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"Don't go!" Ning Fei stood in front of Lin Qiu with his arms crossed to block him, frowning and looking more fierce than Hades.

But Lin Chen was not afraid of him.He has been holding back in this ward for too long, and it is an untenable reason to go out and get the paper airplane back, and it is also an excuse to make trouble without reason.

"I'm going! I'm going to get my paper airplane back!" Lin Qu puffed his cheeks and faced Ning Fei, who was frowning, just like an unexperienced baby seal facing a polar bear. There is no trick to save his life, all depends on his chubby confidence .

"I'll just fold it for you again." Ning Fei's tone was less aggressive, and even made a plea, "You're still recuperating."

"I don't want it." Lin Chi pouted more and more, knowing that Ning Fei would not do anything to him, and even pushed his limits, "If you tear up the magazine again, my mother won't even have a page when she comes back to read the magazine at night."

Ning Fei lowered his arms, still blocked Lin Qiao, stubbornly insisted on his defense line, "No way! Anyway, I can't go out."

Lin Chi pouted, raised his eyelids and looked at Ning Fei.His eyes are round like everyone else's, and they happen to be drooping eyes, so he slightly raised his eyelids to look at Ning Fei, with a pitiful grievance, and said in a pitiful voice, "And it was you who folded." Give it to me, I don’t want it to fall into other people’s hands.”

Ning Fei gave up his last line of defense. He gave up when Lin Qiu looked at him. When Lin Qiu said such words again, Ning Fei's heart was already waving a white flag.

"Then I'll go find a wheelchair. It won't save you from tearing your wound after walking a long way."

"Yeah!" Lin Chen nodded vigorously, and even grinned at Ning Fei.When Ning Fei saw him laughing at her like this, she couldn't help but think, if he smiled at herself like this again, did he know that he couldn't resist his laughter so he did it on purpose?

Ning Fei didn't dare to look at Lin Qiao again, fearing that if he saw too much of Lin Qiao's bulging cheeks when he laughed, he couldn't help going up to take a bite like last time.Ning Fei turned around and went out to look for a wheelchair. When he reached the door of the ward, he heard Lin Chi calling him, "Ning Fei!"

Ning Fei turned her head to look at Lin Qu, who still smiled and said to him, "I'll wait for you, come back soon."

The corner of Ning Fei's mouth was about to be uncontrollable, but he said lightly, "Got it, it's really troublesome." When he turned around again, a smile broke out on his face, and Ning Fei took Lin Qiao's sentence "I'll wait for you." "You" thought about it, and played back his smile, and suddenly remembered the white porcelain doll, and he thought Lin Chi was very similar.

Ning Fei quickly found the wheelchair, he was afraid that Lin Chi would be waiting.When the wheelchair was pushed in front of Lin Qiao, he patted the seat proudly, "Come on, sit down." He originally wanted Lin Qiao to praise himself, "It's so fast, Ning Fei, you are really good." It's a pity that Lin Qiao didn't , raised his feet, turned around and sat in the wheelchair with peace of mind, raised his arms and shouted happily, "Let's go!"

After Lin Chi yelled, the wheelchair was not pushed. He looked back at Ning Fei and saw the obvious dissatisfaction on Ning Fei's face.Before Lin Chen could ask, Ning Fei saw him turn around, hurriedly cleared up his expression, and then pushed the wheelchair.Lin Chen looked back with some doubts, and wondered in his heart, Ning Fei's temper was really getting more and more unpredictable.

The person with the same puzzled face was the one who picked up their paper airplane on the third floor.Like Lin Que, he looked at the two in front of him with some doubts, then laughed out loud and pointed at Lin Que and Ning Fei, "The one in the wheelchair is wearing shoes, and the one pushing the wheelchair is not wearing shoes?"

If he didn't ask, Lin Chi almost forgot, looked down at Ning Fei's feet, and was about to take off his shoes in a panic, "Ning Fei, put your shoes back on quickly."

Ning Fei held Lin Qiao down to keep him from moving, raised her head and said to the unattractive man, "Give us back the paper airplane."

Although this person didn't look very good-looking, he was easy-going, Ning Fei said so aggressively, he still smiled slightly and stretched out his hand to hand the paper plane to Lin Qiao.

Seeing the paper airplane coming back to him, Lin Chi smiled and stretched out his hand to take it, "Thank you." Looking up to meet the sick man's eyes, he was not frightened by his appearance, and returned him a careless smile as usual. laugh.Ning Fei was a little unhappy when he saw it, and twitched the corners of his mouth, muttering to himself, how could he smile like that to others.When I went to see the owner of this ward, there was fierce hostility in his eyes.

Lin Chi put the paper airplane on his lap, turned his head slightly to look out the window, "The kite outside your window seems to have been hanging for a long time."

"Ah, I made someone hang it up."

