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"Lin Chi, it's really hard to ask you to meet."

It was the same coffee shop last time, when Yin Jin arrived, Lin Ling was holding a big glass of fruit juice and sipping.When he approached and sat down, he found that Lin Quan's feet were stepping on each other, and the shrunk trousers exposed a portion of his calf.Yin Jin looked at the silver chain on his ankle with interest.

What is hanging on it?Foot card?Why is it a bit like the contact information that family members gave away in case he was lost?

Yin Jin thought about it, her gaze shifted from Lin Qiu's ankle to his wrist, seeing Lin Qiu lighting his watch, looking like he was in a hurry, Yin Jin found it interesting, because his serious face was facing a children's watch .

Yin Jin propped her chin and looked at Lin Qiao, "What? Are you in a hurry?"

Lin Chi bit the straw and lit his children's watch, "Yes. It's my lunch break."

"Lin Chen, are you so busy?" Yin Jin put away her idle attitude, and sat looking at him, "I want to have a good chat with you, why don't you give me half a day's time, just pick your own fragments Time to perfuse me."

Lin Chen was a little sorry, there was no other way, he didn't want to waste his working time, the master taught him a lot recently, he had to practice, as for the rest time.Because Ning Fei is planning to go with the band in the near future, although he encourages Ning Fei to cherish the opportunity to go with the band, but he is still reluctant to leave Ning Fei selfishly, so he still wants to be alone with Ning Fei when he has a break.

There is really no time to spare, only to feel wronged Yinjin.As compensation, Lin Chi planned to have a generous treat, "What do you want to eat, I'll treat you."

"Really? Then I won't be polite." Yin Jin pretended to pick up the menu, "Then I want an iced Americano, a big cake, and a waffle. Why don't I have another snowflake ice in this hot weather?" , what else do you want?"

"You...do you eat so much?" Lin Qian put his hand under the table quietly, and he was counting how much blood Yin Jin drew so much with his fingers.Seeing that Ning Fei's birthday is approaching, he is still thinking about preparing a birthday present for Ning Fei.

Seeing Lin Chen's cautious look, Yin Jin stopped teasing him, smiled and threw away the menu, "Actually, I'm not very hungry. I'm just thirsty, just give me a sip of your juice." After speaking, she stretched her neck Just go and bite the straw in Lin Ling's juice glass.

"Ah—" Before Lin Yan could stop him, Yin Jin had already bit his straw and took a big sip.

"Ah bah bah bah." Yin Jin turned her head and stuck out her tongue, "What kind of juice do you order? It's bitter and sour."

"Lemon Grapefruit Juice."

Yin Jin frowned and looked at the glass of fruit juice that Lin Kai was holding in both hands, "Don't you like sweets? How do you drink this?"

Lin Chi pursed his lips, but did not answer.His nausea has become more and more serious recently, and he doesn't know if it was because Ning Fei was tossing him too much two days ago or because he has a bad appetite because of the hot weather, and he just wants to drink something sour.Ordinarily, if he ate less, his stomach should go down a bit, but not only did his stomach not disappear at all, it seemed to be getting longer, which made Lin Chi feel very worried, and the more worried he was, the less he ate.

A pregnant woman with a big belly sat on the rattan chair next to her. She seemed to have just come out of the mall and bought a lot of supplies for labor and put them on the table. The pregnant woman also had a glass of grapefruit lemon juice in her hand, and she complained while drinking, "It's really hard to be pregnant." It's hard work, I don't have any appetite at all."

Yin Jin looked at the pregnant woman at the table next to her and turned her head to look at the juice in Lin Chen's hand, "You drink the same drink as that lady, so you're pregnant too, right?"

