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"Mu Mu."

"uncle?"

As soon as Lin Chen entered the door, he was a little surprised to see Lin Xian welcoming him at the entrance, and Lin Yao was equally surprised, "Dad?"

Lin Xian heard Lin Qiu call his uncle without hesitation, and patted Lin Qiu's head in relief, "It seems to be all right."

Lin Chen lowered his head. He was not in good condition before, and it seemed that the whole family was worried, "Uncle, I'm sorry for making you worry. Where is Grandpa? How is Grandpa recently?"

"Grandpa is doing well recently. I heard that you are much better. Knowing that you will move back in two days, you happily urged me to come over and see if there is anything I can do to help." Lin Xian said, pinching Lin Qiao The thin shoulders couldn't help frowning, "Lin Yao is the same, why did you take Mu Mu out at night? What if he is not in good health and turns around and catches a cold?"

Lin Yao turned around with the corner of his mouth curled up, as if he didn't want to talk to him.

"What's your attitude?!"

Hearing Lin Xian reprimanding Lin Yao, Lin Quan felt sorry, it was Lin Yao whom he asked to cover for him.He wanted to explain to Lin Yao, "It's not Uncle, it's me who wants to go out..."

"Okay." Lin Xian interrupted Lin Yao, "I don't know what her temper is? You don't have to speak up for her." Turning around, Lin Xian began to teach Lin Yao, who had a stiff neck, "Look You, don't stand up, you don't look like a girl, at home, the old man protects you, it doesn't matter if you want the wind or the rain, but it's the same outside, you are our Lin family everywhere Yes? The phone calls from Ling Shi have come to me! Okay, what are you doing at the racecourse?"

Lin Yao's words were a lesson, but he blushed when he told Lin Yao that it was his own fault that Lin Yao would make trouble at the racecourse.

"Uncle, it's not Yaoyao's fault, it's me..."

"What's wrong with me?"

Lin Chen couldn't help but help his forehead, most afraid of Lin Yao talking back, the father and daughter have been like this for so many years.

"You usually don't care about me, and you teach me as soon as you come, why?"

"Just because I am your father!"

"What do you do like Dad?!"

"You!" Seeing Lin Xian raised his hand, a slap was about to land on Lin Yao's face, Lin Yao still stuck his neck and looked neither humble nor overbearing.

"Uncle!" Lin Yao stopped him, and Lin Xian's raised hand just stopped in the air, because Lin Yao stared at him with tears in his eyes, "How much do you look like a father?"

Lin Chen couldn't bear the misunderstanding between them, so he separated Lin Xian and Lin Yao, stood in the middle and pulled down Lin Xian's embarrassingly raised hand, "Uncle, I don't blame Yaoyao, it's all because of my willfulness, it's me... My fault……"

Lin Yao lowered his head, he made a mess at home again, if only he didn't play with his temper and followed Ning Fei, if he didn't ask Lin Yao to cover himself, so that he could run to see Ning Fei Well, it will not cause a quarrel between Lin Xian and Lin Yao, it's all my fault.

Lin Chen blamed himself, counting his guilt over and over again in his heart, and then found that everything that happened revolved around the name Ning Fei, and finally he wished it would be better if there was no Ning Fei.

However, when he thought about it, his heart felt like a needle prick.

"What about me? What should I do then?"

Ning Fei's question seemed to be right in his ears.

Why?Why should I care about his questioning?It's obviously not my fault, and his life has nothing to do with me, he's living a good life, isn't he?

Lin Yao found that Lin Chen's breathing was too rapid, and she knew that Lin Chen was blaming himself again, so she couldn't help calling him a fool in her heart.It’s not been a day or two since she and Lin Xian have been arguing so much, why bother to blame herself, she doesn’t care if Lin Xian blames herself first for everything that happens, this is not a problem caused by Lin Chen, it is a deep-rooted problem between their father and daughter over the years The problem, a father who never sees people all the year round, but always scolds first at critical moments, a rebellious daughter who refuses to listen to discipline, who is too lazy to explain and only talks back, has always been like this, and no one has thought of changing.

