My cubs are all blackened

"what happened?"

Seeing that Osamu Dazai didn't answer a word, and his voice was eerily quiet, Ye Lian tilted his head in doubt, and listened carefully to the voice in the microphone.

"Can you hear me, Dazai?"

"..."

At this time, Osamu Dazai was holding his forehead with one hand and holding the microphone tightly with the other, falling into a life of doubt.

It wasn't until Ye Lian's worried voice came from his ear that he adjusted his breathing deeply, and finally he regained his sanity, and what he wanted to say to Ye Lian came to mind.

He must continue to pick up his scripts! !

"Ah... Long time no see, Mr. Ye."

He opened his eyes again, and his slightly drooping iris-colored pupils showed a little nostalgia: "It feels like it's been a long time since I had such a formal communication."

Obviously, for them in the past, eating together, talking and doing tasks together were very common daily routines, but now, after losing that important person, even this daily routine has become extremely precious.

I want to talk to Mr. Ye for a while, and I want to hear Mr. Ye's voice more...

This is all Dazai Osamu's expectation at this moment.

"Yes." Ye Lian's voice on the other side of the phone also brought out a bit of emotion: "I haven't seen you for nearly three years, time really flies by in the blink of an eye."

"Two years and six months." Osamu Dazai said the time accurately, lowered his tone slightly, and a coldness flashed in his eyes: "Two years and six months have passed since the day you left. "

And... not in the blink of an eye.

For Dazai Osamu, every day, every minute and every second during these two years was spent in pain and struggle.

If you close your eyes, you will think of Ye Lian's cold eyebrows, and if you are immersed in a daze, you will think of Ye Lian's indifferent tone. Even if you let yourself be paralyzed between tasks and alcohol, his heart is like a big stone. Difficulty breathing freely.

There was a hand holding his heart fiercely, and piercing his fingertips into it from time to time, reminding him of all the facts with pain.

Osamu Dazai also fantasized about meeting Ye Lian again.

He thought, that must have been an unhappy encounter, he would not let go of his arrogance and pray for Ye Lian's return, and Ye Lian would abandon him again and go away from him.

He imagined dozens of ways to talk, or take actions... but none of them could achieve absolute satisfaction.

It's like a broken heart that can't be glued together anymore, there is already a crack that can't be ignored between him and Ye Lian, as long as this crack still exists, even if he stands face to face with Ye Lian, he will only feel incomparably awkward. Far away, even if you reach out your hand, it is absolutely impossible to touch the heart of the other party.

But today, he and Ye Lian hadn't met each other, they were just talking on the phone, but Osamu Dazai suddenly realized that all the preparations he had made before were ridiculously futile.

Because as long as he faced Ye Lian, he couldn't say any lines that would hurt the other party, because as long as he faced Ye Lian, he wanted to give the best to the other party.

Even if there was hurt, even if there was parting, but now he just wants to hug each other tightly, and open his thin lips lightly, begging.

'--do not go. '

Stay here, stay by his side.

Osamu Dazai took a deep breath again, he didn't dare to relax his nerves, he was afraid that as long as he let his heart go for a moment here, all his persistence would be in vain.

Ye Lian is such an important existence to him.

Realizing that the tone just now seemed a little aggravated, Osamu Dazai paused slightly, and quickly changed the subject: "Akutagawa is with me, he is not injured."

"Really." Ye Lian's tone was still so gentle, as if he had never doubted the authenticity of the matter: "That kid has made you worry. He has some hatred for the organization, and he will be desperate if he doesn't pay attention It's really a headache to rush forward for revenge."

Seeing his doting on Akutagawa Ryunosuke inside and out, Osamu Dazai lowered his brows and eyes, and there was a bit of displeasure and irritability in his eyes.

But he still restrained his emotions, and said in a light tone as always: "I know. I think you should be able to feel it too. The people I sent have been monitoring you in Kanagawa for more than a year. Everyone around you I know everything, even about that kid."

"Well, I know, after all, they have never deliberately concealed their aura, and at the same time, they have not revealed their murderous aura, so it is probably sent by you, Dazai."

