My cubs are all blackened

Facing Osamu Dazai whose eyes burst out with a dark red light as if he was in a dark quagmire, Ye Lian gently moved his lips, but in the end he still couldn't say anything.

Because the despair emanating from Osamu Dazai seemed to overwhelm him, he couldn't use any pale lines to reject the other party, and he couldn't say anything at all.

This is the child he raised for three years, this is his favorite child, even more important than his own life.

If Dazai Zhi's body suffered even the slightest injury, Ye Lian would feel as if he was the one who was injured, and his heart would be pierced like a knife.

Not to mention, the one who forced Osamu Dazai to self-mutilation was himself.

So Ye Lian has been struggling to maintain the cold personality, and finally collapsed at this moment.

For a moment, he wanted to embrace the thin child's body, and then promised him that he would always be by his side.

No matter what happens in the future, he will always be the backbone of this kid.

However, before the guilt in his eyes overflowed, there was suddenly the sound of hurried footsteps behind him, his right arm was pulled up from behind, and an anxious voice echoed in his ears.

"inexpensive!"

It was Toru Amuro's voice.

Ye Lian was staggered by his pull, so he could only straighten his back to maintain his balance.

He turned his head and looked up against the dazzling sunlight, and the figure of Toru Amuro whose face could not be clearly seen appeared in his field of vision.

A few beams of light radiated from the side of the light golden hair, Ye Lian's eyes subconsciously narrowed a little, and finally he was able to see Toru Amuro's facial features clearly.

At this moment, Toru Amuro was staring at him with serious eyes, seriousness and seriousness appeared in his purple-gray eyes, even though he didn't say anything, and didn't even give Ye Lian any secret signals, Ye Lian seemed to be listening to him from his silent words. His deep meaning was read in his actions.

The light in the slightly stunned eyes was rekindled, Ye Lian's expression changed slightly, and after a while, he nodded slightly to Anshi Toru.

Seeing this, Toru Amuro's frowning brows relaxed little by little, and he let go of the arms that restrained Ye Lian.

At the same time, he looked in the direction of Dazai Osamu, but was caught off guard by a pair of empty eyes.

There was no emotion in those eyes, all the emotions were mixed into a deep black, bursting out at him in the young man's indifferent gaze staring at him.

For a moment, Toru Amuro felt his hair stand on end, and a chill ran down his spine, as if he was being targeted by some terrifying beast.

Sure enough, this boy was very abnormal.

You can't let him and Ye Lian continue to mix together, because Ye Lian is also the kind of person who tends to be abnormal. When these two people get together, they will definitely develop into an unpredictable future.

Toru Amuro strengthened his decision even more.

Ye Lian turned around, closed his eyes tightly, and only opened them slowly after he let out a foul breath.

In an instant, those blue eyes shone with dazzling light, like the twinkling morning stars, brightly illuminating the entire earth.

Even Osamu Dazai, who was in an extremely depressed mood, couldn't help but be attracted by the beautiful pupil color, and moved his fingertips slowly to the right, wanting to touch his eyelids.

But in the next second, his palm was held.

The confusion in Dazai Osamu's eyes was instantly swept away. He looked at Ye Lian who was holding his hand tightly, but his face did not show a relaxed state.

His hunch has always been accurate, so accurate that even he himself hates his accuracy.

Soon, the palm led his hand away from the cheek slowly, even though the heat conveyed by the palm was so nostalgic, but Osamu Dazai's heart felt cold.

"My answer remains the same."

He desperately felt that the distance between Ye Lian and Ye Lian was gradually widening at this moment, but there was nothing he could do about this result.

"I don't want to take you with me."

The young man in front of him broke his last illusion with a cold voice.

"Since you don't want to let go, let me let you go."

The hand finally brought his palm to his side, and slowly let go of it.

In a daze, Osamu Dazai seemed to see the bright red thread called fate that he and Ye Lian had always maintained, which was suddenly torn off with the withdrawal of this hand.

"Your shelter is only in the organization, not by my side. No matter how you want to change, this is an unchangeable fact."

