kiss me you are responsible

In An Yan's opinion, temptation should be the words of people who admire each other.He secretly likes Li Zuo, if Li Zuo only said that his mouth is seductive, he might be crazy, but this bastard actually emphasized that he should not think too much.

Just plain seductive!

A guy tells another guy "Your lips are alluring to me" and tells him to stop thinking about it.

Shaved!I can't think too much about what you said, and I still like you secretly.Either don't tease me, or take responsibility for teasing me.

The more An Yan thought about it, the more unhappy he became. He decisively blew up, grabbed a handful of leeks and slapped Li Zuo's face, "Who thinks too much! Who the hell thinks too much! Bastard!"

Li Zuo was not frightened by the sudden falling leek, but by An Yan who got angry.Not only did he get angry, but he also said... dirty words.

"What's the matter? I started cooking and started working. It was An Yan who called me just now? All right, boy, you dare to call the fourth brother an asshole. That's amazing." Liu Mo came over, and the brothers also looked this way curiously.

An Yan gave Li Zuo a hard look, and then went to chop vegetables.On the contrary, Li Zuo stared a little scared, and also a little guilty.

Look, what a big guy says to another guy is seductive.First of all, it is wrong that the object is a man. If you dare to say something seductive, don't forget that it is a man!

It's no wonder An Yan didn't lose his temper.

Seeing that Li Zuo didn't even dare to fart, Liu Mo looked at An Yan's blushing face, and asked curiously, "Fourth brother, what did you say? Look at your guilty conscience, and look at An Yan's angry, flushed face."

Li Zuo saw that it was really, it was over, and made An Yan very angry.

An Yan was either angry, or unhappy, and panicked a little bit. He wished that Li Zuo would only say that he was seductive.

"You guys go out, all out, I'll do it myself." An Yan glared at Li Zuo again.Li Zuo didn't know how to explain that he was a little afraid of An Yan who would get angry, so he pushed Liu Mo out.

"What's wrong?" Fu Dong asked.

Li Zuo let out a sigh of relief and rubbed his face depressedly.How can you talk nonsense like that, but...it's not nonsense, it's just beautiful.

"Fourth brother didn't know what to say, it made An Yan's face flush with anger." Liu Mo pulled the orange and peeled it.

"Get out of here." Li Zuo glanced at him impatiently.

"You can say me, if you have the ability, when An Yan said you just now, you fart." Liu Mo said.

This was also one of the reasons why Li Zuo was upset.Why was he intimidated by An Yan just now? With An Yan's thin neck, he can pinch him with one hand. What is he afraid of?

The world is unpredictable, think about how An Yan would have dared to yell at him a few months ago.

The brothers Zheng Yiyang looked at each other and smiled again.

The big bones stewed into the pot, and the aroma spread from the kitchen.Li Zuo in the living room couldn't bear to see An Yan busy there by himself, so he walked over, "Are you still angry? Can you just think I'm joking?"

An Yan turned her head, sweating from her busy forehead.He pouted unhappily, turned his head back again, and put the seasoning into the pot.

"You... what's wrong? I don't think you're angry, are you unhappy?" Li Zuo walked to An Yan's side, moved his hand over his body, and let him face himself, "What's wrong? What the hell am I doing?" make a mistake?"

An Yan raised her head and looked at him with aggrieved eyes.Li Zuo immediately panicked, "What's the matter? Do you have anything sad to tell me?"

While cooking just now, An Yan suddenly fantasized that Li Zuo was gentle with girls, kissed girls, and said to girls "You are attractive", the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt.

Say you like him, even if you only look at him for the rest of your life.It's purely a lie. If you like him, how can you bear him being nice to others.

An Yan's grievance has a characteristic, that is, the grievance shown in the eyes is very obvious, and the mouth will be slightly pouting.Li Zuo couldn't see his appearance the most.

"What's the matter?"

"Before I go abroad, can you not have a girlfriend? You still have to give me tutoring." An Yan said pitifully.

Li Zuo couldn't help laughing, "That's it? I can't coax you, an ancestor, all day, so I don't have the energy to find a girlfriend."

"Really?" An Yan asked.

"When did I lie to you?"

An Yan "cut", "You lied to me."

"That's also kind." Li Zuo said with a smile, "Cook, I'll help you."

"You've agreed, see if you lie to me."

"I don't dare to make you angry, it's frightening to death."

"See? The two of you are back together again." Liu Mo motioned to the two people in the kitchen with his hand.

"I feel that since An Yan joined us, we have less fights, and as long as there is a fourth brother, there will be An Yan." Fu Dong said.

Zheng Yiyang couldn't help laughing, "What? Feeling abandoned?"

"That's not right. We used to eat together, but now the fourth brother cooks by himself. My God, the fourth brother has changed a lot." Fu Dong sighed.

