implication

"Wow."

Lin Qiao entered the door with a face of novelty, stood at the entrance and looked at Ning Fei's residence. Latte on the sofa raised his ears when he heard the sound, and quickly ran around Lin Qiao to "meow".

"Hello, Mimi."

Facing the enthusiastic latte, Lin Chi smiled and bowed his head to greet it.The latte that had been rubbing against Lin Qiu's calf stopped, looked up at Lin Qiu strangely, and seemed to realize that he was different from before.

Ning Fei followed behind him, bent down naturally to help him get the slippers, and when he stretched out his hand to Lin Qu's instep, Lin Qu panicked and took a step back, which woke Ning Fei up.

So many years have passed between them, enough to make the once intimacy become unfamiliar.Lin Chen's retreat reminded Ning Fei that he had already passed away, and only he was still immersed in the past.

Ning Fei got up and kicked the slippers to Lin Qiao.Lin Chen lowered his head and said, "Thank you."

The atmosphere was a bit stagnant, and Lin Chen's back felt cold, and he continued to cough, "cough cough cough cough."

Just riding a horse was startled by the wind, and finally fell on the wet haystack again. Lin Qiu's body couldn't stand such a toss. The constant coughing was a sign of a cold, and his calf began to feel a little painful. Not long ago, the place where the steel plate was removed was painful. .

"Don't stand at the door, go in first, I'll pour you some tea to keep you warm."

"Okay, thank you."

Every sentence of Lin Chen's words was followed by the thank you, which was too polite, as if deliberately keeping a distance.

Ning Fei didn't reply that he was impolite, but slowly raised his eyes and stared at him, as if he wanted to stare at him. Lin Que felt terrified when he saw him, and tried to smile. Finally, he couldn't bear such a straightforward look in his eyes, and turned around. I want to go to the living room.The latte was still wrapping around his feet, Lin Quan's footsteps were hindered, and in the end he had no choice but to bend down and pick up the latte, and carried him to the living room together.

"Mimi, why do you love to act like a baby?" Lin Chen said while holding the latte, pointing its nose.

Ning Fei withdrew his gaze, turned around and went to the kitchen cupboard to dig out the tea leaves. Before the water boiled, he had been standing in front of the cooking counter in a daze. When the water whined, he put down the tea leaves in his hand and went back to the entrance , Turn the door left and right to lock it.

"Cough, cough, cough." Lin Chen was coughing while sitting on the sofa with a latte in his arms. Ning Fei stayed in the kitchen for a long time and didn't come over. Fei's back looks heavy.

As a guest, Lin Chen was a little embarrassed to rush, but sitting dryly on the sofa really tested one's patience.Lin Chen couldn't sit still anymore, he turned his head to look at the apartment, and the first thing that caught his eye was the wardrobe.

Strange why the wardrobe is put in the living room?Lin Chi looked up to the second floor, could it be that the bedroom on the second floor couldn't fit in?

Although curious, it's not good to go to someone's bedroom without the owner's consent for the first time.Lin Chi withdrew his curiosity about the bedroom, turned his head and continued to look at other things, wow, there is a retro record player.

After discovering something new, Lin Chi threw away his latte and got up to go to the record player in the corner of the living room.

He touched the big speaker of the vintage record player, looked it up and down, "I don't know if it can be used."

There is also a record on the lower floor, which seems to be usable.

"If Ning Fei agrees later, let's play this record and listen to it." Lin Chi withdrew his hand, always afraid that he would touch too much, and it would be impolite to be a guest at someone's house, so he had to sit back on the sofa after thinking about it. The moment he turned around, his eyes were attracted by a row of upside-down photo frames on the TV cabinet.

Why are those picture frames turned upside down?

"Meow--"

The latte lying on the sofa wagged its tail and barked at him, like a hammer hitting a triangle iron, with a continuous "ding--" sound, something went away, but the ripples kept swaying.

Lin Chen's heart was beating fast, and he was so excited that he wanted to open the upside-down photo frame.

"Cough cough." He coughed again.

