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Entering the house from the small courtyard is a living room. There are East and West rooms on both sides of the living room. Fu Dong opened the west door and said, "Grandpa is here."

"Fuck! Did you come here on a fucking snail?" Liu Mo said.

"Damn, it's not fast! The flesh on my face is flying off." Fu Dong looked back and dragged An Yan in, "Look who I brought here."

"An Yan." Liu Mo smiled.

Li Zuo, who was playing with his mobile phone on the kang, moved his eyes from his mobile phone to the door. Seeing An Yan laughing there, he took a puff of a cigarette, and An Yan looked over.

"My grandma's house is still very good, and I will often come to play in the future." Zheng Yiyang said with a smile.

"That's right, I want to call you when I come to ask if you're coming, but fourth brother won't let me call." Liu Mo said.

"Is the kang burning?" Seeing Zheng Yiyang nodding, Fu Dong pushed An Yan, "Get on the kang and it's hot. You think this kid is stupid or not, don't tell me, he survived together."

An Yan felt embarrassed and gave Li Zuo two eyes again, "It's not too cold either."

"It's not cold yet, whoever said it's cold when you get off the car, don't be too polite, get on the kang quickly." Fu Dong pushed An Yan to the side of the kang, and saw that there was a small blanket on Li Zuo's side, "Take off your shoes, and go to the fourth brother's place." side."

"No, I'm fine here." An Yan sat awkwardly on the kang, and sure enough, the kang was warm, much more comfortable than the heat of an electric mattress.

"Take off your shoes, this is just like your own home." Zheng Yiyang said, "I'll get you some hot water."

"That's right." Liu Mo agreed.

An Yan still couldn't let go, and put her hands on the warm Kang.Li Zuochang kicked over there, and kicked the blanket beside An Yan to An Yan's hand, "The shoes are off."

"Oh." An Yan immediately took off his shoes obediently, and then covered his legs and feet with a blanket, which shows how much he listens to the left.

Seeing this, Liu Mo couldn't help being funny, "If you want me to say An Yan, don't listen too much to Brother Si, his words are not all right, and it will hurt you."

"Fuck, you want to make trouble?" Fu Dong also got on the kang, and put his feet into An Yan's blanket, "Hey, it's so warm and comfortable."

"Should I visit Yi Yang's grandma and grandpa?" An Yan asked politely.

"No, the old man goes to bed early." Liu Mo said.

Zheng Yiyang entered the room, followed by a boy who was taller than him. The boy was very handsome, but his face was expressionless.

"Drink some hot water." Zheng Yiyang put the water in An Yan's hand, and said to the boy behind him, "Yi Guang, this is An Yan, you have seen it before."

"We've met before." An Yan smiled, Zheng Yiguang glanced at him without saying a word, not even a superfluous expression, and his attitude was extremely cold.

An Yan was a little embarrassed, and Liu Mo grinned over there, "I tell you An Yan, if you feel uncomfortable because of his attitude, then you are wrong, this kid can't laugh, and he rarely talks."

"Brother, I don't want to be here." Zheng Yiguang said coldly, and then gave Liu Mo a cold look. Liu Mo snorted disdainfully and shrugged.

"An Yan, there are two rooms here, this is one, and the other is a bed, which room are you in?" Zheng Yiyang asked.

Zheng Yiguang frowned, domineering and decisive, "I want to sleep in bed."

"Yi Guang, An Yan's breathing is not very good, he can't sleep with too many people." Zheng Yiyang said.

"Then what's the use of us coming here?" Zheng Yiguang turned to Zheng Yiyang with unhappy eyes.Zheng Yiyang hurriedly went to see other people, and coaxed Zheng Yiguang, "Be obedient."

An Yan went to look at Li Zuo, and met his gaze, "Yi Yang, it's fine if I stay in this room, this kang is warm."

"Okay? Don't..." Before Zheng Yiyang could finish speaking, Zheng Yiguang tyrannically pulled him away.

Liu Mo made a "cut", "This kid is less polite than us, he looks like Yi Yang's big brother."

"He has suffered from depression, so you can't stop fighting him." Fu Dong said.

