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Lin Chi ran panting along the street, but he didn't stop for a moment, not giving himself a chance to rest.Even when he bumped into someone with his shoulder, he just hurriedly said, sorry, and continued running without looking back.

He is not very good at sports and is also small in stature. He was able to lose weight only by dieting. His running posture is not strong enough, but he has exhausted all his strength. He only hears the sound of pattering footsteps, which is a bit unpleasant. Pedestrians frown and dodge.

There was a rusty smell in the throat, and it was uncomfortable even to swallow, the pain in the waist and abdomen was throbbing, and the whole body was a little uncomfortable, but it still didn't stop.When Lin Chen was running, he regretted that he didn't learn how to ride a bicycle. If he knew how to ride a bicycle, he would be able to get to Ning Fei faster now.Like when Ning Fei came to rescue him, he came quickly on his bicycle.It's just that I can't kick the ground with long legs like him, paddle the car around, brake hard, and run over after losing the car.Lin Chen will never forget the way Ning Fei rushed to knock down Feng Lin and help him up.

"I should learn to bike." Lin Chi gritted his teeth and regretted while running.

As soon as he spoke, the smell of rust came out of his throat again, and he almost didn't stop to vomit.

When we arrived, although the sky was still blue, it was only dark blue, and the surrounding environment had turned black.Especially in the narrow alleys, where the light is blocked by buildings, you can't see anything clearly at a glance.Lin Chi was afraid of the dark, so he stood at the entrance of the alley, he didn't calm down, thinking that Ning Fei was waiting for him inside, twisted his slightly trembling hands, and went in along the wall.

As soon as I stepped into the narrow alley, I felt an inexplicable cold, which penetrated from the soles of my feet to my body, like the cold in the gutter.Lin Chi shivered and looked up at the sky. The narrow alley restricted the vast sky, and he could only see the stretched sky from between two buildings nearby.

The sky was getting dark too fast, the dark blue turned green for a moment, and then it became a terrifying black.In the sky cut into long strips by buildings, the stars and the moon cannot be seen.

Lin Chi clenched his fists and silently cheered himself up.Ning Fei was waiting for me, relying on such thoughts, dispelled the cold all over her body, and walked forward step by step firmly.

The alley was too quiet, and I could vaguely hear rustling sounds, as if mice were passing by.Lin Qiao didn't dare to make a sound, fearing that the suddenness would scare the insects and rats here, causing them to scurry around and scare himself in the end.

Why haven't I seen Ning Fei yet?Lin Qiao moved in small steps, walked halfway through the alley and still didn't see anyone, and finally wanted to call out, the mouse seemed to know his intentions, and made a sound before him, and hurriedly hid in the hole.

The broken furniture piled up in the alley made the sound of being destroyed by the rats who drilled the hole. In the dark alley, the sound effect was even more frightening.

"Hmm." Lin Yue grunted in fear and stopped, not knowing whether to move forward or backward.In the moment of hesitation, the mouse crawled across his feet, "Ah!"

Lin Quan jumped up in fright, and the debris piled up behind him scattered and fell to the ground in his screams, which startled Lin Quan again.

He turned around and screamed again, because there was a big black figure beside the pile of debris.After yelling, he calmed down, squinted his eyes and tried hard to distinguish, then carefully opened his mouth to the black shadow, "Ning Fei?"

He took another look, confirmed it, and shouted affirmatively, "Ning Fei!"

At the first sound, Ning Fei didn't raise his head, and sat on the ground with his knees bent against the sundries, one arm resting on his knees, his hands hanging down weakly, looking lifeless.His head was also drooping, too deep, half of his face was covered by his bangs, so Lin Chi couldn't see him clearly at first.

After the second sound, Ning Fei's stiff body moved, moved his fingers and ears, but still did not raise his head.He knew he was in a mess, and he obviously didn't want Lin Qiu to see him like this, but he still couldn't help it, really couldn't help it, couldn't help but want to see Lin Qiu's mood.

People finally came, but regretted it.So he didn't speak when he heard the timid footsteps in the alley.Thinking that it would be good for him to walk away by himself if he was scared.But the footsteps came in little by little, stopped in front of him, and called his name carefully and gently.

