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Li Zuo fell into a deep sleep, but when he opened his eyes, the person in his arms was still asleep.He looked at An Yan's pursed mouth, and the emotion of wanting to be with An Yan but not being together made him start to worry again.

Now, whenever he sees An Yan, he feels that this person has a demonic aura, as if he can seduce him at any time.

"An Yan, An Yan, it's time, I'll be late for school soon." Li Zuo pushed An Yan twice, An Yan opened his eyes in a daze, saw Zi Zai so tightly in his arms, twisted Withdrew from his arms shyly.

"You're hot." An Yan said aloud, got out of bed and ran out of the bedroom with her clothes in her arms.

Fu Dongxin's love affair has started again. This time, it is a senior with a wild personality. His desire to conquer is overwhelming, and he is too busy hooking up every day to see anyone.Liu Mo is obsessed with a game recently, playing it every day in the dark.

An Yan still came to the dormitory for lunch at noon, and Li Zuo still took good care of him, but he found that Li Zuo was becoming less and less talkative. He used to be unrestrained and go his own way, full of worries and unhappy every day.

A week passed quickly, and it was Friday again in a blink of an eye. An Yan saw that Li Zuo would not keep him after dinner, so he went to find Wang Haoran.Fu Dong was not there, Liu Mo was breaking through, and Zheng Yiyang was observing Li Zuo for three days.

"Fourth brother, talk to me, I have something to tell you." Zheng Yiyang felt that Li Zuo might have encountered something he couldn't figure out, otherwise he would have lost his face and lost his temper with his irritable personality.

Li Zuo glanced at Liu Mo, "Let's go to the rooftop."

"Why? Have a secret with me?" Liu Mo said while playing the game.

"It's Yi Guang's business, I want fourth brother to help me." Zheng Yiyang put on his coat and got out of bed, and Li Zuo followed him.

The two came to the glass house on the roof, Zheng Yiyang handed Li Zuo a cigarette, and then sat on the sofa with him and looked at City A, "Fourth Brother, I see that you have been very preoccupied these two days, you didn't talk to An Yan , is it related to him?"

"You want to talk about me?" Li Zuo took a puff of cigarette and said.

"Otherwise?" Zheng Yiyang smiled slightly, "I have never seen you looking depressed, I think you must have something difficult to talk about, talk to me, maybe I will help you. Don't worry, I am a man with a mouth Very strict."

Li Zuo sighed, "Yi Yang, do you know what it's like to like someone?" He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out, why did he like An Yan?I don't want to understand, as if I don't know what to do, for fear that I will change my mind and hurt An Yan in the future.

"It's how you treat An Yan." After Zheng Yiyang finished speaking, Li Zuo turned his head to look at him, Zheng Yiyang smiled, "I can tell, it's An Yan's business, right?"

"Why are you so sure?" Li Zuo asked.

"Fourth brother, I understand the relationship between men better than you, because I am the one who likes men." Zheng Yiyang looked at the sky and smiled warmly, "When I first realized that I liked men, I was like you, from flustered to confused , Fortunately, the person I like also likes me."

Li Zuo was shocked when he heard this, "You like men? I always feel that I can't see you through. So you didn't confess to us brothers."

"This kind of thing is not acceptable to everyone. The fourth brother can't find someone to talk about it." Zheng Yiyang said with a smile, "In fact, I have long seen that the relationship between you and An Yan is no longer a simple friendship. My Sometimes, I feel so sorry for that person, I wish I could give him all the good things, and I just fell in love with him unknowingly."

Li Zuo suddenly had an absurd thought, "That person...could be...Zheng Yiguang, right?"

Zheng Yiyang smiled wryly at him, "That's right. Do you think I wasn't afraid at that time? He's my younger brother."

"Then you now?" Li Zuo suddenly felt that Zheng Yiyang was not easy. Is it so difficult to like a man?No wonder An Yan dared not tell him about his sexual orientation.

"The two of us are fine. It's just that it will be quite difficult for us in the future. My parents have old ideas, and they can't accept it. In the eyes of others, it may not be a big deal for two men to fall in love, but fourth brother, this road is very difficult. Let's go, I also want to be so chic that I don't care about my parents and everything, but I can't do it." Zheng Yiyang frowned worriedly.

"Especially in my situation. Fourth brother, you are not gay, so you still have a choice. You have to think about it, choose An Yan, you have to take him to the end, regardless of whether your parents agree or not. Even if you separate, The best problem is not that you choose your parents instead of him, parents need filial piety, lovers also need love. So it is difficult to get the two together harmoniously."

Li Zuo didn't think about it on a deeper level, "I just don't know why I like An Yan now, whether it's pure curiosity, or I really like it in my heart. I'm afraid I won't last and hurt him in the end."

"Fourth brother, to be honest. Your kindness to An Yan is too much friendship, pure curiosity or a whim, how could you be so willing, what are you trying to do? It's not that you feel sorry for him. That's not brotherhood. You are right He has already become emotional, you just don't feel it." Zheng Yiyang said.

