kiss me you are responsible

Compared to the brothers Zheng Yiyang, it was relatively easy for Li Zuo to come out of the closet. The Li family and his wife didn't fully accept it, but they still didn't plan to take care of it.After Zheng Yiyang was kicked out by his family, he didn't meet Zheng Yiguang for the last time, and he couldn't even make a phone call.

Apart from drinking at his and Zheng Yiguang's house, he drank every day. After getting drunk, he lay on the sofa and slept, even the stubble came out.Brothers came to see him, but he didn't open the door.

In a blink of an eye, half a month later, Li Zuo received the news of Zheng Yiguang's suicide. He called Zheng Yiyang but still couldn't get through. Then he and An Yan went directly to find the unlocker, and opened the door of Zheng Yiyang's house.As soon as the door opened, there was a pungent smell of alcohol in the room. The curtains blocked a large area of ​​light, and Zheng Yiyang was sleeping on the sofa, and the table and floor were full of wine bottles.

"Nothing! Drinking is useless!" Li Zuo kicked Zheng Yiyang angrily, "Why isn't the phone turned on!"

Zheng Yiyang glanced at Li Zuo, turned over and continued to sleep, Li Zuo raised his foot and was about to kick, but was pulled down by An Yan, "Stop kicking, what's the use of kicking. Yiyang, if you continue to be so decadent, I'm afraid it will be a waste of time. You will never see Yi Guang in your life."

Zheng Yiyang frowned, his eyes were red, and his beard made him look like an uncle.An Yan continued: "Yi Guang committed suicide at home last night,"

Before he finished talking, Zheng Yiyang got up from the sofa and looked at An Yan in panic, "Where is he now?"

"I found out that I was out of danger in time, but depression seemed to be happening again. Your parents couldn't find you, so they hit Li Zuo."

"Is it useful to drink alcohol? Is it useful to be alone here? Can you think of a way to convince your parents when you have this time. Now he can't bear to get sick, and you protect him like this!" Li Zuo said angrily. Roar.

"Fourth brother," An Yan pulled Li Zuo away, "he is in the second hospital, hurry up. I think with this time, your parents may gradually accept you."

Zheng Yiyang was in a trance, stood up and stumbled away.An Yan looked at Li Zuo, "Why are you yelling at him?"

"It's exciting to see." Li Zuo frowned, and looked around the room, "This room smells like this."

"Shall we go and see Yi Guang?" An Yan asked.

"Wait for two days. I think their family will have a good talk in these two days."

Three days later, the brothers went to the hospital together, Zheng Yiyang's parents were not there, only Zheng Yiyang was with Zheng Yiguang, and the two were talking and laughing.

"Yo, it looks good." Liu Mo was the first to enter the ward.

Zheng Yiyang had already cleaned up, and smiled excitedly, "My parents said they tried to accept it."

"Yi Guang, how are you?" An Yan asked.

"It's okay, just take care of it." Zheng Yiguang's face was pale, and he smiled faintly.

"During this period of time, I was useless. It made him suffer, and it also made you worry." Zheng Yiyang went to shake Zheng Yiguang's hand, and Zheng Yiguang shook back with a smile, "Fourth brother, I want to rest for a while, I will take Yiguang out to play Play."

"This is what you said, as if you went to work while drinking." Li Zuo said.

"It's okay if I'm wrong." Zheng Yiyang said with a smile.

"Fuck, it's the wrong use!" Li Zuo smiled, "Come back and let me go out to play."

"Okay." Zheng Yiyang readily agreed.

"It's alright this time, the most difficult stage for you has finally passed." Fu Dong said.

After staying for a while, the brothers withdrew.Zheng Yiguang leaned on Zheng Yiyang's shoulder, "Brother, I will protect you this time."

"I'm sorry, brother is useless." Zheng Yiguang was very guilty and angry at himself for being too useless.Because his younger brother didn't fall ill, but used suicide as a gamble on their future love qualifications.