Even though the alley was so dark that people could not be seen clearly, Ke Ningfei still felt that he had no face to look up.Lin Qiao called him again, his toes appeared in his sight, and he moved cautiously in his direction. He heard Lin Qiao say, "Ning Fei, I'm here." Then he finally raised his head, and saw Lin Qiao's childish look when he looked up. With a round face, in the darkness, he smiled at him and showed his white teeth.

This smile is neither far nor near to him, just the right distance, it is hanging in front of your eyes and you can touch it with your hand, it only belongs to your own moon.It emitted a soft light, drove away the darkness covering him, melted into his heart, and stimulated the coagulated blood, so that the stiff body finally had vitality, and returned to the spring of the world.

Seeing the dejected Ning Fei, Lin Chen didn't know what to do, so he just smiled, thinking that his own smile might give him encouragement.And Ning Fei finally raised his head, and fixedly looked at him with half-bright eyes hidden behind his bangs.

Lin Chen was still smiling, squatting down in front of him, reaching out to grab his hand hanging on his knee, "Are you alright?"

Ning Fei quickly withdrew his hand, dodging like the mouse that crawled over Lin Qu's feet.Lin Chen was stunned, and heard Ning Fei say, "Don't touch me, dirty."

dirty?He looked at Ning Fei's shrunken hands, and felt a little strange, obviously not dirty?Maybe it's because it's dark and I can't see clearly, just like I can't see the expression on Ning Fei's face.

Ning Fei didn't expect, didn't expect that Lin Chen would reach out after being rejected by him.Pulling his hand in front of him, puffed out his cheeks and blew, then patted his palm with his hand, then looked up at him and said, "It's not dirty."

Lin Chen couldn't figure out why Ning Fei's hands were very clean, so why did he say dirty?Lin Chen had no choice but to pat Ning Fei's hands clean and tell him that they were not dirty.After finishing speaking, he thought of the two people he met today, and added, "Ning Fei, you are fine. In my eyes, you have always been fine."

"Ah!" Lin Qiu screamed again, caught off guard, he was pulled into Ning Fei's arms and hugged him tightly.It was very tight, stretching his chest against Ning Fei's chest, and he could feel the violent heartbeat in Ning Fei's chest.It was so tight that he could only look up at the dark sky on the top of the building.It was very tight, which made him more and more breathless with his rusty throat when he ran in a hurry.

But he didn't tell Ning Fei that he was being strangled too tightly, but he quietly hugged him and let him lean his head on his shoulder quietly.

Latte lay on the bed wagging his tail. When the door rang, he immediately stretched his neck to see that he was waiting for the owner who brought it home.I haven't seen him for a day, and I want to wait for him to come back and hug me, rub his nose against the back of its neck and have a good time with it.

Unexpectedly, it waited for a day for the owner who wanted to be intimate, but brought back another person, a familiar person.

As expected, it knows that the owner has no extra time to tease himself today, for a moment of warmth.

Lin Kai opened the door and came in. He saw Latte lying on the bed, walked over, picked up the cat and put it in a cardboard box in the corner, stroked its head and said in a conferring tone, "I'm going to be wronged today. You." After speaking, he got up and turned his head to pat Ping out of a sunken bed, and turned to Ning Fei, who was standing at the door, and said, "Come in quickly. You stay with me for one night, you sleep on the bed, and I sleep on the floor. "

After making the bed, Lin Qiu hurriedly walked to the old-fashioned cabinet next to the wall, took out a quilt from it and threw it on the floor, and squatted down to spread it out. This is where he sleeps tonight.

Ning Fei walked in and closed the door.There was no light in the room, and once the door was closed, it was dark again.Lin Chi was spreading the quilt for himself, when the room suddenly became dark, he first took a look at Ning Fei, who was standing tall and tall in the room.Just standing like this, the shadow completely covered Lin Qu who was squatting on the ground.

"Everything will be fine after a good night's sleep." Lin Chen never asked Ning Fei what happened, he thought that Ning Fei probably didn't want to talk about it, just like the matter about that Lin Yue, he didn't say anything, Misunderstood by outsiders, "It's no big deal. Take a good night's sleep and wake up to a new day."

Lin Chen got up to turn on the light, thought about turning it on, and then patted the bed for Ning Fei, making the bed softer, so that he could fall asleep better.

