Reverse Popularity

The questions I got at the beginning were pretty gentle, such as whether I like Chinese food or Western food, what is the inspiration for the new album, and some fans took this opportunity to mark the question with a big exclamation point and asked Yu Ziyao if he could post more selfies.

"Wow, I think my selfies are so ugly." Yu Ziyao touched his nose. He really doesn't like taking selfies. Sometimes he thinks his idea is too straight, but when the phone is facing him in a concave shape, it is really ugly. Awkward.

"Not ugly!!" "Yaoyao, you are still ugly, then we don't have to live!"

The fans below were very excited to see idols, and were ignited by Yu Ziyao's words.

The host hurriedly controlled the field before the fans exploded: "Next question, next question."

The big screen shook for a while, and the fans below were stunned for two seconds, and then there was a neat sound from the audience: "Oh~" The tail was drawn out, smelling the breath of gossip.

Yu Ziyao looked up at the screen, and wrote in a few simple words: "If you have a girlfriend, will you choose to disclose it yourself, or wait until you are photographed?"

This is actually a question that artists are often asked. Generally speaking, answering yes or no has little impact. It is just to satisfy the curiosity of fans and add another touch to their character design by the way.

But this time it was different, but all the fans who came to the scene could feel the subtlety of the atmosphere at that time.

Yu Ziyao seemed to ponder over the question for a long time.

It's been so long that the host couldn't help but joked: "Have you thought about it for so long?"

No one knew that when this question appeared in front of his eyes, he wanted to speak frankly about the matter between him and Qi Zhuo for a moment. This desire was so strong at a certain point in time that he almost opened his mouth. .But the remaining rationality made him calm down, he took a breath and shook his head: "Actually..."

"Actually, there are many possibilities for everything before it happens. I mean, nothing is impossible in this world." He said a series of words, and he couldn't understand what he was talking about, "So , I can't give a definite answer until this incident happens."

"It seems that our Yaoyao hasn't considered this issue yet." The host is very professional, and immediately took over the conversation, joking to the fans, "Hey, he's only 20 years old, don't force him."

After a long, long time, some fans dug up this interview from that year, and only vaguely understood what Yu Ziyao meant. However, when this sentence was said, everyone present thought that Yu Ziyao was confused by the question about his relationship. It's just that I didn't think so much about the secrets in detail.

But for Yu Ziyao, this question seemed like an opportunity that appeared suddenly, and he began to seriously think about how to put this relationship with Qi Zhuo into his future life.

As long as he is still singing on stage one day, he will inevitably be asked about his relationship, and obviously, from the current point of view, the gender of him and Qi Zhuo determines that they cannot show their marriage certificate as openly as Lin Shutong .

In fact, these are trivial matters, and they are the opinions of outsiders.The real important thing is to be with your lover, as long as you can always be together, it is better than having any documents.

But he doesn't really want to wrong his passionate and frank love, he doesn't want to hide it in the corner of his life forever, he doesn't want to avoid suspicion with Qi Zhuo, and he doesn't want to miss every opportunity to hold hands, kiss or share the same bed... …He didn't want to give up his real life for the camera.

So he made a decision that night...

The award ceremony of the Golden Nut Award came as scheduled. The competition adhered to the principle of fairness. Before the winners were announced, all the winners of the awards were strictly kept secret, even if Qi Zhuo came to inquire about them.

"Are you nervous?" Qi Zhuo stood where he was, letting the boy in front of him straighten his tie.Yu Ziyao's fingertips were trembling slightly, he smiled, and wrapped the boy's hand into his own.

Yu Ziyao wore a white suit dress today, with a pale pink silk bow tie hanging from the neckline of the inner lining, and a small clip with rhinestones hanging on his chest. His bangs were down, and he was a bit cute in his solemnity.This was a gift from Yi Cheng to him. He and Qi Zhuo matched each other in black and white. Some changes were made in the lining and tailoring details to avoid people from seeing that it was the same series.

"...Don't be nervous." Yu Ziyao took a deep breath, "This is my first year of selection, and I'm already very good at being shortlisted, okay? Don't think that I will win the award."

"Okay." Qi Zhuo looked at the serious look of the boy in front of him and thought it was cute, so he lowered his head and kissed him.

Qi Zhuo always acted very forcefully in such matters, holding Yu Ziyao's head and kissing him deeply and hard, the suit fabric rubbed against each other, and the other party's body temperature came through from behind the fabric, making people dizzy.Yu Ziyao suspected that if he hadn't had to go on stage soon, Qi Zhuo might have bitten his lip. This kind of thing is done by men a lot. He bit his lip several times and would continue, causing him to twitch in pain. Swear at people.

When Yu Ziyao was about to be out of breath, Qi Zhuo finally let go of him, hugged the boy in his arms, and whispered in his ear: "The organizers have invited me to talk about things, wait for the speech ahead When it's over, I'll wait for you outside the venue first, don't be too nervous, no matter what the result is, I'm proud of you."