"Has he suffered from depression?" An Yan asked in surprise.

"Well, it's moderate. It's better for Yi Yang to accompany him every day. After he's done, he'll be very indifferent to others." Fu Dong said.

"He is very clingy to Yi Yang, and calls at least five times a day." Liu Mo shrugged, "Yi Yang is very patient with him, that tone... smack, don't blame me for talking nonsense, that tone doesn't sound like coaxing my brother at all. , I don’t know if I’m sensitive or something, I don’t think the tone is like coaxing a child, it’s a bit like... a lover.”

Fu Dong quickly answered, "Don't talk nonsense, they are brothers, and they are men, so Yi Yang will not be happy to hear it."

"That's why I didn't talk nonsense because I was afraid that he would get angry. I didn't think that tone was like the tone between us. I just said that, and I didn't want you to take it seriously." Liu Mo said.

Li Zuo suddenly looked at An Yan and said, "Did you eat when you came?"

An Yan shook his head.

"Did you not open your mouth? You can't speak?" Li Zuo raised his voice and scolded.

Fu Dong looked at An Yan and lowered his head listlessly, "Fourth brother, why are you so strict?"

"Go, go get some food! Why are you still sitting there!" Li Zuo shouted at Fang Dong.

"Why are you getting angry all of a sudden? Keep your voice down, don't wake up the old man." Fu Dong was used to Li Zuo's perverse temper, so he lifted the blanket and went to make dinner.

"You go out too!" Li Zuo pushed Liu Mo out again.

An Yan felt very uncomfortable being trained, and kept her head down without speaking.Li Zuo stared at him and said, "Why are you here?"

"Why can't I come? If you don't ask me, someone will call me." An Yan pushed back, with a little resentment in his words.

"Are you minding that I didn't ask you to come with me?" Li Zuo got up and sat cross-legged across from An Yan, "Raise your head and talk."

An Yan raised her head, pouted dissatisfiedly at Li Zuo, "Hmph."

Seeing this, Li Zuo didn't hold back his joy, "I didn't call you because it was inconvenient for you. You have to wear a mask tonight and tomorrow. Do you have to throw yourself into a room when you eat? Can you feel comfortable? What’s more, this is not a good place, I was thinking of catching some river crabs to bring you back, but I didn’t expect you to come here by yourself.”

"Then why did you get angry just now?" An Yan said unhappy, but felt warm in his heart.

Li Zuo couldn't help laughing, "I don't say anything when I'm cold, I don't know how to say it when I don't eat, I want to get angry when I see you being stupid. How can you pick my reason so much? Is it too lenient?"

"I'm too lazy to care about you." An Yan lay down on the kang, "It's so warm."

Li Zuo pulled the blanket on An Yan again, and An Yan turned to look at him.Li left his eyes straight, "What are you looking at?"

"It's obvious that you are being kind to others and pretending to be powerful." An Yan said.

"Hello to you, I don't have that much free time." Li Zuo leaned against the wall in a chic manner, and from the corner of his eye he saw An Yan's feet were exposed. Seeing that An Yan didn't pay attention to him, he pulled the blanket away bit by bit. , Cover those white feet.

"Dongzi reheated the food for dinner, and there are some river crabs, which are delicious." Liu Mo put the food on the kang, "Should I go out?"

An Yan chuckled, "Please and Fu Dong."

"It's okay, let's eat while it's hot. After eating, the four of us will play poker." After Liu Mo went out, Li Zuo said, "You can eat, I'll go outside."

"Yeah." After finishing speaking, An Yan took off his mask, and hurriedly picked up rice when he was hungry.

After dinner, the four big boys gathered around on the kang to play poker, An Yan and Li Zuo were in a group, Liu Mo and Fu Dong were in a group.Liu Mo said: "Let me explain in advance that we are playing for real. If you lose, you lose, and if you win, you win. Haha, An Yan, you just wait to lose. I am good at poker."

"Don't be too crazy, that will only make death more embarrassing." Li Zuo raised his eyebrows at An Yan, "Let go of the fight, we will split the money if we win, and we will split the money even if we lose."

"I'll try not to hold you back." An Yan nodded, he had never played poker with others, but he remembered how to play after Liu Mo told him.