"Let me tell you." Lin Qiao still smiled generously, ignoring Ning Fei who was vigilant next to him, "I said, why did you hang the kite on the tree?"

Hearing Lin Chi's question, the pale man with a smile on his face turned and looked at the kite outside the window, "Have you read that article? The last leaf, someone was seriously ill and depressed, and his friend drew a picture on the wall outside the window for him to hope." A green leaf."

"So you hung the kite on the tree?"

"The kite is entangled in the tree, and it will be associated with the annoyance of the kite-flying person stamping his feet under the tree. After the tiptoe can't reach it, there will be the expectation of letting the kite fall by itself. Life is interesting when the two emotions are mixed. , Otherwise, I will be like me, hospitalized day by day, numb and lose my feeling. I want the kite hanging on the tree to remind me of the contradictory feelings in life.”

Lin Qiu tilted his head and looked at the kite outside the window, feeling that he could not understand what this person said.Ning Fei didn't care at all, he just felt that this person was too long-winded, thinking that the paper airplane that Lin Qu had been clamoring for had also been taken back, so he wanted to take Lin Qu out with a wheelchair.Coincidentally, the person standing in front of Lin Chen suddenly turned around and introduced himself, "Hi, my name is Yuan Hao."

"My name is Lin Chi." Lin Chi agreed happily, then turned his head and pulled Ning Fei's sleeve and said, "His name is Ning Fei. Ning Fei is very good, he can play the piano and sing."

Yuan took a good look at Ning Fei, and asked him with a smile, "Really?"

Ning Fei glanced at Yuan and finally did not answer, but it was Lin Chen who was happy to help him answer, "Yes! He is really good at the piano, and he sings well."

Yuan Hao looked at Lin Chen and smiled, "It's a pity. I used to be good at playing the violin. I was good at playing Mendelssohn's romantic pieces, but I'm afraid I'm unfamiliar with it now. I also wanted to find someone to play together, but I haven't played the violin for a long time now. .”

"You can play the violin?" Lin Qian looked up at Yuan Hao with bright eyes, "Then you are really good too."

Seeing Lin Qiao looking at others with the adoring expression towards her, Ning Fei suddenly felt uncomfortable, and said a little arrogantly, "Who knows."

Lin Qiao gave Ning Fei a slightly reproachful look, Yuan Hao smiled and didn't care much about Ning Fei's offense, but turned around and took out a photo frame from the bedside table and handed it to Lin Qiao.Lin Chen took it over and looked at it, and first let out a "wow" in surprise, then looked up at Yuan Hao, and then looked down at the person in the photo frame, with a look of disbelief on his face.Ning Fei also looked down at the photo in the frame. In the photo, the person had oiled hair, a suit and a bow tie, dressed for a performance, with a violin resting on his neck, and his chin was raised slightly, looking confident.

Ning Fei raised his head and took a careful look at Yuan Hao in front of him. Lin Chen had already expressed his doubts aloud, "Is this you?"

A smile appeared on Yuan Hao's pale face, "I've been sick for too long, and I'm ugly."

Lin Chi waved his hands hastily, "That's not what I meant. You look good."

Ning Fei frowned, "It looks so good, it looks like a dried date." Lin Qi pursed his lips and stared back at him, Ning Fei shrugged embarrassingly.

Yuan Hao didn't care too much, but thought they were so interesting, "I used to believe others praised me, but now I take it as comfort."

Lin Chen bowed his head and twisted his hands, apologizing for what he said was inappropriate.Ning Fei couldn't see him like this, and asked Yuan Hao without restraint, "What disease do you have?"

"Blood cancer."

After the sound, there was an awkward silence in the ward.Both Ning Fei and Lin Chen were at a loss and couldn't find a suitable topic to divert from.Yuan Hao smiled indifferently, "It's okay, I'm used to it. Anyway, the illness always keeps repeating like this."

"You will be fine!" Lin Qiu said a little excitedly, he was about to stand up from the wheelchair, but Ning Fei behind him pressed his shoulders to prevent him from getting up.

"Thank you." Yuan Hao thanked Lin Qiao, but her eyes fell on Ning Fei who was silent and bent down to help Lin Qiao cover the blanket.Yuan Hao looked at Ning Fei's feet standing on the ground wearing only socks, and then at the unsuitable pair of sneakers on Lin Qiao's feet, smiled as if he understood, and asked Lin Qiao, "Are there not enough shoes?" ?”

Lin Chen scratched the back of his head embarrassingly, "I lost my temper just now, and he coaxed me."

"Cough cough." Ning Fei deliberately coughed twice, interrupting the straightforward Lin Qiao.

The good-tempered Yuan Hao looked at the two people in front of him, one was blushing and scratching his head, the other was pretending to be serious but his ears were red, he laughed again, turned around and took out a new pair of shoes from his bed, "These are my shoes, new and never worn .”

