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"You are the same as before. Proud and uncompromising." Lin Mu smiled at Leng Ming. She fell in love with Leng Ming because of this, but she never thought that she would suffer a lot because of his pride and uncompromising until she gave birth. Leng Ming didn't even agree to join the Lin family. Thinking of the hardships of giving birth back then, Lin Mu smiled, "It's just that I don't know now whether it's right to love you like this."

"I'm doing it for his own good, and for our family's good." Leng Ming didn't understand why Lin Mu looked disappointed in him. Seeing Lin Mu turned back to the room in disappointment, he chased Lin Mu all the way back to the room unwillingly.

Seeing the time when Leng Ming left, Lin Yao tiptoed over and quickly flashed into Lin Chen's room.

Lin Chi was sitting by the bed with a frustrated expression on his face. He was overjoyed to see Lin Yao coming over, but her hair was sticky with porridge, and half of her cheeks were swollen, so he felt sorry. After drawing some paper towels from the bedside, he stepped forward to help Lin Yao wipe off the clumped porridge in his hair.

"Sorry, you were scolded by my uncle again because of me. How about uncle? Is he in a better mood?"

Lin Yao stood motionless in front of Lin Chen with eyes downcast. Lin Yao cleaned her up carefully and gently, which made Lin Yao regret what he said just now to defend himself in a hurry, but he still became an informer By.

Lin Yao put his arms around Lin Yao, which made Lin Yao dare not move, for fear of pulling Lin Yao's sticky hair.

"He went to find a lawyer. As for whether he is in a good mood, I don't know."

"Lin Yao, he is you..."

"Don't even teach me a lesson from you."

Lin Chen sighed, "I'm not trying to teach you a lesson, I just want to say that you have worked hard."

Lin Yao sniffed fiercely, "Mumu, can you stop being so nice? Don't talk to me so softly, don't be gentle with me. Even if you are a little..."

Blame me a little bit, blame me for talking too much, then I won't have such a deep sense of guilt now.

Being hugged so suddenly by Lin Yao, Lin Qu kept his back stiff and raised his hands. After Lin Yao said such words, Lin Qu dropped his hands slightly and put them on her shoulders lightly, "It was me who caused you to be raped." Uncle scolded, obviously you love a beautiful person so much, but now..."

It's so embarrassing now.

"But you're so nice, it makes me feel like a betrayer. I've been really confused recently. On the one hand, I don't want our family to have any more problems, and on the other hand, I'm worried that you will be sad when you think about the past in the future."

"I know how you feel. Because I've been in a mess lately too."

I can't let go of Ning Fei, and feel ashamed of my family.

"Lin Yao, tell me everything, tell me everything about the past, why does Ning Fei have my ID photo on my award certificate? Why does he know my nickname? He and I also raised a cat It's called Latte, it's very close to me, I have to be responsible, for the cat, and for him. You tell me what to do, and let me make my own decision."

"Don't." Lin Yao hugged Lin Qiu tightly, and leaned his head on his shoulder, "I don't want to be a bad person in the family. After I tell you, the family will definitely have no peace. My aunt and uncle will blame me, and my dad will definitely feel that It's my fault, even though he thinks I'm the leader of everything. Please, Lin Qian, don't make me a bad guy, don't ask me, okay?"

Lin Chen sighed and stroked her back, "You have worked hard all these years, I don't ask you to tell me everything is over, but I want to clarify one thing, rather than he keeps asking me for something back, you Do you know what that is?"

Lin Yao felt that Lin Yao's hand that was tightly holding him loosened, and the weight on his shoulders suddenly disappeared. Lin Yao stood in front of him with his head bowed and silent.

"Lin Yao." Lin Chen took her hand, "I just want to find out about this matter. When Ning Fei stretched out his hand to me and asked me to exchange one thing for another, I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe. I don’t need to know, but please, please tell me what is that? What did he ask me for?”

Facing Lin Chen's questioning, Lin Yao kept his head down. When Lin Qiao repeated the sentence "I beg you" three times, his throat choked up, and his voice gradually became hoarse. It sounded like he was about to cry blood. Only then did Haruka hesitantly take out something from his pocket.

