They all miss me a little bit

Before being teleported, the system kept chattering in her mind.While escaping, she asked the system about what it said about Junmaru and why Junmaru died.The system said that Jun Ma Lu himself was suffering from a disease that would undoubtedly lead to death, but he would pass away at an unknown time without the nourishment of the medicine, and it would only be a delay for a period of time with the nourishment of the medicine.

"Why did you tell me this all of a sudden? Jun Ma Lu seems to have a physical problem, but it's not as serious as you said?!" Da Ge pretended to be calm, but the calm lake in his heart was disturbed and churned.

"If you don't believe me, you can test him yourself~" the system said indifferently.

Although she cares about Jun Malu very much, and she doesn't want other people to cherish him as much as she does, but being told about his life and death in such an indifferent tone, with such an attitude of contempt for human life, Dage really wants to smash the system head.

Sure enough, as she guessed, Jun Malu knew about his illness and knew that he would die, but he didn't know when he would die.

She really has no way to save him, can she really... only listen to the system?

"Believe it or not, if you think I'm scaring you, you can try to find a famous doctor to treat him, but it's not like you can find a miracle doctor in a short time, and the cost of treatment after finding a miracle doctor , the cost of medicinal materials, etc., even if you settle for the next best thing and go to a more powerful doctor, in the same way, you need to spend money and time, and you still have to take care of Bai and bear the expenses of three people..." the system said As he spoke, he sighed emotionlessly. "Is it really too late? How do you make money quickly and race against time?"

"So, what is your purpose, how could you tell me this so kindly?!"

"Let's go to other worlds first, and I'll tell you when I go~" the system said.

Later, Da Ge took the red-haired boy away.The red-haired boy should also stay away from Junmaro and Shiro, so that they can get away better.

It's just that he didn't expect that he also traveled with her.

Would he think that she was a monster or something, why did she suddenly travel to an unknown place?

Speaking of which, it seems strange that he would go with her so quietly. He was obediently led away by a stranger, and he didn't resist when he was picked up by her. What's the matter with this little boy?

How will she fool him when he wakes up?No, this can't be fooled, right?But she will take care of him.

In her view, children are weak and need care and love to grow up well.They are the flowers of the motherland, and she is fortunate to be a flower protector, if possible, she must take care of them more.So the children of Dage's relatives like Dage very much. When they were young, they liked that she would not grab toys from them and would let them. When they grow up, they like her to take care of them.The red-haired boy looked only a few years old, and Dage felt that she had to take care of him for granted.

Wait, he is a little different from ordinary kids, he is too strong and was beaten by a group of ninjas, who is he? !

She hasn't opened the data sheet yet, so she still doesn't know the red-haired boy's name.She only opens the data sheet when facing a battle. For example, she often opens it in the Ghost Killing Squad, but not many times in the Ninja World.

During this period of time, they also have to get along well, why not tell her directly.

The system told her that her mission here was to protect a system loader named Kurapika.Others, it is still docking with its companions to understand the situation. The mission may change, and accordingly it will tell Dage how to save Junmalu. There will be something she wants in this world.

Da Ge helped the red-haired boy up and patted the dust off his body.

The red-haired boy just woke up.

He first pushed Da Ge away, his eyes were full of vigilance and fierceness, as if some unscrupulous person Da Ge wanted to harm him, and then his eyes changed into shock.

Sand didn't defend, she... didn't she want to hurt me?

Da Ge was pushed violently by the red-haired boy, and sat back on his buttocks, feeling that the soil under the ground was a little soft, as if he had been stained with something, and suddenly felt a little bad.Then she got up quickly, patted the dust on her body but didn't pat her butt, it seemed that she still had to buy a suit of clothes.

And the red-haired boy who pushed her was a little dazed, but he looked more like a victim than her.

He didn't mean it, he really didn't want to push her on purpose.

The slightly outstretched hand was quickly withdrawn and clenched into a fist in the sleeve, and he still looked at Da Ge with a violent and indifferent expression.

