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"Brother Yuanhao, long time no see." Lin Yi stood in front of the tombstone and looked at the smiling face on it.

Ning Fei, who was behind him, put his body in his trouser pocket with an unscrupulous look, occasionally glanced at the smiling face on the tombstone and quickly retracted it, always feeling ashamed to see him.Lonely was only for a moment, still shaking his legs inappropriately, shrugging his shoulders, joking with Lin Qu, "You are eighteen now, and he is still fifteen, calling someone younger than you brother, thank you for being able to do so. "

Lin Chi looked at the person in the photo. It was the photo Yuan Hao showed him back then, playing the violin in high spirits. That's right, no matter how you looked at it, he still looked 15 years old.

"Ning Fei, are you afraid of seeing him?"

The impetuous person suddenly does not shake his legs, showing a kind of inappropriate restraint.Ning Fei tilted his body and lowered his eyes. He originally wanted to deny it, but in front of Lin Qiu, he felt that there was no need to lie. What's more, after getting out of the car and walking all the way to the tombstone, his guilt was too obvious.For a while, I complained that the suitcase was too heavy, and for a while, I complained that the road to the cemetery was difficult to walk.After all, it's all an excuse.

"Yes. I'm afraid of seeing him because I don't have the face to see him. I trampled on the dream he placed on me back then. Now I'm just a bar gangster. I've been messing around for so many years, and I'm too far from what he expected. It's completely different." Ning Fei finally straightened up and looked at the photo on the tombstone. At that time, because of Lin Qu's praise, he didn't look carefully at the photo Yuan Hao handed over, but now he looks carefully, holding the violin and holding his chin As expected, he looked confident and handsome, which made him look more and more pity. Unfortunately, this photo has already been pasted on the tombstone.

Ning Fei smiled at the tombstone, "I'm sorry, I'm a coward. Sorry, I failed your expectations."

Lin Chi pursed his lips and lowered his head when he heard this.This is Ning Fei's heart disease. In the past, he was dull and couldn't understand the situation. Now that he has grown and changed, he has finally crossed the threshold of adulthood in his heart, and finally understands many principles of life.

In life, only you are responsible for yourself, and you are the only one who should let you down.

With his head down, Lin Qiao raised his head and smiled at the tombstone, then turned around and opened the suitcase in Ning Fei's hand.

Ning Fei frowned slightly and looked at Lin Qu who was messing with his suitcase and asked, "Lin Qu, what are you doing?"

Lin Chen didn't answer, but just immersed himself in looking through Ning Fei's luggage. Ning Fei was about to squat down, "What are you looking for? I'll help you find it."

The movement stopped first, Ning Fei bent over and froze and did not squat, because Lin Qiao had already dug out what he was looking for, it was the pair of shoes, the pair of shoes that Yuan Hao gave him back then.

Ning Fei straightened up, looked at Lin Qu who was crouching in front of the tombstone with those shoes in his arms, "Lin Qu..."

"Ning Fei, I figured it out." Lin Quan relaxed his arms, looked down at the shoe he was holding, and then put the shoe in front of the tombstone, "Everyone has their own way to go, you shouldn't bear the responsibility of others. Life." Lin Chi looked at the pair of shoes in front of the tombstone, and looked up at the person playing the violin in the photo, "Brother Yuan Hao, I'm sorry, but I can't continue your dream. All the connections between you and Ning Fei, I Come and cut it off. Let Ning Fei go, and let him walk his own way with ease in the future."

After speaking, he stood up and clapped his hands, Lin Qiao turned his head and smiled at Ning Fei, "Let it go, Ning Fei. Don't blame yourself anymore, be a free person and only make decisions for yourself."

There is always a cold wind in the remote cemetery.Lin Chen's face was blurred in his vision, probably because his hair had not been cut for a long time and it was a little long, so whenever the wind blew it covered his face, Ning Fei felt that he couldn't see clearly.

Or maybe... Maybe it's because my tears haven't fallen yet, and I can't see clearly because my eyes are full.

After a long time, Ning Fei smiled easily, squeezed the corners of his eyes, and squeezed out the water that filled his eye sockets.At the moment when tears were falling, Ning Fei stepped forward and hugged Lin Qiu who was smiling at her in the wind, "Lin Qiu, thank you, have I said this many times?"

Lin Chen's hand went around his back and climbed onto his shoulder, "It seems so. I've heard it many times. But Ning Fei, I also have a lot to thank you. Let's talk back and forth like this, will it be true in the future? It's easy to get annoyed? Otherwise, we don't have to say it clearly in the future, how about keeping our gratitude to each other in our hearts?"

Ning Fei hugged him tightly and shook her head, "I don't want to just keep it in my heart, I want to tell you all the time. I love you, Lin Chen, I love you very much!"

Lin Chen smiled and leaned on his shoulder, "I love you very much, Ning Fei."