"Here comes the tea." Ning Fei heard the coughing non-stop, and hurriedly brought the tea, but there was no one on the sofa in the living room. Ning Fei turned around in a hurry, thinking that the person had disappeared out of thin air again, like six years ago, with too much movement. Guo hurriedly sprinkled tea, which just happened to splash on his tiger's mouth, and he didn't hold it. The teacup in his hand fell to the ground, and the hot tea leaves spilled all over the floor.

Lin Chen turned around in shock, Ning Fei looked at him with his red hands hanging down.I don't know how he feels, six years, six years since he disappeared from his side, Ning Fei always remembers the day, and suffers every day.

Ning Fei stared at him fixedly, and then turned to look at the photo frame on the TV cabinet that he deliberately turned upside down.From the moment he entered the door, he was so calm, just like an ordinary visitor who came to visit, obviously this is the place where they lived together, but he behaved calmly, without any trace of nostalgia for the past.

The photo frames were taken down by Ning Fei when he couldn't get over it, but he didn't want to put them away completely, so he just put them upside down like that.I thought he was really so calm, but it turned out that he would also be touched.

"Are you alright?" Lin Chi looked at Ning Fei's red-hot hand, and stepped forward to hold it up and blow it with some worry. He remembered that Ning Fei practiced the piano when he was a child, and it's not good to hurt his hand, "It hurts." Does it hurt? Does it matter?"

Before Ning Fei could answer, Lin Chi began to help him blow the red spot on the back of his hand, "Huh—"

Without the politeness at the beginning, everything is so natural.

Ning Fei looked down at him, he was so close to her, not as hazy as in a dream.Ning Fei first looked at his chin, it was different from the one in his dream, he didn’t have a beard, and then looked at his cheeks, he lost weight, not only did the flesh on his face disappear, but his cheeks were even a little sunken, thin Too much.Finally, look at the nose and eyes. The tip of the nose is still round and upturned. It may be because he is thinner than before. The bridge of his nose has finally stood up a bit as he wished. Because of the thinness, the eyes appear bigger. It’s just that he has no spirit. The whole person looks Look listless.

"pain."

Lin Chen blew for a long time, thinking it would get better, but Ning Fei still complained of pain.

He couldn't help it, he was very flustered, and he grabbed Ning Fei's hand, "What should I do? Does it hurt? Is there any wound medicine at home?"

After asking three questions in a row, Ning Fei just looked at him in a daze, while Lin Chi was even more anxious seeing him stunned. He had no choice but to drag him to the sofa, let him sit down for the time being, and find the medicine box by himself.

When he sat on the sofa, Ning Fei came back to his senses. There was nothing he could do. He had never sat on this sofa in the past six years. Latte disagreed. At this moment, Latte was licking his claws leisurely, and did not drive away the person sitting on the sofa. Ning Fei.Ning Fei was overjoyed, and looked up again, Lin Chi was about to reach for the medicine box.

Ning Fei mistakenly thought that he was going to leave, and grabbed his hand tightly, "Don't go!"

"No, I'm just..." Lin Chen originally wanted to ask him where he put the medicine box at home, but before he finished speaking, Ning Fei grabbed his hand and pulled him to bend over. Before he could react, Ning Fei grabbed the back of his head with his other hand.

Lin Chen's eyes widened, a little unclear, Ning Fei was kissing him right now.Before his brain started to work, the world was spinning, Ning Fei put his arms around his waist and led him to turn around, and he was lying on the sofa. Ning Fei pressed him and held his face, making him unable to move.When the jaws were pried open, Lin Chen instinctively resisted.

"Uh-huh!"

Unable to make a sound, only a sobbing sound came out of his throat, pushing Ning Fei away with his hands, but he couldn't push Ning Fei away.Lin Chen's strength was too weak, even though he had been doing rehabilitation training, he still couldn't exert his strength after lying down for too long.

"Um!"

Ning Fei was biting him, Lin Qiu frowned, feeling some pain.During the six years, Lin Ling's taste has always been light. In the first two years, he almost ate liquid food with nutritional supplements. He has never eaten spicy food. Even his mouth is sensitive and fragile. Such intense disturbance is burning and painful.

