My cubs are all blackened

Furutani Rei still remembers that the day he met that gentleman was a sunny day.

He was sitting alone on the grass, looking down at the injuries on his body, when the man suddenly appeared in his field of vision.

And it slowly took over his entire life like this.

That memory was so deep that even if he couldn't recall Mr.'s face, he could still recall the conversation between them.

"What's the matter? Why are you staying here alone?" The man squatted down against the sunlight and could only see the graceful curve of his jaw and the gentle curve of his lips.

During the questioning, the man seemed to see the scar on his face, and his tone suddenly paused: "Injured?"

Jiang Gu Ling opened his eyes wide and looked at his face, a little stunned.

Because in front of him was a face similar to him, obviously not Japanese in appearance.

It can be said that they are the same kind, the same kind rejected by the orphanage.

Because of this, Jiang Gu Ling let down his guard against strangers a little bit, and nodded hesitantly.

The man touched the suit pocket on his body, and actually took out a white handkerchief, which was very similar in color to the man's fingertips.

Afterwards, he leaned down and carefully tied the handkerchief on the bleeding wound on Jiang Gu Ling's leg. While tying it, he looked at him gently: "Does it hurt?"

Jiang Gu Ling shook his head, but he didn't expect the man to suddenly gently caress the top of his head, and smiled at him: "Really, you are very strong, really amazing."

Whether it's the heat transmitted to him by that big hand, or the soft voice of the man, Jiang Gu Ling couldn't help scratching his cheek awkwardly, feeling a little happy.

Instinctively, he had a good impression of the man in front of him.

So when the man asked his name, he answered without hesitation, and with a little shyness, he grabbed the corner of the man's clothes that were about to leave, and asked stumblingly.

"That...what's your name?"

"Oh, speaking of which, I forgot to introduce myself." The man turned his head to look at him, his beautiful lips opened and closed.

"My name is—"

"Ren Karasuma?!"

Toru Amuro suddenly raised his voice: "Impossible, he is definitely not my benefactor!"

Karasuma Renye, a suspected boss of the organization, how could he be the one who created his career opportunity to become a policeman? Absolutely impossible!

This contradictory information hit Toru Amuro, causing his mood to fluctuate violently, and he yelled out regardless of the female employee who had been taking care of him in front of him.

The female employee was taken aback by his volume, and after staring at Amuro Toru's excited expression for a long while inexplicably, she asked in great doubt.

"Zero...what's the matter with you? Did you have a misunderstanding with Mr. Karasuma?"

With such a reminder, Toru Amuro suddenly realized that his reaction was too strong, and subconsciously snapped his hat: "No, it's nothing... But why do you say that, is there any evidence?"

Although he strongly rejected the news of the bolt from the blue in his heart, his reason told Amuro Toru that he could not let go of any clues to the truth.

"Because I met Mr. Karasuma two weeks ago, even though he is his son." The female employee explained with emotion: "He is as blond and blue-eyed as his father, a very handsome young man."

It's Ye Lian.

Toru Amuro immediately thought of this.

He didn't continue to think about it. In the dark, he always had a feeling of uneasiness. If he continued to pursue it now, maybe he would never be able to continue to get along with Ye Lian naturally, and the possibility of their relationship would also be lost. drop to lowest.

But this couldn't stop the words of the female employees. Like a gurgling water, a huge amount of information poured down from Toru Amuro's brain.

"Moreover, Mr. Karasuma 20 years ago is actually nine points similar to his son. When I first met Mr. Karasuma two weeks ago, I almost felt like I had traveled through time and space. Ah... I really want to go back to 20 Years ago when I was young."

"..."

Toru Amuro couldn't hear what the female employee said with emotion at the back. He could only freeze in place with his pupils dilated, and he couldn't even move the expression on his face.

A burst of crazy coldness almost swallowed him, causing fine pimples to appear on his arms, and even cold sweat broke out on his back for an instant.

"You mean, Ye... the person who came two weeks ago looks exactly like Mr. Karasuma who I met 20 years ago?"

A terrible possibility almost overwhelmed him. He took a difficult step forward, like a prisoner about to be sentenced to death, eagerly staring at the judge, hoping to pray for the last glimmer of light.

"correct."

But following the falling judgment hammer, the bright light in his eyes dimmed instantly, and his heart was ashamed.

"... I remember that the visit records from 20 years ago seem to be stored in the reference room."

Probably realizing that his face was very ugly, the female employee thought for a while, and pointed him a way: "If you want to know whether that person is Mr. Karasuma, just go and check."