Ning Fei didn't speak all the time, just stood there watching Lin Chu spread out the quilt on the ground, listening to him persuading herself, her tone was filled with indignation for some reason, and she even patted vigorously while spreading the quilt.When he watched Lin Qiao get up to pull the lamp, Ning Fei stepped behind him and hugged Lin Qiao.

It shouldn't be so abrupt, but it's greed.He stole the advantage while he was asleep, and has been thinking about it day and night since then.A heart is divided into two camps every day, one side is greedy, and the other side is restrained.Every day, rationality prevails and sends calm news to the brain, but tonight, on a starless night, ** led all his deliberate concealment to turn around, rationality overturned, his heart was unified, boom Boom jumping, that is ** singing victory.The body is also being dominated, Ning Fei thinks with Lin Chi, only tonight, only tonight, he wants to cross the line.

It's the full moon that kicks up the hormones.Ning Fei hugged the person in front of him tightly, bowed his head and took a deep breath on his neck, it was Lin Qiu, this round of moon that belonged to him alone, aroused his heart that was about to move.

Lin Chi's hand stopped when it touched the light cord, and he forgot to pull the light. The two stood close to each other in the dark attic.Only the throat rolled up and down the whole body, and the rest did not dare to move, because Ning Fei was holding him.There was a drumbeat in his ear, and Lin Chen still couldn't hear it after listening for a long time. Is it his own heartbeat or Ning Fei's?

The meowing of the cat did not let Lin Quan's mind be haunted by the sound of drums.Lin Chen let out a breath, and asked Ning Fei who was holding him, "What's the matter? Is it uncomfortable?" The body's operating mechanism returned to normal, and the hand that touched the light rope was about to pull it down.

The room almost lights up, if Lin Yi pulls down.

But he didn't, and stopped at that moment because Ning Fei said, "Don't turn on the light."

Lin Chi let go of his hands, "Then go to bed early..."

"Just tonight."

"...well..." Lin Chen swallowed, and asked cautiously, "Just what tonight?"

"Just tonight, give me some comfort. Let me sleep with you in my arms."

The cat jumped onto the bed again, picked up the middle position and dented the quilt, closed its paws and squinted its eyes, and lay down in the middle of the bed.

Lin Chen's mind was a little confused, he was still hugged by Ning Fei from behind, but he changed from standing to lying down.He was hugged by Ning Fei and lay on the floor that he had just rolled out.

The body is still stiff and dare not move, flexing his fingers to confirm that he is not dreaming.There was the sound of Ning Fei's breathing spraying from the back of his head, because they were sharing the same pillow, so they were too close.The finger he had just used to confirm was now on the side of the pillow.

Lin Chen secretly did his homework for himself, it was nothing, because Ning Fei was in a bad mood, so he gave him a hug, just like when he was scolded by his father, he wanted to hug his mother and fall asleep with a doll on his pillow.Ning Fei must be the same.

After a thought process, Lin Chen felt a little more relaxed. Ning Fei's breath from the back of his head was too warm, passing over his neck and making him numb, as if reminding them of their young age.

Lin Chen swallowed, "Why don't you go to bed and sleep?"

There was no movement behind the person, as if they were asleep.Lin Chi turned his head halfway and then turned back immediately, he really didn't dare to look back.Only then did Ning Fei, who was behind him, open his mouth, clasped his hands tightly and said, "Don't move around. You promised to hold me."

The hand that was picking at the pillow indiscriminately was even more at a loss, and stretched out the bed to pick the old cabinet.The space is not too big, and the mattresses spread out on the floor have been attached to the cabinets next to the wall.Fortunately, although the cabinet is old, it is still solid, otherwise Lin Qiu would have dug a hole out.

"Don't pick. Your nails are bald." Ning Fei opened his eyes and saw Lin Chen's discomfort, but even so, he just said don't pick any more, and didn't intend to let go.It was really hard for him to let go of Lin Chi.

"Oh." Lin Chu shyly withdrew his hand, puffed his cheeks and stared at the cabinet in front of him, really not feeling sleepy, "Then are you better now?"

"not yet."

Afraid that he would go back on his word, he duplicity to earn a little more time, wanting to have a skin-to-skin kiss.