Ye Lian stood up slowly, and spit out the lines that he had repeated thousands of times in his heart. He didn't dare to look at Dazai Zhi's despairing gaze, and could only focus on Dazai Zhi's back.

There, there seems to be a pair of black wings that have just grown up and are still immature, shaking slightly.

If one day in the future, the wings become full and can fly freely in the sky, it will be his happiest and most joyous moment.

fly.

Don't be bound by feelings called nostalgia, your future can become brighter.

This is my only wish for you.

"Goodbye, don't come to me again."

Buttoning down the brim of his hat with one hand, Ye Lian silently lowered his eyebrows, then turned around resolutely, and walked in the opposite direction.

He didn't see Osamu Dazai's eyes widen suddenly, and his hand stretched out as he struggled to grasp his fingertips.

Yet in the end, that last possibility slipped through his fingers.

He threw his powerless palm away, and watched helplessly as the nostalgic figure gradually moved away from him.

Then it disappeared from his field of vision, leaving nothing behind.

Finally, the cloud and mist rolling with blue wires in the sky began to make deafening thunder, and the patter of raindrops fell from the cloud and hit the dry ground.

Pedestrians passing by hurriedly covered their heads with bags, and ran to shelter from the rain in a hurry, and the crowd on the road dispersed in a blink of an eye.

Only a black-haired boy knelt quietly on the ground, allowing the rain to wet his clothes.

He raised his head, facing the sky, his slightly curly hair was scattered between his forehead, almost completely covering his eyebrows and eyes.

A few cold drops of rain fell on his forehead, and then slid down the arc of his cheeks.

The young man opened his lips, as if shouting silently.

For a moment, I couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain that fell on the ground.

Ah... In the end, he still failed to save his most important person.

In this dark world, the only light that belonged to him disappeared.

It feels like... nothing seems to matter anymore.

The young man slowly raised a sarcastic arc.

——I really want to disappear.

……

As soon as Toru Amuro walked a few meters away, the sky began to drizzle.

But Ye Lian didn't seem to feel anything, and kept walking forward with two steps.

It was Toru Amuro on the side who gave him a jerk to wake him up.

"It's raining!" Amuro frowned and looked at Ye Lian, who was obviously not in the right state, and pointed to a dessert shop beside him: "Let's go to the shop and have a seat."

Sweets can make people feel better. As a chef, Toru Amuro knows this knowledge very well, and he is prepared to choose this restaurant.

But Ye Lian, who was out of his mind, slowed down for a while, then nodded as if he understood what he said, and then walked forward again.

"..."

Toru Amuro helplessly supported his forehead, sighed directly, and pulled Ye Lian's arm rather forcefully towards the shop.

Ye Lian in this state is obviously easy to be fooled, he is not dissatisfied with Toru Amuro's behavior at all, he just obediently followed the other person to the store, and finally Toru Amuro pressed him on a seat casually.

Toru Amuro patted the rain on his body. Fortunately, the rain was not too heavy at this time, and the clothes were not drenched, and the towel that the waiter in the dessert shop thoughtfully handed him was even more useful.

Smiling at the waiter whose face was still a little red, Amuro didn't care about the shy attitude of the other party, and directly covered Ye Lian's neck with the towel, and took advantage of Ye Lian's inability to resist. The rain wiped away vigorously.

During the whole process, Ye Lian hung his head obediently, motionless, his thick eyelids trembled slightly, like a butterfly leaping to take off.

From Amuro Toru's point of view, it looks more like a delicate and beautiful doll, just sitting there at his mercy.

Toru Amuro couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth in a good mood.

Compared with the gentleness before and the coldness now, Ye Lian's appearance is more able to poke the softest part of his heart.

Docile like a canary in a cage, spreading its wings beautifully.

However, after rubbing, Toru Amuro's thoughts gradually went astray.

Unlike his skin, Ye Lian's complexion tends to be fair in Europe, especially the nape of the neck, which is as white as a good suet jade, which makes people want to touch it.

As a native of Japan, Toru Amuro's gaze unconsciously followed the snow-white nape of his neck.

Although he knew from a long time ago that Japanese people like women's beautiful nape, he seemed to understand why they liked it for the first time today.