As soon as these words came out, Toru Amuro, who was still in a daze, was awakened immediately.

Amuro smiled gratefully at her, and then ran towards the reference room at a very fast speed.

Even after so many years, the reference room was already full of messy documents, Toru Amuro didn't bother at all, and after easily prying open the door lock with a wire, he began to check the volumes one by one.

However, to his surprise, he thought that Chen's documents that had been left at the bottom for more than 20 years were seen in the most conspicuous position.

It's like letting him find it on purpose.

Amuro Toru's eyes dimmed, and the fingers that stopped in mid-air stretched out towards the document again.

Whatever shocking truth lay ahead for him, he couldn't just sit still, accept it, face it.

He didn't want to hide in his own world without knowing anything, he wanted to take a step forward!

Perhaps it was because he was a little anxious to turn the pages. Before he could find Karasuma's name, a card suddenly fell from the document. Toru Amuro lowered his head slightly, only to realize that it seemed to be a photo.

As the photo fell on the ground with his back facing his eyes, Toru Amuro could only see some yellowing marks on it and a very small Chinese character written in the lower right corner.

——to zero.

Amuro Toru's spirit was shocked, he could hardly restrain his trembling fingers, and turned over the photo.

A group photo printed in the photo broke into his field of vision so unexpectedly.

His breathing stopped for a moment.

Whether it was the two faces in the photo or the background behind him, he was extremely familiar with it.

A dark-skinned boy with a bright smile, and a young man in a suit with an elegant smile, they stood close together, as if they were a family.

Even though there was an interval of more than 20 years, the door of Toru Amuro's memory was suddenly opened at this moment.

It was his seventh birthday, the only day he had such a happy birthday.

His benefactor led him to play all the facilities in the amusement park, and finally took a group photo with him in front of the orphanage.

This was the only group photo they had together. Unexpectedly, it was suddenly shown in front of him in this way.

Toru Amuro stared blankly at the familiar blond young man in the photo, the fact that he had been evading again and again had sliced ​​through his flesh and blood like a sharp knife, and he had to face it all.

It's... Ye Lian.

It's not Mr. Karasuma's son, nor is it similar to his father, this is Ye Lian.

Even just looking at this photo, Toru Amuro can answer without thinking.

This is Ye Lian, the Ye Lian who likes to drink black tea, smiles intimately at the people he likes, and shows all his softness.

It's that... the Ye Lian he likes.

Because of liking and close relationship, Toru Amuro was able to insist on it.

Toru Amuro slowly put his palm on his face, revealing only a pair of shaking pupils and the ironic arc of the corners of his lips.

It turned out that Ye Lian had met him more than 20 years ago.

Be by his side as a benefactor, helping him to go to college and find a job.

Then why Ye Lian showed such intimacy and liking for him the first time he saw him, now there is finally an explanation.

Ye Lian is the benefactor he has been thinking of, and at the same time... the boss of the organization he wants to track down.

That's right, Renye Karasuma is Ye Lian.

Never grow old, stay young, love children, build orphanages.

All of them are Ye Lian's characteristics.

Amuro Toru suddenly thought of what the exorcising master invited that day had said to him.

"The person in front of you is something inhuman...and a powerful demon."

He also uncontrollably spread his thoughts to the scene where Ye Lian once said exactly the same words as his benefactor.

"The police are the most just, purest, and warmest existences... It is precisely because they are completely opposite to me that they attract my attention so much."

……

Although it was only vaguely felt a little inconsistent at the time, but now, Toru Amuro has finally put these pieces together.

Ye Lian is an inhuman thing that will not grow old. He met him when he was young, guided him to become a policeman, and when he became an undercover agent, he hid his identity as the leader and came to see him.

He carefully concealed the truth, and showed it to himself in the purest form.

So...is this the truth of everything...

Amuro Toru's eyes were overflowing with sadness.

For the first time, he clearly realized that everything about him seemed to be watched by Ye Lian.

From the first meeting, his life has been intertwined with this man Ye Lian.

Although he didn't understand why Ye Lian, who was the boss of the organization, wanted him to be a police officer, whether his current undercover situation was a natural formation or a coincidence, but Toru Amuro still felt intense complexity and pain in his heart.

In the past five years, the work of tracking down the boss of the organization seemed to have all turned into a bubble. He went around in circles, but returned to the original point again.

Ye Lian...Ye Lian...why...

why you...

Like a helpless child, he wept silently, his brows gradually frowned with great grief, and he held the photo firmly in his hands, biting his lower lip tightly.

The person he was grateful for in his life, the person he liked in his life, and the person he wanted to arrest in his life turned out to be the same person.