Clenched fists stretched out in front of Lin Que, Lin Que stared at Lin Yao's outstretched hand, and raised his head to look at Lin Yao who dared not meet his gaze.

Lin Yao lowered his head firmly, his fists turned into palms, and a chain that was broken in two was lying in the palm of his hand, "I picked this up outside the operating room on the day of your car accident, and it was hanging on your ankle before."

Lin Qiao stared blankly at the chain in Lin Yao's hand, and after a while he stretched out his trembling hand to pick it up.

"Don't ask me anything else!"

As soon as Lin Chen took the chain from Lin Yao's hand, Lin Yao turned his head and fled out of Lin Yao's room in a hurry.

"Lin Yao!" Lin Chen didn't have time to call her, and the door was closed again.

Lin Chen wanted to chase him out, but when he remembered Leng Ming standing outside the door and saying "for your own good", Lin Chen couldn't take that step no matter what.

In the end, he just retreated weakly and sat down on the edge of the bed again, muttering, "I don't know what to do?"

The heel of the palm pressed the mobile phone that fell on the bed, and Siri suddenly jumped out, "Excuse me, what help do you need?"

This nonsensical sound made Lin Chi laugh dumbfounded.Or pass the time, it is too helpless, Lin Chi asked Siri, "What should I do when no one else tells me the answer?"

"Maybe you need to..."

A series of apps appeared on the screen, and Lin Chen clicked on the first one without thinking.

"please log in first."

"Huh? You need to log in first." Lin Yu pursed his lips and thought for a while, then entered his user name on the screen, "Lin Yue doesn't want to be fat like Lin Peng. The password should be my birthday."

"wrong password!"

"Isn't it my birthday? Then mom's birthday?"

"wrong password!"

"Date of the award?"

"wrong password!"

"The day of the coming-of-age ceremony?"

"Password error! Do you need to reset your password?"

"What the hell is it?" Lin Chen sighed and lay down on the bed, held up his mobile phone and clicked to retrieve the password helplessly.The setting of retrieving the password is actually to answer questions, a total of six questions, which makes Lin Chi, who has impaired memory, feel a headache.

"First question, on what day did you reunite with Ning Fei?"

"Reunion with Ning Fei?" Lin Qiao stared blankly at the first question. He remembered that the day when he reunited with Ning Fei was at the racecourse. It was a cloudy day, and then the sun came out suddenly, but the dark clouds covered it again not long after. Yes, that day he was startled and coughed all the time, and then he seemed to have a little fever.

Lin Chi laughed to himself, he always seemed to be sick when he reunited with Ning Fei.

Always sick?In the blink of an eye, Lin Qiao seemed to recall the first real reunion with Ning Fei. It was a cold and rainy day. Because of the rain, he caught a cold and fell ill. Why was it raining? Because he watched in the rain. Arrived in Ningfei, impressive day.

"March 23."

"Second question, where is Ning Fei the sexiest?"

"Where is the sexiest?" Lin Chen wrote Adam's apple without thinking, but the answer was wrong.

"Isn't it the Adam's apple?" Lin Chen thought carefully, pursing his lips and frowning, and searched the image of Ning Fei from head to toe, "Eyes, nose, mouth? Could it be..."

Lin Chi swallowed, and filled out this strange question, "The left middle finger with a callus."

After completing this question, Lin Chen's ears turned red involuntarily. Ning Fei's left index finger and middle finger had a thick layer of calluses from playing the guitar, and the callus on the left index finger was even thicker. Ning Fei loved to use it. The middle finger has a rough feeling when you touch yourself, which is impressive.

"The third question, what size is Ning Fei's underwear?"

"XXXL."

When I was filling out this question, someone seemed to be complaining in my ear, Lin Chi, don't sneak through my underwear again!I'm wearing yours, it's strangling me!

"Question [-], Ning Fei loves Okamoto or Durex?"

"Durex."

Lin Chi, I told you not to buy Japanese ones, they are too tight and the sleeves are bloated.