He stared at Ye Lian's small piece of skin dazedly, the more he was wiped by the towel, the more crimson that piece of skin appeared, and it was even more dazzling that he couldn't look away.

Amuro couldn't help stretching out his finger, and couldn't help but want to touch it.

"Mr. Amuro."

Suddenly, a familiar voice woke him up.

As if he was caught doing something wrong, Toru Amuro straightened his body nervously, and replied loudly: "Yes!"

It wasn't until Ye Lian turned his head and looked at him suspiciously that he realized that his reaction was too abrupt, finally relaxed his body, and smiled as usual: "...what's wrong?"

"Lend me your cell phone." Fortunately, Ye Lian didn't have the energy to pay attention to his disobedience at all, and stretched out his palm to him: "I haven't bought a cell phone yet, please lend me a text message."

When it comes to mobile phones, Toru Amuro reflexively raised his vigilance. Although he carefully deleted the text messages and phone calls of the police officers, there might be some clues left behind.

The clip about him being a policeman mentioned by the boy flashed in his mind, and Toru Amuro shuddered, almost forgetting that there was still this matter to be resolved.

At this time, if you don't borrow Ye Lian's mobile phone, I'm afraid it will make him more suspicious. Toru Amuro smiled and created a new text message for Ye Lian, and then handed the interface to Ye Lian: "I have adjusted it for you, just write it directly. OK."

In this way, after Ye Lian finished sending the text message, he would not casually see anything that he shouldn't see, which can be said to be a little careful of Amuro Toru.

And Ye Lian took it without any reaction. He recalled the only mobile phone numbers of Zhongya Zhongya and Ogai Mori that he could memorize, and finally sent an anonymous text message to Zhongya Zhongyuan without hesitation, asking him to go to xx Street Take Osamu Dazai.

The scar on Dazaiji's wrist is not too deep, and it won't be a big problem if he stops the bleeding, but Ye Lian still worries about whether the rain will infect his wound. After thinking about it, he still risks exposing his position and asks for help In the middle too.

After typing, he happily returned the phone to Toru Amuro, while he let out a long breath, as if he had understood his last wish.

Sometimes, he couldn't understand his emotions very much. When he was dealing with Chuya Nakahara, he was so distressed that he almost couldn't sleep at night, but once he faced Osamu Dazai, he just fell into a low mood for a while, and his mood returned to its original state.

Very much like a scumbag who throws away after use.

Is this a system bug?Or is there something wrong with his emotional system?

Ye Lian was very puzzled.

But soon, Toru Amuro, who was sitting in front of him, had taken away most of his attention, because Toru Amuro became visibly agitated, his brows furrowed unconsciously, and he kept looking at him with those tangled eyes. A state of restlessness.

"What?" Ye Lian asked, "Is there anything you want to ask?"

Maybe because Ye Lian is surprisingly easy-going today, Toru Amuro almost forgot the barrier of no memory, after thinking about it, he asked, "...Is it okay for that brat to just leave it alone?"

As a policeman, even though he thought Osamu Dazai was a terrible kid, he didn't want to abandon the child.

Ye Lian's smile faded a little, looking at the pouring rain outside the window, he said casually, "Well, don't worry."

Amuro tried again and again: "It seems that the relationship between you is very complicated, I don't know..."

"Mr. Anshi." Before he finished speaking, Ye Lian interrupted him with some warning eyebrows: "I don't really want to talk about this topic, can I change it?"

"..."

The distance between them seems to have shortened, but in fact, there is still an insurmountable gap.

Amuro Toru's eyes darkened slightly, and then suppressed the bitterness gushing from the bottom of his heart, and continued to wrap his heart with a cold shell: "Then, you won't really believe what he said about me being a policeman. Alright."

He raised his eyes and curled his lips with a half-smile, as if mocking Osamu Dazai's conclusion: "Although I don't know why he said that, but the mistake is too outrageous."

Hearing this, Ye Lian was slightly taken aback, but in the next second, he wanted to laugh.

By the way, Toru Amuro doesn't know that he already knows his information, and he is trying his best to cover up his identity as an undercover agent.

