Sincere

Seeing the change in Gu Yu's face, Jin Feng suddenly realized that he shouldn't have said those words.

Gu Yu, who lives under the sun and can be regarded as a good citizen, is different from him, a person who is used to real fighting and bloodshed in the dark world, in some ways.

In Jin Feng's eyes, some lives are too cheap to be worth mentioning, but perhaps in Gu Yu's heart, anyone's life should be respected...

"You and Xi Jiu...couldn't be friends." Jin Feng asked tentatively. If this was the case, he would have made another fatal mistake. "With your character, you probably wouldn't be friends with Xi Jiu." It's right for those like Jiu to go together..."

"Knowledge." Gu Yu said, "but no friendship."

Jin Feng heaved a sigh of relief, but in order not to make Gu Yu feel that he was an executioner who disregarded human lives, he explained with a light smile, "Actually, you don't have to sympathize with Xi Jiu. Xi Jiu also did a lot of shady things with Yuan Shengjiang back then. If you knew about it, you wouldn't sympathize with Xi Jiu."

Gu Yu exhaled lightly, but still couldn't help asking, "How is Xi Jiu doing now?"

"I guess he was played to death by Roche, and it's almost as good as not dying. Anyway, Roche won't let him go." While speaking, Jin Feng put the rinsed spinach on Gu Yu's plate.

"I heard Xi Jiu tell the story between him and Roche. It's not specific, but I understand it pretty much..." Gu Yu said, "I don't know if it's my illusion, but now I think back to the time when I met Xi Jiu. During that time, I always felt that Xi Jiu loved Roche."

Jin Feng shrugged his shoulders, "What's the use of his love? You can only live if Luo Qi loves him, but it's impossible. Back then he hurt Luo Qi so badly."

Gu Yu turned his head and looked at Jin Feng, "Could it be that you didn't cause it, maybe without you, Xi Jiu and Luo Qi could still get together..."

In a trance, Gu Yu recalled those years...

If there was no Gu Jinyuan back then, he would have been with Jin Feng...

Gu Yu was stunned for a moment, then quickly turned his head and continued to eat the food on the plate. Jin Feng, who was concentrating on cooking, didn't notice Gu Yu's strangeness.

"It seems that Xi Jiu didn't tell you much." Jin Feng chuckled, "The fact is that when Luo Qi fell in love with Xi Jiu, no one planned it at all. They met by chance and fell in love naturally. At that time, Xi Jiu didn't know that Luo Qi He is one of Yuan Shengjiang's heirs, and Luo Qi didn't know that Xi Jiu was Yuan Shengjiang's subordinate. Yuan Shengjiang only intervened after Luo Qi and Xi Jiu got married...Of course, it cannot be ruled out that Xi Jiu and Luo Qi met. It was designed by Yuan Shengjiang."

Gu Yu looked at Jin Feng in astonishment...

Seeing that Gu Yu seemed to be interested in this topic, Jin Feng was in a good mood immediately, and immediately asked the waiter to serve a few cans of beer.

Gu Yu, "..."

"Don't look at Xi Jiu being thin and weak. What he did next to Yuan Shengjiang was assassination work. After Yuan Shengjiang knew that the killer he raised had someone he liked, he let Xi Jiu go. Xi Jiu was probably loved by love at that time." Dazed, he didn't even think about why Yuan Shengjiang let him go so easily, he held a wedding with Luo Qi directly, and then Yuan Shengjiang attended their wedding in a low-key manner, Xi Jiu knew that Luo Qi was not a simple businessman , he is one of Yuan Shengjiang's heirs..."

"Did Roche never know Xi Jiu's identity?"

"I don't know. He always thought that Xi Jiu was an orphan who made a living from outside. He only found out about Xi Jiu's identity when he lost everything in the end. He also suddenly realized that the reason he kept losing was because the person next to him betrayed him. .”

"What role did you play in this? Didn't Xi Jiu say that Luo Qi's defeat was caused by you and him alone? How did you say it was planned by Yuan Shengjiang?"

"At that time, I was in the name of Yuan Shengjiang's adoptive son. I didn't have much real power in my hands, and my face and body hadn't fully recovered. I couldn't beat Luo Qi at all. Yuan Shengjiang opened a green channel for me and asked me to take Xi Jiu in the middle. As a subordinate, then I started to really use Xi Jiu to deal with Roche, which sounds easy, but in fact, I spent a lot of energy back then, and almost lost my life a few times..."

"Is that why Xi Jiu agreed to cooperate with you to entrap Roche?"