"Question five, when is Ning Fei's birthday?"

Lin Chi filled in July [-] without hesitation.

"Question six, who is Ning Fei's favorite person?"

"Lin Chi."

"wrong answer?"

"What?" Lin Chen's eyes dimmed, "Am I being self-indulgent?"

After deleting his name, Lin Chi was confused again, "If it's not me, who else would it be?"

Lin Chi frowned, and refilled the answer after a while, "Mu Mu."

The answer was correct and the login was successful, but Lin Chi was in a daze.

I don't know which sweaty night it was, but that day Lin Qiu was in an unexpectedly high spirits, and it was rare for him to fall asleep without finishing his work. He rolled over and hugged Ning Fei, like a restless little mouse, constantly rubbing against Ning Fei's shoulder and asking, "Ning Fei, do you love me?"

Ning Fei deliberately teased him, "Who do you love?"

"I, Lin Chi!"

"I don't love it."

Lin Chi yelled angrily, and beat his chest with his fist, "You hate it! You're a villain!"

"I am Ai Mumu on the bed, and Ai Mumu on the bed." She said, pulling the quilt over her head, turning over and pressing on her, yelling anxiously, "Hurry up, hurry up, do it again."

Lin Chen said those two words, but his tone was very different, "You hate~you are a villain~"

"Ding dong ding dong ding dong..."

Lin Chen was brought back to his senses by the continuous notification sounds. After the login was successful, the messages kept ringing.Lin Chi picked up his phone and looked at it. It was a reminder that someone had replied to a post he posted six years ago.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: where have you been?Why didn't you answer the phone?

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: Did you really go to New Zealand?

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: I'm not angry anymore, can you come back?

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to be fat like Lin Peng: I was wrong, I shouldn't run away impulsively, come back, I will listen to your explanation.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: Come back, I beg you.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: It's been two years, and I miss you very much.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: Today is my birthday, if only you were by my side.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: It's raining, how is the weather over there?

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: the sky is clear and the sky is very blue. I want to go on an autumn outing with you. I haven't flown a kite with you for a long time.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn’t want to become Lin Peng: I can hold my breath for a full minute today. I want to see you in my wish. When I was driving by a bakery, I saw a person who looked like you. I still remember that you like taro and egg yolk bread.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: I recited your name in my heart about 330 five times today, and it was almost five hundred, but I was interrupted.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to be fat like Lin Peng: You came to my dream yesterday, and in the dream you finally grew the beard you've been thinking about, even so, you are still cute.

Could it be that your uncle replied to Lin Yue that he didn't want to become Lin Peng: It's been six years, and I miss you very much.

"He is?" Lin Chen had a vague guess in his heart, but he was not sure.

Lin Yue didn't want to become fat. Lin Peng replied, could it be your uncle: Is it Ning Fei?

When Shui Xin heard the notification tone on her mobile phone, she thought that some of Ning Fei's black fans had privately messaged her to compete with her.Turning on the screen, Shui Xin was shocked, the subject of the post six years ago actually replied!

"Lin Chen? Is Lin Chen back?"

"What?!" Jiang Ze, who was squatting under the bar, got up anxiously when he heard what Shui Xin said. He got up too fast, bumped his head, groaned, stood up, covered the top of his head, and went straight to the bar entrance, " Where is he back?"

"I don't mean he's back. No, no, I mean he's finally heard from."

Lin Chen held his phone nervously and waited for a reply. Half a day later, a private message came. He opened it excitedly, thinking it was the person who kept leaving messages.Unfortunately not.

Lin Yue replied that she didn't want to be fat like Lin Peng: Is that you, Lin Chi?I'm Shui Xin!What's your phone number?

Lin Chi gave out his phone number suspiciously, and immediately received an unknown call. Lin Chi was so frightened that he threw away the phone, and it took him a long time to muster up the courage to answer the phone.

"Hey?"

"Lin Chen, it's me! I'm Shui Xin!" The voice on the other side was occasionally mixed with the voice of another person, "And I, I'm Jiang Ze!"