His mood can no longer be restored to pure liking, all kinds of emotions are intertwined, and even he himself doesn't know his own mood.

...you, what on earth do you want to do?

What do you want me to do?

Why put the truth in front of him naked...why not continue to hide it...

He silently closed his trembling eyes, and gradually locked his palms tightly.

What should I do with this emotion that has nowhere to rest...

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The sky outside was covered with thick clouds, gray, which seemed to symbolize Toru Amuro's mood at the moment.

He was walking down the street in a daze, and accidentally bumped into a pedestrian on one side, but he ignored it.

It seems to be just mechanical, walking slowly, without purpose, without end.

The road ahead was already covered in thick fog, and he could only stand in the whiteness where he couldn't see his fingers, and glanced around blankly.

"... Brother Amuro?"

Suddenly, someone called his name.

But that doesn't belong to his name, the real him is Fugu Rei, a policeman.

"Brother Amuro!! Hey!" The call became urgent, and even his wrist was yanked off.

Amuro Toru's expression finally began to change a bit, he blinked and turned to look at the figure below him.

When a child wearing glasses looking at his face solemnly appeared in his field of vision, he slowly smiled wryly, and replied, "Ah, it's Conan... what's wrong?"

Conan, who just came back from school, frowned and looked at Toru Amuro's expression, he found that the current transparency of Amuro seemed not quite right.

It's like the world is collapsing, losing faith, and can only wander in the world in despair.

It was the complete opposite of the confident and extraordinary appearance in the past.

I always feel that if I let him go like this, I don't know what terrible things will happen, so Conan quickly stopped him and stepped forward to talk to him.

"I just feel that Big Brother Amuro seems to be in a bad state." He carefully observed Toru Amuro's face: "Did something happen?"

There was still deep sadness in Toru Amuro's eyes, even if he was smiling, it made people feel as if he was crying.

He shouldn't have revealed his heart to such a mysterious existence as Conan, but when he was about to refuse, he couldn't say anything.

Perhaps, he needs a place to vent, and Conan, who is not familiar with him, is obviously the best choice.

So Toru Amuro took a deep breath, and showed a small smile to Conan: "Conan, do you have someone you like?"

Conan: "...Huh?!"

Maybe Toru Amuro's sad face fooled Conan. Conan thought he was going to say something big, but it turned out...it was about falling in love? !

At this moment, Conan's mood was almost the same as a bolt from the blue, and the corners of his mouth twitched, so he could only ask back: "Love, love?"

He didn't know whether he should answer this question, but Toru Amuro didn't need his answer at all, he just stared into the distance with empty eyes, and said again: "If the person you like is your enemy, at the same time It is the benefactor you were very grateful to when you were young, what should you do?"

Conan: "......"

Now Conan didn't just twitch the corner of his mouth, he, he, he was going crazy from fright!

What kind of weird relationship is this, my mother! !

He couldn't answer that at all!

Maybe Toru Amuro wants to find the answer very much, but Conan really can't do it! !

"This...that..." Therefore, Conan could only stumble and hesitate, his eyes scanned randomly, but he didn't know what chicken soup to pour for Amuro Toru.

Being hurt by love is a very sad thing, and Conan hopes that Toru Amuro can come out as soon as possible.

"Heh... what am I talking to you about?"

Before his chicken soup arrived, Toru Amuro supported his forehead and shook his head tiredly.

Talking about such a complicated thing as love with a child who looks only a few years old, he really lost his mind.

"Sorry, forget what I said." He waved his hand at Conan casually, and turned over the topic with a wry smile: "I haven't thanked you enough for what happened last time, come and sit with Poirot when you have time." , I treat you."

The last incident refers to the kidnapping of Ye Lian, and Conan helped Amuro call the police through a bug.

Thanks to this, Conan was able to judge that Toru Amuro was actually an undercover agent of the police lurking in the organization, just like Hideichi Akai once.

The person you like so much is the enemy... that means that person is also a member of the organization, right?

Conan's brain is not big enough to judge that the person Toru Amuro likes is Ye Lian, but he still calls out Toru Amuro who is leaving in a hurry out of the purest emotion of a teenager.

He always had a bad premonition that if Toru Amuro was really allowed to sink himself, I'm afraid the other party would never recover from it.

"If you really want to be with that person, just ask him in person how about it?"

The immature face stared at Toru Amuro's face without blinking, as if to give him great courage.

"Instead of being entangled with one person, it's better to tell him face to face, and the two of you can solve it together."

"Maybe the result will be beyond your expectations."