Lin Chen's heart skipped a beat, Shui Xin teased him that his stomach seemed to be pregnant, and now Yin Jin is also making such jokes with herself.The ladyboy show on Master Liao's mobile phone has not been deleted, and the enthusiasm of their discussion has not gone down.Later, Lin Chen secretly logged on to the doctor-seeking website again, and the other party saw that he was vacillating and said that he would sell him a pregnancy test first.

how can that be possible?I shouldn't be that kind, right?But recently his body has become more and more abnormal. It stands to reason that he should have grown up, but he has neither a beard nor a beard. On the contrary, he has grown strange places.Lin Chi recalled that the doctor had told his mother to take care of her carefully.Is it because I will...

"Lin Qiao, Lin Qiao, what are you thinking?" Yin Jin danced her hand in front of Lin Qiao's eyes, pulling Lin Qiao back when he was distracted.

"Oh, it's nothing." Lin Chen licked his lips and felt that his mouth was a little dry. He lowered his head and wanted to drink juice again. When he was about to bite the straw, he remembered that Yin Jin had bitten his own straw. After thinking about it, he pushed away the juice and wrapped his arms around Ask Yin Jin who is opposite, "By the way, didn't you have something to say to me? Remember you send me messages all day long, don't you need to go to class?"

Yin Jin had a smirk on her face, "I--I don't really want to go to class."

"Why?" Lin Chen was puzzled.

"Why. Didn't you go to class?"

"That's because I dropped out of school."

Yin Jin's open hands suddenly closed and clenched.Lin Chen didn't understand why he became embarrassed, the two of them remained silent for a while, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

After a while, Lin Qiu suddenly came to his senses, "Don't tell me you want to drop out of school too?!"

Although Lin Chen was determined to drop out of school at the beginning, he knew that this move would hurt his parents who worked so hard to bring him up. He didn't want to be a bad example, so he persuaded Yin Jin, "No, it's not easy to pass the college entrance examination. Ah, you can't make your parents sad."

"But it's really boring to fish in troubled waters like this every day. Lin Qian, even you think it's good to live in a vague way? I feel like there is a leak in my heart. I thought you were different from others and would say Something different. It turns out that you are just an ordinary person."

Lin Chen was taken aback for a moment, not because of Yin Jin's sentence "You are nothing more than that".He has long accepted that he is a mediocre ordinary person, and he is nothing special, but he dropped out of school suddenly because he didn't fit his well-behaved image, and only did this one extraordinary thing.

What made Lin Chen stunned for a moment was that Yin Jin said that there was something missing in his heart, which reminded him of himself back then.He was the same way back then, feeling that he was a hollow nut, bent on finding a different direction.At that time, Ning Fei also persuaded him to turn back as earnestly as he is now.

It was only at this time that Lin Chen understood Ning Fei's intentions at that time. It was a good intention. He knew how much pressure it would take to find another way, so he advised him to take a broad road that everyone followed the rules.

Yin Jin knew that what she said was a bit impolite, and was about to save the atmosphere when she heard the person on the other side laughing.He asked with some doubts, "What are you laughing at?"

Lin Chen shook his head, "It's nothing." After covering his mouth and laughing, he coughed twice, and said to him solemnly, "Actually, didn't you have a plan in your heart? It's only when I turn around to persuade others that I realize this. It's useless. It's so strange, why do people who have taken a different path always persuade others to cherish their present? What's even more strange is that no matter how much they persuade, they still don't listen, because they have made a decision in their hearts early in the morning .”

"I...I...I want to..." Yin Jin lowered her eyes and did not dare to meet Lin Chi's gaze.

"Well, I understand. You have been looking for me just to give you more affirmation, so that you can make up your mind. It's just that I didn't expect that I would persuade you like this. Yin Jin, you are hesitating because you understand that the road of breaking away from the public is really not good Walk."

Yin Jin lowered her hands and looked up at the sky, "Lin Qiu, do you know? Actually, I wanted to be a doctor. I wanted to be a doctor since I was a child. It's not because of anyone. At that time, I just thought being a doctor was cool."

"When you were young, didn't adults often ask you jokingly, what do you want to do when you grow up?"

Lin Chen remembered that his father also asked him, and he told his father that he wanted to be the owner of a candy store, so that he could eat candy every day without looking at his mother's face.At that time, I thought that the owner of any store could have everything.