Ye Lian smiled softly: "You really found me, but it took me a year, which surprised me a little."

This meant that he really hoped that Dazai Zhi would find his whereabouts. Dazai lowered his eyebrows slightly, not quite understanding Ye Lian's thoughts.

He is obviously resisting his approach, but at the same time looking forward to his approach, why do he have such contradictory thoughts?

Seemingly understanding the meaning of his silence, Ye Lian suddenly asked: "Can't you understand?"

Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes slightly, pinched the black curly hair on his forehead with his free right hand, and expressed his heart with another silence.

And far away on the other end of the phone, Ye Lian smiled slightly as he stared at the blue sky outside the window and the pure white birds flying.

"Isn't it the most common feeling for a raiser to want to see what the child he raised with his own hands will gradually transform into?"

"Even if I'm not by your side, I'll always miss you, Dazai."

The pupils suddenly dilated for a moment, Dazai Osamu's palm stopped in mid-air, and his breathing suddenly stopped.

Reason was telling him that Ye Lian's words were all lies. If he really cared about himself or something, he would not have pushed himself away, and would not have personally crushed this crystal clear love.

But on one side, the emotional fluctuations beat his heart layer by layer like ocean waves.

The heart is beating fast, it is the sound of joy, it is the sound of nostalgia.

He squeezed the phone tightly, as if desperately grasping the palm of Ye Lian's outstretched hand, a sad smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

"...Liar."

He only spit out these two words, but couldn't help clenching his teeth, because the sobbing voice that was inadvertently leaked just now revealed his truest feelings at the moment.

It was an emotion that was about to choke, so proud that he couldn't let anyone hear it, especially Ye Lian.

The upper lip and the lower lip were tightly pressed together, and Osamu Dazai tried his best to calm down his agitated heart and calm himself down.

"You came to me only because of Akutagawa, right? The proof is that you didn't even come to my kind invitation, but now..."

Deep darkness emerged from his eyes, and he gradually resolved the fear and resentment deep in his heart, but in the process, he once again experienced the helpless pain.

Exposing your own scars with your own hands will only make your wounds that are about to heal become bloody again.

But it doesn't matter, he has tasted this pain too many times, and he has been able to bear it.

"No such thing."

Osamu Dazai wanted to close his ears and not listen to Ye Lian's justifications, but on the other hand, he was extremely eager for Ye Lian to give him a satisfactory answer.

Is he... still loved?

"Well... I did call you because of Akutagawa, I don't deny that."

His acknowledgment made Osamu Dazai's eyebrows show a touch of rage, and the burning anger in his chest almost boiled up.

Sure enough... Akutagawa... Akutagawa Ryunosuke, it's really an eyesore, that existence... I really want to destroy it, I really want to destroy it...

Just when the darkness in his heart was about to burst out uncontrollably, Ye Lian's next sentence suddenly saved his darkness.

"But most importantly, I also want to hear your voice."

Osamu Dazai's eyes widened suddenly, and he moved the microphone closer to his ears in disbelief, not daring to miss any details of Ye Lian.

"Even I feel nostalgia, sadness, and hope."

"...I really want to see you, Dazai."

Just this one sentence can give Osamu Dazai who has almost completely fallen into the abyss a piece of redemption.

Ye Lian stared at the scenery outside the window with crooked eyebrows. A gust of soft autumn wind blew golden ginkgo leaves and floated towards him. Ye Lian stretched out his fingers and let the leaves naughtily rub against his fingertips. , and flew wantonly towards the distance.

Ye Lian looked at this leaf, but the smiling face, coquettish face, and complaining face of that black-haired child flashed through his mind.

This is the child he has raised for two years, and it is also the child he has raised with all his love.

"Have you grown taller, have you eaten well, are you rich in interpersonal communication, how is your status in the organization, are you still so afraid of dogs... I have missed two years, and I already know a lot about you now few."

If possible, I really want to be by your side all the time, and I really want to experience those growing things with you.

He loves this child so much, and at the same time, he also hopes that he can grow to the point that he is proud of, that he can plump his wings and become the object of admiration for everyone.