"I only found out later that the reason why Xi Jiu listened to Yuan Shengjiang's order to cooperate with me in dealing with Luo Qi was because Yuan Shengjiang promised him that as long as he can smoothly transfer all the rights in Luo Qi's hands to Jin Feng's, he will Let Roche go, the most is to let him become a commoner from a wealthy businessman, or kill Roche."

"Yuan Shengjiang is really partial to you." Gu Yu felt sorry for Luo Qi's fate, "Since Yuan Shengjiang wanted you to win Luo Qi, why didn't he just make a move and let Luo Qi hand over the rights to you, insisting on using this Use low-level methods to deal with Roche."

Jin Feng was silent for a while before frowning and said, "Brother Wen analyzed to me that Yuan Shengjiang cultivated Luo Qi for me to practice. At that time, I was still in the recovery period and hadn't cultivated my own power. The difference in strength between Luo Qi and Luo Qi is too big...well, but Yuan Shengjiang is just giving me a head." Afraid of being looked down upon by Gu Yu, Jin Feng quickly defended himself, "I have been fighting with Luo Qi for nearly a year. I'm completely on my own in this process..."

"Then in the end, Xi Jiu always thought that Luo Qi was dead, but Luo Qi is still alive now." This is where Gu Yu was most puzzled.

"Originally, I wanted to save Roche's life. At that time, Roche was burned beyond recognition and was admitted to the hospital unconscious. I spread the news that he was dead, thinking that he could escape to live like an ordinary person after waking up. As a result, the first thing he did after waking up was to come back to seek revenge on me." Jin Feng stroked his chin and tried to recall, "Xi Jiu was by my side at that time, and I remember that Xi Jiu was going to get me from me. He took the money, but as soon as he and I came out of the restaurant, Roche drove over."

"and then?"

Seeing Gu Yu's frowning, Jin Feng smiled deliberately, "Give me a piece of beef, and I'll continue talking."

Gu Yu's expression darkened, he turned his head and ignored Jin Feng.

"Okay, let me continue." Jin Feng couldn't laugh or cry, and continued, "Of course it didn't hit me, but it hit one of my bodyguards, and then Luo Qi was probably really crazy. After getting out of the car, He rushed over with a knife and tried to cut me, but was shot in the heart by Xi Jiu."

"Xi...Xi Jiu fired the gun?"

"Xi Jiu didn't know that that person was Roche at all. Roche's eyes were leaking when his head was wrapped in gauze, and the situation was urgent, so no one had time to reflect on who that person was, so he acted like a lunatic. .”

"And then?"

"At that time, after knowing who the other party was, Xi Jiu collapsed and passed out, and then we all thought that Luo Qi was dead, so I asked my subordinates to dispose of Luo Qi's body." Jin Feng showed a depressed expression, "Who knows He didn’t die, and I only found out that the position of Roche’s heart is opposite to that of ordinary people not long ago, and Xi Jiu’s shot didn’t really kill him at all, um, it’s really fate.” After a pause, Jin Feng became louder, “But In terms of fate, it is better to have my fate."

As he said that, Jin Feng smiled meaningfully and glanced at Gu Yu.

I don't know why, now thinking of the times when he was killed by Gu Yu, Jin Feng can already think of it as a kind of fate friction between himself and Gu Yu...

For the sake of love, just looking at the person you love, all the hatred and hatred in the past can be thought of as sweet.

"Does Roche know this?"

"So what can I do if I know, it still can't change the fact that he betrayed Roche." Jin Feng cautiously moved closer to Gu Yu, "It was true that he tricked Roche at the beginning, and later he shot Roche's life. I guess Xi Jiu has no face to explain it, and even if he explained it, Roche who is now possessed by hatred would not believe it."

Gu Yu paused for a few seconds before saying, "I feel like Xi Jiu has not been stimulated by it. He seems to have been living a very relaxed and comfortable life... I don't know if he really loves Luo Qi."

"I thought that after Luo Qi's death, Xi Jiu became more and more despicable." Jin Feng thought for a while and said, "Although he had a flirtatious personality before, he was not so despicable. Now he is a prostitute with a little bit of quality. , I used to go to bed with Lao Tzu, and every time I coaxed Lao Tzu to give him money afterwards, and it was millions of dollars when I said it, what a shame..."

Knowing that he had slipped his mouth, Jin Feng quickly shut up, "Eh...that was a long time ago, I am very self-disciplined in my private life now, especially after I got married, and Zhongyan City can't find anyone who is better than me. A more conservative man.

"......"

Jin Feng quickly changed the subject, "After Luo Qi's death, Xi Jiu has been investigating Luo Qi's life experience for a while, and asked me to help him find Luo Qi's family."

"why?"