How should I put it, he felt to her like a wounded cub.In fact, he is very afraid of people approaching him, and he is extremely alert, but he pretends to be fierce and wants to shout back those who approach him.

"What's your name, what country are you a ninja from, and what's your purpose?" He asked ferociously.

Da Ge couldn't help but burst out laughing.

He thought he was fierce, but actually he was very fierce, which made Dage couldn't help laughing.

"What are you laughing at? What's so funny?!" Like a cat whose tail was stepped on and frizzed, his eyes were round and staring at Da Ge.

"I remembered some happy things, poof!" In order to prevent him from continuing to be irritable, Dage said quickly, "I am not a ninja, my name is Dage. I am just a passerby by chance. Didn't we pass each other , Later I sensed the murderous intent, so I was worried about you, you are just a child, you may be in danger, but I didn't expect you to be quite strong. You seem to be dealing with them, although they are the first to attack They are wrong, and it is understandable for you to fight back, but, I am... oh, you say I am nosy, or I don't care about my useless mind, I don't know what caused the two of you to happen Fighting, but I don't want to see either party get hurt, so I stopped it, that's all."

That's why she hugged him and rolled around a few times, and then protected him behind her. His sand didn't respond to her approach at all, and she was completely harmless.

Because his sand can defend against any attack, if it is killing intent or malice towards him, he can feel it.

He didn't sense any negative emotions towards him from this woman at all, so he let her carry her around.

He no longer believes in people, nor in those normal feelings.His closest and most trusted person can also deceive him and destroy him. He is Renzhuli, the hated Renzhuli.He is not worthy of love or affection, or in other words, if he does not have this kind of affection, then everything will be destroyed.

The feelings are all false, and they will all betray in the end, and they are all things that want to hurt him.

It was all decided in the first place, he no longer expects these false and expensive feelings that cannot give him a warm feeling, he gradually abandons his own thoughts and desires.That way you won't be hurt, you won't want it, and you won't feel alone.He no longer needs any emotion, he vowed to live only for himself, only for his own pleasure.

How could he meet such a person?

They are strangers, how could she protect him so easily?

Does she have any purpose, what can she get from such a him?

So how could she so easily shake the notion and defense he had built up so hard?

Why did he feel, as if he felt the fresh, long-lost, and clearly felt the beating of the heart, a corner of his heart collapsed, and he was no longer in a state of numbness.

"I don't believe it, you must have another purpose." In the end, he said so.Whatever she wants from him, he won't give her.He didn't believe there was such a person.

Her name didn't sound like someone from Sand Ninja Village, but that might have been a trick to him.But she can block his attack, which shows that she has a certain strength.She didn't attack him now, probably because she wanted to observe him and find out his weaknesses before attacking him. After all, he is a person with absolute defense.

"Goooo—" he grumbled in his stomach and didn't analyze it any further.

"Pfft, let's go to eat!" Da Ge smiled at him, squatted down slightly and stretched out a hand to him, intending to lead him away. "By the way, I told you my name, how about you? What's your name?" Da Ge looked at him tenderly.

"I Gaara." He said indifferently, then passed Dage, ignoring her outstretched hand and walked out of the dead end.

The smile on Da Ge's face froze, she still kept the gesture of reaching out her hand, she froze all over, the words Hua Yin once said to her suddenly flashed in her mind:

［A young man on our mission was killed by a man who lost control of his emotions. ]

[That person's name is Gaara. ]

Just like she was standing in an alley with the backlight, her face seemed to be covered with shadows and it was impossible to see her expression clearly.

"What is this place?"

"I don't know, I'm still getting familiar with the environment."

"I was brought by you, how could you not know?"

"If possible, I don't want to bring you here."

"........."

Da Ge followed the system's guidance and found a place where he could exchange currency.Because most of the world uses a currency called "Jinni", and the money she brings is not common in this world, but it is also money that can be used in a certain country in this world, but here she still has to exchange it for The common currency is the ringtone.

