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"The Pediatrics Department of this hospital is very famous, and there are many children patients like us in the inpatient department. Therefore, volunteers often organize and perform some small shows to make the children laugh." Yuan Hao looked at the auditorium and ran around. Looking at Shang Lin's disappointed eyes, the children forced a smile and said, "It's just that there are too many children and it's difficult to organize, so it may not be as formal as you think."

Lin Chen leaned back in the wheelchair in disappointment, and pouted his mouth again. He came here full of expectations. When he heard that he was performing in the auditorium, he thought it would be a serious and disciplined performance like on TV.He felt that Ning Fei should perform on such an occasion, and now there is such a messy scene in front of him. Children in hospital gowns look alive and well, shuttling behind the pillars under the table, volunteers in red vests weakly leaning on the wall and shouting , "Don't run away."

How is this different from a community park?

Yuan Hao tried his best to arouse their interest, "Didn't you say you can play the piano and sing? You can also perform on stage."

Lin Chen waved his hand, "I can't, that's Ning Fei."

"I'm not going to perform on stage." Ning Fei refused very simply. The old-fashioned piano on the stage was covered with dust in a corner. He glanced at the tired and panting volunteers around shouting at the children. Who would have thought that this was a self-service For performances, whoever wants to go on stage, no one will watch anyway.

Yuan Hao didn't care, just looked at Lin Qiao with a smile, as if he had figured out that Ning Fei's opinion was not important, and Lin Qiao was the key.He squatted down in front of Lin Qiu's wheelchair, and he saw Ning Fei's vigilant expression out of the corner of his eye.Yuan Hao thought it was funny and smiled more cheerfully, and said to Lin Chen, "I have my own selfishness. I also want to watch the performance. I haven't gone out for a long time and I'm so bored. You don't want to make this trip for nothing, do you?"

Lin Chen felt the same way, he also stayed in the ward for too long, heard that there was a performance to watch, and went out excitedly, thinking about going back to that dreary ward now, Lin Qiao would prefer to stay here for a while, he turned his head and just To look at Ning Fei, Ning Fei immediately stared back at him, Lin Chi was stuck in the wheelchair and lost his mind.

"Lin Chi?" Yuan Hao called him again.

"I..." Lin Chen moved his hand to his mouth in some embarrassment and bit his finger.Ning Fei wanted to help him refuse, but before he could open his mouth, he heard Yuan Hao say, "I haven't played the violin for a long time, and now my body has lost the energy. But I really want to have another chance to get closer to music. Singing is also good. Playing the piano is also good, let me listen to it once."

Lin Chi looked at Yuan Hao's mournful look, and finally nodded reluctantly, "Okay." After nodding, he turned back to look at Ning Fei.Ning Fei frowned, Yuan Hao shrank back when he saw the trembling.

Surprisingly, Ning Fei did not reject Lin Chi directly.

Lin Qiao was looking at him, Ning Fei was a little loose, but when a child running with a ball in the distance almost bumped into Lin Qiao's wheelchair, Ning Fei was determined to send Lin Qiao back to the ward.

He discussed with Lin Chen, "How about we go back. There are too many people and chaos here, what if someone touches your wound again?"

"But..." Lin Yue pouted and looked down at Yuan Hao who was squatting in front of him, Yuan Hao showed obvious disappointment on his face.Ning Fei's tone turned bad again, "What do you think he is doing?! Let's go."

Lin Chi took a look at the frustrated Yuan Hao and raised his hand to hold down the armrest of the wheelchair. He was suddenly disappointed with Ning Fei. Yuan Hao was like this, so why didn't Ning Fei have any sympathy for him?He and Ning Fei got angry, "I won't go! Brother Yuanhao, let's go there. There will definitely be others who will volunteer to perform."

Yuan Hao was robbed by Ning Fei before he could make a sound, "Why did you call him brother?"

The topic suddenly went off track, Ning Fei was very concerned that Lin Chen only called Brother Yuanhao.

Lin Chen replied confidently, "He is older than me."

Ning Fei asked him angrily, "Then I'm older than you, why don't you call me brother?!" Ning Fei got angry and folded his hands, and glanced at Yuan Hao who was squatting in front of Lin Qiu's wheelchair, clearly seeing him In his pocket was the paper airplane he had folded for Lin Qian.

Lin Qiao was speechless, he didn't really want to call Brother Ning Fei, he liked to be called Ning Fei, even though Ning Fei was bigger and taller than himself, but Lin Qiao felt that maybe if he catches up again, maybe he can catch up Ning Fei.Only now, he can only get the balance in his heart by directly calling Ning Fei's name, it seems that only by calling Ning Fei's name, he feels that he is enough to go to Ning Fei.

Seeing that Lin Chi didn't speak, Ning Fei became more and more anxious, and looked at Yuan Hao angrily, as if wanting to swallow him alive.Yuan Hao was overwhelmed by his stare, feeling that she was being hurt, she raised her face and smiled at Ning Fei.Ning Fei looked at Yuan Hao and smiled at himself, took another look at the paper airplane in his pocket, then turned his head away as if he didn't want to see him, and muttered softly, "What's so good about him, the good-looking is only good-looking in the past."