"It has nothing to do with you, so there is no need to explain to him." Lin Yao pulled Lin Chi back.

Lin Yao knew that when he was taken away by Ning Fei at the racecourse, Lin Chi would feel ashamed, especially if he said such a thing in front of his elders.

"But..." Lin Chen anxiously looked at the stubborn Lin Yao.

"Okay." Lin Mu appeared in time to resolve the stiff atmosphere in front of her eyes. She first stepped forward and stroked Lin Yao's face. Lin Yao's stubbornness suddenly collapsed.

Lin Mu embraced Lin Yao's shoulders, patted them lightly like a child, turned his head and said to Lin Envy, "Why do you blame the child when you come here? We all know that Lin Yao took Lin Yao out to buy mobile phones. Young people are outside It's normal to delay for a long time, Lin Chen must have wanted to stay outside for a while before coming back after being bored for a long time, it was the same before, it was Lin Yao who wanted to play, and Lin Yao came to please people in a hurry. The brothers and sisters have been like this since childhood."

As soon as these words came out, Lin Yi lowered his head with red ears, and Lin Mu also patted Lin Qiu on the shoulder, "I don't blame you, we saw you too tight before, it was because my parents didn't understand your feelings, who would think What about those locked in a cage? It won’t happen in the future, and when you go back, your mother won’t stop you wherever you want to go. Just remember to go home.”

Lin Chen shook his head, "It won't happen in the future, I won't go anywhere, I'll stay at home with you guys."

"Sister! It's because you guys always spoil her, that's why she's always so indifferent!"

Because Lin Mu was in front of him, Lin Yao would not talk back, but just glared at Lin Xian.

"Look at her!" Lin Xian pointed at Lin Yao's nose angrily, "Look at her like that! Do you think I'm serious!"

"Okay." Lin Mu pressed down Lin Xian's hand that was pointing directly at Lin Yao's nose, "Are you going to stop because I have a breast cancer attack?"

As soon as these words came out, the three of them bowed their heads and became restless children who made mistakes.

"Sister, I don't mean that."

"Okay, Lin Yao has the same temper as you, and both of them have the personality of talking back more and more. I think Yaoyao is a person who knows what's in his heart, so you don't have to always criticize her like this."

"You too." Hearing Lin Mu's words, Leng Ming couldn't sit still any longer, "Or if you don't open your mouth, just poke everyone's heart."

"If I don't do this, can they shut up?"

"Okay, both children go in and rest, we still have something to say."

"Auntie." Lin Yao pouted and held Lin Mu's hand, still caring about Lin Mu's words just now, "I don't mean to be angry with you, I am angry with no one." Lin Xian.

The veins on Lin Xian's forehead were twitching, hindering Lin Muzai, he resisted the urge to scold Lin Yao.

Lin Mu smiled and stretched out his hand to scratch Lin Yao's nose, "What a master who doesn't want to suffer, let's go in."

"Oh." Lin Yao pouted in response, and passed in front of Lin Xian triumphantly, as if he had won the quarrel and pissed you off, and he was almost in the living room before he remembered Lin Que, and then turned around and pulled Lin Que past the three of them Your Excellency goes into the room.

Lin Yao was dragged by Lin Yao to pass between the three of them, and he couldn't help but look back, seeing the three of them standing so close at the entrance and talking about something.

It wasn't a private topic, and he didn't deliberately lower his voice. Lin Chi, who couldn't keep turning his head, vaguely heard some of their conversation.

First, Leng Ming said, "When we go back in two days, I will go back to the company to help you. Dad's health is not good. You have worked hard for the past two years, and you have worked hard for Yaoyao to run back and forth like this."

"Forget it, you'd better accompany sister and Mu Mu first."

"But the company has been in the past two years..."

"The company's operating conditions have not been very good in the past two years, and this year's annual report is not satisfactory, but fortunately, the stock price is stable. I have seen that the company's stock price has risen a lot in the past two days. Don't worry too much. Dad founded it. I will keep the company."