"He wanted to make up for Roche, but I didn't help him. I had too many things to do at the time and I didn't have time to answer his request, and it was meaningless to do it." Jin Feng couldn't help laughing, "Back then In order to fully understand Roche, I did a simple investigation on his life experience. Roche was sold to traffickers by his parents when he was four years old. He fled back home with the help of kind people, but was sold by his parents for the second time. Went out and was bought by Yuan Shengjiang after the traffickers changed hands several times."

Gu Yu's expression was very complicated.

Jin Feng continued to smile and said, "When Luo Qi was a wealthy businessman, he never thought of recognizing his parents. It can be seen that he hated his parents, but Xi Jiu, a fool, wanted to make up for what he owed Luo Qi in Roche's parents."

"Then did Xi Jiu find Roche's family in the end?"

"I don't know about it. I haven't heard of it in the past two years. I probably haven't found it."

At this time, the waiter served four cans of beer, and Jin Feng, who had just started his appetite, even ordered some meat and vegetable dishes.

"What else do you want to know, I'll tell you." Jin Feng put the peeled shrimp on Gu Yu's plate.

He likes this kind of atmosphere very much, sitting with Gu Yu, chatting about topics that have nothing to do with their love and hatred, and narrowing the distance between each other in the conversation.

Gu Yu hadn't spoken all this time, his heart was in a mess at the moment...

The story between him and Jin Feng is basically a replica of Luo Qi and Xi Jiu, the only difference is probably that his guilt and feelings for Jin Feng have been exhausted in repeated injuries.

And the current Xi Jiu...maybe she has the same mentality as when she saw the returning Jin Feng at that feast...

And Luo Qi, like Jin Feng at that time, was full of thoughts on how to make life worse than death for those who betrayed him...

Thinking of everything he has experienced in the past year, Gu Yu's eyes dimmed...

Jin Feng opened a can of beer, and gently pushed it to Gu Yu's hand. He looked at Gu Yu silently, looked at the table with complicated eyes, and said softly, "What's wrong, Gu Yu..." Suddenly remembered something , Jin Feng quickly explained, "Don't think too much, I didn't use the matter of Luo Qixiu to insinuate the meaning of our past, and I have long since lost the mentality of 'you owe me', now it is in my heart I owe you, besides, you are different from Xi Jiu."

Gu Yu looked at the can of beer in his hand... There are many things that he didn't want to recall for a long time, that unforgettable relationship, that love that he would rather give up his dignity and want to protect... He thought that these things would be long ago I died in my heart.

He shouldn't have asked Jin Feng so much...

Those unforgettable humiliation and hatred...he will never forget.

"If the first thing you did when you returned to Zhongyan City was to kill me..." Gu Yu turned his head and looked at Jin Feng with calm eyes, "That would be great.... I would rather you hate me all the time , just like how Luo Qi hates Xi Jiu, he doesn't need to know the meaningless truth, just keep hating so purely..."

At least at that time, he was killed by Jin Feng, and he left with guilt and love for Jin Feng, and he was truly liberated and free from Gu Jinyuan's cage...

Instead of being trapped in the prison of my own creation like I am now.

"I'm sorry, Gu Yu..." Jin Feng said in a low voice, he wanted to put his hand on the back of Gu Yu's hand lightly, but Gu Yu slammed it away.

Gu Yu suddenly stood up from his seat, and said coldly, "Get out of the way."

Once Gu Yu's face became serious, Jin Feng didn't dare to be a rascal, so he wiped his hands and stood up quickly, and said with a gentle face, "Don't be like this, Gu Yu, didn't we have a good chat just now? With so many shrimps, you..."

"I'll say it again!" Gu Yu stared at Jin Feng coldly, and said word by word, "Let's go."

Jin Feng obediently stepped aside...

Gu Yu put on a mask and strode towards the door of the hot pot restaurant. Jin Feng wanted to catch up, but was stopped by a waiter.

"Hey, you haven't settled the bill yet at this table."

"what?"

Jin Feng hurriedly went to the counter to pay the bill, and when he came out of the hot pot restaurant, Gu Yu had already walked away.

Because the hot pot restaurant is only one street away from Gu Yu's apartment, Gu Yu didn't drive, but walked back to the apartment...

Jin Feng spread his legs, walked and ran to catch up to Gu Yu.

Gu Yu looked at the road with his hands and eyes, ignored Jin Feng who was beside him, and walked forward with a blank expression...

Jin Feng kept walking at Gu Yu's side at the same pace as Gu Yu, and said with a breathless smile, "I treated you to this hot pot meal, and you must invite me back next time."

Gu Yu was taken aback for a moment, then he remembered that he didn't pay for the hot pot....

Gu Yu ignored Jin Feng, bit the bullet and continued to move forward.

(Brother: Before the main cp story is over, I won’t spend too much ink on writing the sub-cp~~)