"Order tofu in brine, one thing will drop one thing." Zheng Yiguang said abruptly.

Liu Mo, who was eating oranges, nodded, "This sums it up brilliantly. I think the fourth brother is afraid of An Yan and uses softness to overcome rigidity. The fourth brother can't stand An Yan's softness."

"I think we can just call An Yan Fifth Brother in the future, and the title of Fourth Brother should be withdrawn." Fu Dong said.

Zheng Yiyang turned to him, "You think you are An Yan? It's okay to offend the fourth brother."

"If you learn from An Yan how to blush, maybe the fourth brother will soften his heart." Liu Mo couldn't help laughing.

Fu Dong laughed haha, "I'm handsome with thick skin, but red, that means bleeding, otherwise you won't see red."

"Don't tell me, your skin is the healthiest here. An Yan is the first white, fourth brother is the second white, I am the third, and Yi Yang is the fourth." Liu Mo glanced at Zheng Yiguang again, looked him up and down, and found out Zheng Yiguang turned out to be a stern beauty, "I just noticed, you look pretty good-looking, better than your brother."

"I don't need you to boast." Zheng Yiguang said coldly.

Liu Mo shook his head depressedly, "Really, if I didn't know that you are warm-hearted, I really want to go back."

"Hmph." Zheng Yiguang sneered with his mouth pulled.That look of disdain made Liu Mo so angry that he wanted to beat him up.

The fragrant lunch was served, and Liu Mo hesitated between opening the red wine or the beer, "What kind of wine do you all drink?"

"I'm here for beer." Fu Dong said.

"I want a beer, too."

Everyone wants to drink beer, so Liu Mo opened the beer, blowing a bottle for each person to drink, "This dish is too delicious."

Snow fell outside the window, eating steaming stew and drinking beer in the house, the little days were beautiful.

It's An Yan and Li Zuo who cook, and it's someone else's job to tidy up and wash the dishes.An Yan had nothing to do, so he lay on the window sill and drew circles with his fingers on the condensed glass until a transparent circle appeared on the glass.

Looking out of the window through it, the ground has been covered with a thick layer of snow, the sky is a bit foggy, it seems that the snow may continue to fall.

"It's not small outside." Li Zuo walked over.

"Yeah, the first snow was so heavy, this winter must be cold." An Yan said.

The brothers stayed in the hut for more than three o'clock, seeing how heavy the sky was, they withdrew.An Yan wanted Li Zuo to stay, but he had to go to work at night, so he had no choice but to not keep him.

"Go back and ride carefully."

Before Li Zuo said he was going to leave, he was ordered to evict him, "Send me away? Isn't it a good day to study at home?"

"I'm tired today, I want to go to bed early." An Yan clasped her fingers for a while, scratched her clothes for a while, and made a lot of small movements.

"You sleep yours, I'll treat mine." Li Zuo felt very upset when he was driven away, so he simply lay on the sofa.

An Yan went to see him, and felt very sorry to see that he was unhappy, "Li Zuo, can you just go home and stay this week? I want to stay by myself for these two days."

"You have to drive me away, right? All right, I'll go." Li Zuo pulled up his coat and strode away.

An Yan knew that he was not happy, but there was nothing he could do about it. Compared with being angry, he cared more about how embarrassed Li Zuo saw him.

When Liu Mo left, he gave him the red wine and the wine corkscrew. He hadn't tasted the red wine before, so he opened the red wine and poured a glass for tasting.

Ah, it seems worse than beer.

An Yan wanted to give up, but he was afraid of throwing it away and wasting it, so he tried to drink it again, but he found that the more he tasted the red wine, the better it tasted.

Looking at the snow outside the window, he felt that the red wine was like Li Zuo, and the more he knew it, the more his heart moved.

"Bang bang bang" someone knocked on the door.An Yan wondered who would come, put down his glass and opened the door.As soon as the door opened, Li Zuo sat untidyly by the door, and said displeasedly: "Why do you say let me go, I will go, I won't."

After that, he pushed An Yan away and walked in. He glanced at a bottle of red wine by the window, "What? I'm at home just to drink secretly."

"I'm not. Are you...not leaving tonight?" An Yan was a little worried about what to do tonight.

Li Zuo glanced back at him, and knew that he was sloppy, but the more An Yan wanted him to go, the more he wanted to stay.

"It's snowing so much outside, I'm not leaving." He leisurely walked towards the kitchen, and took out a glass after a while, "Come on, little brother will accompany you to drink."

An Yan smiled happily, and Li Zuo and Li Zuo lay on the window sill while drinking and watching the snow.The alcohol content was quite high, and An Yan felt a little dizzy after drinking for a while.

"Snow is so beautiful." An Yan would laugh when he drank too much.

"I can't tell." Li Zuo took a sip of his wine, "Mo'er's wine is quite delicious."