The wind in the cemetery is always blowing endlessly, and the trees rattle together, making the environment even more gloomy and deserted.The wind came and went, and it stopped after a while. The wind stopped, and the trees stopped ringing, and there were footsteps that stopped with the wind.

It was still the same tombstone, and it was still the photo of the violin player on it. The person who stopped looked at the photo and said in a low voice, "Long time no see."

It seemed a bit embarrassing that there was no response to the greetings I hadn't seen for a long time in the cold environment.But it didn't last long, because the pair of shoes in front of the tomb were very conspicuous.

"This is?" The person who came picked up the shoe and held it in the palm of his hand, "This is your size, that's right."

The body that can no longer grow, stops at the youth of that year.

"Why is there a pair of your shoes here?"

The person in the photo smiled and said nothing, and the wind picked up again, making people tremble uncontrollably.

"Ah, cut!" After Lin Chi sneezed, Ning Fei, who was following behind him, immediately came forward and took off his clothes and put them on him.

"Okay, why did you sneeze? Don't catch a cold. The cemetery was very cloudy just now. Your physique is poor. I can't indulge you like this in the future."

He obviously cared, but Ning Fei frowned fiercely, and he had been around for so many years, and he had an obvious hooligan aura, unlike Lin Chen who innocently stretched his eyes round and fluttered his eyelashes, and someone who didn't know saw it I thought it was people from the society who robbed me again.

Lin Chen was wronged by what he said, "I just got itchy nose twice. Is sneezing not allowed?"

Ning Fei couldn't stand Lin Chen pouting, kissing and refusing to kiss, but still prefers to pout, now he is really going to be a hooligan.To make a surprise attack, I was afraid that Lin Chen would complain, and I would have to coax him for a long time when I turned around.Ning Fei raised her head and sighed, lowered her head and stretched out her hands to pinch Lin Qiu's pouty lips, "Pout again! I'll just..."

"Just for what?" The upper and lower lips were pinched, and it was difficult to speak. Lin Qiu rolled his eyes to look at Ning Fei, and the words came out of his nasal cavity one by one.Seeing him like this and hearing his voice, Ning Fei felt numb for some reason.

Ning Fei waved her hands, and walked forward with a dull head, "What else can I do? I can't do anything!"

Lin Qiao rubbed his mouth that was pinched and hurt, and felt that Ning Fei was a little strange. It was obvious that he was the one who was pinched and hurt, so why did Ning Fei become the angry one?

Lin Chen turned around to catch up with Ning Fei, but the moment he turned around, he was attracted by the clouds in the sky. He opened his mouth and looked at the sky in a daze, "Ning Fei, look!"

Ning Fei looked around, the road was not spacious, the muddy ground without anything growing, what is there to see?He turned back to look at Lin Qu strangely, and saw Lin Chu opened his mouth wide and raised his head, Ning Fei dropped the suitcase in his hand and walked in front of him, "Don't act stupid all day long, no wonder others love to bully you. "

Walking in front of the person, he stretched out his hand to hold Lin Qu's chin and wanted to close it for him. As soon as he touched the tip of his chin, Lin Qu grabbed his hand first, and he took Ning Fei's finger to point to the sky, "Look quickly! , the sunset is so beautiful."

A heavy rain has just passed, and the air is mixed with the smell of mud, which is not very unpleasant. It makes people feel that the hazy and entangled misty rain season has passed, and the refreshing season will follow.Half of the sky was dyed red, from red to purple, a vigorous cloud.

"Yeah." Ning Fei looked at it from top to bottom, and finally his eyes couldn't help falling on Lin Qiao whose face was illuminated by the red sunset glow, "It's very beautiful."

Hearing a faint smile, Lin Chen still opened his mouth to look at the sunset, fascinated, "I've never seen such a beautiful cloud before."

"Lin Chi." Ning Fei called him.

"Huh?" Lin Qianying was a little absent-minded.

"I figured it out."

"What do you want to understand?"

"You said that you want me to let go of the past and just go my own way in the future. Maybe I will live an ordinary life in the future. Like many other ordinary resident singers, one day I will get tired of singing and get tired of the feasting. In fact, I feel like It's kind of boring now."

"Ning Fei." Lin Chen didn't have the heart to look at Wan Xia any more. He thought that meeting Yuan Hao had brought out Ning Fei's years of depression and disappointment, so he hurriedly called his name at this moment, trying to persuade him some.

Ke Ningfei just shook his head and smiled at him, "I don't mean to give up. You said you want me to go my own way and do what I want. If I live an ordinary life in the future, then you..."

"You always shine in my eyes."

Ning Fei reached out and stroked his temples, "I know. In fact, Lin Chi, if you let go of Yuan Hao's dream, it's okay if you think about it if you live a more ordinary life. I didn't have much pursuit before, don't look at me like this In fact, I don't have much drive and I don't like taking risks anymore. I haven't thought about the future, but the only thing that is certain is that I think you are in my future. Maybe in the future you will become a good craftsman, and I will give it to you. Tune the sound, repair the piano, and deliver meals to you with an insulated bucket when you have time. If this is the case, do I still shine in your eyes?"