"Hi, I'm Lin Chi." Lin Chi had no impression of them, and only responded politely.

Shui Xin asked strangely, "Why are you so unfamiliar? That's right. After all, you have been away without a word for more than six years. You must be unfamiliar with us."

"No, no. I am..." Lin Chen lowered his head, apologizing for not being able to remember the other party, "I'm sorry, I'm sick, and my head is not working properly."

"Ah? You're sick?! What's wrong with you? Why did we forget about it? Even if you're sick, you have to tell us. How could you just leave without making a sound? Do you know that Ning Not him..."

"I was in a car accident." Lin Chen interrupted the chatter on the other side, "I was in a car accident and hurt my head and legs. I was lying in the hospital for two years, and the recovery was almost three years. I'm sorry I didn't inform you. As for Ning Fei... ...Isn't there someone else around him, it doesn't feel right for me to bother."

"No! How could there be anyone else around Ning Fei? He has been waiting for you for the past six years! You disappeared, and Ning Fei was completely devastated. He had been suffering from insomnia for the first two years, and his temper was getting worse day by day. How can he be with other people. He has been looking forward to your return."

"Are you serious, he is expecting me to come back?"

"Of course it's true!" Shui Xin couldn't figure out what was going on with Lin Qian, and felt a little different from before, "Have you recovered from the car accident yet? I always feel weird listening to you talk."

"Not yet, my head has not fully recovered, and my memory is a bit confused."

"Lin Chen, believe me, we are friends, Ning Fei has been waiting for you, you two loved each other so much, it's good, Ning Fei can't get out of the past."

"I have to go to see Ning Fei! I have to go to see him!" Lin Chi got up, opened the door and ran out desperately.

Leng Ming followed Lin Mu into the room, saw Lin Mu squatting at the end of the bed silently packing his luggage, he just explained, "Lin Jian is simply ignorant of world affairs, you know, he has been a little dull since he was a child, we have to keep an eye on him."

"But he has grown up, we can't interfere too much, sometimes the child's Ruth child himself..."

"What do you know?!" Leng Ming interrupted Lin Mu. He couldn't tell Lin Mu about Ning Fei. He was afraid that she would know that Lin Chi didn't know people well. She was sad, "I'm doing it for his own good anyway."

"It's just this one sentence over and over again." Lin Mu threw away the clothes in his hand, stood up and looked at him, "But Brother Ming, have you ever thought about it?"

"What else do you want me to think about? I just thought about it..."

"You used to hate my father very much. You thought he was stubborn, pedantic and unreasonable. But have you ever thought that what you forced to Mumu now was also what my father forced to me back then? What is the difference between you now and him back then? "

Leng Ming was shocked, Lin Mu was forced to separate from him in the same way back then, but she insisted, she insisted on going her own way.

"No," Leng Ming suddenly lost his momentum, "I'm different from him."

Seeing that Lin Mu wanted to say more, Leng Ming hurriedly found an excuse and turned to leave the room, "You pack your bags, I have to discuss with Lin Xian about the company meeting."

But he didn't go to Lin Xian, he just found an empty room where no one was sitting, and wanted to be quiet by himself.

What is the difference between you now and him back then?

"It's still different." Leng Ming looked down at his mobile phone, "He is an old-fashioned old man who doesn't know how to adapt."

Back then, seeing that Leng Ming was a penniless orphan, and worried that Lin's property would be coveted, that's why he insisted on marrying Leng Ming.

"But I'm different." Leng Ming dialed the phone, still insisting, "I'm doing it for Mu Mu's good."

"Hey?"

The phone was connected, and a hangover and frivolous voice appeared on the other side.Hearing such a voice, Leng Ming felt that his persistence was right, how could he get involved with such a person?

"Don't think that your strategy of attacking Lin's construction by means of tricks to coerce our family into giving you Lin Qian will succeed. You don't understand the heart of being a father at all."

The father is self-respecting and stubborn, but this kind of stubbornness all stems from the desire to protect his children, which is close to paranoid wanting to protect.