Seeing Toru Amuro pretending to be superb acting skills, the negative emotions in Ye Lian's heart were quickly swept away, and the arc of joy was faintly curved.

This kind of "you don't know I know your identity" game is simply too interesting.

Reporting that he wanted to play a prank on him, Ye Lian crossed his hands on his lap, looked directly at Amuro Toru's eyes with his green eyes, and said in a threatening tone.

"Although I really want to believe you, unfortunately, Dazai's conclusion cannot be wrong."

Under Amuro Toru's flickering eyes, Ye Lian smiled slightly: "He is very smart, even so smart that he can predict the future development. It is not surprising that other people's occupations can be seen through at a glance."

"..." Toru Amuro was so nervous that he could almost hear the beating of his own heart, but it never showed on his face, only raised his eyebrows.

——"So, you believe what he said?"

Ye Lian shrugged his shoulders, showing a look of indifference: "I'm not very interested in Mr. Amuro's occupation. Believe it or not, it doesn't make much sense to me."

"Is that so..." Hearing this, Amuro Toru breathed a sigh of relief, he knew Ye Lian, indeed, Ye Lian would not delve into things that he was not interested in.

He used to think that Ye Lian was extremely indifferent to this point, but he never thought that he would be saved by this point one day.

However, just as his hanging heart fell halfway, another bomb hit his ear, which almost blew his hair off.

"It's just that I remember that Mr. Amuro called me 'Countreau' the first time he saw me. If I remember correctly, this is the name of a kind of wine. It can be said that this is probably my nickname or some code name."

"But I hate drinking very much. There is almost no such possibility with nicknames, so...there is only one final judgment."

Ye Lian deliberately paused for a few seconds, looked at the sharp eyebrows on the opposite side, and continued to curl the corners of his lips.

"I'm guessing, do you have a code name that also owns liquor, Mr. Amuro?"

"If your real occupation is a policeman, then I...would I have something to do with the police?"

Ye Lian tilted his head, and a sly look quickly flashed in his eyes: "Are you right?"

Toru Amuro: "..."

As Ye Lian's words deepened, Toru Amuro's heart was about to jump out nervously.

Whether it is about his occupation, Cointreau is the code name, and he also has the information of the code name, Ye Lian grasped it extremely accurately, as if he knew it from the beginning.

But until the last sentence, Toru Amuro froze in place as if choking, a series of ellipsis flashed helplessly in his mind.

……police?

Ye Lian is a policeman? ?

If Ye Lian could become a policeman, wouldn't he be about to collapse that day!

This idea is really both terrifying and ridiculous.

However, Toru Amuro didn't know how to refute it better. It is impossible for him to say anything about the organization. It would be like a moth to a flame, so...

"Police?" He raised his lips as if he was amused, crossed his legs up and down, and moved his knees slightly to the inside, inadvertently showing a defensive posture: "Let me not say how ridiculous this idea is, Do you really think you're going to be a cop?"

A light flashed in his squinted eyes: "You, who are extremely indifferent to almost everyone, do not meet the enthusiasm and justice that the police should possess, do you?"

He said it very seriously, but he was not just defending himself, in fact, his brain was clamoring to pour out this thought.

Taking advantage of Ye Lian bringing up this topic, this thought that has been suppressed by Toto Amuro for a long time was finally revealed by him.

"Although I don't know what happened in your past, but you are one of the coldest and least emotional people I have ever met."

"I can't understand your emotions, let alone agree with your actions."

Toru Amuro closed his eyes abruptly, and the words he blurted out had a shocking sense of oppression, which even surprised him.

Until now, he can still remember Ye Lian's gentle and weird attitude when he faced him, and he can also remember the coldness in his eyes when he killed someone mercilessly.

Contradiction, contrast.

Very human can have.

Suddenly, what Zhang Jingsi said to him appeared in his mind.

——Only non-human beings and monsters can have such a cold heart.

Is it possible...

Without missing Toru Amuro's struggling eyes, Ye Lian still pursed his lips to listen to his words, but also couldn't understand his emotions.