"Thank you." Lin Chen thanked him, reaching out to take it, but Ning Fei stopped him.

"Don't take other people's things casually."

Lin Chen pouted again when Ning Fei said, "But I don't want you to walk barefoot."

"I don't care. In short, you can't take other people's things casually." Ning Fei glanced at Yuan Hao, who had a kind smile on his face, and secretly scolded Lin Qiu for not being up to date, and wondered if someone would take a stick on the road in the future. The lollipop was cheated away.

"I'm not a bad person." Yuan Hao squatted down with a smile and put down his shoes, "Look at how sick I am now, it's still difficult to abduct the little fat man."

"Don't call him fat man!" Ning Fei yelled at Yuan Hao unceremoniously.Both Yuan Hao and Lin Qiu looked at Ning Fei in surprise, and Ning Fei said with a somewhat unnatural annoyance, "Anyway, people can't call him fat man."

Lin Chi bit his lower lip, squeezed his smile, lowered his head and pointed his index fingers at each other, looking shy.Yuan Hao looked away from looking at the two people on the opposite side, shook his head and felt that he was making fun of himself, "Okay, it's just a pair of shoes, let's wear them."

"Yes, Ning Fei. Brother Yuan Hao gave it to you, so you can wear it."

Ning Fei was struggling in his heart, why don't you call me brother, how long did the person in front of you call him brother?Ning Fei's awkwardness didn't last long, because Lin Qiu came up and grabbed the hem of his clothes, shaking it and said, "Ning Fei, you can wear it. I don't want you to be barefoot."

"Then you have to call me brother too."

Lin Chen glanced at Yuan Hao, who was smiling at them, with embarrassment, and whispered, "Brother Ning Fei."

Ning Fei pretended to be angry and didn't hold back a smile. Realizing that Yuan Hao was watching with relish, she immediately returned to her cold face, and put on her shoes expressionlessly.

"Ah, it fits perfectly. Thank you, Brother Yuan Hao." Lin Chen helped Ning Fei to thank Yuan Hao.Ning Fei wore someone else's new shoes but turned his face ruthlessly, "Lin Chi, let's go."

"Hey." Yuan Hao stopped them from behind, "Are you guys coming to play tomorrow?"

Ning Fei was not willing to come, he wanted to be alone with Lin Chen.Lin Chen nodded happily and agreed, "Okay."

"Then I won't come tomorrow."

Hearing what Ning Fei said, Lin Chi panicked and grabbed Ning Fei's cuff, "Why?"

"You have someone to play with, I don't care if there is one less."

Lin Chen wrinkled his expression and looked like he was about to cry again, "Don't, why don't we play together?"

"It doesn't matter if there is one less." The gentle Yuan Hao said surprisingly, which made Ning Fei regret saying such words. He watched Yuan Hao walk to the other side of Lin Ling and took his hand, "I will accompany you tomorrow." You play, it doesn't matter if he doesn't come."

"But..." Lin Chen's voice sounded a little hesitant, which made Ning Fei even more nervous, and regretted how decisively he had just said.

"Tomorrow, there will be volunteers organizing a performance in the small auditorium of the hospital, which is specially for children patients. If you come tomorrow, I will take you to see it and let you see my violin."

"Really?" Yuan Hao successfully diverted Lin Chen's attention. Seeing that Lin Chen was about to let go of his sleeve, Ning Fei hurriedly interjected, "Your mother will definitely not allow you to leave the ward tomorrow."

"Ah, that's right." After Ning Fei said this, Lin Chen felt a little discouraged, but after a while he cheered up again, "But Dad is too busy at the company, and Mom may still be in the company to deal with things tomorrow. "

Ning Fei pursed her lips, thinking that what Lin Qiu said was right, otherwise why would she have a free time today to stay alone with Lin Qiu.

"Ning Fei, are you really not coming tomorrow? There will be a performance tomorrow. Brother Yuan Hao said he would play the violin. I thought you could also go up and perform, so that everyone can see how amazing you are."

"Well, this." Ning Fei looked at Yuan Hao on the other side of Lin Yi, "But didn't you find a new playmate?"

"I want you to come."

Yuan Hao saw the corners of Ning Fei's mouth twitching twice, as if trying to hold back a smile, shaking his head thinking that this person is really naive.

Ning Fei pretended to be reluctant and agreed, "Since you want me to come, then I'll take the time to come."

"Really?" Lin Kai looked up at Ning Fei with bright eyes, looking expectant.Seeing him like this, Ning Fei also lowered her head and smiled at him, stretched out her hand as if wanting to touch his head, twirling the back of Lin Qiu's head with her hand, and slapped Yuan Hao's hand holding Lin Qiu away.Lin Chen didn't pay attention.Yuan Hao stood aside, clutching his painful hand, looking at the two smiling at each other, just laughing.