And now, one of his wishes seems to be about to come true.

Even at the cost of sacrificing another wish, it doesn't matter, as long as his future can fly freely, Ye Lian will be satisfied.

"Since you want to see me..."

Suddenly, a forbearing voice came from the phone.

This is the first time that Osamu Dazai, who has become stable, has shown emotions other than calmness.

"Since you want to see me!"

He raised his voice sharply, revealing the urgency and desire in his voice.

"—Come and see me in person!"

Finally, he poured all his thoughts into this short sentence, conveying his heart with a firm attitude of breaking through the cage and breaking the wall.

Let them meet dignifiedly in the home that once belonged to them, let them throw away all their restraint and arrogance and hug each other.

come see me.

I want to see you.

I really want to see you now, Mr. Ye.

Osamu Dazai clenched his palms in pain, panted a few times, and added with the most urgent expectation:

"I'm right here, right here waiting for you, so..."

——"Ah... sorry, I can't go yet."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Just one sentence was a bit embarrassing, and all the emotions in Dazai Osamu's heart collapsed instantly, and he was so angry that he didn't come up immediately, and his palm subconsciously squeezed to the edge of the table corner.

He just felt that Ye Lian, a scumbag, had played with all his emotions again, and his whole body was not well, so he immediately narrowed his eyes with murderous intent.

"Why? Don't forget that Akutagawa is still with me. If you want to get him back, just—"

Before he could finish speaking, he keenly heard a series of noisy noises coming from Ye Lian's side.

As if someone was fighting, there was the sound of fists and feet colliding and the howling wind.

"what sound?"

Dazai frowned.

At this moment, Ye Lian was also very helpless, even though he really wanted to see Osamu Dazai, he couldn't sit idly by these two who were fighting outside the window.

That's right, the fight between Tsunayoshi Sawada and Chuya Nakahara was still going on. The two fought in the sky for more than a dozen rounds, neither of them blushing or panting, and they didn't feel tired at all.

On the contrary, Kunikida Doppo, who was a bystander, was still holding his head, looking at the two people who were beating in the dark with a headache, with a look on his face that was about to collapse.

"Ah, who is going to stop them? Why are they fighting on the side of our club? What if the building is accidentally knocked down!!"

"This should not be possible, Mr. Kunikida." Junichiro Tanizaki scratched his cheek in embarrassment, and a bead of sweat fell from his forehead: "That is no longer something that ordinary people can intervene. We will be the ones who rushed to die rashly."

Kunikida Doppo didn't know this, so he could only pull his blond hair more and more anxiously, but he couldn't take action for a long time.

Ye Lian looked at this scene helplessly, and brought the microphone closer to his mouth again.

"Chuya is fighting with a stranger. I won't talk about the specific situation if there are some troubles. In short, I have to solve the matter here first."

Osamu Dazai: "Huh?"

Hearing this, Dazai was stunned.

Wait, where did that guy Chuya come from? When did he find Mr. Ye? Why didn't he know? !

It shouldn't be, he has obviously been very careful not to let him know about Mr. Ye... Ah, could it be? !

After thinking about it, only the pink doll he showed off that day showed his feet.

Osamu Dazai, who instantly understood what had happened, gritted his teeth, unexpectedly, he let Chuya know Mr. Ye's whereabouts despite all precautions.

The most exasperating thing is, the little shorty Zhongye dared to meet Mr. Ye ahead of his back without his back! !

But because of his reserve and pride, he was foolishly waiting for Mr. Ye to take the initiative to meet him.

Damn, what's the matter with the feeling of losing! !

Osamu Dazai, who has been a master all his life, would capsize on this matter, and even let that hateful competitor Chuya get ahead of him. This is something that Osamu Dazai can't bear.

But before he could open his mouth to express his intentions to Ye Lian, hurry up and earn some favorability, he heard a loud bang from the phone again, as if someone was roaring not far away, "It's collapsed!" ' and the like.

Osamu Dazai subconsciously moved the receiver away from his ear, and at the same time closed his left eye, curled his lips in disgust.