His calf was trembling, his whole body was chilling, Ning Fei pinched his chin to prevent him from resisting, the other hand pinching his waist had already pulled the corner of his clothes out of the belt, and stretched it in hastily.

Lin Qu shook his body, Ning Fei's hand moved up along the ribs.

Who can help me?

He could only shout in his heart, but couldn't say it out of his mouth, Ning Fei was entangled with him.I couldn't speak, I couldn't hit with my hands, I just eagerly groped around and found the cat's tail.Latte didn't know when he jumped onto the back of the sofa, and just dropped his tail.

Lin Chi had no choice but to pinch the tail of the latte.The latte-fried hair jumped over the heads of the two of them, jumped onto the coffee table and smashed things all over the floor.

Ning Fei raised his body, Lin Qiao looked at Kong Zi and waved his hand, trying to push him away.

Lin Chi knew that he was no match for Ning Fei, so this time he used all his strength to try to push him away.It's just that he was too hot, his strength was not enough to slap the other person hotly, but it was enough to scratch the skin with his nails.Ning Fei's neck was scratched by him.

Both of them were a little terrified, one was lying quietly with his eyes wide open and his hands raised, the other was propping up his body and covering his neck and stared blankly, neither of them quite believed that such an accident had happened.

"Sorry, I……"

Lin Chen subconsciously wanted to apologize, after all, he was the one who hurt him.As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he realized that the situation was wrong. He was obviously the one being bullied. While Ning Fei was still in a daze, Lin Quan pushed him away and stood up. When his feet landed, he happened to be stepping on something broken. Iron just frightened and shattered something.

Unable to care much, even looking for slippers lazily, Lin Qian ran towards the gate on tiptoe with his pierced foot.

Hearing the sound of the doorknob shaking, Ning Fei jumped up as if waking up, afraid that he would disappear without a sound again, this time she had to keep him by her side in everything she said.Originally, I was going to grab someone back, but when I landed, I saw a slipper on the ground. Thinking about it, I leaned over to pick up the slipper. I didn’t know where it was kicked. Ning Fei squatted down and stretched his arms to search under the sofa. .

Seeing that the door couldn't be opened, Lin Chen knew that he needed a key. He tiptoed on his pierced foot and limped back. He had to hurry up to find the key.

Back in the living room, the eyes of the two collided again, and they were taken aback in embarrassment, not knowing what to say.

Ning Fei was looking for the missing slipper under the sofa, while Lin Qiu stood with his clothes scattered and bare feet.

"I'm going home, give me the key." Lin Chen sniffed, feeling inexplicably wronged, he asked Ning Fei for the key.

Ning Fei ignored it, and lowered her head to continue looking for slippers under the sofa.After finally hooking up the slippers, he held a pair of slippers in his hands and dusted off the dust, got up and walked in front of Lin Qu with the shoes in his hands.

Lin Chen stepped back on tiptoe, he was a little scared instinctively, Ning Fei did what he did to him just now, which made him feel terrified, but he didn't dare to ask why he did that to himself.

Ning Fei went forward step by step, Lin Qu retreated step by step, looked back, the door was locked and could not be opened, turned around and saw the wardrobe placed in the living room, Lin Qu opened the wardrobe and got in without thinking, and hid inside Close the door of the cupboard and grab it tightly from the inside.

With Ning Fei's strength, it was useless for Lin Chen to hold on to the cabinet.

Ke Ningfei hesitated, because the people inside were shaking, and the two cabinet doors that were not closed tightly knocked.

The outstretched hand tightened, and the backhand knocked on the cabinet door.

"Dong dong dong."

"Lin Chen, are you there?"

The tone was flat, just like the days when they were together in the past, it didn't seem to be a particularly big deal, it was just a little bit of trouble that raised some emotions.

Lin Chen became inexplicably calm, his hands were no longer shaking like a sieve.He sat in the closet and looked up, Ning Fei's face could be vaguely seen in the gap between the two closet doors.The soles of the feet ached.

How do you have little dolls?

It was you who pushed the doll through the soles of my feet.

I have to give Ning Fei a surprise.

Ning Fei, are you okay? !

