Moon is closed today

Blood, the sky full of blood.

Chang Yanqing, who was only ten years old, returned home after buying salt. What she saw was this scene. Her mother held a knife in her hand, which was the one used for cutting vegetables in the past. Her father, He fell in a pool of blood, and behind him was a pool of blood that spread out, lifeless.

"Qingqing, don't be afraid."

Mother threw down the kitchen knife that was still drenched in blood, raised her sleeve and wiped her blood-spattered face indiscriminately, and dragged her arm back to the room.

"Stay inside well, don't come out." The mother told her like this, reaching out to touch her, but she put it down when she saw the blood stains on it, and finally only gave her a loving look, went out and closed the door behind her back.

Then Chang Yanqing heard the sound of her mother crying outside, and it took a long time before it turned into a voice.

Mother is on the phone with someone.

"Comrade policeman, I killed someone."

The other party didn't seem to believe it, so he asked again.

"I did kill, it was my husband."

"The address is ×××, come here, I'm sorry to trouble you."

After the phone call, my mother started crying again. It didn't take long before the siren of the police car sounded outside the window, followed by the sound of the door opening, the man's stern questioning, the mother's calm answer, and the sound of the body rubbing against the floor.

The police car came and drove away.

Neighbors in the neighborhood came out to watch the fun, and Chang Yanqing heard them say through the window:

"Sin, a good family just disappeared."

"Murderous madwoman."

"The man in their family is really nothing. The mother and daughter have suffered a lot."

"Bad luck! The quarrel is the quarrel, why do you kill someone!"

After watching the excitement, the crowd dispersed.

The world suddenly became quiet, Chang Yanqing curled up in a small corner of the room, and finally couldn't help crying.

She seemed to lose her father and mother overnight.

It turned out that her mother dismissed her because of this.

Her head was still covered with gauze, which was beaten by the dead man with a wine bottle last night, and now she is crying and hurting the wound.

When he went out, the man was still furious, reprimanding the two of them, but now he has turned into a cold corpse, unable to speak.

He remains today forever.

The young Chang Yanqing didn't have any sympathy for this, he deserved everything.

Father, after he started gambling and drinking day and night, this beautiful word no longer belonged to him.

He ransacked all the valuables in the house, and he yelled at them, punched and kicked them when he was a little bit uncomfortable, as if the warmth in the past was a joke, and there was nothing left in the empty room except for the glass wine bottles lying horizontally something.

There are also those debts that their family will never pay off in their entire lives.

Those loan sharks look so vicious, every time they come to ask for debts and can't get cash, they will smash and rob some things. Every time this happens, the wimpy man will take his anger out on them, and it is common for them to have bruised noses and swollen faces.

Although the mother tried her best to protect her, her body was still covered with large and small wounds. The harder the protection was, the harder the beating was. No one could bear his anger.

The mother will only suffer more than she will.

Little Chang Yanqing fell asleep crying, until the next morning, when her uncle opened the door that sealed her.

The corpses and bloodstains in the living room have been cleaned up, as if nothing happened last night, except for the faint smell of blood floating in the air, showing the tragedy that happened here not long ago.

My uncle took her home and put her in a small room transformed from a warehouse. The room was dark and damp, the bed was hard, made of wooden boards, and with a thin quilt, it could last for a whole season.

Since then, Chang Yanqing has lived in her uncle's house, and she heard the news of her mother's imprisonment from neighbors in the neighborhood, and the time limit is five years.

The incident was very complicated, and the sentence was finally sentenced after several court trials. According to the law, the man was at fault first, and the mother was self-defense. She was only sentenced to five years.

On the day of the sentencing, my uncle went there, and when he came back, he watched her and sighed all night.

Because little Chang Yanqing always kept a straight face, neither cried nor made troubles, and didn't ask any more questions about her mother who was in prison, and her uncle's family regarded her as an ominous sign.

The whole family is really not very friendly to her. My uncle always looks sad when he sees her, and his face is full of wanting to get rid of this oil bottle. My aunt always speaks bad words to her, calling her "unlucky" and "God". "Evil Lone Star", but had to temporarily undertake the obligation of raising her.

When she was in junior high school, Chang Yanqing got No. 1 in the school, but her uncle asked her to drop out of school, because they had a child in the past two years, and there was no spare money to pay for her tuition, so that she could finish elementary school, which was the best of humanity.

It was on that night that 13-year-old Chang Yanqing fled.

She curled up under the overpass and spent the night with the homeless. She thought of her mother, and didn't understand why her mother left without saying goodbye.

The wind was very cold at night, and Chang Yanqing was shivering, staying up all night. As soon as the day dawned, she began to look for a job. She had to find a job to raise her tuition and support herself to survive.

I searched for many shops, and without exception, they thought she was too young and rejected her, and some even cast eyes and ridicule at her. After all, it is illegal to employ child labor.

Fortunately, the proprietress of a small supermarket saw her pitifully and took her in, provided her with food and lodging, and arranged for her to work. Although the salary was not much, it was already a huge sum of money for Chang Yanqing at that time.

Years later, she still remembers the kind-hearted proprietress back then. Although the supermarket had already closed, the proprietress had gone to another place and never came back.

Delivering milk in the morning, going to school during the day, cashiering at night, and helping others with their homework to save change, this is how I live day after day.

It wasn't until her mother was released from prison in the third year of junior high that she moved out of her original residence and rented a small one-story house with her mother with the money she had saved over the years.