Outside the ward, Zheng's mother and Zheng's father saw the two people leaning together in the room, looked at each other, and shook their heads helplessly.

"That's all?" Dad Zheng said.

"Then what can I do, Yi Guang's mood is unstable, I can't just watch him bleed."

"Then do you still talk about raising Yi Yang?"

"do not talk."

Summer is gradually gone, the climate of autumn is getting more and more intense, the weather is cold, and the leaves on the roadside are falling down one after another.On this day, Li Zuo asked An Yan to have lunch, and Lance was going back to the villa, so he happened to take a car to the restaurant on the way.

"An Dong, the master asked me to tell you yesterday that you and Li Zuo should hurry up to have a baby." Lance said with a blank expression.

An Yan in the back seat looked out the car window and said flatly, "Why didn't he tell me directly."

"He's afraid you'll hate him." Lance also learned the local dialect. If he hadn't understood what it meant to be angry before?

"He will still be afraid of me." An Yan laughed out loud when he heard the words. Lance looked in the rearview mirror and was fascinated by An Yan's bright smile. Car, he slammed on the brakes, the electric car was knocked down, it was a food delivery person, and the food was scattered all over the floor.

"An Dong, are you okay?" Lance stopped the car in a panic.

An Yan was also taken aback, and breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay, go down and have a look."

"Yes."

It's true that Lance lost his mind, but he didn't violate the traffic rules. It was the electric car that violated the rules, and he suddenly rushed into the middle of the road regardless of the traffic lights.The owner of the electric car saw that he had collided with a car owned by the An's Group, and was terrified, because the cars under the An's Group are all luxury cars with amazing prices, and this car is not common, even the license plate number is very impressive .

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose, I'm in a hurry to deliver the food." The driver of the electric car was fine, and when he saw Lance, who was in a suit and leather shoes, he quickly apologized for fear of losing money.

An Yan couldn't hear what they said in the car, but the food delivery boy seemed familiar, and he didn't see clearly until he showed his face towards him.

This person is none other than Cheng Gang who often beat and insulted him in high school.It seemed a long time had passed, but he still remembered that time in the bar, Cheng Gang led several brothers to besiege and humiliate him in the bathroom, and finally was blocked by Li Zuo in the private room and beat him to a broken leg.

Seeing Cheng Gang kept bowing and bowing outside, An Yan opened the door and got out of the car. Lance walked over quickly, "Dong An, the car is fine, but the paint has peeled off. The other party is fine."

This little paint is enough for Cheng Gang's salary for a year. He listened to An Dong, looked up, and was stunned when he saw it.

Isn't that... the ugly monster from school?What about his scar?

Cheng Gang looked at An Yan's expensive suit, and Lance respected him, and realized that An Yan's status was very noble.

He panicked and hurriedly turned away, fearing that An Yan would make things difficult for him because of high school.An Yan paid attention to his every move, walked over with a cold face, and swept the food all over the floor.

He looked at Cheng Gang who was turned away, and said in a cold voice, "Lance, give me 200 yuan."

"Yes." Lance took out his wallet and handed over 200 yuan.

An Yan took the money and walked to Cheng Gang's side. Cheng Gang saw that he couldn't escape, so he turned around. Seeing An Yan's arrogant and indifferent eyes, he was startled and hurriedly lowered his head.

"My car is about 10 yuan per painting, how much do you think I should pay?" An Yan looked at Cheng Gang coldly.

When Cheng Gang heard this, he clenched his fists in panic.Seeing the people he bullied had such a good life, but he was the food delivery boy who was pretending to laugh at them at the time, this feeling was very uncomfortable, and he was so ashamed that he couldn't even lift his head up.

"The 200 yuan is considered to be compensation for your food. As for the car, forget it, I have a lot of cars." After finishing speaking, An Yan stuffed the money into Cheng Gang's pocket and walked away, very cold and arrogant.

