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"Lin Chen, listen to me!"

After Leng Ming left, Lin Yao had a chance to speak, and she grabbed Lin Chen's hand, "To tell the truth, in life, for an immature love, an unstable relationship, to give up your dreams, give up your focus Career is irrational!"

Lin Yao is still not optimistic about the relationship between him and Ning Fei, "Besides, you have only been together for half a year, how long has it been? The period of passionate love has not yet passed, and the relationship is always dizzying when it is the hottest. After that, Can you guarantee that the two of you will continue to be better in the future? How old are you, how old is he, can you withstand the temptation in the future? Besides, Ning Fei has advanced to the competition, will he be able to live a stable life in the future? That is a flashy entertainment circle! Well, take a step back, even if you can still be together in the future, can you bear that kind of loneliness? That kind of loneliness where he is being held up by everyone on the stage and you are looking down on the stage? Really, You listen to me, you are a fool to give up your career for a relationship!"

Lin Chen lowered his head and did not speak. He knew that what Lin Yao said was right. One should never give up oneself for the sake of others, but if he was asked to give up Ning Fei... Lin Chen tightened his grip. OK.

"Actually, what I do is very ordinary. Even if I succeed in my studies, I'll just be bored in that windowless studio all day long. It's not a big career."

But Ning Fei is different, he needs the stage, he deserves to shine, his career is not worth mentioning compared with his, he can't distract Ning Fei, this is a hard-won opportunity.

"There is no distinction between big and small careers!" Lin Yao's voice suddenly became louder, hating Lin Yao for his incompetence, "What you put your heart and soul into is your big career. Rather than him..."

Although he didn't want to say it too bluntly and hurt Lin Qiao, Lin Yao still felt that Ning Fei didn't look like someone who was willing to start a family and settle down early. His appearance and behavior were obviously not a satisfactory and reassuring object.

"It's better that he isn't worth letting you give up."

"Isn't it worth it?"

"Think about what you did for him? What did he do for you? You took out all the coming-of-age gifts that grandpa gave you to him to pay off the debt!"

"You can't say that. Ning Fei also takes good care of me. You see, a life idiot like me can't even wash clothes, don't put sheets on quilts, and always wash dishes one by one. Ning Fei usually does the housework, and even the cat litter is always changed by Ning Fei. He has done so many things, but he doesn't even like him very much for latte. If I don't like him anymore, Ning Fei It shouldn't be so sad."

Lin Yao's voice was a bit weak, he knew that his words could not convince Lin Yao, but he still wanted to help Ning Fei speak, at least let Lin Yao know that Ning Fei is not what others imagined, Ning Fei is very good, he has always treated himself all good.

They will continue to be like this in the future!Maybe?

Thinking of Ning Fei's leaving figure this morning, Lin Chi hesitated for a moment, was he too sensitive?It should be because he is sensitive, because they agreed early on that they would always be together in this life, and he had already classified Ning Fei as a family.

At this age, I still believe in my promise.

"Lin Yao!" Lin Yao excitedly called his name, "What do you want me to do? I have already made a compromise with my family, please persevere, and persevere in your own way, because you are persevering, at least I feel relieved I'm glad that at least one of us has gone to pursue his dream."

It turned out to be like this. Looking at Lin Yao who was out of control, Lin Chi somehow thought of Yuan Hao. He suddenly understood how heavy Ning Fei's life has been all these years. At this moment, his own feelings are probably not as extreme as his. One, it turns out that carrying other people's dreams is such a breathless thing.

Lin Yao realized his gaffe, and stopped turning his head to bite the straw and drank the grapefruit juice in his glass in one go.This glass of grapefruit juice is really bitter, but it is healthy. The feeling of drinking it is similar to the feeling of being arranged by your parents to walk your life. You know the direction is right, but you don’t like it in your heart.

At the same time, the taste of this glass of grapefruit juice also made Lin Yao sober, and remembered that Leng Ming was a dark-bellied person.

"Leaving aside the rest, I don't think my uncle is as talkative as you see."

Choosing one of the two may be just a tactic to delay the attack, and it may be that in the end, Lin Chi just draws water from a bamboo basket in vain.

"Lin Chen, listen to me..."

"I want to be alone."

Lin Yao wanted to say more, but Lin Qian didn't want to listen anymore. Now it's useless for anyone to say it. The hangover from last night is still unresolved. Lin Qiao only feels a headache from listening too much.

"No, listen to me, uncle already knows about you..."

I know you pushed out the watch because of Ning Fei.But he didn't say a word about it just now!

"Lin Yao!" Lin Yao interrupted her by shouting her full name, turned his head to see Lin Yao's shocked face, knew that his tone was heavy, and helplessly lowered the volume, "I really have a headache , let me think about it by myself."

"Okay." Lin Yao looked into Lin Chen's eyes, and realized that it was useless to talk too much, probably from the very beginning, he made a clear choice in his heart.Lin Yao silently picked up his bag and got up to leave.