"Hmm..." Yu Ziyao responded, he knew that Qi Zhuo also had a task to deliver a speech today, so he couldn't keep guarding him in the audience.Besides, his music only belonged to him alone, so he couldn't ask Qi Zhuo to accompany him in everything, he should face it by himself.

Although it was a bit regrettable, Yu Ziyao still said goodbye to people.

He watched Qi Zhuo's straight back disappear into the backstage entrance.

The passage of time became slower and slower. The venue was noisy at the beginning, and then it became quiet after everyone sat down. The lights were turned off, and the host walked onto the stage in a gown, announcing the official start of the awards ceremony.

Yu Ziyao has seen Qi Zhuo's appearance under the spotlight many times. The man's three-dimensional facial features reveal deep shadows under the light. His voice is deep and calm, with the kind of demeanor that is used to standing above everyone. Perhaps, this is The reason why Yu Ziyao was willing to be tamed.

After Qi Zhuo finished reading his speech, he smiled slightly, and his eyes swept around the audience, seeming to stay in the direction of Yu Ziyao for a moment.

Yu Ziyao seemed to have forgotten his nervousness at this moment, his eyes were glued to Qi Zhuo until the figure of the man disappeared in the darkening venue.

The desire to win an award has never been as strong as at this moment. He wants to take this trophy back and prove himself to Qi Zhuo—he wants to stand shoulder to shoulder with men and become a dazzling star like Qi Zhuo.

This desire has turned into torment every minute in the past. The newcomer award is at the back, and there are still a series of awards to be announced ahead. The host worked hard to create an atmosphere, but Yu Ziyao still couldn't get involved.

He applauded mechanically when others won the award, but he didn't even think about it.When he was in the waiting room, he promised Qi Zhuo well, saying that he would not be nervous, but at this moment, Yu Ziyao felt that he was so nervous that he didn't even know where his hands and feet were.

The air became more and more anxious, and the host once again walked onto the stage with a smile, and read: "The next award, the Best Newcomer Award, is used to reward the best newcomer album in the past year. The shortlisted are..."

Yu Ziyao swears that he has never been so close even during the graduation exam. His hands and feet are close to numbness, and only a pair of ears are still functioning all over his body. He knows that the camera swinging over by the swing arm is taking pictures of him. Maybe he should laugh A smile or something, but he couldn't respond in the slightest.

Breathing, was lifted tightly into the throat.

"Then, according to the judges and the final results of the online selection, the winner is..."

The host paused here at the right time, Yu Ziyao looked at the stage with his eyes, and suddenly seemed to fall into a fantasy deep sea, everything became blurred and distant, and then the three words "Yu Ziyao" said from the host's mouth It's all so unreal.

He suddenly stood up from his seat, his heartbeat became fast after a brief stop, and an uncontrollable smile appeared on the boy's face, as if he had finally got the toy car that he still wanted, and the people next to him hugged and congratulated He, Yu Ziyao just nodded his head, his mind was still blank.

"Uh..." His voice was trembling, and the people in the audience let out good-natured laughter. He calmed down under the spotlight, and finally regained some down-to-earth feeling.

He thought, I really wish Qi Zhuo was here, he couldn't wait to deliver the trophy to the man.

"Many people will say in the award-winning speech that there is one person who is very important on his creative path. When I heard this, I thought they were so vulgar. No matter how you say it, it is a set of words." Yu Ziyao corrected Putting off the microphone, facing the camera and holding the golden trophy in his hand, "I found out that when it's really my turn, I can't avoid it."

"I spent an unhappy childhood and a rebellious adolescence. I did a lot of wrong things. Later, just when I thought I was going to live like this for the rest of my life, a person suddenly appeared."

"He scolded me and always taught me a lesson." Yu Ziyao closed his eyes, a little smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "But he told me that I can sing very well, he said, if you are popular, many people will like it you."

"...Thank you." Yu Ziyao bowed to the audience, and left the stage without saying anything.

There are many things that he cannot say on stage, such as this person's name, or how much he loves this person.

So, at the end of the meeting, he was the first to rush out of the venue.

There is still a long red carpet outside on the ground. Crowds without tickets gather on both sides of the red carpet, anxiously looking forward to the departure of the stars. Among those people, there are many light signs with the word "Yao" written on them. They are like It is the firefly in the dark night, illuminating the road ahead of the boy.

He is like a little prince in a fairy tale, passing through the thorny forest, bravely rushing towards the place where the light shines in, holding the golden crown dedicated to his king in his hand.

The man stood at the end of the red carpet and opened his arms to him.

Yu Ziyao ignored the constantly flashing shutters around him, and threw himself into the man's arms.

The exclamation from the crowd, as well as the sound of the shutter that was about to explode, tore apart this summer night in City B. He wanted to say too much, but he couldn't say a single word.

He hugged his lover's neck and looked at the noisy night scene of the city in the distance: "Let's go, let's go home."

"Okay." The man hugged him back very tightly.

The sea of ​​stars is hot, and only you are my light.

END

The author has something to say:

Thank you very much for your company all the way. There should be two to three extra episodes in the future. I look forward to seeing you in the next book~