Yin Jin smiled again when Lin Chen mentioned his childhood dream, "Yeah, I thought so too. I thought being a candy shop owner would give me unlimited candy, I thought being a teacher would give me knowledge, and being an astronaut I would have it." In the universe, as a doctor, you can control your destiny. But Meng Yi’s grandfather told me, no, it’s not like that. The owner of the candy store can’t own candy, he just sells it. Being a doctor has to be tough. At that time, I thought he was talking about death It was only later that I realized that what he meant was to be hard-hearted.”

It must be tough enough to keep calm and make accurate judgments, not to be shaken by the life and death of the patient, not to be affected by the emotions of the family members, and let the rhythm of the operation get out of control.

He didn't believe it at the beginning, how can a doctor be hard-hearted?Aren't doctors saving lives and treating people? They have to empathize with patients.It wasn't until his brother fell ill that he suddenly understood.

My brother was sick, as if my brother had been sick before he was born.It is said that after he was born, his brother's illness improved a little.The days when my brother got better and was at home were the happiest days for him. My mother would hug him and kiss him, saying that he was an angel who saved my brother and their family.It was probably at that time that he felt that it was his mission to save others.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long. My brother's old illness relapsed, and the illness came and went again and again, and my brother gradually lost weight.It was also at that time that my mother was also sick, and her heart was sick. She hated the doctor for being incompetent and herself for being useless, and she changed from praising him to scolding him.The questioning of him in the past few days made him doubt his own existence.

"Why? Why is this happening? Didn't you say that cord blood can save Yuan? Yuan can't be cured. Why do I need you? Why do I want you?!"

The method of treating with umbilical cord blood was mentioned by Meng Yi's grandfather in private.My mother believed it, but many people said that there is not much scientific basis.When my brother's old illness relapsed and my mother went to ask Grandpa Meng Yi again, the Meng family closed the door to thank the guests.

Mom is sick, her heart is very serious.Dad couldn't bear to take himself away.This is how a good home is dismantled.

But he wanted to be a doctor, but he still felt that it was his mission to heal others, whether it was physical healing or psychological healing, whether it was healing a person or a family.He still wants to be a doctor, a good doctor, a good doctor who keeps his family from being broken up by diseases.

Mom hates doctors, it's okay without mom's support, but it's a pity that neither does dad.Probably because he was tired of the smell in the hospital, when filling out the volunteer application, he said lightly, "Forget it, Xiao Jin, don't live in your brother's shadow."

No, that's obviously not the case.I want to be a doctor not because of my brother, but because I want to be a doctor myself. I have wanted to be a doctor since I was a child.

But his father's words also let him understand that even his father's heart is sick.It turned out that they were most concerned about their brother.The death of their brother had affected them too much, even the hospital rejected them.

Yes, my brother is such an excellent person.

"Yinjin, what's wrong with you?" Lin Quan called out to Yinjin who was looking at the sky in a daze.

Yin Jin turned her head and glanced at Lin Qiao who was opposite.

Yes, my brother is such an excellent person. Didn't even Lin Chi reject the hospital because he witnessed his death?

"It's okay. I remembered that my grandfather who was a doctor told me that my heart was too weak, and it seemed that I was not suitable for the high-intensity profession of a doctor."

"Whether it's suitable or not doesn't matter what other people say." Lin Chen stretched out his hand to hold Yin Jin's tightly clasped hands, "I know, you actually just want to have affirmation, even if it's only affirmation from one person. Well, I’ve said the proper words, and here’s my suggestion. From my experience, I still hope you go home and have a good talk with your parents. Although I don’t regret my decision to drop out, I do regret cheating on my father. Mom ran away from home without saying a word, and when I was homesick, I didn't dare to call back. In fact, if I think about it carefully, if I communicated properly with my parents at the beginning, I might be able to get their support. Yin Jin , Let me tell you from the experience of someone who has been here, please communicate with your parents about dropping out of school.”