When Lin Chen heard this, he felt that Ning Fei's behavior was not good at all, how could he slander a patient?Lin Chen was fighting against him, the more dissatisfied Ning Fei was with Yuan Hao, the more he wanted to treat Yuan Hao well, so he stretched out his hand to pull Yuan Hao's hospital gown, and said with a smile, "Brother Yuan Hao, push me over. "

Ning Fei clenched her fists angrily.Yuan Hao smiled helplessly, and when she stood up on her knees, her body shook twice with great effort, "I'm sorry, Lin Qiu, my body may not have the strength to push the wheelchair for you."

"Ah." Lin Chen loosened Yuan Hao's clothes in annoyance, he felt that he seemed to have said the wrong thing.Ning Fei looked at Lin Chen's self-reproach, and felt that Lin Chen was too innocent and kind-hearted, so why did he criticize himself in the first place?Ning Fei sighed, pushed the wheelchair without saying a word, and pushed Lin Chi to the front of the stage.

Lin Chen still lowered his head, still blaming himself for saying the wrong thing to Yuan Hao just now.Yuan Hao also felt a little sorry, but he didn't know how to cheer up Lin Chen, and the atmosphere became awkward again.

"Pricking!" A piercing sound made Lin Qu and Yuan Hao cover their ears at the same time.It was Ning Fei who came over dragging a chair, and he put the chair next to Lin Qiu's wheelchair, still sounding not so friendly, "Sit down."

Yuan Hao smiled and nodded to him as a thank you.Ning Fei looked at Lin Que again, and Lin Que happened to look at him again, but Lin Que immediately lowered his head again.Ning Fei reached out and touched the top of Lin Qiao's head, the movement was very light, and she couldn't think of something to comfort him, so she just said, "You don't want to listen to my singing?"

Lin Chen lowered his head and let him touch the top of his head, muttering softly, "Aren't you unwilling to sing on stage?"

"Then I am willing now, can you smile at me happily, as an encouragement?"

Lin Chen raised his head carefully, met Ning Fei's serious eyes, and smiled at Ning Fei with the corners of his mouth pulled.Because of his anger, he smiled unnaturally at first, but Ning Fei gently touched his head with sincere and gentle eyes. Seeing that Lin Qian gradually forgot about being angry with him, the corners of his mouth opened wider and wider, and finally gave him a sincere smile. Ning Fei gave a big smile.Ning Fei touched his head a few more times, stretched out her hand to pinch Lin Qiu's plump cheeks with a smile, and then turned around and jumped onto the stage.

The audience was still chaotic, and not many people noticed Ning Fei who jumped onto the stage.Ning Fei cleared his throat and glanced at Lin Qiao who was sitting in a wheelchair in the middle of the stage, took a deep breath and sang the French song he had learned for a long time.

The stage was empty and there were no microphones, but Ke Ningfei's voice was clear, and the singing echoed in the auditorium.

Sitting in a wheelchair, Lin Chen looked at Ning Fei on the stage with fascination, and heard Yuan Hao say in his ear, "He really sings very well, I think he is a talented person."

"Yeah. I think so too."

Lin Chi propped up his chin and was fascinated by listening to it. He turned his head inadvertently, and saw people gradually gathering around him.The children who were running and chasing stopped, stopped because of Ning Fei's singing.Lin Chi looked at the people who were listening to Ning Fei's singing seriously, and smiled gratifiedly as he turned back to look at Ning Fei on the stage, "I knew his singing could attract people."

"Well, I envy him."

Lin Chen turned his head to look at Yuan Hao, who still had the usual smile on his face.Lin Chen felt a little strange, why Yuan Hao was always looking at smiling, but always looking sad.

Because although the corners of the mouth are forced to be upturned, the end of the eyes has never been bent, so the smile always seems a bit difficult to blend.

Yuan Hao just smiled and looked at Ning Fei on the stage, looking at the face of Ning Fei who was singing seriously, it was different from the fierce face in the past, and it was rare to show tenderness.Yuan Hao could tell that Ning Fei had such an expression because he was facing Lin Chen right now.

Looking down, he looked at the pair of shoes he gave him on Ning Fei's feet, and muttered to himself, "I used to really want to learn music, but I didn't have the chance. I know my body well."

"Don't say that..." Looking at Yuan Hao's blue face, Lin Chen really couldn't say something beautiful against his will.

Yuan Hao just stared blankly at Ning Fei on the stage, "So I envy him very much. If possible, I hope he can take this road well. I probably put my regrets on him."

Lin Chen looked at Yuan Hao's thin side face, and remembered the high-spirited look in the photo he showed him. He asked Yuan Hao, "Did you play the violin very well before?"

"Yeah." Yuan Hao nodded, with unwillingness and disappointment in his eyes, "I pull very well, I won the prize."