"This is what I can't figure out. Why am I so attracted to him? He's still a man." Li Zuo clutched his chest, recalling that night with some excitement, "You don't know, my heart was beating so fast that night It came out, and I didn’t skip it so much after growing up. It’s still hard.”

Zheng Yiyang couldn't help laughing, "If you can explain the relationship clearly, you don't need to use the word ambiguous. Sometimes a good love is worth remembering. You really don't need to think about it. You will understand it everywhere."

Li Zuo felt that what Zheng Yiyang said was right, and he would understand it everywhere, "Yiyang, do you think An Yan likes me? He likes men."

"He likes men?" Zheng Yiyang was very surprised at this point, "If he likes men, fourth brother, he must be tempted. Think about it, why is he willing to stick to you with so many men? He doesn't show it, It’s not because I’m afraid that you will stay away from him after you find out.”

Li Zuo was a little excited when he heard it, and this was one of the things he considered. "I really have to think about this matter carefully. I am not afraid that he will reject me, but I am afraid that I will not be able to accept the man in the end and hurt him."

"That's exactly what you should think, good man." Zheng Yiyang commented with a smile.

"Fuck. Talk about me, you kid really hide it deep enough." Li Zuo beat Zheng Yiyang like a brother.Zheng Yiyang was happy, "I can't help it, now it's all over, I suddenly feel relieved again. I'm finally out of the closet."

"Then tell Mo'er and Dongzi about this?" Li Zuo asked.

"Don't talk about it yet, but you can tell An Yan that he is gay, and he will accept it."

"If I can be with An Yan, then we will tell them together during the winter vacation that we are brothers, and I believe they will accept it." Li Zuo took a puff of his cigarette, and his heart finally fell to the ground.

Zheng Yiyang nodded, "I listen to the fourth brother."

He has never felt so relaxed like this time. With the support of his fourth brother, he feels that it will be easier to face his brothers in the future.Although Li Zuo is younger than him, he feels that Li Zuo is the big brother who can really help when something happens.Of course, except for An Yan's uncertainties.

The two chatted for a while and then went to the dormitory. When they reached the playground, Li Zuogang was about to call An Yan, but saw An Yan and Wang Haoran sitting on a bench among the grape vines.

The two people turned their backs to them, and An Yan's head was resting on Wang Haoran's shoulder.Zheng Yiyang took a sneak peek at Li Zuo, and saw that his smiling face was now dark.

"Haoran, go back to the dormitory." Someone called Wang Haoran.Wang Haoran turned his head and told him to go back first with his hand, and his eyes collided with Li Zuo who was looking over there.

He sternly scowled at Zuo, and when he turned around, he put his arms around An Yan's shoulders and leaned his head against his head, like a couple in love.Seeing that An Yan didn't refuse, Li Zuo's face became more and more ugly.

"That's how he likes me? Leaning on other people's shoulders and liking me? Fuck, I don't need to worry about a man." Li Zuo said indifferently, turned and left.

Zheng Yiyang turned to look at him, only to realize that Li Zuo might care about An Yan more than he imagined.He walked towards the vines and saw that An Yan was sleeping.

"So he fell asleep. An Yan, An Yan." Zheng Yiyang tried to push An Yan, but was stopped by Wang Haoran, "Didn't you see that he was sleeping?"

"This is my brother." Zheng Yiyang was about to touch An Yan, when An Yan woke up, Wang Haoran quickly withdrew his hand.

"Yi Yang, why are you here?" An Yan asked.

"Fourth brother is looking for you."

An Yan laughed immediately, and stood up quickly, "Then Haoran, I'll go back first."

After that, he left quickly.Zheng Yiyang looked at Wang Haoran and put on a serious face, "Little brother, don't you think there is something wrong with you hugging An Yan? He belongs to my fourth brother."

Wang Haoran let out a cold "hum" in disdain, and walked away.

"I usually look very kind, and I really have a temper." Zheng Yiyang murmured to himself.

An Yan cheerfully ran to the men's dormitory, saw Li Zuo lying on the bed and playing with his mobile phone, smiled and said, "Li Zuo, you are looking for me."

Li Zuo glanced at him, then turned around and didn't look at him.An Yan pouted, sat on the edge of his bed, poked her head over, "What are you playing?"

"Get off." Li Zuo's words were quite indifferent, more hurtful than usual reprimands.

An Yan knew that Li Zuo was in a bad mood these days, so he pursed his lips uncomfortably, and touched him with his hands. Unexpectedly, as soon as he touched Li Zuo's arm, Li Zuo sat up suddenly, pointed at the door, and roared like thunder.

"I'm fucking telling you to get lost, you can't hear me!"

Liu Mo was so frightened that he didn't dare to play the game, and Zheng Yiyang was startled by the roar as soon as he entered the dormitory.An Yan had never seen Li Zuo so indifferent, with an uncomfortable flat mouth, he stood up from the bed tremblingly.

"Fourth brother, why are you crazy?" Liu Mo said.