"Isn't it too dark? Do you think I'm a child who is easy to bully?!" Da Ge took out a replacement fee of 25% and then it was the nun she exchanged.

"Hey, come out of the system. Where in this world can you earn money by working part-time? Try not to do it in a very formal way. The time is too fixed. Is there a job where the time is more casual and the salary is not too low?" Da Ge asked in his heart.

"Are you not only beautiful in looks but also beautiful in thinking? You really do." The system replied.

"Look at you crooked talker, come and listen."

"Before you said this, you were a little indifferent to that child. Aren't you a very easy-going person?"

"Come on, they are Renzhuli, they can serve as the military force of a country, and if they lose control of their emotions, they can kill one or two people to relieve boredom. How dare I get in touch with such a powerful person. No wonder there are so many sand ninjas who want to get rid of them quickly. Well, but what is Fengying thinking, is the person sent to kill Churiki or to give experience?!"

"However, those human beings want to possess and use the power of the tailed beast, but they are afraid of the excessive power of the tailed beast, and regard the tailed beast as a disaster. However, Renzhuli has become the container of the tailed beast, and it is regarded as the tailed beast itself. He was discriminated against and treated unfairly. He only used human strength as a weapon, did not see them as human beings, and ignored their needs as human beings. You also did not understand his past, he was not the same as your growth environment Same, even Shiro and Kimomaro, they live in a world of ninjas, a world full of swords, swords, shadows and dangers, and often do some missions to kill each other. In their eyes, maybe human life is not as important as you think .Even, they often have some dark and unimaginable tasks that ordinary people can't touch." The system said.

Da Ge stopped in his tracks because of the system's words.

"If what you said is just to let me understand that he has difficulties, that he has different views on him, and that he can take care of him like I did to Kimaro...then, What about the people he hurt? What about the innocent people killed by the poor man who lost control of his emotions or other things? Aren’t those people pitiful?”

"Also, my kindness to a person must not be because I want to give alms or feel sorry for him. Instead, I want to be kind to him, that's all."

"I can understand the differences, but the bottom line of life..."

"You didn't walk into him, how do you know, has he ever regretted, has he hated himself for hurting others because of his strength, will your bottom line be the same in the end, will your ideas be the same? You may be able to give him If it brings good influence, he may change differently." The system interrupted her.

"Before he became Renzhuriki, he was a human being. He was a human being who wanted to love and be loved. Isn't the most precious thing for you human beings is to have emotions and the ability to express this emotion." So the human soul is The gods want to guide, and the demons want to infect the existence.

"You don't have to treat him that way, you can continue to keep your thoughts and opinions in your heart, but don't even treat him as a human being." The words of the system are like picking at her heartstrings. , making her head a mess.

It felt like Gaara behind him didn't keep up, after the question and answer, he followed Dage very silently.

Dage didn't know how to face him. On the one hand, she was a little resentful, but on the other hand, she couldn't help paying attention to him, and she didn't want to admit that she was a little worried about him. Anyway, she was conflicted, but she always paid attention to him. .It wasn't until the system suddenly talked to her that she was distracted and realized that he wasn't following.

It was night now, and the money exchange was at the corner of a bustling pedestrian street. After they left the exchange, they came to the pedestrian street.When leaving the exchange, the air was filled with the sweet and greasy smell of bread and the aroma of fried and grilled food.Walking along the main road of the pedestrian street, there are all kinds of snacks on both sides. There are many snacks that she doesn’t know what they are. The conversations from the bustling crowd and the shouts from the shop are so lively .And the main road divides the roads to both sides. When you walk to the crossroads, you will see different worlds when you turn left and right. It is the same lively, and there are bifurcated trails. Maybe Gaara is fascinated by some novel gadgets. It is also possible to stand still.

She doesn't seem to want to talk to me.

Is it because he didn't hold the hand she extended before?

But didn't she approach him purposefully?

She didn't seem to want to harm him. With her attitude, he couldn't tell what she thought of him, whether she was thinking of dealing with him.