"No. It won't be as you wish. For me, Lin Chen is the most precious thing, and I won't give it to you. Looking at your low-handed methods, I know that you won't come like us Cherish Lin Qiu. How could I give my most precious Lin Qiu to you who is so narrow-minded?"

After the lesson was finished, the phone was hung up, but I was not in a good mood.He called to teach Ning Fei a lesson, but he repeatedly emphasized that highlighting his greatness as a father seemed to prove that he was different.

What is the difference between you now and him back then?

"No, I'm different." Leng Ming was still stubborn, "I'm doing it for his own good."

When Lin Chen couldn't call for someone until he was three years old, Lin Mu began to worry about Lin Chen's mental problems, and he tried to find an authoritative doctor to check Lin Chen's brain development.But Leng Ming wasn't worried, even though Lin Qiu was different from ordinary children and hadn't called him dad yet, Leng Ming was also happy when he looked at Lin Qiu, because when he hugged Lin Qiu, he would laugh.

He is very simple, Leng Ming thought when he was hugging Lin Qiu who could only giggle at others, it doesn't matter, this is my child, he doesn't matter whether he is stupid or stupid, anyway, I will take care of him anyway, as long as there is nothing wrong with him in his life good.

After going to the hospital and being told that Lin Chen was no different from normal children, Lin Mu breathed a sigh of relief. She didn't want Lin Chen to be left behind, so she hurriedly signed up for various early education classes. Compared with her peers, Lin Mu was obviously dull.Lin Mu was in a hurry. In addition to enrolling him in all kinds of interest classes, he also gave him food supplements. After reading a lot of nutrition books, every time he thought of Lin Qiu's appearance when he was born weighing less than four catties, he felt that he lacked a little bit of nutrition. , so all kinds of supplements, a small child is much fatter than his peers, making Leng Ming feel heavy when holding Lin Ling.

In the past, when he saw Lin Mu nervous about Lin Bi, he laughed at her as a mother who loves to meddle in everything. If any daughter marries in, she must suffer under her mother-in-law. one?

Naturally he was unwilling, Lin Chen was the most precious thing in his heart, thinking that no one was worthy of his precious son.But Lin Chen was still young at that time, he didn't understand what they were talking about, he just licked a lollipop and sat in the yard with Leng Ming watching the pomegranate flowers.Licked twice, stopped, looked at the fiery red pomegranate flowers and said, "You must be able to play the piano."

Hearing what he said, Leng Ming smiled and stretched out his hand to touch his nose, "Do you think your future wife can play the piano?" Then he picked up the heavy Lin Qu and let him sit on his lap, "We Mu Mu asked It's really not low, it was used by your mother."

He only thought that Lin Chi might like the music teacher at school, because Lin Chi always mentioned that the music teacher could play the piano.

Later, Lin Chi grew up day by day with the pomegranate tree in the yard.Spring and autumn came, pomegranate flowers bloomed and fell for a few years, Leng Ming looked at Lin Chen who was growing up, he was happy and gratified. On the day Lin Chen won the award, Lin Mu cried with joy, touched his chest excitedly and said, "If it wasn't for me How can I ask a famous teacher to help you..." Halfway through the sentence, he choked up, remembering that he had suspected that Lin Chen was mentally deficient.

"Mom." Lin Chen was dull and clumsy, he didn't know how to comfort his crying mother, so he could only call her shyly.As the child grows up, when he reaches adolescence, he always doesn't know how to speak to his mother who is a woman.But not with my father.

Leng Ming remembered that when Lin Chen held Lin Mu's shoulders and looked at him helplessly, the father and son looked at each other and smiled. After the laugh, he heard Lin Qiao say, "Thank you, Dad."

"Why are father and son saying this?"

"Thank you dad for patiently teaching me since I was a child. Although the competition teacher my mom hired is important, the key is that my dad helped me lay a solid foundation."

At that moment, Leng Ming felt extremely relieved, and really felt that having Lin Qiu was more worthwhile than anything else.

With Lin Chi, he was happy and comforted, but he was also angry and annoyed.When Lin Chen dropped out of school and left home without saying a word.