He didn't make it too difficult for Cheng Gang, because he always remembered Li Zuo's words deeply, that if you forgive the past, you will forget the painful things.Happiness is achieved by oneself, and pursuing the past will only blindly reduce the quality of one's life.Let the past be the past.

Seeing An Yan's noble back, Cheng Gang hesitated for a long time before shouting, "I'm sorry for everything in the past."

An Yan didn't even pause, got into the car without looking back, and didn't even look at him when the car was just driving, as if they had never known each other before.

When Cheng Gang saw that noble man passing by, he didn't feel that An Yan was arrogant, on the contrary, he felt inferior and guilty.

This is the real slap in the face.People don't embarrass him, so let it go.He understands that this is not a show of weakness, but a noble gesture, which embarrasses him more than embarrassing him and hitting him.

"Who's that guy?" Lance asked.

"It's just a stranger." An Yan said lightly.

sorry?Oh, it is the past that forgives, not you.

Lance glanced at An Yan and didn't ask any more questions.

When An Yan arrived at the hotel, Li Zuo hadn't arrived yet.There were also tables and chairs outside the restaurant, so he sat on the chair outside and waited. He was really hungry, so he ordered a roast pork rice first.

"Uncle, uncle, please, please give me something to eat."

An Yan looked over with the immature voice, and saw a little boy in ragged clothes begging for food on the road over there.The boy was about five years old, and his face and even his clothes were dirty.

"Sister, sister, please." The little boy held his hands together and raised his head to ask for food from a passing beauty.The beautiful woman took out a dollar from her pocket and gave it to him, then left.

The little boy looked at one yuan, then at the burrito stand on the side of the road, and ran over, "Uncle, I only have one yuan, can I buy a pancake?"

"If you can't buy it for a dollar, go up there and play." The fat owner of the booth was afraid that the little dirty boy would dirty his booth.

An Yan's roasted pork rice was served, and he looked at the dirty boy over there begging for money, "Hey, kid."

The little dirty boy looked over, saw An Yan waving at him, and ran over, "Brother, brother, can you give me something to eat?"

An Yan saw his dirty and torn clothes, his arms were red from the cold, felt sad, and smiled, "Come on, sit here, I'll eat this meal for you."

The little boy looked at the roast pork rice, swallowed greedily, and looked at An Yan with bright eyes, "Brother, can I take the rice away?"

"Do you have a home?" An Yan asked suspiciously.

The little boy nodded.An Yan asked the waiter to pack the meal. The little boy quickly thanked him with the meal, and then ran away, but a string of bracelets fell from him. An Yan picked it up, and the bracelet was a very ordinary small peach pit.

After thinking about it, he raised his foot and chased after him. He was really curious about where the kid lived.

Following the child all the way, An Yan actually came to a dilapidated and dirty factory building, the road turned into a muddy dirt road, and there was no one there.

An Yan frowned, can people live here?

He followed the child to a row of dilapidated houses that had been burned. Apparently, the bungalows on this side were used to be occupied by people, and there may be no one left after the fire.He saw the child enter a charred house, quietly followed it, and looked in through the window, he was stunned for a moment.

There is nothing in the dilapidated house, the walls are all traces of fire, only a pile of straw in the corner, and two little boys are sitting, one of them is the child just now, the other is smaller than he looks, and the eyes on the right face The area was burned a piece, leaving a very serious mark.

An Yan was startled, his eyes straightened.

"Brother, where did this come from?" the little boy with scars asked, he was huddled in a corner, his thin arms were under his thin clothes.

The big boy grinned, and hurriedly fed him, "This is given by a very beautiful big brother, eat it quickly."

"You eat too." The little boy pushed the lunch box for him to eat, and the big boy smiled and patted his stomach, "Brother is full."

He fed the little boy one bite at a time, and the little boy ate voraciously. Suddenly, he saw a person standing by the window. He was so frightened that he hid behind the big boy, and secretly looked at An Yan, "Brother, there is someone."

