Rebirth Cannon Fodder Cultivating Immortals

Mei Xiaole changed her mind temporarily, and it was not a whim.She was concerned about the doubts and anxiety that had been in her heart all along, and she always felt that if she didn't solve the trouble of the Jade Maid Hall before going to the Northern Wilderness, she would definitely regret it.

At the double cultivation ceremony before, she let Yan Shuihan off once and caused the Jade Maiden Hall to use the forbidden magic circle for blood sacrifice.Although at that time, she didn't have any good intentions, and planned to let her live to learn some lessons.But now she has already regretted it. She only realized this truth at this time.

People often know a lot of truths, and when they imagine it, they feel that if they were themselves, they would definitely not make such stupid mistakes.But when things really happened to him, he couldn't react at all.Or by the time you react, it has been a long time.

When she watched movies and TV dramas and novels in her previous life, she was always furious and cursing because of the plots in them, thinking that male and female pigs were so stupid that they would die, and she didn't know the reason for cutting grass and roots.Keeping future troubles to continue to cause trouble for yourself, and you deserve all the suffering in the end.

But now this stupid thing happened to me.Only then did she understand that no matter how rational and clear she imagined, and when this matter happened in reality, it was a rare skill to be able to act swiftly and in time without leaving anything behind.

She came from a world where thieves and robberies felt far away from her, to this world of comprehension where roadblocking and robbery were commonplace, and it was impossible for her to change all at once.It was the repeated falls and setbacks that made me gradually wake up.

Although she has been in the world of comprehension much longer than her previous life, her first reaction when encountering problems is often due to her personality.The environment in which a person grows up in childhood, the character, temperament, and habits formed are the most deeply rooted.

She is also deeply introspective. In the past, she had all kinds of good luck, and the blessings of relatives, lovers, friends, and sects, so that she can indulge her soft heart and indecision.In the future, the higher one's cultivation base is, the more and more powerful dangers will appear in front of him. It is impossible for these luck and blessings to follow him forever.She had to be decisive, to support herself and the baby in her womb by herself.

In fact, in the past, she was just too lazy to use her brain, and she didn't want to do many things by herself.Only when you don't let things go in your heart can you be heartless and happy.

But in one's life, how can one always let others stand in front of one's body while one's selfishness and irresponsibility hide behind?

However, when everyone reluctantly accepted Mei Xiaole's proposal and left Sword Dao Valley respectively, they arranged to implement the next plan.She was alone facing the waterfall that flew straight down from Jian Dao Peak like a horse, and she felt relieved when she thought that she would risk a lot to lead the snake out of the cave herself.

She no longer always expects friends or relatives to solve her troubles directly and become her reliance.She wants to be their reliance, and she also wants to be the reliance of the baby in her womb.

It turned out that I frankly admitted that I was a lazy and greedy little girl, not because I lived frankly and transparently, but because I didn't have a strong heart, strong perseverance, couldn't control myself, and just broke the jar.

What's more, the inexplicable loneliness that always fills her heart, in the final analysis, is her blaming her parents.An old woman, gave birth to her, but couldn't accompany her to grow up.He blamed his elder brother even more for not fulfilling his parents' entrustment and taking good care of himself.Also because he had his own family, he couldn't care about himself, and because he didn't get along with his sister-in-law, he moved out to live alone.

But all of this, now that I think about it, I feel naive, ridiculous and unbelievable.

Yes, why does she feel lonely?She doesn't know how to be grateful for the kindness of her parents for her birth and her brother's kindness for her upbringing, but she always feels that they give too little.And what did she give them?

Mei Xiaole recalled a sentence from her former best friend: There is nothing in the world that is 'should', people are floating in the rivers and lakes, there is no one who doesn't get stabbed!

Now that I think about it, this sentence is about her!Even with friends, there is no reason to always depend on others.If you only want to get good from others, but don't want to give, you also think that others are not good enough for you.Didn't she just become, the most shameless of her, a role model for Sheng Mi's kindness and Mi's hatred! ?

When her thoughts came here, she suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.The inexplicable loneliness also vanished in shock.

It was she who traveled to this strange world and became the piglet in her own impression. She felt that the world and everyone revolved around her.That hidden inferiority complex and vain arrogance, accompanied by her unfathomable luck, made her more and more complacent.

She is really... hypocritical!

Suddenly, auras from all directions struck like sea water pouring back, the Bailian-like waterfall almost stopped flowing, and the sword marks on the stone walls on both sides of the Sword Dao Valley vibrated faintly.Countless sword intents, centered on Mei Xiaole, clanged and radiated in all directions, poisoning the nearby spirit fruit trees, stone tables, and piles of rocks.

Li Jingyang in the main hall of Jian Dao Peak immediately opened his eyes, flew to the edge of the cliff facing Jian Dao Valley, and stretched out his consciousness to check in surprise.As soon as he touched it, he hurriedly withdrew his consciousness, endured the pain of damage to his consciousness, and quickly sat cross-legged to meditate, feeling the sword intent.

Man and sword unite, heaven and earth meet!This is the beginning of Jianxiu crossing the most difficult threshold and entering a new door.

Li Jingyang has excellent aptitude, he prides himself on being diligent and hardworking, and he is considered a top swordsman, but he is still stuck in the level of sword heart clarity, unable to fully understand it.Mei Xiaole's sword intent breakthrough this time also gave him a chance.

At this time, Mei Xiaole's sword intent was peaceful, full of gratitude, and full of vitality, as if reborn.

This comfortable mood gradually infected Li Jingyang.He was born as the concubine son of a family, his biological mother died early, he was rejected by his siblings in childhood, he was taciturn since he was a child, and he had the heart to change his life for another day.From the day he came to Jian Dao Peak, he knew what he wanted.

But the isolation of his childhood made him attracted to Junior Sister Mei, who accompanied him all the year round, didn't bother him much, and couldn't be alienated.I was deeply afraid that I would break the peace further and lose that warmth, so I didn't express my heart for a long time, and finally missed the good relationship, and I still regret it.

However, the sword intent he felt at this moment made him suddenly enlightened.Thinking of the scene where Lin Qingfeng and Lin Qingfeng played chess in the back mountain and teased each other.Thinking of his free and easy words, my heart thumped.

It was he who imprisoned himself and was always entangled in the past. In vain he claimed to be smart, but he was so stupid that he couldn't see through the truth in confusion.

I want to soar into the sky, do I get it just to show my brothers and sisters in the family?Could it be that he missed out on the fate between Junior Sister Mei and himself because he didn't reveal it?

of course not!He wants to become a master for himself!He didn't express his intentions because he knew in his heart that the two of them had no love for men and women at all.

In an instant, a cold wind blew up at the top of Sword Dao Peak, and ice blades raged rampantly, almost freezing the nearby flowers and trees...