Oh, she said that she came to this place to save her companions.Her companion seemed to be in poor health and vomited blood when fighting him.Her companions said that the time spent with her is so beautiful and so worth cherishing.So, is she a nice person?So good that people feel that they will die without regrets? !

A desire suddenly sprouted in his heart, that is, he really wanted to get close to her, a little bit closer.

She... angry?

He didn't know how to make her less angry, so he talked to her.

Would she feel better talking to her?

She still didn't think much of him.

He didn't know what to do, so he followed her quietly.

"Catch the ring! Fifty rings and four chances! Get what you get in the set! All kinds of dolls, and a small gift box of candy!"

Gaara stopped abruptly.

Plop plop plop.

Even in a crowd full of voices, he could clearly hear his powerful heartbeat.

He slowly turned his head to look at it, because he was a small one, but in front of him were all adults, some with children on their shoulders, or carrying them on their backs, or leading them standing in front of them.

He walked inside.

Some adults sensed someone standing next to them, turned around and saw a child, smiled kindly and asked him to walk in and have a look.

It has been a long, long time since he received such kindness, or the little care and kindness that he wanted to get in his head before. He actively wanted to get in touch with people and worked hard for it, but he never got it. Time is not what he deliberately wants to get, but it is given by others.

His heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and the red glow that was decorated by the lively atmosphere tonight was fainted on his face. He excitedly nodded and bowed to the adults who made room for him, not only his cheeks but also his ears were stained. Crimson.

"Little friend, do you want to try it too? How about you as an adult? Just fifty rings! There are four chances to take home your favorite toy for fifty rings!" The yelling uncle saw my favorite toy. Luo squeezed in the front and also asked him with a smile, wanting to earn his lord's money.

These words were like a basin of cold water being poured from the top of his head, making him freeze in place.

After regaining his composure for a while, he subconsciously looked out of the crowd to search for Da Ge, but remembered that she had been walking forward without looking back at him, and he walked away without authorization.

That's all right, they're gone.

He can't find her, and she won't come to him either.He didn't know the way back, and there were still many things he was confused about.

what can we do about it......

Gaara lowered his head, and his small body stood there like an unclaimed animal that had to stay in a cardboard box.

People around are accompanied by relatives, they are talking and laughing, only him, only him is alone.

It was that familiar feeling of being shrouded in loneliness and loneliness again.It's just that he hasn't gotten used to it yet, so every time he feels it again, he will feel as if a knife is stabbing his heart or cutting it so painfully that it is bleeding.

But the uncle who yelled was still worried, "Little friend, where is your family? Do you like these toys? Just fifty rings! Only fifty rings will give you four chances to take away your favorite toys!"

She won't come, don't expect it.

"Which one do you like?" A cold voice sounded suddenly beside him.

He quickly looked up, looking at the owner of that voice.

Da Ge paid five hundred rings and got ferrules that she couldn't lift properly with both hands, so she put them all on the ground.

"Tsk, anyway, I can do it one by one."

"There will always be a set."

The author has something to say: This chapter has been changed again and again, mainly to write out such contradictions and Da Ge's entangled psychology.It's okay to write myself entangled (cover face)

Because ninjas are cruel after all, they are killers specially trained for combat.

The words are written more and more, can I challenge the sixth day (dangerous speech) [no no no]

happy New Year! 2020 is here, do you have any new goals and expectations?In the new year of , I will try my best to present more interesting and exciting articles, and I hope to go on with everyone.Readers and friends have given me the strength to persevere invisibly, and I also hope that the articles I write can become the strength to support you to move forward at a certain moment.Even if it's only for a moment, even if it's just possible to make you feel better or face life more positively, if only it can.I will also try to write with this goal in mind.To borrow the idea of ​​Da Ge in the article, it is hoped that each of us can lead a fruitful life through hard work.Thank you to everyone who can accompany me who still has a lot of shortcomings.Please take care of me in the new year!