But taking advantage of this time, Ye Lian's series of lines followed one after another.

"In short, let Akutagawa stay with you first. You can teach him some fighting methods like Atsushi. It would be great if you can make your relationship more harmonious. Then let's do this first. I have to solve the matter here first. , See you later, Dazai."

"Huh?! Wait!"

Osamu Dazai didn't want to bid farewell to Ye Lian so quickly, besides, he didn't want to accept that stinky brat Akutagawa at all, okay?

Good Relationship? ?What a joke! !That brat didn't want to kill him and it would be good.

But before he could complain, Ye Lian hung up the phone without hesitation.

Only Osamu Dazai was left holding the phone that echoed with a busy tone, sitting on the spot with a black face: "..."

Gan! !

The call was a complete failure.

He neither waited ruthlessly for Ye Lian's request, nor tricked Ye Lian into coming here to save Jiechuan.

What's more, there is another stinky brat beside him for no reason, the kind who can snatch Ye Lian from him!

Osamu Dazai put his arms on the table in depression, buried his face in his arms, and carelessly rubbed the curly hair on his forehead.

However, when he inadvertently raised his eyes, his eyes were full of joy and joy, and even the corners of his lips were raised unconsciously, forming a beautiful arc.

Ye Lian's lines can save him from fire and water all the time.

What Ye Lian said was definitely not false, because Ye Lian once said that he would never lie to himself, never.

Ye Lian never broke this oath once, not in the past, not now, and still will not be in the future.

So when he said that he wanted to see himself, he must not be hypocritical.

As long as he thinks of this, Osamu Dazai's heart is as if soaked in a layer of honey, sweet and happy as if he is in a dream bubble.

Ah...I really want to see Ye Lian soon.

He silently closed his eyes, sincerely expecting.

Right now, I want to see him immediately.

Suddenly, his eyes opened suddenly, and a dignified light appeared in his kite-colored eyes, and he straightened up and sat up.

Speaking of which, speaking of it, that guy in Zhongye had already come to Ye Lian's side before him, and even met Ye Lian!

This hateful bastard... dared to do such a thing, this time it is not a situation where blowing up his car can solve his hatred!

Osamu Dazai raised the corners of his lips coldly, and in an instant he returned from a silly love brain to a high-ranking and wise mafia.

Speaking of which, the two phone calls just now seem to have informed the location of Zhongye in the Central Plains.

As it happens, his hopes can be destroyed without any effort.

A fleeting light flashed in his deep eyes, and then he quickly picked up the phone and dialed it skillfully.

"It's me. You just said that you found the whereabouts of Zhongye in the Central Plains?"

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"Take him in, be careful not to break his chains, his supernatural power is related to his clothes."

After ordering people to take Akutagawa Ryunosuke to the interrogation room, Atsushi Nakajima intimately emphasized this point to the mafia subordinates in the interrogation room.

While the rest of the people were looking for Koyo Ozaki, and there was no one around except him and Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Atsushi Nakajima once again set his gaze on Ryunosuke Akutagawa, with a look of confusion flashing in his eyes.

Even in this eerie environment, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's brows did not tremble, he just looked around calmly, with a disdainful smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he didn't care about these threats at all.

From the first time he saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Atsushi Nakajima felt a strong sense of threat from him.

This is not only because of the similarity in the power of the two, but also a more ethereal and illusory feeling.

If he had to identify a word, he wanted to call it—— a strong enemy.

"How...how did you get adopted by Mr. Ye?"

After hesitating for a moment, he asked the question in his heart.

Hearing this, Akutagawa Ryunosuke raised his eyes and glanced at him, with probing and vigilance in his eyes.

But soon, his expression changed slightly, and the corners of his lips curved in joy.

"Abandoned by Mr. Ye, just because you are weak! Are you still holding on to hope, stupid."

Whenever Akutagawa speaks, if he is not a determined person, he will probably turn his back in anger.

And Atsushi Nakajima's chest was full of gloom. He found that Ryunosuke Akutagawa had an unusually keen intuition, and even this was very similar to himself, so Ryunosuke Akutagawa could see through it at a glance. his heart.