When Lin Chen heard them talking about the company, seeing their serious expressions, he also became worried. If his parents, who were tired from a car accident, hadn't stopped work to take care of him, his uncle wouldn't be so tired.

His worry didn't last long, Lin Yao pulled him into the room, closed the door, and blocked his worry.

When the door of the off-angle room opened, it was the person Ning Fei didn't want to see.

"why is it you again?"

The man on the other side shrugged, "I can't help it. I have no money, and you ignore me. I have to come to the Ning family to ask for it."

"If I give it to you, why don't you still use it to gamble."

"Hey, I heard that the Ning family arranged a marriage for you, saying that it was the young lady of the Ling family. Not bad, I thought the Ning family would deal with you. Work hard and take down the young lady of the Ling family. If that's the case..."

Ning Fei raised his eyebrows to look at the person who was tirelessly talking, "In this way, you won't have to worry about having money to gamble for the rest of your life?"

"That's not the case. Anyway, you are not recognized by the Ning family, and the Ning family's property is not your share. If you go to be the son-in-law of the Ling family, don't you have to worry about it in the future?"

"Then did you ever think that I would be aggrieved?"

"Tsk, you see that you haven't learned any lessons in all these years, why don't you understand? What is aggrieved? It is aggrieved when you don't have money!"

How can Ning Fei not understand, he understands, it is aggrieved to live without money, these are what the mother in front of him has walked away without saying a word for so many years so that he can personally experience it.

If you don't have money, you will be aggrieved, but if you have money, you will be empty.He had already seen it, from his mother, that unrecognized people like them ended up in this way, but Ning Fei felt that he had a chance, a chance to avoid living an empty life like his mother.As long as Lin Chen can come back, he can return to his side.

Ning Fei asked back, "Then what happened later? Are you happy that you lived a good life in the name of your father's mistress?"

"Of course I'm happy when I don't have to worry about money."

"Then why do you want to gamble? Isn't it because life is too weak?"

She used to be poor but free, and when she met like-minded people, she thought she was another poor and free person just like herself.At that time, Young was desperate, thinking that it would be good for the two of them to be together for a long time, and there was no need to care about other things.It's a pity that life taught her reality, and children made her worldly, and it's really impossible to have no money.

Poor and lowly couples are sad, and it is difficult to raise children without money.She begged in a low voice, with a look of no self-respect, and his eyes were red with anger. They once promised each other that they would love each other purely for the rest of their lives.So as revenge, she was imprisoned, with no freedom and no dreams, and she was always pleasing for money.

Please, get the money, and finally protect the life of the child, but there will always be humiliation.As time passed, the tight string broke.The moment the string was broken, something inside was silently pulled away, the eyes were empty, life was hopeless, and the passion of holding the guitar and holding the microphone in the past could no longer be found.Only the sound of rubbing mahjong was a bit like the sound of drumsticks falling, and everyone shouted like they were back in the bar. After she finished singing, someone would cheer and whistle.

Losing one game at a time, throwing out a lot of money, rolling up his sleeves and screaming loudly, "One more round! I will definitely win back!"

I know, I will never win it back, but I am always unwilling, so I will lose every time I lose.Gambling became her only hope in life, her only passion.

"Oh, I'm not reconciled to losing. It's just bad luck. Maybe I'll win it back someday." Facing her own child, she also smiled mischievously, as if she wasn't the one who sang freely in the past.

Ning Fei looked at the woman with a greasy smile on her face and deep lines around her eyes, and for the first time he called her "Mom" sincerely.

The lines at the corners of the eyes stretched, because the eyes widened, the unappetizing smile disappeared, and there was an expression of disbelief on his face.

"Mom, live with dignity. I don't hate you anymore, but I won't forgive you either, just please don't appear in front of me again in the future."

There is no way to hate, because she is a mother, there is no way to forgive, and also because she is a mother.She had given up her dignity for herself, and she had once severely abandoned herself.