When the big boy heard this, he hurriedly followed him to find someone. When he saw that it was An Yan, he was shocked, "Big brother. Xiaoyu, don't be afraid, this person is the big brother who feeds us."

The little boy was still afraid, so he grabbed him and didn't let go.

"Be good, I'll go and have a look." The big boy let go of him, and seeing An Yan looking at him, the little boy hugged the straw to cover himself in fear, feeling very pitiful.

"Big brother, why are you here?" The little dirty boy ran out of the house and said with a smile.

An Yan was very sad, and squatted on the ground to look at him, "Where's your family?"

"My parents were burned to death half a year ago, and I'm the only brother." The big boy lowered his head.

"Then can I find you a welfare home? It's good to live there with good food."

The big boy shook his head, "My brother's face was burned, he dare not see people. I tried, but he won't go. Big brother, don't tell others that we are here, okay?"

An Yan felt very sad, "But this is not the place to stay after all, do you have any other relatives?"

The boy showed an aggrieved face, "There is an uncle who lives far away, but he doesn't want a younger brother. He said keeping my younger brother is a burden. He beat us every day, so I led my younger brother and ran out."

An Yan didn't know how to help them, so she took out a wad of money from her pocket and took a business card, "You keep the money, and this business card is my phone number. If one day you and your brother Call me if you have any problems you can't solve."

The big boy took the money and business card, and burst into tears, "Thank you brother, I will definitely repay you in the future."

"Call me if you can't solve it." An Yan handed over the bracelet, got up and took off her coat and gave it to the boy, "Put it on for your brother."

Before he left, he looked towards the window again. The little boy in the room was peeking at him with one eye exposed. Seeing him looking at him, he shrank back in fright.An Yan didn't know why, when he saw the little boy with the scar, he thought of himself who had just lost his mother, but at least he had a place to live and food at that time.

Li Zuo was waiting for him at the restaurant, An Yan went over and told him about the two children, and Li Zuo sang, "Don't tell me, you want to adopt them?"

An Yan had a flash of inspiration, adopt?

"Look at the look in your eyes, you don't really want to adopt, do you? Then your father and my parents must not disturb us, they will definitely not agree to adopt a child with a different surname."

"I didn't think so." An Yan lowered his head to eat the vegetables, and the little Jiujiu he adopted in his heart sprouted.

"It's best. If you want to help them, go to their uncle through legal channels." Li Zuo took a piece of chicken roll for An Yan.An Yan lost all thought of eating, and his head was full of the little boy with the scar.

When the two returned to the apartment building, Lance sent a piece of information on the computer, which was the detailed information of the surrogate, and she was also a very beautiful woman.

An Yan called and stood by the window to see the crackling raindrops outside the window, "What do you mean by the information you sent?"

"An Dong, the master found it for you. I want to hug my grandchildren quickly. I heard that this woman has twin genes in her family."

"I know, then I will prepare."

Li Zuo came out of the shower, put his arms around An Yan's waist from behind, and asked with a smile, "What are you going to do?"

"My dad is really fast, the surrogate's information has been sent, let's get it quickly." An Yan looked at the rain that was falling harder and harder outside the window, thinking of the two children in the small dilapidated house, his heart was in turmoil.

"Then let's ask for it earlier." After finishing speaking, Li Zuo kissed An Yan's white and tender neck, and An Yan cried out itchy.

"Ah~"

After the passionate love, Li Zuo stood by the bed, holding two condoms in his hand, which were full of sex, "You say, just the things inside will make a child, the magic of nature."

An Yan, who was naked under the blanket, couldn't help laughing, "Nature is much more miraculous."

"I'll store it for him, this is a child." Li Zuo smiled and left the bedroom.

There was lightning and thunder, and heavy rain. An Yan looked out the window and thought of the two children again.Li Zuo got into bed, and hugged him happily, "What are you thinking?"

"Fourth brother, do you support me unconditionally in everything?" An Yan looked at Li Zuo and asked, the two beautiful eyes almost made Li Zuo sink.