"I can't drink it." An Yan snapped back.

"Hehe...you have to argue with me, don't you?" Li Zuole came out, turned his head to look at An Yan, but caught his gaze focused on himself.

It may be the effect of being drunk, An Yan's misty eyes revealed an irrepressible ambiguity.Li Zuo slowly smiled back, a little embarrassed by his look, raised his head and took a sip of wine.

He couldn't help but look at An Yan again, An Yan had already turned his head away, and slightly pursed his lips stained with red wine.Li Zuo's gaze fell on that lip involuntarily. When An Yan opened his mouth to drink and revealed a small part of his tongue, his heart trembled suddenly, and a numbing electric current rushed from the soles of his feet to his head, and then returned to hit his heart hard.

Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang...

Li Zuo's heart was beating violently, that strength seemed to be able to swallow his reason.Even if he has never been in a relationship, he still understands what a heartbeat is. Is he feeling a heartbeat now?to a man?

Or his best brother.

It may be the effect of red wine, or it may be a psychological effect, or it may be a combination of the two.Li Zuo blushed inexplicably, and breathed a sigh of relief in panic, "An Yan, I still... go back first."

An Yan looked at him with those good-looking eyes, "Didn't you say to stay here tonight?"

"Something happened suddenly. Then... I'll go first, don't kick the quilt when you sleep at night." After finishing speaking, Li Zuo squeezed out a smile, turned and left.

"Be careful when you go back." An Yan said.

"I know." Li Zuo replied.

Watching the door close, An Yan rubbed her lips.

It's not that Li Zuo is evading, in his cognition, he always thinks that girls can impress him, and he has very high expectations for his other half.Sudden heartbeat speeding up to a man, whom he considers to be his best friend, that kind of panic and fear, just like a homosexual who just realizes that he likes a man.

Li Zuo has the seven emotions and six desires of ordinary people, and he is a straight man, which is shocking to him.

This Sunday Li Zuo had been quite upset, Lai lay in bed and didn't want to get up, he was horrified to find that An Yan's scar was not ugly at all in his eyes, and the more he thought about it, the better it looked.

An Yan didn't call him either, but it was time for a rest, and he also lay on the bed to catch up on sleep.

Beginning on Monday, the two of them got together to chat as usual, but Li Zuo was not as comfortable as before, and he always couldn't let go when facing An Yan.

Maybe he is also tasting what it's like to be in love secretly.

This year's city A started winter earlier, and it was cold for several days. The north wind howled, and when it blew past, the coldness in the body lingered.

Li Zuo wanted An Yan to stay in the dormitory, but he couldn't resist An Yan's temper.

During this period of time, An Yan worked very hard in the morning market. Wearing two layers of padded jackets, he could not withstand the cold north wind. Every time he returned home, his hands were numb from the cold, and it took him a while to warm up.

Until Thursday afternoon, it snowed again in City A. The arrival of snow suppressed the howling north wind, and City A was finally at peace.And Li Zuo found that An Yan was getting more and more wrong. Compared with the lack of energy last week, his dark circles were more obvious this week, and he said he was cold every day in a thick coat.

After the last get out of class, An Yan saw Li Zuo sitting on the stairs as soon as he left the classroom, "Why are you here?"

Li Zuo put a down jacket on him and walked with him, "I'll go home with you tonight."

"Ah? Today is Thursday. Why don't you come on Saturday? It's really cold, don't run back and forth." An Yan discouraged.The job will be over in two or three days, and he doesn't want to be discovered by Li Zuo at the last moment.

"You don't know, the dormitory is too cold, I really can't stay, I'll go to your place to stay for two days, and I'll buy thick clothes on Saturday." Li Zuo said.

"Why don't you go home?" An Yan suggested cautiously.

The more he stopped, Li Zuo felt that something was going on here, "I don't want to hear my mother nagging. An Yan, did you leave the little girl to live with you? So don't let me go."

"No, definitely not." An Yan opened his mouth hastily.

"Then let me go." Li Zuo's face suddenly sank, "If you don't let me go, I don't have to go, and I won't go in the future."

After all, he left.An Yan hurriedly followed, "Let's go, I'll let you go."

Li Zuo was satisfied, so he wanted to see what time An Yan went to bed, and if he was secretly chatting with others?Or playing games and not going to bed early?No matter what, he will train him.chat?You don't even think about it in this life.

That night, An Yan went to bed after nine o'clock, and Li Zuo was a little puzzled when he saw that he fell asleep so early. Could it be that he waited for him to fall asleep and then secretly got up to play?

It was past eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and Li Zuo was still wrapped in a cotton jacket, but An Yan slept very soundly. He yawned so sleepy that he couldn't bear it any longer, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Afraid of waking up Li Zuo, An Yan set the alarm to vibrate.At two o'clock in the middle of the night, he quietly put on his cotton coat, buttoned his hat, put on a mask and went out.