"Shut up." Li Zuoleng glanced at An Yan, and as soon as his temper came up, he began to speak unrestrainedly, "I tell you, An Yan, if you want to find that Wang Haoran again, don't come to me in the future. I won't stay A person who hugs other people, I think his mother is dirty."

An Yan was very wronged when she heard that, no matter how good her temper was, she couldn't help it, "What do you mean? What do you mean I'm hugging him? You think I'm dirty, and I think you're dirty. I don't want to come. Bar!"

With a roar, An Yan left in discomfort.Zheng Yiyang saw it and chased after him.

"It's a good time not to come! I still think you are annoying!" Li Zuo saw that An Yan had left, and was furious.He saw that the picture on the lock screen of the phone was An Yan secretly taken by him, and in a fit of anger, he smashed the phone to the ground, then got up and threw the induction cooker on the table.

Liu Mo quickly got off the ground and hugged the induction cooker in his arms, "Fourth brother, don't drop it, the phone is broken."

"He's not here anymore, what else do I have to eat? Who am I to eat it for? What's the use!" Li Zuo yelled wildly, gasping for breath, and couldn't find anything to fall on, so he kicked off the chair.

"Oh my god, I was fine while eating, what happened? Yi Yang, Yi Yang, where is he?" Seeing Li Zuo throwing the pot again, Liu Mo quickly put down the induction cooker and hugged Li Zuo.

"Fourth brother, fourth brother, please, don't fall."

"Get out, get out!" Li Zuo's mind was now completely occupied by the picture of Wang Haoran hugging An Yan, and the more he thought about it, the more violent he became, and the darker his face became.

A few days ago, I hugged myself to sleep, but now I will let others hug me.

He frantically broke away from Liu Mo, and punched him in the stomach, and Liu Mo burst into tears in pain.

"Fuck! Okay! You fall, you can do it!" Liu Mo lost his temper after being beaten, seeing that Li Zuo was like a madman, smashing all the pots and pans to the ground.Even the other dormitories secretly came to see it curiously.

"Who's watching me gouging out his eyes?" Liu Mo yelled at the door, thinking about it, I'm afraid only An Yan can stop Li Zuo from going crazy.

He hurriedly ran out of the dormitory to find An Yan, and rushed out of the dormitory building to see Zheng Yiyang comforting An Yan.

"I said something happened."

"What's wrong?" Zheng Yiyang asked.

Liu Mo sighed depressingly, "What's the matter with you guys? Fourth brother was so mad, he's throwing things in the dormitory, even breaking his phone."

"So serious?" Zheng Yiyang thought to himself, the fourth brother's jealousy was nothing short of jealousy.

"Get angry when you say you are angry, a person who is inexplicable." An Yan pursed her lips.

"No, can you go in and have a look, the dormitory has been demolished." After finishing speaking, Liu Mo dragged An Yan to the dormitory, "Now you are the only one who can stop fourth brother."

An Yan really didn't want to make fun of herself, but she was still worried about Li Zuo.

Several people rushed upstairs, secretly watching a large group of people at the door of the dormitory, seeing three people running, they all dispersed quietly.

The three ran into the dormitory, shocked by the mess on the ground, Li Zuo was still falling, Liu Mo saw that it was his mobile phone, and rushed up, "No, fourth brother."

An Yan looked at the broken pots and pans and oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, and his nose felt sore.These pots and pans have all witnessed Li Zuo's kindness to him, and now they are all ruined by Li Zuo.

"You smashed these, do you also want to forget me?" An Yan's eyes were red, and he stared at Li Zuo.

Hearing the familiar voice, Li Zuo stopped his movements and turned to look at An Yan. Liu Mo took the opportunity to grab his cell phone.

"If you really don't want to see me that much, why don't I stay away from you? There's no need to bother everyone." An Yan said and left.

"Fourth brother, you can't calm down when you are so impatient. Can you figure it out before you get angry again? An Yan was asleep before, and Wang Haoran was deliberately angry with you, can't you see it?" Zheng Yiyang was afraid that others would hear it, so he didn't dare to say it. too clear.

Li Zuo rumpled his hair when he heard this, and turned around in circles but couldn't get angry, "Fuck! What a fucking trouble!"

What a fuck!Whoever owes the fuck is An Yan who owes the fuck!Fuck you little guy!

An Yan who was angry over there thought to himself, Li Zuo, do you dare to admit that you are jealous?Do you dare to admit that you like me?Do you dare to admit that... you are... hard on me.

Still fuck, fuck, know fuck all day, and don't know who to fuck!An Yan thought angrily.

Li Zuo in the dormitory looked at An Yan in the aisle outside the window, stared at that butt and shouted angrily again, "Fuck!"

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"Acetic acid?" An Yan said.

Li Zuo nodded, "Sour, I don't like it."

"Well, who let you stay with me."

"Then you will not be with me."

An Yan said sharply, "Because I'm cowardly."

Let's continue tomorrow, it's time for the two cowards.