On the contrary, his slightly mature tone hit Toru Amuro's heart very strongly.

Puff, puff.

Jumped up again.

Yes, why did Ye Lian tell him the truth? Only by asking him face to face can he understand the meaning of the other party.

If Ye Lian is also waiting to communicate with him, will they create a bright future?

Just like Rei Fuguya who has never been discouraged and has always moved forward bravely, Amuro Toru's purple-gray pupils burst out with vitality again.

"That's right, thank you!"

He raised the corners of his lips, and patted Conan's shoulder vigorously to express his gratitude. His expression instantly returned to that of the confident and bright Poirot clerk, and then he turned around quickly and ran towards Poirot's coffee shop.

He wanted to see Ye Lian, and he wanted to see him now.

Ye Lian, will he have the same mood as him...

When Anshi looked through the familiar glass and saw Ye Lian sitting by the window, his pupils froze for a moment, and in the next second, a soft smile appeared again.

Ye Lian, will he tell him the whole truth?

Want to see him, want to touch him.

intolerable.

As if he could sense his gaze, Ye Lian suddenly raised his head and shot his gaze straight at him.

Since Toru Amuro did not go to Poirot to work today, there was no usual black tea on his desk, only a novel in a foreign language.

And he put down the book, and smiled at Toru Amuro, even though there was no sunlight outside, Toru Amuro suddenly felt warm all over his body, exuding joy from the inside out.

Even if he wasn't going to enjoy the black tea, Ye Lian still sat in Poirot's chair.

It's here to wait for him.

It turned out that Ye Lian also wanted to see him.

For a moment, Amuro felt that it was great to meet Conan. If he returned home like that and chose to escape, perhaps the distance between Ye Lian and Ye Lian would be gradually distanced from now on.

And now, a whole new possibility was born.

Toru Amuro stopped at the spot, watching Ye Lian put down his book and pushed open Poirot's door, getting closer to him little by little.

The two of them just watched each other quietly, neither of them spoke first, and the expressions of both of them were so gentle, as if they had overcome all barriers and finally arrived here.

"...Let's go to a quiet place to talk." In the end, Toru Amuro casually scanned the surrounding crowd and suggested.

Ye Lian nodded, and followed Amuro Toru silently all the way to a park.

What came into view was the snow-white pigeon tower, and groups of pigeons fluttered across the sky, as beautiful as a huge feast.

Seeing the snow-like feathers falling by chance around, the corners of Ye Lian's lips rose slightly, and he fell in love with this place a little bit.

"Do you know this place?" Seeing that there was no one around this spot, Toru Amuro casually looked at Ye Lian.

Ye Lian shook his head, there was no such place in his memory: "I don't know."

"Really." A gleam of light flashed across Amuro's eyes, almost fleeting: "This is the place where we first met, under the introduction of Belmode."

He leisurely looked around at the pigeons all around, and smiled nostalgicly: "It should be said that it was the place where I met you when I grew up. I never thought I could come here with you."

Ye Lian stared at his face, trying to see through his current emotions: "Have you already known all this?"

"...Are you referring to the fact that you are Renye Karasuma, or the fact that you are the benefactor I always wanted to meet when I was young?"

Amuro tilted his head towards him, and the curvature of the corners of his lips decreased a bit, "This is what you planned, right? Let me know the truth of all this."

"You probably haven't recovered your memory yet, so Belmode or Gin should have told you the information about you. As for me... You saw the group photo and my statement, and you connected these two things together ,Is it right?"

What he said was not far from the truth, Ye Lian curled his lips with some relief, it seems that the plan he designed was not wasted at all.

Completely communicated to Toru Amuro.

"That's right." Ye Lian adjusted the angle of the brim of his hat, and his blue eyes were filled with a smile: "I was also surprised, so this powerful organization is my property, so I used to be with You met."

This made Toru Amuro feel a delicate balance, because he was as shocked as Ye Lian who had lost his memory.

"Now even if I ask you why you did all this..." Toru Amuro smiled sarcastically: "You can't answer anything, right?"

Ye Lian shrugged his shoulders. In the past, he only designed a plan to complete the mission. Of course, this cannot be related to the mission goal.

"Then I want to ask you." An Shitou closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and personally dug through the past with Ye Lian, which made his originally calm mood fluctuate again.

Sadness, confusion, anger, powerlessness and other mixed emotions rushed towards him, and he could only clenched his palms with all his strength to make himself look as calm as ever.

"Why are you telling me the truth?"

If they keep hiding it, the relationship between them will still be as pure as before, so, isn't it good?

"Why... Even if you set up such a circle plan, you want me to know everything?"