Ning Fei was a little nervous when he said this, he knew that Lin Chen also had expectations of him, just because of that insignificant talent.But now that she is not young, and her performance is still average, Ning Fei is a little guilty. There are many bar singers on the street, and many of them sing better than herself. Ning Fei feels that her good voice is not that outstanding.

He himself had already accepted this reality, but he was afraid that he would become gloomy in Lin Chen's eyes from now on.It was the last thing he wanted to see.

Lin Chen stroked his face with a smile, "You are Ning Fei, so you will always shine in my eyes, just because you are Ning Fei."

Ning Feiru let out a heavy laugh, covered the back of Lin Qu's hand, pulled his hand up, and then interlocked his five fingers, clasping the back of Lin Qu's hand tightly, "Lin Qu, I want to walk with you all the time." Going on, I haven't thought about what I'm going to do in the future, and I'm not sure about the future path, I'm actually not such an opinionated person like you. You don't mind if I'm so opinionated?"

Lin Chi looked at his grasped hands, then looked at Ning Fei and shook his head.

Ning Fei smiled reassuringly and continued, "So in the future, I might be a househusband, washing your clothes and cleaning up. I might also be a repairer of musical instruments outside your studio. In short, I can't live without you, no matter what I do. I want to circle around you. OK?"

Lin Chi nodded, giggling, "It's okay, I like you to circle around me."

"Be serious!"

Being so pointed by Ning Fei, Lin Chi immediately put away his playful smile and straightened his back.

"I am telling you my wish, and I am also telling you my promise. You are the belief that I cherish in my heart, and also the dream and hope that I want to hold. Lin Chen, please spend this life with me. .”

Lin Po tilted his head and rolled his eyes, as if thinking about it.Ning Fei swallowed nervously, afraid that what she said would be too serious, which frightened Lin Qian away, and blamed herself for being too impatient, forcing him to make a lifetime promise as soon as the relationship was confirmed.

"Yeah, but." Lin Qiao rolled his eyes and thought for a long time before he looked at Ning Fei squarely again. Ning Fei swallowed nervously, but Lin Qiao still had a playful smile on his innocent face.Ning Fei saw that he suddenly took a step forward and stepped on her own foot, "Didn't you say that if you make a wish, it won't work?"

"what?"

Lin Qiao stood on tiptoe, finally able to look at Ning Fei at the same level, grinned, closed his eyes, and when the two were about to stick together, Lin Qiao said two words, "Seal."

Ning Fei was stunned, this was a trick he used to trick Lin Chen when he was a child, unexpectedly he still remembered, when he heard the word "seal", Ning Fei wanted to laugh.

After thinking about the matter for half an afternoon, Ning Fei was a little flattered by Lin Chen's sudden initiative, but he was not in the mood yet, and Lin Chen had already quickly ended the kiss.But the man didn't retreat, those big eyes were still close, like a searchlight shining on a man with nowhere to hide.

"You lie to me once, and I will lie to you again."

Ning Fei laughed angrily, "Stingy. Also, the kiss just now was so short, it's not a kiss to me."

Although Lin Chen was dull, he was not stupid. He had expected that Ning Fei would play tricks, and when he heard him say that, he quickly let go and ran away, "What you say doesn't count."

"You're kidding me. Stop quickly!" Ning Fei ran after him.

Lin Chen knew that he would not be able to outrun Ning Fei, but now he has also learned to turn around. If he ran straight along the road, he would definitely be grabbed by the neck by Ning Fei.He waited for Ning Fei's voice to approach behind him, then jumped off the road and ran into the mud.

Ning Fei stretched out his hand to grab an empty space, looked at Lin Qu who was running left and right in the muddy ground, and laughed out of anger, "Lin Qu, you are becoming more and more thief now."

"Slightly." Lin Chen turned his head and made a face at Ning Fei, poking his eyelids, "Come and chase me if you have the ability."

"Okay, that's what you said!" Ning Fei rolled up his sleeves, and jumped off the road into the mud with a look of full firepower, "I want you to look good when I catch you!"

Seeing this, Lin Quan turned his head and ran at a faster speed. The reckless Ning Fei behind him looked a bit fierce, but Lin Quan was neither afraid nor worried, and ran in front laughing.The ground under his feet was soft, the sky above his head was bright, and there was a smell of grass in the wind. Ning Fei, who was chasing after him, was shouting his name loudly, a little out of breath, but also happy to hear it.

Thinking of Ning Fei's confession, Lin Chi pursed his lips and let out all the shyness that had been hidden just now.

That day, the clouds were thick and the clouds were thick, and the sound of insects came from nowhere, and they swore to each other that they were each other's love and hope.