Princess's arrogant little head

Today, the master asked his disciples to practice swords with each other. I was punished by the master for practicing swords all night because I hurt my fellow disciples too hard.

My name is Hua Jinmian, and I am a disciple picked up and adopted by my master. My sect is called Baihuamen. I know that there are many orphans picked up and adopted by my master, and my sister is one of them.

My senior sister has no name. When the master picked her up, she had the word Jiang embroidered on her clothes, so the master called her Jiang'er.

The reason why I am impressed with her is because she always takes care of me, I am cold-tempered, and my moves are vicious, and none of my classmates are willing to play with me, only she is willing to talk with me, as long as she will secretly eat when I am punished Bring me something to eat.

At night, my senior sister came to deliver food to me again. She was afraid that I would be bored by myself, so she talked with me. She looked at the boundless stars and smiled. At that time, I knew that I liked her.

Yes, a woman fell in love with another woman, perhaps it should be said that a lonely and cold person fell in love with another warm person.

Later, I lied to her that I saw a shooting star, and she closed her eyes excitedly to make a wish. I looked at her face and lips, and suddenly kissed her.

But she didn't open her eyes, but I saw the smile on the corner of her mouth. From that moment on, I realized that the senior sister didn't take care of me because she was kind, but because she also liked me.

I was so happy, I had private meetings with her every day, and I became more and more absent-minded in sword practice. Although I no longer hurt my fellow disciples, I disappointed the master.

But I am happy every day because I have the company of my senior sister.

Until one time, after the senior sister went down the mountain, she suddenly became indifferent to me. I didn't understand why she ignored me. I stood in front of her door every night and stared at her, but she became more and more impatient with me.

I finally couldn't help asking her why she did what she wanted, but the senior sister suddenly burst into tears. She cried and told me that all women at the foot of the mountain are going to marry men, and the secular world does not allow two women to be together.

I comforted her and told her that as long as we were happy together, it would be fine, but I knew that my senior sister had a grudge against me since then, and we were no longer as intimate as before.

Later, the master was going to pass on the position, and the person chosen by the master was the senior sister. I was very happy. I thought that if it was someone else, I would definitely fight with her, but that person is the one I love, and I can give her everything I have.

However, I didn't expect that the master's condition for her to take over as the head is that the senior sister completely break off the relationship with me, and she actually agreed.

I started to hate her, but I couldn't hate her.

I was against her everywhere, I saw my senior sister was sad, I was happy instead, at least she still cared about me, but I was still angry that she chose to be the leader instead of me.

If there is no leader, maybe we will go back to the past.

Once the terrible thoughts take root in my heart, it will breed karmic obstacles that cannot be eradicated. I did this. go her.

She actually gave up the position of head?

Doesn't she know it's her I want?

I started frantically looking for her whereabouts. I knew she was still hiding from me, but I swore to find her back.

I thought, I can bow my head, I can admit my mistake to her, I just want to see her again.

But I didn't expect that the master brought the senior sister back. I was very happy, but I didn't know that she was pregnant until the master passed on the headship to me.

She betrayed me.

I hate her, I can't wait to kill her, but I can't bear it, so I started looking for the father of the child, I heard that she entered the palace during the period of disappearance, and married a scholar, then I found out that she was the dog emperor Given marriage.

That day I was going to enter the palace, but my senior sister tried her best to stop me. I asked her if she fell in love with the dog emperor, but she didn't answer me.

I was completely crazy. During the dispute, my senior sister bumped into my sword, and she died in front of me like this.

She said, in fact, she has always had me in her heart.

I got drunk for three days and three nights in front of my senior sister’s tomb. I don’t know what went wrong, maybe it started when my senior sister went down the mountain and was pointed at by the villagers at the bottom of the mountain. She began to doubt the relationship between us.

I hate the dog emperor, it must be because my senior sister fell in love with him, so I accepted marriage and had children.

In fact, I hate myself even more, I hate my own cold temper, as long as I treat her better, maybe she won't be farther and farther away from me.

The master is gone too, I wanted to go with my senior sister, but I suddenly felt soft-hearted when I saw the child left behind by my senior sister. I wanted to raise this child and let her take revenge for me. I wanted to turn this child into a A murder tool to avenge my senior sister's betrayal of me.

This child is called Jiang Baihua, she looks more and more like a senior sister, and I hate her more and more, because she is the child of a senior sister and someone else.

After the child grew up, I gave her the secret book of Baihuacan. She always regarded me as her mother and listened to me very much. She never asked what Baihuacan was.

It wasn't until she got out of control and killed her fellow disciple that she finally broke down. I saw her sad, the happier I was.

But I didn't expect her to be so stupid. I told her the blood feud, but she would rather be a fool than hurt others.

She is so kind, so kind that I hate her even more.

I watched her become a fool, but she still smiled so happily every day, really like a senior sister.

I wanted to destroy her, and I told her that she was actually an orphan, without father and mother, but she saw through life and faced the future bravely.

I wanted to destroy her, she fell in love with a person named An Xiaojiu, but An Xiaojiu didn't like her, I suddenly had a thought, I want her to be with someone who doesn't like her for the rest of her life.

She is a fool, she is happy no matter what, why should I bother with her?

I admit that my heart has softened. That person named An Xiaojiu is the devil in the eyes of the Jianghu people, but I decided to fulfill them, but later I suspected that An Xiaojiu was from the court. I hated the court, so I let An go. small nine.

I have four disciples, each of whom obeys me, but I am still very lonely. When I was the loneliest, I found that only a fool like Jiang Baihua was with me.

I think Jiang Baihua was probably a gift from my senior sister.

I am no longer harsh on Jiang Baihua, I just want revenge now.

But I can't kill the dog emperor, he has many masters around him, until Lord Miu Le approached me, I decided to join forces with him.

But I didn't expect that You Le didn't want to usurp the throne at all, and she was also trapped by love, so she couldn't help me at all.

So I started to act on my own, I let Xiangyao go on purpose, this idiot likes to be happy, he is willing to do anything for the sake of music, I deliberately watched her persecute Jiang Baihua, I admit that I feel sorry for Jiang Baihua, but my purpose is To lead out An Xiaojiu, no, it should be said that it is Princess Jiu, the daughter of the Dog Emperor.

I began to suspect that I was blind, why I didn't discover An Xiaojiu's true identity earlier.

However, I still failed, An Xiaojiu found out about my plot, and Xiangyao failed, so I decided to do it myself.

But I still failed, I am not Zhang Sheng's opponent, he wants to protect Xiaojiu, I have no chance at all.

But at this time, Zhang Sheng told me that the reason why the senior sister entered the palace was to hide from me. She didn't fall in love with anyone else, she was just avoiding the relationship between us.

At that moment, I really didn't know who to hate.

Should I hate this secular obstruction, or should I hate the senior sister's cowardice?

I can't figure out the stupidity of the world.

I'm tired.

I want to go with my sister.

I didn't expect that Jiang Baihua would be with me when I died. I saw her crying very sadly. I reached out to wipe her tears away. I wanted to tell her that I was not worthy.

Unfortunately I am speechless.

At the last moment, I was still imagining that there is really a road to Huangquan in this world. I think my senior sister will definitely be waiting for me somewhere in Huangquan. Maybe she will hate me for torturing her child, maybe she will hate me for not coming to her for so long .

But I still want to see her.

I miss her.