Lin Chi sat alone in the wicker chair for a while, and when the waiter came over and gently reminded him if he needed a refill, Lin Chi came back to his senses, looked at the time on the watch, and realized that he had been sitting for a long time.

He rejected the waiter with a smile, pushed away the chair and got up, the lunch break had passed long ago, he should go back to work.He lifted his foot and was about to leave when he suddenly froze.

After being stunned for a few minutes, Lin Chi really didn't know what to do and turned around.

He didn't know how to face the few masters who had taken good care of him for more than half a year, and he could even imagine the regretful sighs of the three masters when he bid farewell. After all, young people who are willing to learn crafts There were fewer and fewer people, and it was precisely because of this that the three masters treated Lin Chen with so much respect.

Lin Can walked aimlessly on the road, whether the streets paved with blue bricks made him knock on his toes, the next time he knocked on a stone and almost fell to the ground, Lin Can finally felt tired and wanted to find a place to sit for a while. sit.

In this way, he changed from one cafe to another, the one where he made the ring for Ning Fei before.Just like the first time he came here, Lin Chi went up to the rest area on the second floor with the mug in his arms.

Because school started and it was a working day, the workbenches on the second floor were not as full as when he came last time. Perhaps, as Lin Yao said, the enthusiasm for the new opening has dissipated, and everyone's sense of novelty has faded.

But there are still people there. Like Lin Chi, he came to this couple ring-themed cafe alone, and he seems to have seen it before.Lin Chen held the cup and stared at the girl for a long time, watching her smash the ring on the table with a hammer.Lin Chen finally remembered that it was the girlfriend of the boy who made the ring and shouted excitedly when he visited for the first time.

At that time, they were passionately in love, and they worked hard to make a ring for each other, put all their love into it, and cheered loudly after finishing, wishing to tell the world that their success was complete, at that time they were still confident, confident that they would never break up , That's why I said love loudly in front of so many people, and even held up the newly made ring, and swore a promise that I would marry her.

However, after a few months, the ring that symbolizes eternity is still not worth the four words that things are right and people are wrong.

"Tom!"

The falling hammer was accompanied by the girl's soliloquy as she cried.

"It's a big liar to say that you will marry me!"

"Boom!"

"It's just participating in one of the top ten singers on campus, and hooked up with others. Do you really think you are a big star?"

Lin Chi watched this farce alone without saying a word, and watched the ring being smashed bit by bit so that it was beyond recognition. It used to be a very passionate love.He glanced at the girl again, seeing her tears streaming down her face, sobbing uncontrollably, Lin Chen couldn't help thinking, would he also become so pitiful?

This morning Ning Fei hesitated and twisted the ring on his forehead in front of him, and then proposed to take this ring, this ring he carved with great care, with his wishes for Ning Fei on it, I think he has been wearing it all the time. Let blessings be like the East China Sea, Shoubi Nanshan's blessings have always followed him.

Will I be like this girl in the future?The lover became out of reach, and could only weep alone and complain that he abandoned himself.

Thinking about it this way, when Lin Chi went to look at the person who smashed the ring with a hammer, he saw his own face.

He shivered, hurried away without taking a sip of the coffee in his hand, trying to escape from his own worries, but he kept persuading him in his heart, no, no, Ning Fei would not treat me like this.

However, this kind of talk has become more and more convincing. In the end, it changed from a certain "No! No!" to a wavering "No, no." In the end, it was a rhetorical question. To myself, "Wouldn't it be? Wouldn't it be?"

Wouldn't Ning Fei treat me like this?

Lin Chen knew that he was not a smart person after all, and wanted to seek help from some people after thinking about things to no avail. At first, he wanted to go online to find netizens, but in the end he felt that the netizens could not understand his feelings, so he probably just persuaded himself to give up for others like Lin Yao. The cause is not worth it.Later, he wanted to find Shui Xin, but he was also afraid that Shui Xin would be worried, and after much deliberation, why didn't he go to Ning Fei directly?Didn't it mean that the person who untied the bell had to tie it?

Lin Chen didn't want to go around in circles anymore, he wanted to ask Ning Fei directly.

"Hello, Lin Chen? What's the matter? Are you calling at this time?"

Ning Fei's voice was still the same as this morning, and when Lin Chen heard his voice on the phone, he felt a lot in his heart.

"It's nothing, I just want to hear your voice."

"What's wrong? Did you miss me?"

"Ah."

Lin Chen's bold admission stunned Ning Fei.

"Could it be that I tapped the wrong sound again today and was reprimanded by the master?"

Normally, Lin Chi would only groan into Ning Fei's arms and beg for comfort when his master said he was careless.Ning Fei only thought that Lin Chi's work was not going well today.

"Hmph, no, I'm very proficient now, and I haven't made a mistake for a long time. I've already taken a few customizations from customers."