Brother Miao walked up to him holding the tablet and explained the schedule for the day.

"Push it."

Tomorrow's itinerary is set, but today's banquet is temporary.The banquet was arranged by Ning, and many people in the business district were present, and he asked Ning Fei to come and apologize to Miss Ling's family.Ning Fei didn't have the energy to keep spinning, and felt that after tonight's game, she would be powerless.

Tonight is another occasion that requires drinking. Ning Fei has a poor capacity for drinking recently, and he will get drunk after drinking a little. It's because he doesn't want to be sober.

"But..." Brother Miao still wanted to persuade him not to push the schedule so easily.

"Anyway, Ning Yan has a solution."

Brother Miao really has nothing to do with the wayward Ning Fei. Looking at Ning Fei's back in a straight suit, he couldn't help but shake his head. This pair of brothers from the Ning family is also strange. If you say they are close, they are not close. When they meet He's not very friendly, let's say he's not close, but Ning Fei has such a bad reputation, so Ning Yan still managed to make good arrangements for him.

Forget it, what do I worry about.Miao Gele was leisurely, put away the tablet and turned around to leave, when he ran into a woman he didn't know when he turned his head, he jumped aside in fright and sprained his foot.

"Why are you hiding behind others and making no sound? Who are you?"

"Oh, I'm Ning Fei's mother, and I'm just curious to see what itinerary you arranged for Ning Fei on your tablet. How about it? How much can Ning Fei get for a trip?"

Still don't give up, I'm his mother, if he says don't show up, don't show up?It's okay not to show up, at least give yourself a sum of money, who will listen to empty words.

"Is there anyone standing behind someone like you quietly?" Brother Miao looked at the person in front of him with displeasure, and the more he looked, the more familiar he looked, "Wait, did I see you somewhere? Did you What bar did you sing in? The one with the good guitar?"

"No, you've got the wrong person." The person who was actively poking his head just now shrank his neck and covered his face with his hands.

"I won't admit the wrong person." Brother Miao excitedly came up and walked around people, "I have heard you many times before, so you are Ning Fei's mother, I just said, the first time I saw Ning Fei singing always made me feel familiar."

"No, no, you have the wrong person, you have the wrong person."

Brother Miao turned around her to see her face clearly to make sure that he did not recognize the wrong person, so she covered her face and turned around to avoid Brother Miao.

"What are you doing?!"

Brother Miao raised his head and immediately lowered his head, carefully calling for someone to come, "Mrs. Ning."

"The Ning family's banquet tonight is not for you to make a fool of yourself!"

Hearing the anger in Madam Ning's voice, Brother Miao wisely left quickly.

The person who covered her face was still covering her face. She was self-aware and understood that Mrs. Ning didn't want to see her.

"Then I'm leaving too."

"Ah."

The two talked back and forth, and they seemed to be living in peace.Be careful of the woman who was walking close to the wall, and stopped by the intimidating Mrs. Ning, and asked boldly, "Why did you arrange a marriage with the Ling family for Ning Fei? Obviously... If you don't recognize him, give it back to me." He took that name."

The air froze for a moment, knowing that he was talking too much, he wished he could run away immediately, "I overstepped."

What are you?Dare to speak in front of the main room?

"I'm leaving right now."

"I think you're making a mistake."

"what?"

Madam Ning looked back at the woman with an inexplicable face.

"You're mistaken. I named him Ning Fei not because he was informal, but because he started everything right and wrong."

"what?"

A short sentence of two words echoed in the empty corridor, and it bounced back to the woman standing alone.

"All right and wrong is up to him?" The woman knelt down and covered her face, "He knows, he knows everything."

Knowing that there is him, the parents turn against each other and torture each other. Knowing that there is him, the ethics of the Ning family are abnormal and they will not live in peace.No wonder he said he didn't hate himself anymore.

It's better to let him think that his mother is a vain and gambling rotten woman, and the Ning family is a ruthless character who doesn't allow him to exist, so why don't he hate it?Now I really have no face to go in front of him again.