Chang Yanqing didn't say a word on the day she picked up her mother from prison. She felt resentful in her heart, but this was the only family member left for her.

After five years in prison, her mother's health was not as good as before, and she couldn't do heavy work. She finally found a low-paying but leisurely job. Chang Yanqing worked part-time, subsidized the family, and barely supported the two of them.

Maybe fate is just a joke, but after a few years, my mother felt unwell, and Chang Yanqing was worried and sent her to the hospital. Breast cancer was found out. Although it was an early stage, it still needed a lot of money to cure it.

They no longer have any money, and their lives are hard, so they have no qualifications to be sick.

There was also a large debt that the deceased had not paid off, which severely bent the backs of the two of them.

Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Chang Yanqing was really helpless this time.

Coming out of the hospital that day, my mother sighed and sighed all the way. She sent her mother home and left the small room with dirty and suffocating air.

She didn't go to class, and sat on the bench in the square in a depressed mood. She thought that the atmosphere of the school was no longer suitable for her.

Medical expenses, where do you go to raise the sky-high medical expenses, and watch your mother die?She can't do it.

"Hi lady, are you interested in becoming a star?"

She heard someone ask that.

"Being a star?" Chang Yanqing raised his head, "Can you give me 20?"

The visitor was a little surprised: "What do you want 20 for?"

"Healing."

The man suddenly realized, and then said: "May I ask, who is sick?"

"my mother."

The man thought about it for a while, and he must not let go of this good seed, and immediately made a decision: "Okay, as long as you sign with our company, we can give you 20 yuan, and you can earn more 20 yuan in the future. "

His vision has always been very vicious, and signing her is a guaranteed deal.

It doesn't matter whether you are a liar or not, as long as you can give her 20 yuan, she is willing to do anything.

At that time, Chang Yanqing went with him. Fortunately, the other party was really a serious entertainment company, but the scale was still small and not famous enough. The two parties happily signed the contract, and she officially sold herself to This company.

Chang Yanqing got the money, arranged her mother into the hospital, dropped out of school and started her star career. Fortunately, although she needed the money urgently, she was not too stupid. You don't have to accept the reservation clause," and the company was optimistic about her development, thinking about the possible future benefits, so she gritted her teeth and agreed.

At first, Chang Yanqing just followed the company's arrangement without complaint, practiced her acting skills, and got in touch with drama seriously. After she became popular overnight, she didn't experience the joy that ordinary people would. The daily work became more and more busy, and she became an emotionless A money-making machine, commuting to and from various studios, born as an actor, but he doesn't like the profession of an actor at all.

Until she met the little moon, the only light in her darkness, the salvation of her life.

Before meeting Little Moon, Chang Yanqing didn't know that life could be so interesting. She began to love life, began to look forward to tomorrow, and began to really like filming.

She was in love with someone, someone who was totally different from herself.

This is the third joke God made with her, and she was inexplicably attracted deeply, and she didn't even know where this love came from.

Chang Yanqing also thought about why it was Xiao Yueyue, she, and not anyone else. Later, she realized that it would not be appropriate to replace it with anyone else. Only this one person opened the window in her heart. Give her a little light.

To love someone is humble. She Chang Yanqing is not a saint, and she will be trapped by love one day.

Anxiety began to grow slowly, she began to be afraid, hesitated, and thought wildly, what would she do if that person turned around and left?

She tried to convince herself that the farther away from her the better, but in the end she got deeper and deeper.

She lost, lost to the same heavy liking of the other party.

If it is destined to be such a catastrophe, she would rather turn into a moth and rush forward regardless of herself, even if the future is uncertain.

"When are you going to make it public?"

Chang's mother's question interrupted Chang Yanqing's thoughts.

She took back those not-so-good memories, and answered her mother's question seriously: "I think, but she doesn't want to."

Chang's mother couldn't help but sigh when she heard this, "I know that making this public will have an impact on your career, but it's been eight years, and they have treated us so well, we owe too much..."

It's not that she doesn't care about her daughter's career, but because the Qin family treats them very well. They don't dislike their daughter's family and past, nor do they dislike their own disgraceful experience-although it is self-defense, it is finally killing People, as long as she is alive, she will bear the infamy of a murderer, and she cannot get rid of it.

Wu Yue married her daughter and gave birth to a child who had no name or distinction, and the Qin family was very friendly to them, so she always felt guilty.

At first, her daughter told her that she was with a woman, and she firmly disagreed, but her daughter's attitude was also very firm and she would never break up.

Later she figured it out, what right did she have to stop her feelings?She has been a burden to her daughter since she was alive, and she has not fulfilled her duties as a mother, so she has no face to discipline her now.

After the two families got married, seeing that the Qin family treated their mother and daughter so well, she felt even more guilty, and the guilt that weighed heavily on her heart made her breathless.

Chang's mother gasped heavily at the thought of this, presumably because her mood fluctuated too much, which caused her old illness again.

"Well, I know." Chang Yanqing comforted her along her back, and then gave her another sip of water, "I will have a good talk with her again."

Chang's mother: "Okay, okay, you have a sense of proportion and make your own decision."

Chang Yanqing slowly put her down, lay back on the bed, and covered the air-conditioning quilt: "Mom, I'm going back first."

Chang's mother closed her eyes and nodded silently, then she left the room, not forgetting to turn off the light and close the door.