happen to see him, please remind him for me that his way home has always been there, has never disappeared, and will never disappear."

Chris's eyes suddenly became blurred, and he heard his heartbeat beating again and again. From contradiction, struggle, self-blame, and guilt, he gradually became firmer.

It turned out that the road he thought had long since disappeared had actually always been there.