Toru Amuro desperately wanted to understand Ye Lian's heart.

And Ye Lian also told him bluntly.

"Because this is your wish, the goal you want to accomplish."

Under the golden hair, there is a gentle smile.

"I said, I want to fulfill your wish, isn't that reason enough?"

Looking at the simple and pure expression of the young man, Toru Amuro opened his eyes wide in disbelief: "Even if this wish...is at the price of destroying the entire organization?!"

His brain sounded the alarm, because Ye Lian's thoughts were almost paranoid to the point that he couldn't understand.

In order to fulfill his wish, I told him all the secrets, this is simply... This is simply not a huge sacrifice that ordinary people can make.

Unless, his status is higher than the organization he carefully pulled up.

Even though it was a bit weird, Toru Amuro's heart couldn't help but beat violently because of this reason, even at this time, the first thing that came out of him was joy and satisfaction.

It's all because of Ye Lian's attention to him.

And Ye Lian also laughed as he expected: "Of course, the whole organization is not as important as you alone. Zero, you are the child I grew up with, aren't you?"

……child?

Toru Amuro, who was still jumping for joy just now, his heart sank again.

He was a little uncertain about Ye Lian's opinion of him.

Because Ye Lian's real age is much older than his, maybe they treat him like a human cub.

"What do you... think of me, Lian?"

Finally, he couldn't bear to ask this sentence out of his mouth.

Facing his complicated gaze, Ye Lian blinked his eyes in a little confusion, how he sees Zero, even he himself doesn't know now.

Without the bonus of the system, Ye Lian's affection for Toru Amuro is only after the time jump.

It's the pure white soul he likes, who will make delicious tea for him... After all the external factors are removed, he should like Amuro Toru.

"Friend." So Ye Lian blurted out.

This is the second friend he admits besides a certain scumbag, Toru Amuro has this qualification.

However, facing his answer, a tangled light flashed in Amuro Toru's purple-gray pupils, and then he raised his lips as if mocking himself: "Friend... To be honest, I don't know what to think of you anymore Woolen cloth."

"You are my benefactor and at the same time my enemy. My wish is to arrest the boss of the organization."

He took a deep look at Ye Lian: "And now you are in front of me, so what are you going to do?"

"My plan is meaningless." Unexpectedly, Ye Lian threw the topic to him: "You should ask yourself this."

Ye Lian stretched out his fingertips and touched Toru Amuro's chest through the air, with the softest smile on his lips, as if he didn't care about Toru Amuro's answer at all.

"What do you want to do, I'm here, do you want to arrest me?"

Those slightly sly eyes and the smile at the end of the eyes made Toru Amuro's chest heave violently.

He clasped Ye Lian's raised right hand almost subconsciously, and squeezed the boned palm into his palm.

Afterwards, a pair of eyes stared at Ye Lian so seriously, not allowing Ye Lian's sight to escape.

"Ah, I'm going to arrest you."

He paused every word, and all he said were lines that Ye Lian couldn't understand: "In the name of Jiang Gu Ling, I will arrest your heart and all your people."

Under Ye Lian's slightly confused gaze, the corners of his lips raised uncontrollably, and his brows and eyes suddenly softened.

He brought Ye Lian's palm to his mouth, and just bent down like this, his thick eyelids trembled slightly, and a light kiss fell on that palm.

It was like a feather passing by, tickling, and splashing a ripple.

"Stay with me, Lian."

Even the words that overflowed from his lips were like wings fluttering in the air, caressing Ye Lian's cheek gently.

"I like you."

He sighed, emphasizing the importance once again.

"I really like you."

The author has something to say: Conan: Love? ?

What's going on, little brother, are you looking down on me, Mi Hua's number one straight man!

It took me a thousand episodes to finally confess my love. You still want to talk about love with me. Thank you.

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This chapter is the limit of literature and art.

Originally, I wanted to write the scene where Toru Amuro was entangled and evasive for a long time and dared not face Ye Lian, and then Ye Lian left alone.

But for some reason, my hand automatically typed out the plot of Toru Amuro's confession.

Probably because if Ye Lian is not left with a deep memory now, his shares will be gone (melancholy)

No one buys Amuro Toru's stock, it's so pitiful.

In the next chapter, the man who is the team leader finally makes an appearance~!

The ultimate Shura field officially kicked off.

In addition, 50 red envelopes will be prepared tomorrow to celebrate, please hurry up and leave a message!

Here is a reminder that I will make a leave note, but the leave note is marked as a guide for friends who want to see the Shura Field, don't be afraid, I still update every day.