Have you ever smashed Ning Fei's nose?

"Ning..." Lin Chen opened his mouth, his mind was in a state of confusion, and there were always such and such words echoing in his ears, and the forgotten memories seemed to be put into the current wardrobe by himself. No one opened it, and occasionally, a little bit leaked from the gap.

Ning Fei didn't force him to come out, because he was anxious to scare him, but why didn't he explain a word?From entering the door to now, apart from being polite, there is no meaning to explain at all?Why did it disappear back then?Did you finally get tired of chasing and chasing, did you turn around and just follow your family with your packed suitcase?

It's also my own fault.Ning Fei blamed himself for turning around and leaving in a moment of anger. He just wanted Lin Qiu to chase him out, chase him out, explain to himself, and promise himself that he would never leave.It's a pity that he got angry and became stubborn. He originally planned to wait for Lin Qiu to chase after that corner, and then get out of the car by himself.But Lin Chi never showed up at that corner.

"Jingle Bell--"

Ning Fei's cell phone rang, and both of them withdrew from their respective emotions and returned to reality. No matter how they were in the past, they now have their own involuntary control.

It was Brother Miao who called to urge him to catch up with the schedule, and he had notified Ning Fei of a platform event before.

"Don't go, okay?" Ning Fei used a discussing tone with Brother Miao for the first time, and now it is not a situation where he can leave easily.

"No, this is arranged by Ning Yan for you."

Ning Fei sighed and rubbed her temples, looked up at the closed cabinet, but there was still no sound inside.Ning Fei gritted her teeth, feeling that both of them need time to calm down.He put the slippers in his hand neatly in front of the cabinet, went to the toilet, found the medicine box and placed it behind the slippers, turned his head to look at the latte huddled under the coffee table, and asked it to help him take care of Lin Chu with his eyes. After all this, Ning Fei put on his coat and went out.

When Lin Chen heard the door knock, he still sat motionless in the closet, light came through the cracks, he never saw Ning Fei's figure again, knew that he was gone, and left without leaving a word.He sat in the cabinet for a long time, until he heard the cry of latte outside, and he carefully opened the cabinet door.

The first thing I saw was the medicine box on the ground. The cold medicine was specially taken out and placed on top of the medicine box. I thought he was coughing, and I was afraid that he would catch a cold.

"Ning Fei..." He called out Ning Fei's name. When he came out, he didn't notice that he was stepping on something again. The punctured part of his foot hurt when he touched it. When he looked down, it turned out to be a slipper. When looking for the keys, Ning Fei was looking for slippers under the sofa in a hurry. It turned out that he was looking for his slippers.

Lin Chen's heart softened and he was confused at the same time. He didn't understand, Ning Fei was obviously a good person, but why...why did he do such a thing to him just now?

The first thing he did when he put on his slippers was to go to the front door and try to open it. Sure enough, the door was still locked and he couldn't get out.

"Why? Why did you do this to yourself?"

There was a cat meowing behind him, Lin Chi turned his head and saw Latte following him, he squatted down and touched Latte, "I'm sorry just now, I only pinch your tail when I'm in a hurry."

Latte put his forehead against his palm regardless of previous suspicions.Lin Chen smiled, and his mood suddenly improved because of the comfort of the latte, "Ahem."

Still coughing, it seems that he is really going to catch a cold. Lin Kai has not been in good health for the past two years, and his immune system is also weak.Looking up at the odds and ends in the living room, Lin Chi pursed his lips, feeling that he was also responsible.There was still hot water that Ning Fei had just boiled in the kitchen kettle. Lin Chen took a deep breath, forgetting the unhappiness just now, first drank cold medicine with the hot water, and rolled up his sleeves to clean the living room after drinking.

He hasn't done physical work for a long time, although the housework is not tiring, it is considered overloaded for Lin Chen's current body.After working for a long time, Lin Chen finally cleaned up the living room, and sat on the sofa to rest, sweating from exhaustion.Things were not over yet, he counted the daily tasks with his fingers, and the doctor assigned him, "I took nutritional supplements in the morning, and went to the doctor for a follow-up visit during the day, what else is there?" He counted with his fingers, and there were There are a few things to do every day, but sometimes he is easy to forget, so the doctor asked him to write a diary, "Ah! Diary!"