Lin Chen's bulging cheeks sank, and he was about to reach out to pick the cabinet door again, remembering that Ning Fei had just told him not to pick it again, so he held back his hand, "I always liked to go into the cabinet when I was young. I like to hide in it when I play hide-and-seek. I have never played hide and seek with other children, only with my mother. But every time I hide in the closet, when my mother comes to find me, she always knocks on the closet door and asks if anyone is home? I hide in the closet Covering your mouth and answering, Lin Chen is not here. It’s funny to think about it. By the way, do you still remember when I was hospitalized and you came to see me, and finally missed the time to hide in the closet? Apart from my mother, you seem to be the first one to accompany me Someone who plays hide and seek."

Lin Chen said a lot in one breath, he thought he couldn't sleep anyway, Ning Fei didn't sleep either, and he said his mood didn't improve, so he just chatted to relieve boredom.Maybe there are other intentions, saying these words and many words to cover up the complicated mood.

"Mm." Ning Fei responded a little perfunctorily.

"What about you? What did you like to do when you were alone when you were a child?"

"I haven't done anything I like. I'm always practicing the piano and singing songs that I don't understand."

"Oh." Lin Chen was a little annoyed, annoyed that he couldn't chat, and obviously wanted to comfort Ning Fei, but it brought back memories of his boring childhood.

Ning Fei was afraid that Lin Chu would be angry secretly, so he added, "I also often go into cabinets."

"Really? Hiding inside and playing like me?"

"Because it's quiet in the closet. I want to avoid my mother, avoid her yelling for me to sing and practice piano, avoid her talking loudly on the phone with others, and avoid her arguing with my dad. Just cover your ears in the closet The world is very quiet. Fortunately, she never looked for me carefully, and it can be considered that I was very successful in hiding when playing hide-and-seek."

Even though he said so, in fact, Lin Chen knew that Ning Fei was not good at playing hide-and-seek, but because he was not taken seriously.He remembered that Ning Fei once mentioned that his family was not happy.

Lin Chi took a deep breath and boldly turned around, which frightened Ning Fei.He stared wide-eyed at Lin Que who suddenly turned to face him, and seeing Lin Que's face getting closer and closer, almost had the illusion of closing his eyes.She closed her eyes and waited for Lin Qiu to come forward for a kiss.

Sure enough, I was still whimsical.Lin Chi just leaned closer and put his arms around his shoulders, pressed his head lightly, let him nestle on his chest, and stroked his back with his hands, "My mother comforts me like this when I'm sad."

Lin Chen hopes that Ning Fei can also be comforted in this way, even if it is to make up for a little bit of the lack of childhood.

Ning Fei buried her face in front of his chest and did not speak.Lin Chi caressed his back and patted him lightly twice jokingly, "Dong Dong Dong, is Ning Fei at home?"

Finally Ning Fei laughed and answered him, "Ning Fei is not here."

Lin Quan heaved a sigh of relief and laughed, then felt his waist tighten, and it was Ning Fei who hugged his waist tightly.Lin Chi patted again, the arms around his waist tightened and then loosened, he guessed that Ning Fei had fallen asleep, he propped himself up slightly, and the arms around his waist suddenly tightened again.Lin Chen had no choice but to continue to lie down. The cat on the bed raised its head when it heard the movement, and it happened to meet Lin Chen's eyes.Seeing that the cat opened its mouth to bark, Lin Chi quickly raised his finger to his lips and made a "shush" gesture to it.

Fortunately, the cat just opened its mouth and yawned.After the beating, he rolled into a ball on the bed again.Lin Chen withdrew his hands, looked down at Ning Fei who was nestled in his arms, his chin was a little itchy from being brushed by his hair, and pressed the top of Ning Fei's head with his hand on his back, trying to stop his hair from brushing. holding his chin.

The cat was quiet, but the phone rang at this moment. Lin Qian turned his head and picked up the phone in shock. First, he checked whether Ning Fei had been woken up, and then he was relieved to see that he fell asleep peacefully.It was Master Lin who called, more than one call. The number on the caller ID made Lin Chen want to die.

Immediately, he turned on the screen and wanted to send a text message to apologize, but Ning Fei in his arms was not sleeping soundly, so he hugged Lin Qian tightly again after a short movement.Lin Chen looked down at Ning Fei who was frowning in his dream, and when he looked up again, the message of apology on the screen had turned into a request for leave.