"Shut up!" As if escaping, he waved his hand violently, interrupting Akutagawa Ryunosuke's sarcasm, "Just answer my question, and don't talk too much about unnecessary things!"

A cold light flashed across his eyes, and he lowered his voice very low, threatening: "...Don't forget Miss Yin, but it's in our hands."

This is just a bluff, everyone knows that Miss Yin belongs to the black lizard, and the black lizard belongs to Mr. Dazai, which means that Miss Yin is Mr. Dazai's right-hand man, and he can't punish him if he wants to. From the bottom of my heart, I resisted doing anything to my companions.

But it was enough that Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't know.

Sure enough, not knowing his sister's current situation, Akutagawa Ryunosuke pursed his lips hesitantly for an instant, letting his brows knit tightly together.

In the end, he still lowered his head slightly, with a layer of irritated pain appearing on his face, he almost managed to squeeze out a few words from between his teeth: "...The slum, below, from the slum."

After the last syllable fell, he raised his head abruptly and glared fiercely at Atsushi Nakajima, as if he wanted to engrave this person in his heart.

He hadn't felt this kind of humiliation for a long time. This person, the person in front of him who tied him up and threatened him... He remembered it!

Atsushi Nakajima ignored his hateful eyes, which were not uncommon in the mafia, and he was known as the white god of death, and he had seen such eyes countless times.

But at this moment, he only felt a sense of irony spontaneously.

The slums... It seems that what Mr. Dazai said is not wrong at all. Akutagawa Ryunosuke has a similar past to him, has similar abilities to him, is also wandering in the dark, and is also saved by the warmth of Mr. Ye .

Obviously their experiences are so similar, but why, Akutagawa Ryunosuke can stay happily by Mr. Ye's side, while he... can only be in this kind of place...

Atsushi Nakajima clenched his palms tightly and clenched his teeth.

If there was no Akutagawa Ryunosuke, he would, as usual, firmly believe that Mr. Ye would come back to pick him up one day, so before that, he could endure all the pain and suffering.

But now, he has begun to lose confidence. Has Mr. Ye forgotten him, or has he stopped thinking about him since the moment he left.

Mr. Ye has a new child, Akutagawa is a living example.

Then all his hard work... what is it... isn't it...

"You can't get what you want, oh, it's a waste of effort."

The sneer from his ear made Atsushi Nakajima's pupils shrink, and his heart beat half a beat slower.

"It's ridiculous, asking for something that doesn't belong to you."

Atsushi Nakajima raised his head slowly, his eyes stared straight at Ryunosuke Akutagawa with his eyes that seemed to be covered with frost, and moved his lips slightly.

"……To shut up."

"Ha, have you finally shown your true colors?" Who knows that Akutagawa Ryunosuke suddenly showed a slight smile in joy and sarcasm: "Take off that disgusting disguise, this is you!"

Atsushi Nakajima's golden eyes moved, and he was very clear about the meaning of what he said.

He stared blankly at Akutagawa Ryunosuke's face, all the thoughts just now turned into freezing coldness.

At this moment, he is cold, cruel, and indifferent, completely opposite to the appearance of pretending to smile all the time.

In fact, this is the real him, walking in the darkness, known as the white death of his true appearance.

In order to become the existence Ye Lian likes, in order to prove that he is still the innocent and lovely child, he sealed his truth and pretended to be gentle.

But now, being irritated by Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Nakajima Atsushi finally couldn't bear the unforgettable hatred, and showed his unknown side to Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

But for Akutagawa Ryunosuke, Nakajima Atsushi's appearance made him feel more happy, and he felt excited to fight against it.

He has already noticed that this guy who is somewhat similar to him hides a heart full of indifference that is no different from him.

Yes, why pretend, this is you, the real you!

Such you are worth defeating!

The corners of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's lips became more and more curved, and his eyes were also stained with bloodthirsty excitement. He wanted to kill and fight very much now.

His body kept leaning forward, but he was still unable to move forward because of the iron chains, and Atsushi Nakajima just looked down at him from a high position. At first glance, this appearance was seven points similar to Osamu Dazai.