For him, except for important people, the rest of the people are like weeds on the ground, no matter whether they ignore or pull them out, they will not cause any problems.

What does the indifference in Toru Amuro's mouth mean?

Is he considered an 'ordinary' human being if he treats every weed gently?

Two people with different paths have no way to understand each other, but the more contradictions, the more contrasts, which can arouse some people's potential interest.

Like Toru Amuro, after learning about Ye Lian's original character, he tried to distance himself, but inadvertently stared at Ye Lian, cared about Ye Lian, and focused his eyes on Ye Lian for no reason.

He still doesn't quite know what this emotion is, but compared to his brain, his body instinctively wants to protect Ye Lian like this.

Well, this is probably the purest heart buried in the heart of a man who can say 'my country is my lover'.

"...Anyway, you can't be a policeman." Realizing that he had strayed from the topic, Toru Amuro frowned unintentionally, and then regained his composure in an instant: "So don't continue to ask such boring questions."

He glanced at Ye Lian meaningfully: "My true identity is not such a gentle occupation, it is better to say that it is the complete opposite of the police profession."

In order to dispel Ye Lian's thoughts, Amuro Toru could only try his best to show that he hated the police.

He was very afraid that the members of the organization would meet Ye Lian and reveal his code name of Bourbon to him. At that time, his identity would definitely be revealed, so it would be better to tell Ye Lian in advance that he has a career that is completely opposite to that of a policeman. Let Ye Lian not easily suspect him.

He didn't know if it would be effective, so he subconsciously stared at Ye Lian, observing Ye Lian's demeanor and behavior without blinking, trying to see the hidden heart of the other party.

However, after hearing what he said, Ye Lian chuckled lightly, with a bit of tenderness on his brows.

"It's rare to see you explain to me so seriously."

The prank must go to the end, but if it is overdone, it will be suspected by others.

"I understand, I won't mention it again." He gently raised his chin with his palm, the curvature of his face did not dissipate, but he said casually, "However, I quite like the profession of police."

Amuro was stunned: "... Huh?"

He really couldn't believe that such words would come from such a cruel and merciless person as Ye Lian.

"Because..." Ye Lian looked straight into his eyes, and there was a slight halo in the blue eyes: "The police are the most just, purest, and warmest existences... just because they are completely opposite to me. , that’s why it caught my attention so much.”

"...!"

The words that the benefactor who couldn't see the face said to him more than [-] years ago suddenly appeared in Toru Amuro's mind:

'The police are the most just, purest, and warmest existences. With these qualities, you will definitely be able to become an excellent policeman. '

It's exactly the same!

Ye Lian actually said the exact same lines as that person.

Coupled with the always formal suit and that handsome half-race face, the blood in Toru Amuro's body was boiling, clamoring for shock and longing.

Ye Lian's figure almost coincided with that person's figure.

Plus the possibility of monsters, inhuman things, etc...

Is it... is it...

At this time, Ye Lian suddenly tilted his head and smiled at him who was completely stunned: "If you were really a policeman, I probably would like you even more than now."

A puff of heat suddenly rose on Toru Amuro's cheeks. He hadn't heard Ye Lian's too straightforward lines for a long time, but every time he listened to them, he felt awkward and unnatural.

The thought that was about to thread into a thread just now was suddenly interrupted, Toru Amuro looked away slightly with trembling eyes, and subconsciously pinched the back of his neck with his palm.

He is indeed a policeman, according to what Ye Lian said, wouldn't he really like himself more...

Ahh...how on earth can I say such nasty lines.

The thoughts in my head are like tangled threads, and I can't make sense of them. The more I probe, the more my heart will be bound.

Let it approach Ye Lian slowly, making its beating frequency increase more and more.

Toru Amuro could only try not to expose his emotions.

He solemnly clenched his palms into fists and coughed dryly, then said dryly: "Cough...I'm not a policeman, there is no such possibility as 'if'."

Ye Lian stopped short: "You are right."

While the two were talking, the rain outside gradually became lighter, and the sky was beautifully filled with azure-colored clouds, so Ye Lian and Amuro Toru took this opportunity to leave the dessert shop and walked to the street.