"Master Lin, I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry, so I'll leave in the afternoon, and I want to ask for a day off tomorrow."

After turning off the screen and turning off the phone, Lin Chen continued to caress Ning Fei's back, "It's okay, just sleep and everything will be fine when you wake up."

It was slightly bright, and Fang Qiang was waiting at the garbage place at the back of the hotel.When I took out my mobile phone to check the time, there were two dissatisfied voices beside me, "What's the matter with Feng Lin? Why hasn't there been a sign yet?"

It was the one who was waiting for Feng Lin with Fang Qiang.Fang Qiang frowned, he didn't care about the small doorway between them, he thought it was too much trouble for less money.Although he doesn't have a serious business now, his vision is not low, and he only wants to find a way to make more money quickly.So he is waiting here now, not because he wants to get involved in Feng Lin's business, but because he is thinking about the watch Feng Lin mentioned.If he threatened Ning Fei to get the watch in Lin Chen's hand, he might be able to buy a prosthetic.Thinking of this, he pulled his sleeve to cover his thumbless right palm, and the face of the veterinarian appeared in front of his eyes. How could someone show such great kindness to strangers?He had never encountered it before, wandering around in all kinds of dirty places, and his despicable heart, which had become early, suddenly had a desire for kindness.But I don't deserve it.He pulled his sleeves down desperately.

"After waiting for such a long time, Feng Lin doesn't want to take all the money this time, does he?"

Fang Qiang glanced at the two people beside him who kept stomping their feet, guessing that Feng Lin didn't mention the watch to them.It's better not to mention it, and the money will be divided up at that time.It's only a few dollars for pimping, and after selling that watch, even if Feng Lin takes the majority, he can still earn 10,000+ points.

The phone of the person next to him rang twice, and after being scolded for answering the call, he hung up the phone, and spat bitterly at the corner, "Bah, Feng Lin let the client dove again. How can I do this job in the future?"

"Does he want to split up?" Another person pointed at Fang Qiang, "Have you found a new partner?"

"I don't think so, isn't he here waiting with us? Didn't Feng Lin give him news?" Then he shouted at Fang Qiang, "Hey, don't wait, Feng Lin is hiding completely. This If you don’t do business with him in the future, he has let his clients dove several times.”

The two walked away muttering.Fang Qiang still waited, although he felt that something was wrong, but he didn't leave, not because he was worried about Feng Lin, but because he was reluctant to part with the famous watch he wanted.

At dawn, Feng Lin finally appeared and walked in unsteadily.Fang Qiang was jumping up and down with his hands and feet coldly, and when he saw Feng Lin coming out, he hurriedly ran in front of him, "What's the matter? Did you ask that kid to get that watch for you?"

Feng Lin remained silent, and supported the wall with trembling feet.

"Where's the watch?" Fang Qiang didn't pay attention to the expression on Feng Lin's face. Seeing that he was still silent, he stretched out his hand and pushed him, "I'm talking to you!"

Feng Lin was pushed to the side by him, leaning against the wall and looking weak.Fang Qiang took a look at the hand he pushed him, and felt that he hadn't gone too far. When he went to see Feng Lin again, he saw his legs were shaking and his forehead was covered with sweat.His face was pale, his lips were bright red, and he looked very strange.

"You are..."

"Get out!" Feng Lin was very rude at the first sentence, but his voice didn't cooperate, and he made a delicate voice.

Fang Qiang glanced at him in surprise, then looked at his face and legs that he didn't have on, and roughly understood, "You...have been...selled?"

"Get out!" Feng Lin yelled, deliberately hoarsing his voice, but it didn't have the expected effect.Fang Qiang twitched the corner of his mouth, looked at him with pity and contempt, turned his head and left, Feng Lin heard it, and when Fang Qiang turned around, he twitched the corner of his mouth and made a disgusted "tsk tsk" followed by a sentence, "Really Useless."

Feng Lin leaned on the wall and sat on the ground, forgetting the injury behind him, when he sat on the ground all of a sudden, his back trembled violently.The pain reminded him, reminded him of what happened that night, he lowered his head and gritted his teeth and said unwillingly, "I'm not a man anymore. I'm not a man anymore, Ning Fei, please remember!"

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I'm on a business trip tomorrow, so maybe that's more of it this week.