"elder brother!"

When Yuan Hao came back to his senses, Ning Fei and Lin Chi had already left.Yin Jin was lying on the bedside looking at him and asked, "Brother, why have you been smiling since I came here, are you in such a good mood today?"

Yuan Hao patted his younger brother's head and said, "I met two very interesting people today."

"Brother, are you out of the ward?"

Yuan Hao shook his head, "No."

Yin Jin came up to hold his hand, "Brother, does it still hurt today?"

"It's okay, I'm used to it. Dad, how are you doing recently?"

Mentioning her father, Yin Jin lowered her eyes, "Well, it's still the same, always burying herself in work. Where's mom? How's mom doing recently?"

Yuan Hao suppressed his smile, "It's the same as before."

Yin Jin sighed and rested her chin on Yuan Hao's palm, "Mom, does she still pray to God and Buddha everywhere?"

Yuan Hao reached out and touched Yin Jin's head, "If it wasn't for me, my mother wouldn't be as obsessed as she is now, and she wouldn't listen to the absurd rumor that umbilical cord blood can cure my disease, so that you would be born in a hurry. In my shadow. As a result, now that your parents are separated, no one will take good care of you."

"Brother, don't say such things, I am very happy to be born as your younger brother." Yin Jin lay down on Yuan Hao's lap with a disappointed expression, closed her eyes and felt Yuan Hao's touch, "Brother Meng recently came to see you ?"

"No. I told him not to come, I don't want him to see my ugly appearance now."

"Brother Meng is moving out."

Yuan Hao touched his hand and paused.

"And he said he didn't want to be a doctor when he grew up."

"How is it possible? Their family has been doctors for generations. His father and grandfather forbade him not to be a doctor."

"Because he said he couldn't save you, so he didn't want to be a doctor when he grew up."

Yuan Hao dropped his hand, "It's my fault. It's all my fault."

"It's not your fault!" Yin Jin got up and grabbed Yuan Hao's hand, "He is not a doctor, when I grow up, I will be a doctor!"

Yuan Hao touched Yin Jin's face, "Xiao Jin, don't influence your future because of me, don't worry about me, and only do what you want when you grow up."

Yin Jin lowered her head, and said in a muffled voice, "Brother."

There were chaotic footsteps outside to disrupt their conversation, the door of the ward was open, Yin Jin and Yuan Hao turned their heads to look at the same time, and saw the nurses pushing the hospital bed passing by.

"I heard that the child with uremia in the next room finally got a kidney source."

"It's a pity." Yuan Hao touched his skinny body, "It's a pity that I have been sick repeatedly for so long, and my organs have failed. If possible, I would like to donate part of myself to live in another form." So As he said that, Yuan Hao's eyes lit up, making his long-sick and pale face reveal an ordinary look. He touched his eyes and said, "Maybe my eyes can still work."

"Brother, Mom won't agree. In her eyes, you are unique, even if in the end you really..." Yin Jin glanced at Yuan Hao, but didn't dare to say that word, even though it was an indisputable fact, "Mom, she can't accept that your body is incomplete."

Yuan Hao lowered his hand weakly, "Then I will completely disappear from this world."

"No! Brother, I will remember you! I will always remember you in my heart."

Yuan Hao glanced at Yin Jin expressionlessly, "Fool, memory is the most unreliable."

Yin Jin lowered her shoulders, and forced herself to cheer up again, raised her face and smiled at Yuan Hao, "Brother, I finally came here, let's talk about something happy. By the way, the new pair that Mom bought for you What about the shoes? They said they were reserved for you to wear when you were discharged from the hospital."

"Send it away."

"Give it away? Mom specially prepared it for you to leave the hospital!"

"I can't get out of the hospital anyway."

Yin Jin's aggressive spirit was repulsed by Yuan Hao, who had no desire to survive, and the two had no more words.After a while, Yuan Hao stared blankly at the door of the ward and said, "Xiao Jin, do you think that if I entrust my hopes and dreams to others, will I live in another way?"

"What does this mean?" Yin Jin didn't quite understand.

Yuan Hao turned around and smiled, "Maybe it's like an organ transplant?" After speaking, his eyes darkened, "Maybe it's heavier than an organ transplant."

"elder brother."

Hearing Yin Jin calling him, Yuan Haoqiang braced his eyes and still smiled at him, "Can you bring my violin here tomorrow?"

"But Dad doesn't allow..."

"Just this time."

Seeing Yuan Hao's earnest face, Yin Jin readily agreed.Yuan Hao smiled slightly, and reached out to touch his face, "I met a child in a wheelchair today, who is so innocent and cute. Looking at him always reminds me of you. You should always smile too."

"En." Yin Jin nodded in Yuan Hao's palm in agreement.