Lin Chen saw the complicated expression in Yuan Hao's eyes, and looked back at Ning Fei on the stage, Yuan Hao's trembling voice sounded in his ears, "But my life is probably over here. It seems that fate insists on going against me, You see, my name is Yuan Hao, which means a beautiful flower and a full moon, but my illness is capricious. Obviously I have the talent to play the violin, but repeated treatments have made it impossible for me to pick up the bow. Looking at Ning Fei , I am really envious and unwilling."

That sounded a bit jealous.

Yuan Hao also found out that after being ill repeatedly for a long time, his parents quarreled over his illness, and his younger brother was always mourned in the corner.So he always forced himself to laugh, hoping that his parents would be harmonious and his younger brother would be cheerful.This was the first time, the first time he had shown his emotions.It was too painful, and the thick and long needle was inserted into the lumbar spine, and the body would twitch with pain afterwards.But he didn't dare to cry, didn't dare to cry, he suppressed the pain and just smiled, in order to make his tired family members less worried.

No one knew that the torment of illness made him afraid in the middle of the night, curling up, biting the corner of the quilt and crying secretly, not daring to recall the music he once loved deeply, which would only leave a scar in his heart.Countless nights of crying secretly, it was all because he kept remembering the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus in the courtyard that kept him awake until dawn.

Put away the little emotions that were accidentally revealed, but still try to smile.He looked at the new pair of shoes on Ning Fei's feet, "I gave this pair of shoes to him, and it will be considered as taking my place in the music road that I couldn't continue."

Lin Qiao looked at Ning Fei who was singing on the stage. Ning Fei's expression was soft at this time. That's why Lin Qiao was never afraid of Ning Fei who deliberately made a cruel appearance, because Lin Qiao saw it from the very beginning. From the day Ning Fei sang, he saw the gentle expression on Ning Fei's face outside the door, so no matter how fierce Ning Fei's expression was, he was not afraid.

Lin Chi knew that he was a bit stupid, his mind seemed to be covered by fog, and he couldn't see things clearly.

Let Ning Fei take the future life path for Yuan?Is this good?What about Ning Fei's own life?

Lin Chi couldn't figure it out.

Yuan Hao looked at the bewildered Lin Chen, smiled and pointed to Ning Fei on the stage, "Look at him, he can sing well, and he's also good-looking, and he might become a star in the future. The road of music should be like him. Talented people come and go, just passing by my unfinished dream."

Lin Chen only heard Yuan Hao's words that Ning Fei could be a star.He looked at Ning Fei who was singing on the stage, his eyes lit up, he slapped his head and said, "Yeah, why didn't I expect that Ning Fei would be a big star in the future!" My own picture book, took out a pen and scribbled on it.

Yuan Hao looked at Lin Chen, who was serious about painting, and said to him, "Then please help me supervise him, and walk this road well with my dream."

Lin Chen bit his pen and looked at Yuan Hao.

Yuan Hao looked up at the stage, and thought of the sweet-scented osmanthus in the yard again. Someone pestered him to play the piano under the tree. After the song was over, he went to him and brushed away the fallen flower spikes, "Don't be with me. Play with the person who plays the viola, the road of music is very hard, I will accompany you."

It is very hard.Repeated practice is boring and boring, encounter bottlenecks, irritable and impatient, always accidentally trapped in emotions, and loneliness cannot be relieved.

"So Lin Chi, you have to stay with him."

As if I had another ending with him.

"Of course I will accompany Ning Fei. Because he will become a star in the future, then I will definitely be honored." Lin Kai lowered his head and wrote with a smile, feeling that the future will be smooth and there will be no changes.

The singing stopped, Lin Chi wrote, and the children who had stopped chasing started laughing and running around again.The auditorium became noisy again, and it was Lin Chi who was louder than the chasing children.Lin Chen clapped his hands vigorously, and his voice overwhelmed everyone.Yuan Hao was amazed that he was so energetic. When he looked carefully, his palms were all red.

Yuan Hao was in poor health and lacked strength, so he clapped his palms twice and then stopped, but Lin Qu was still clapping.

Ning Fei stood on the stage and looked at Lin Chi who was applauding all the time.He looked anxious.He wanted to tell Lin Qu, who was applauding vigorously, not to pull on the wound with such force.But he was obsessed with the encouragement that Lin Chen gave him, and in the end he just stood on the stage and looked at Lin Chen who was clapping vigorously, as if even the world was good.

On that day, Ning Fei, who was originally dispensable to music, suddenly had a dream, a dream of wanting to applaud himself proudly in Lin Chen all the time.Because of this dream, Ning Fei stood on the stage and smiled, a smile he had never had before, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were bent.

Lin Qu and Yuan Hao in the audience stared blankly at Ning Fei like this, because Ning Fei, who was very different from usual, was so good-looking, Lin Qu was stunned for a while, and it took a long time to remember Ning Fei's smile.Lin Chen also had a dream that day. He hoped that Ning Fei would have a bright day, and that he, who was stupid and untalented, could find another way to touch music.

I want to be related to Ning Fei, I want Ning Fei to always shine.