"If you don't know what it means to shut up, I can teach you."

In the next second, a merciless fist hit Akutagawa Ryunosuke's abdomen.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who had no defenses, only felt a sharp pain in his lower abdomen, his expression twisted instantly, and he let out a muffled groan.

After finally suppressing the pain, he immediately glared viciously at the young man in front of him, and the mania in his brows and eyes became a little more manic.

At the same time, the boxer that Atsushi Nakajima took back also showed red marks. In order not to let anyone see that he punched Akutagawa Ryunosuke, he could only pick the area where the opponent was covered by his clothes, but because of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's Rashomon, Akutagawa Ryunosuke was bound by iron chains at the moment, if he wanted to strike, he had to beat him with the chains together.

Even though he already knew the consequences, Atsushi Nakajima attacked without hesitation. The blocked anger in his heart has never been able to express. Only in this way can he not lose his mind and run wild.

"Listen up, Akutagawa!" He grabbed Akutagawa Ryunosuke's collar abruptly, hot flames burst out from his sharp eyes: "Mr. Ye will never be yours!"

"There are so many people around him who won't look at you forever, what can you be proud of!"

He raised the corners of his lips ironically: "You will become the next me, you just haven't reached that time yet, now all your self-confidence can be wiped away in an instant!"

Before he could finish speaking, Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who could no longer bear it, suddenly raised his tone: "Shut up!"

He stared at Atsushi Nakajima with that distorted face that was almost angry. Atsushi Nakajima's words undoubtedly touched his pain point. neck.

But his whole body was restrained, and he couldn't rush forward, so Ryunosuke Akutagawa could only take the simplest and most brutal method in his anger.

He thrust his forehead upwards and slammed Atsushi Nakajima's face fiercely, with a kind of resolute vigor.

Atsushi Nakajima did not expect Akutagawa to choose such a vicious trick, because his jaw was hit hard without mercy.

He was so painful that he almost bit his tongue, he couldn't help but took two steps back, and lightly touched the painful burning skin with his fingertips.

Suddenly, a sticky liquid flowed from the corner of his lips.

Atsushi Nakajima rubbed the back of his hand slightly, leaving a dazzling red on the back of his hand.

Seeing this, his pupils shrank quickly, and his calm face was tainted with a bit of terrible hostility: "! You bastard."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was even scarier than his expression. He struggled with the chains on his body with all his strength. He did not know where to mobilize a powerful force. He was in a bad state and was able to tie him together. He moved the heavy chair, and staggered towards Atsushi Nakajima with the chair.

But how could this appearance attack the nimble Atsushi Nakajima, Atsushi Nakajima let out a low growl viciously from his throat.

At this moment, he forgot all about the mission, tolerance and patience, and he rushed towards Akutagawa Ryunosuke, raised his fist high and hit Akutagawa's abdomen just like that.

This can be said to be a way of injuring the enemy one thousand and self-injury eight hundred, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke is not a vegetarian, even with the forehead, he can hit the enemy hard.

Therefore, neither of the two people took advantage of it. It was quite like a child fighting, and they just fought with fists.

Thus, Dazai Osamu, who had just finished dealing with Zhong, had not waited for his mood to be at ease, when he received frantic cries from his subordinates.

"Mr. Dazai is not well, Mr. Nakajima fought with that man named Akutagawa in the cell!! I can't pull it away, what should I do!!"

Osamu Dazai's face turned dark immediately: "..."

One or two, can't you save him some snacks!

The author has something to say: Osamu Dazai was tortured by all kinds of people today. The job of the leader is too difficult.

The new double black fights again. Originally, I set Hei Dun as a cutie, but for some reason, it became white and black.

The inside is very similar to Dazai.

In addition, why did the plot become so complicated (thought deeply)

Don't ask me, I don't know either.My hands moved automatically.

I want to speed up the plot, but...it's so difficult.

Bai Lan will appear again in the next chapter, Natsume's Book of Friends, and the Conan crew will move over as soon as possible, as well as the terrifying Kuroro.

Everyone will be able to progress to the next stage when they come on stage~~