But Li Zuo fell asleep until after five o'clock, and the sky outside the window was still dark. He felt the side was chilly, and when he reached out his hand to touch it, there was no one there.

He woke up suddenly and got out of bed to look for An Yan, but he couldn't find anyone after searching around.

Where has he been so early?

When he was on the bed again, Li Zuo couldn't sleep because he said nothing, put on his clothes, and stood by the window looking down, waiting for An Yan to come back.

Snow was flying under the street lamps, and it was dawn at six o'clock.Li Zuo glanced at his watch, and was about to turn around to go to the toilet, but saw two figures in a dark place in the neighborhood. After a while, An Yan appeared in Li Zuo's sight with breakfast.

Fearing that An Yan would notice, Li Zuo quickly took off his clothes and got into bed again.And An Yan on the other end put all his coat and hat in Uncle Li just in case, and came back wearing ordinary cotton clothes.

He opened the door carefully, walked in on tiptoe, saw that Li Zuo was sleeping in the bedroom, he breathed a sigh of relief.

After putting the breakfast on the table, he quickly took off his coat, washed his face and hands with warm water, and drank a large glass of water to drive away the cold.

Li Zuo came out of the bedroom in a daze, An Yan said with a smile: "You woke up, just in time for dinner. I want fried dough sticks, so I bought breakfast."

"Ah, I'm going to wash my face." Li Zuo went into the bathroom.Just for breakfast?That took more than 40 minutes?And who sent him back?Could it be that he is really in a relationship?

No, then it's impossible to meet at five o'clock.

After thinking about it, Li Zuosi couldn't figure it out, so he decided that day that he must understand what An Yan was doing.

He borrowed a bicycle, hid him in the alley of the community before coming to An Yan's house, and found another door key of An Yan's house.

That night, An Yan walked away quietly again. As soon as he walked away, Li Zuo turned around and got up to get dressed, and then went downstairs to catch up, just in time to see An Yan leaving in an electric car.

He rolled out his bicycle and rode on to give chase.There was no one on the road late at night, but it was snowing heavily, and he skidded on his bicycle. After chasing them for a long time, he saw them go to the morning market.

Li Zuo never expected that there would be people selling goods so early in the morning market, so he parked his car outside the morning market and walked in.The snow was already big, and he couldn't see clearly even if he was looking for someone.Turning left and right, he reached the end of the morning market, but An Yan was nowhere to be seen.

He was just about to turn around and look back when he heard someone calling his familiar name.

"Xiao An, bring the fish in that big box."

"Ah, right now."

Li Zuo turned his head when he heard An Yan's shout, and when he saw the thin and frail figure, his heart tightened and his brows tightened.

I saw a big truck parked outside a warehouse, and An Yan was carrying goods in a big bloated and worn-out padded jacket, cotton hat and gloves.Obviously the cargo was heavy, and he paused and strengthened while moving.

If he hadn't come with An Yan, Li Zuo would never have thought that An Yan was working as a porter.He is so thin, how can he bear this kind of suffering?

The beauty under the snow is also desolate.An Yan stomped there when she wasn't moving goods, hoping to be warmer.The weather was too cold, so he took off his gloves and mask, breathing hard to keep warm.

Li Zuo looked at the thin man under the street lamp who kept rubbing his face and stomping his feet in the cold, his heart ached so badly, and the complicated emotions were even more difficult to calm down.

Stupid, just a fucking fool!Little guy, you can worry me to death all day.

Thinking of An Yan's hardships and sufferings these days, Li Zuo's Adam's apple twitched, and he clenched his teeth in pain.

Suddenly, An Yan looked this way, and Li Zuo immediately turned around and looked up at the night sky, hoping that the snow would blow through his burning eye sockets.

The author has something to say:

Hmmmm, I want to say, I think a normal straight man should be somewhat flustered when he suddenly realizes that he is attracted to being a man.

Don't worry, Li Zuo is definitely a good attacker.Very fast very fast.

Come to a real segment.

Someday ten years from now.Li Zuo's self-created (An Zuo) company rushed out of City A, out of Asia, and formally stepped into the international business world.As chairman, he was interviewed by the magazine.

"I heard that Director Li's other half is a well-known man in the business world, can you tell me who he is?"

Li Zuo, dressed in a suit and leather shoes, smiled slightly, "It's inconvenient to say, he won't let me reveal his identity."

"Then who listens to whom more at home?"

"I'm afraid of him." Li Zuo threw out three words decisively.

"Oh, that's right. That's also a man. How did you fall in love at the beginning?"

The corner of Li Zuo's lips twitched, "I like his mouth the most, and that mouth has bound me for the rest of my life."

In a corner of the interview site, An Yan said to himself, "Just open your mouth, but don't talk about it."