"But……"

"Don't be afraid. Didn't I support you?" Lin Quan said as he held Yin Jin's hand tightly, just like Ning Fei gave him a support when he was restless, he hoped that Yin Jin could also gain some strength .

"Okay, I won't talk to you anymore." Lin Chen withdrew his hand, Yin Jin almost reached out to grab it, but luckily he was still sober and restrained.Lin Chen looked at his children's watch, "It's almost time for lunch break, I have to go back. Think about it carefully, tell your parents seriously about some things, I think they will understand you in the end." Lin Chen stood up , before leaving, he did not forget to take care of Yin Jin, "You must tell your parents! Otherwise, you will regret it in the future."

"Lin Chi!" Yin Jin called to stop him.

"Huh?" Lin Chi turned his head, "What else is there?"

"Thank you."

Lin Chen smiled and waved at him, "It's nothing." He nodded his cheeks at Yin Jin again, "Don't be sad, be happy and smile."

This familiar sentence made Yin Jin finally laugh out loud from the bottom of his heart. It must be because of this sentence that his brother finally laughed before he left.

Ning Fei looked at the location displayed on the phone, curled her lips in dissatisfaction, "Really, I actually took such a long lunch break to meet other men. Lin Ling, do you have the self-consciousness of being a boyfriend?"

"What are you muttering all by yourself?" Shui Xin had just greeted those old friends, and coughed as soon as he sat down. Jiang Ze, who was cleaning the bar at the bar, immediately poured him a glass of water.

Ning Fei, who was lying on the bar, got up and glanced at a petite person standing not far behind Shui Xin, and frowned, "Aren't you unwilling to see your former colleague again? Why are you still entertaining?"

Ning Fei also knew that person, both belonged to the boss, but they were not on Ning Fei's line. Ning Fei remembered that Shui Xin and him were not very friendly before, why did they get in touch after they quit?

"Ahem, he's already quit that job, heck, ask me to borrow some money."

"Have a cold?"

Seeing Shui Xin shaking his head, Ning Fei didn't care, the topic was still on his former colleague, "Looking for you to borrow money? If he doesn't do that business, he squandered all his savings so quickly? Who is it?"

"Don't say that. He borrowed money for medical treatment. He's in this business for medical treatment."

"Hey, he still picks up guests when he's sick." Ning Fei rubbed his arms in disgust, and Shui Xin glanced at him and lowered her eyes.Ning Fei realized that his actions might have hurt Shui Xin, and then returned to his original serious appearance, "You are stingy, and I didn't see you lending me some money. I know that your money is not easy to come by, so don't lie to others casually." .”

"He didn't have an infection. It was Kallmann syndrome."

Shui Xin sighed, not because of the illness, but because he heard from this person that an old senior had AIDS in the past, and he heard that he always had a low-grade fever in the early stages, so he thought it was nothing, and when he found out, it was too late .Shui Xin's heart trembled when he heard that, his cold was always bad.

"What kind of disease is this? I've never heard of it before."

"It's a hereditary disease, so it doesn't affect your daily life, it just needs to be treated with hormones all the time. By the way, Ning Fei, I've always wanted to ask, do you think Lin Chi has this disease?"

Ning Fei looked at Shui Xin rather strangely, "What does this have to do with Lin Chi?"

"Don't you think it's strange? Lin Qian seems to have developed a little later than ordinary people. Anyway, he is eighteen, so he doesn't even have an Adam's apple."

The glass in Ning Fei's hand dropped to the ground, and the shards of glass scattered all over the floor.

"Ning Fei, although this disease is not life-threatening if it is properly controlled, daily life is always troublesome. Have you thought about the future? If Lin Chen is really like this, do you think about taking care of him for the rest of his life?"

"I... I didn't think about it." Although the water glass fell to the ground, Ningfei still maintained the gesture of holding the glass, "I never thought that Lin Chi would get sick, I think he will live a long and healthy life."

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