When he just woke up from the car accident, his memory would be reset every day, and every day was the same day for Lin Chi.Every day when Lin Chen opened his eyes, he would still think that he was a freshman who had just started school. He would wonder why he was lying on the hospital bed unable to move, and then stood beside the bed with a vague impression of a man and a woman who took the trouble to explain to him, "Mu Mu, you hurt your head in a car accident."

When he was able to move a little, the doctor asked him to write a diary.Instead of repeating his parents, let him write down what happened every day, and save the next day to reset his memory and look it up again. In addition to helping his memory sorting out, it also reduces the burden on the man and woman who call themselves his parents.Because they repeatedly explained to Lin Chen every day, they were also in pain, even Lin Qiu could see it, especially the woman who claimed to be his mother, who always choked up at the end.

Keeping a diary is effective, but it is also painful, because Lin Chi looks through it every morning and finds that what he records every day is the same. When he reads the diary he wrote before every day, the pain will not increase, as if falling into an endless cycle space.He also tried not to sleep, thinking that this would change, but even after three days without sleep, the situation was still bad, he still woke up every day and relied on the diary to remind him.In addition, there are also problems with his cognition, unable to integrate concepts.I know about my father, my mother and my family, I know about Leng Ming and Lin Mu, but I can't connect the concepts no matter what.This situation lasted for a long time, and everyone including Lin Chi thought that this situation might last for a lifetime, and things turned around unintentionally.

On a very ordinary day, when Lin Chi had recovered from lying down and unable to take care of himself to being able to sit up, the doctor still came to give him cognitive training in the afternoon.He still doesn't know how to associate the name with the title.

"Doctor, do you have to call by title? Can't you just call by name?"

The doctor replied, "But it will make them sad?"

"Why? If you know who is shouting, you can respond. Why should you be sad?"

"Because it's not just a title, it's love that connects the family. When you think of that person's name, you have to know that because of love, you will call them mom and dad."

"Love?" Lin Chi still couldn't understand, he already lacked the ability to relate concepts, "It's love that connects family members? Doctor, does love hurt?" Lin Chi asked, clutching his heart, "Why does it hurt here? ?”

The doctor explained it to him for a long time that day, but Lin Chen still didn't understand, but that night he had a dream, in which there was a blurry figure, that figure worried him, made him cry out in pain, scared Leng Ming and Lin Mu He stayed by the bed all night, but after that night, Lin Chen's memory went straight, his diary stopped repeating, and his clock finally started to tick down, but his cognition still didn't recover.

"By the way, write a diary." Diary is a very important task for Lin Chi, and everyone thinks that he can wake up from memory reset because he insisted on keeping a diary.Because he didn't bring a diary, Lin Yi had no choice but to take out the white paper that Zhang Ningfei used to write lyrics from under the coffee table, "I want to try to go out to see a doctor alone this morning, Leng Ming, um..." Lin Yi I am talking to myself while writing, and I have to pause every time I write something related to my parents, because I can’t remember what I should call them.

"...Ning Fei suddenly became very strange. He suddenly pushed me onto the sofa. This kind of him made me feel scared, and my heart was always trembling and painful..."

After finishing the diary with difficulty, Lin Chen lay exhausted on the sofa, muttering to himself, "Sofa. Sofa again."

Lying on the sofa, he couldn't help thinking about what happened just now. He just wanted to get up, but Latte jumped up and got into his arms and lay down. Tie intends to close his eyes and rest for a while.

Probably because the cold medicine finally took effect, and the drowsiness gradually came up, especially when YouQi was still holding something soft in his arms.Lin Chi's upper and lower eyelids were stunned, looking at the TV cabinet opposite, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't set up those photo frames to take a look.

What the hell is in those picture frames?The upside-down photo frame always attracts people's attention, and I really want to stand it up and have a look.

Curious and sleepy, Lin Chen blinked his eyelids for the last time, his eyelids were completely stuck, and he still couldn't support himself to get up and pick up the photo frame to see what happened.