At that time, Lin Mu's body had already sounded the alarm. Knowing that Lin Bi had left home, Lin Mu was sick in bed and began to reflect, "Is it because I interfered too much, and Mu Mu is tired of him?"

"How could it be?" Leng Ming retorted her, thinking that it is only natural for children to take the route arranged by their parents. It is obviously for your own good, and it is obviously to save you from suffering. "It is because he is not sensible, how can you Blame himself? What could his child know?"

When he said this, Lin Mu looked at Leng Ming in shock.Leng Ming still remembered Lin Mu's answer later, "I never thought that one day you would become such a father, and I thought I would be the one who couldn't let go of Lin Chen."

Leng Ming never thought that there would be such a day when he and Lin Mu would switch moods.Outsiders only thought that it was Lin Mu who took care of Lin Chen tightly, while Leng Ming looked at him as the open-minded and empathetic one. Who knows, there will be such a day when the two of them are completely reversed.

"Alas—" Leng Ming sighed, raising his hand to support his forehead, recalling Lin Qiu's growth all the way, he suddenly felt that he was getting old, and gradually couldn't do what he wanted.But Leng Ming didn't let him go. Lin Chen still had a long way to go in life. He was in a car accident and his body and spirit were fragile. As a father, he couldn't let Lin Chen go.

The door outside the room rang, and Leng Ming sensed that it was Lin Qiu.

"Lin Chi!" He yelled and got up, and when he opened the door, he saw Lin Chi hurried towards the gate.He chased after Lin Que who was about to run out, "Where are you going, Lin Que?"

"I'm going to figure something out."

"No!" Leng Ming sternly reprimanded him, "You can't go anywhere! We'll go home in the afternoon, and you can't go anywhere!"

Lin Chi looked at him with pleading eyes, "If I don't go, I will regret it."

"You don't understand! It's no use figuring that out now, listen to Papa and let's go home. Papa's doing it for you."

"Dad." Lin Chi called him, and looked at him seriously, "Are you really doing this for my own good? Then why don't you consider my mood? Did mother face grandpa like this back then?"

Regardless of the mood of the person concerned, just blindly saying it is for your own good, that is old-fashioned and stubborn.

The moment Leng Ming lowered his hand in a daze, Lin Yi grabbed the door and ran out.Leng Ming didn't react for a while, and when he did, he just looked at the shaking door in front of him.

"Brother Ming?"

Leng Ming turned around and looked at Lin Mu, "Did I do something wrong?"

Lin Mu stepped forward and hugged him, "I don't know either. In fact, I'm also worried. I'm worried that it's my mistake to let him go."

One of them is a father, the other is a mother, one is worried that their rigidity will trap their children's pace, and the other is worried that they will not be able to recover from their indulgence. They are all afraid that their improper management of their children will lead to big mistakes.

The married couple sat hand in hand in the living room, silent to each other, just reviewing in their minds, reviewing the situation of their only baby growing up little by little, and occasionally glanced at the door, expecting Lin Qiu who had figured things out to come back by himself.

As long as he comes back, no matter what happens, they are all one family, no matter what happens, it is Lin Qiu, their child, they have to wait for Lin Qiu, and when he turns around to know that there is such a family.

From day to night to dawn the next day, Lin Chi never came back.

The person didn't come back, the phone didn't answer, the text messages didn't reply, they couldn't sit still as parents, and finally they called the police.

"Hello, my son has lost contact. He he he...he has a bad head, no no no, his intellectual behavior is normal, but he can't be stimulated. He hasn't come back since he went out yesterday."

"Hi ma'am, please don't worry. How old is your son? When exactly did you lose contact? Please describe his height and shape if it is convenient for you."

"He is 24 years old this year. He is about 1.7 meters five in height. He is very thin and weighs only 110. He ran out yesterday morning and hasn't called back since."

"Height 114, weight [-]? She is such a lady. We salvaged a corpse from the river last night. The identity is unknown. The appearance is similar to what you described. If it is convenient, please come here..."

With a sound of "Boom!", Lin Mu's phone fell to the ground.