The two men in black, who were a street away from them, seemed to have sensed it, and their eyes wanted to look across the layers of vehicles.

However, at this moment, his mobile phone rang suddenly, and the unique ringtone made Qin Jiu frowned, and quickly connected the call.

"What's the matter, Belmode."

The female voice on the other side of the phone was extremely cold, she didn't say a word of nonsense, and said directly: "The adult is back."

The original casual expression suddenly changed, Qin Jiu's eyes burst into an astonishing light, and his tone became eager: "When and where?"

"Don't be so impatient, Gin." Belmode listened to his obvious change of voice with a half-smile, and deliberately delayed: "Compared with this kind of thing, there is one more important thing that I want to tell you in advance."

"...Get to the point." Qin Jiu impatiently interrupted her Tai Chi practice, he only wanted to get news from that adult now.

Belmode shrugged her shoulders slightly. She naturally knew the relationship between Ye Lian and Gin, and said with no surprise: "The lord has lost part of his memory. Although I have told him everything I know, but The exact details can only be recalled by him.”

"So." Belmode lowered his voice: "He doesn't know you anymore, Gin, so naturally he won't summon you."

"!!" Qin Jiu's breath suddenly stagnated, and his dark green pupils, which were somewhat similar to Ye Lian's, were filled with unbelievable emotions: "Amnesia?!"

"Where is he now, tell me quickly, Belmode!"

Almost impatiently, Gin's voice roared out from his suppressed throat, making it a bit hoarse, and even Vodka, who saw him showing such excitement for the first time, was taken aback.

Belmode was silent for a while, and then sighed: "I can't tell you his location, because he has clearly ordered me not to let anyone in any organization know his whereabouts."

Before Qin Jiu's brows and eyes showed a deep hostility, she suddenly added a hint.

"However, he is unexpectedly by your side."

Putting down the phone, Gin clenched his teeth, and his whole body showed irritability and displeasure. Compared with the breath he exuded when he was cold and murderous, the current him is even more frightening.

Vodka, who often followed behind him, also stood there a little timidly this time, wondering if he should step forward to disturb the elder brother's thinking.

If he was angered, the consequences would be unimaginable.

But even if he wanted to take the initiative to avoid it, Qin Jiu would not give him such a chance.

"Vodka."

The angry voice squeezed out between the teeth made Vodka straighten his back in an instant: "Yes, brother, what's the matter?"

"...to search."

Qin Jiu squinted his eyes, and the ruthlessness leaked out from the end of his eyes, which meant to dig three feet into the ground.

"Find all the nearby hotels and ask them if a blond man is staying."

"No matter where he is, be sure to find him!"

Vodka blinked because he didn't understand, and said that Brother Gin was very concerned about the blond man two days ago, and it was a face he had never seen before.

Coupled with this attitude of eagerly wanting to know the position of the other party.

Could it be... is the lover of the eldest brother?

His brain hole was so big that he couldn't take it back, but he didn't dare to say his guess.

Therefore, he just nodded solemnly, and secretly made up his mind to catch this little lover for his elder brother.

A gust of autumn wind blew, and the back of the black jacket with gin and vodka was lifted, and both of them walked forward with serious expressions on their faces.

At the same time, two handsome young men on another street slowly moved in the opposite direction.

The author has something to say: So Qin Jiu and Ye Lian missed each other again.

So pitiful.

Osamu Dazai successfully entered the state of abandonment: I really want to disappear.

Mr. Ye flirts with Toru Amuro every day, but Vodka still thinks that Ye Lian is a lover of gin, and the stalk of lover will continue.

Ye Lian believes that the task given to him by the system is the progress of the world and the established destiny of the task target.

For the good of Dazai, he chose to follow the system's instructions to leave Dazai, let the other party be independent, and walk on the path expected by the system.

And Osamu Dazai tried to save Ye Lian in order to keep this love (for his own good).

It can only be said that the two people have different ideas.led to tragedy.

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The next chapter is Gin, Amuro Toru, Ye Lian, Mori Kogoro, and Conan, who happen to meet.

Please enjoy Conan's frightened expression.