Ning Fei could tell that when Lin Chen said this, his voice was proud at the beginning, but for some reason he seemed a little frustrated at the end.But when he asked him what was wrong, Lin Chi just said it was nothing.This is not like the usual easy-to-understand Lin Que, Ning Fei felt that he was a bit confused.

"Lin Chen, what's the matter? Don't worry me by telling me."

"This morning..."

"Well, what's the matter this morning?" Ning Fei grabbed the phone and nervously repeated what Lin Qian said intermittently, "Is it because of a hangover, or because I didn't get enough sleep this morning?"

"Neither of them." Lin Chen shook his head, intending to express his concern, "You didn't squeeze my hand first when you sent me off this morning as usual, and you did the same when you were leaving. You quickly turned around and left."

"So it's this." Ning Fei heaved a sigh of relief. He thought that something was wrong with Lin Chen. It turned out that he was not happy because he left too quickly this morning and didn't look at Lin Chen as much as usual. Ning Fei realized that Admit your mistake, forget that Lin Chen is a sensitive adolescent, how can he not take care of the child's adolescent emotions.

"I'm sorry, Lin Chen. I was in a hurry to get the money this morning. The band paid me the performance fee. I want to go and transfer the money to your card."

Because when the money is in the account, Lin Chen will be very happy. Ning Fei wants to send money to his card earlier. Lin Chen can be happy sooner. Soothing his hangover.Unexpectedly, it made Lin Chen think wildly.

"And you said that you can no longer take me to and from get off work in the future."

"That's because I don't want the camera to catch your face."

"Ning Fei." Lin Chen called him, "In the future, when you become famous and become a big star, will you abandon me?"

"Lin Chen, what are you thinking!"

"Just say if you will." Lin Que clenched his hands nervously, but Ning Fei's smile came from the other end of the phone. The unscrupulous smile was completely different from the nervous Lin Que, as if Lin Que was talking about it. It was like a very funny joke.

"Lin Chi, do you know why the stars shine?"

"Huh?" Lin Kai didn't understand why Ning Fei asked this suddenly, but he continued to ask, "Why do stars shine?"

"The stars themselves don't shine. They just reflect a little light from the moon. Because of the moon, the stars can shine. Just like me, if I don't have you, I won't shine. What kind of big star, isn't it Lend your light. Tell me, how could I lose my moon?"

"I don't know." Lin Chen wanted to hear an affirmative answer from him.

"I mean, there's no way I'll ever lose you in my life. On the contrary, I beg you not to lose me."

Ning Fei was not joking, he seriously begged Lin Chi not to abscond with money like his irresponsible mother.

"I won't either."

"It's a deal, the hook cannot be changed for 100 years."

"No change for 100 years."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Chen breathed a sigh of relief, feeling amused that he thought too much.People regained their spirits, and because of Ning Fei's promise, they felt that they had the courage to face it.

He strode back to the studio. The three masters were anxious after not seeing anyone for a long time.Seeing Lin Chen came back, he wanted to torture him, but Lin Chen made a big move and bowed deeply to them.

"Masters, I'm sorry." Lin Chen lowered his head, feeling ashamed to face the three masters who carefully cultivated him, trying to suck his nose to keep himself from being jealous, "I'm sorry to let you down."

With a long sigh as expected, Master Lin came over and pulled Lin Qiao up, "It's okay, you should study hard at your age. If you still want to study after reading the book, then continue to come."

Lin Chen was grateful for Master Lin's kindness, but he didn't dare to look them in the eyes. He walked silently to the workbench he had used for more than half a year, put away the tools one by one, and put the wooden box that he had carved by mistake into a broken box. The clockwork movement was put into the bag to take away, and after wiping the workbench clean, he got up with the backpack full on his back. bowed.

After leaving the studio, Lin Chi took out his mobile phone with trembling hands and made a call.

"Dad, I've made up my mind." The backpack on his shoulders was heavy, and it was the result of his six months of learning the craft. Lin Qiu frowned, "If I had to choose, I would choose to be with Ning Fei."

Tears finally fell down, if it was Ning Fei, it would be worthwhile for Lin Chen to give up the path he was pursuing for him.

"Okay, I see. Don't tell mom yet, your mom is recuperating now, you can arrange some time to go back with me to see her."

This is not a difficult task. Ning Fei is about to go to a training camp, and he can spare time to go home with his father to accompany his mother, so Lin Chen agreed, "Yes. Wait until Ning Fei lives in the dormitory arranged by the TV station for the next two days. I'll go home with you."

"Okay." Leng Ming agreed very simply.

When Lin Chen hung up the phone, tears were streaming down his face. He raised his head and took a deep breath, thinking that the sadness would soon be over. Unfortunately, the backpack on his shoulders was too heavy, so he couldn't get through it easily. In the end, he still covered his face and was dragged by the heavy backpack He squatted down, buried his cheeks in his knees, cried loudly, and repeatedly said, "It's okay, it's okay, it's worth being with Ning Fei."