"You still want to adopt them?"

"You really know me. When I think of the boy with the scar, I think of myself. I think, if I had an older brother or someone to protect me, I wouldn't be ridiculed so much." An Yan hugged Shang Li Zuo, "Honey, shall we adopt them?"

Li Zuo couldn't bear An Yan's acting like a baby, as long as he acted like a baby, he wished to show his heart to him, "You have to think about it, adopting them means you have to fulfill your father's responsibility."

"I know, I will be responsible and give them the best life. Husband." An Yan looked at Li Zuo with those beautiful eyes, Li Zuo hesitated, and nodded.

"Then listen to you."

"Thank you husband." An Yan suddenly understood, kissed Li Zuo's face, and hurriedly got down to get dressed.

"What are you doing? You have to go tomorrow."

"It's raining so hard outside, their dilapidated house is almost uninhabitable." An Yan said while getting dressed, very excited.

Li Zuo likes to see him happy, so he is willing to listen to him, "Don't you give him money, maybe he will find a place to sleep by himself."

"You don't know, that little boy is very afraid of people, definitely not."

Li Zuo had no choice but to get up and put on his clothes, and then the two of them took umbrellas and flashlights and drove away.

The side of the dilapidated house was originally a dirt road, but when it rained, the road became muddy, and cars couldn't get in. An Yan and Li Zuo walked in, and the rain and mud splashed all over their trouser legs.

There are no street lights in this area, only darkness, the dilapidated house has been wet by the cold rain, only the straw piles in the corner are dry.The little boy hid in the big boy's arms feeling cold and scared, "Brother, I'm so scared."

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, there is a brother." The big boy is actually colder, his younger brother has An Yan's clothes, but his ragged clothes can't block the wind at all, but he still hugs his younger brother tightly.

Suddenly, someone was talking outside the house.The little boy was terrified, "Brother, someone is here to drive us away?"

"It's okay, don't be afraid, let's hide." The big boy erected the straw, and the two of them hid in the haystack.

It was raining non-stop, and An Yan and Li Zuo were also a little wet. Seeing that they had finally arrived, An Yan hurried away, "Yes, it's this room."

Li Zuo used a flashlight to shine into the leaky room. The ground in the room had already accumulated rainwater, and there was only a pile of straw. "There's no one here. Did you see it rained?"

An Yan looked at the pile of hay, and there was no abnormality, "Is it really gone?"

"It's raining too much, let's go back first, we'll look for it tomorrow morning." Seeing that An Yan's shoes were soaked, Li Zuo said.

An Yan nodded in frustration, turned around and walked back with Li Zuo, but after a few steps he was still worried, so he pulled Li Zuo's hand again, "Fourth brother, I want to take another look."

This is An Yan. Li Zuo would have grown impatient with another person. Let alone pouring rain here, even walking with him would be even more difficult.

An Yan went back again, using a flashlight to illuminate the room, and saw the haystack move, he looked at Li Zuo, "Little friend, it's me, the big brother who gave you money and business cards during the day. I went back and thought for a long time, and decided Adopt you."

The pile of grass didn't move.

"Since you are afraid that I am a bad person, you can consider it and call me if you figure it out. What I want to say is, if you follow me, I will give you the most comfortable home and the happiest future."

The haystack moved and then stopped.An Yan and Li Zuo looked at each other, turned and left.

Suddenly, the big boy ran out in the rain, and threw himself into An Yan's arms crying, "Big brother."

An Yan's heart ached from being hugged by him, and she patted his back. Looking through the window, the little boy was still looking at him warily.

He smiled slightly, and the little boy saw the man's warm smile, pursed his lips, covered the burn scar on his right eye with his hand, and then dared to look An Yan squarely.

Home?Can I have a home?

The author has something to say:

It snowed a little at my house last night, but it wasn’t that big. I really want to have a little bit more snow next time, so I can go out for a stroll~(￣▽￣～)~