"Come on, let's fight, hahaha." Liu Mo laughed three times devilishly, then went to shuffle the cards.

The four of them played a local game, where money was settled one by one, and the game was very big.After three fights, An Yan and Li Zuo lost hundreds of times.In the fourth round, the two lost again, An Yan saw that Li Zuo had to pay again, and quickly pulled the money out of his pocket, "Use mine."

"An Yan, I will win all your money tonight." Liu Mo said with a smile.

"Don't, don't, let's be merciful, after all, we are buddies." Fu Dong pretended to be kind.

After seven hands in a row, An Yan lost all the money in his pocket, and broke into sweat in the eighth time, "Why is this kang so hot?"

Li Zuo on the opposite side blushed anxiously when he saw him, and winked at his two opponents.Liu Mo received it, "An Yan, why don't we change places, everyone says that changing places will improve our luck, maybe you will win if you sit here."

An Yan went to look at Li Zuo, Li Zuo pushed Fu Dong, "Change places, I'll sit here with you."

"Damn, don't change my cards." Fu Dong sat in An Yan's seat, An Yan also sat in Liu Mo's seat, and they started fighting again.

This change of place was a big deal, An Yan and Li Zuo won one after another, not only winning back the money they lost, but also winning a lot.

The game didn't end until after ten o'clock. Liu Mo and Fu Dong didn't even talk when they lost, and the money An Yan won over there was less than a thousand.

"How much did you win?" Li Zuo asked with a smile seeing An Yan's smile as he checked the money.

"950 eight." An Yan grinned, and handed the money to Li Zuo.Li Zuo raised his eyebrows, "What are you doing?"

"Don't ask for it." An Yan said.Li Zuo collected [-] by himself, and threw the rest to An Yan, "If you lose, you admit defeat. What's the point of not playing, aren't you two?"

Liu Mo lay on the kang listlessly, "I don't want to say too much, An Yan, remember, I will win back sooner or later."

"The toilet here is outside, do you want me to go to the toilet?" Li Zuo asked An Yan.An Yan nodded, Li Zuo put the money into An Yan's pocket, "Take it."

After the two left the house, Fu Dong went down to the ground and closed the curtains, "Fourth brother really cares about An Yan's face."

"Who makes An Yan proud, otherwise the fourth brother wouldn't let us lose on purpose just to give him some money." Liu Mo suddenly got up from the kang, "You don't know, my card is so good, it looks like it I can’t fight, I’m so hungry.”

"Who isn't?" Fu Dong agreed.

Although the nights in the countryside are not as bright as the lights in the city, the night sky is far more beautiful than the city. The stars are next to each other, as if within reach, and the bright moonlight illuminates the entire courtyard.

The toilet was too dark, so An Yan and Li Zuo urinated in the grass outside the gate.An Yan took off her mask and took a deep breath, "What a beautiful sky."

"Stay outside for a while?" Li Zuo suggested.

An Yan nodded, and the two of them sat on a rock.An Yan turned to look at Li Zuo's profile, and said softly, "Thank you."

"Thank you?" Li Zuo turned to look at him.

"Although I don't know how to play cards, I'm not stupid. I know which cards have been played and which cards haven't been played. At first I thought it was really lucky for us to win, but of course I will pay attention after so many hands, they You let me win on purpose." An Yan stared into Li Zuo's eyes, "You let me win, right?"

Li Zuo took a deep breath and smiled, "You are so smart, it's really hard to lie to you. I see that the weather is getting colder and colder. I want you to quit the job at night and stop tossing around. I Knowing that you won’t want the money directly, I came up with this method, can you accept this money? This is not Liu Mo’s money, it’s mine.”

"Li Zuo, what do you want me to say?" An Yan was really moved. No one cared so much about his feelings in more than ten years. "I'm really afraid that I will become more and more dependent on you."

"Then rely on it." Li Zuo put his arm on An Yan's shoulder, stretched his head over and smiled at him.

An Yan chuckled, "Don't find me annoying then."

"It can be troublesome for a few years. When you find a wife, it's time for her to worry about it." Li Zuo looked up at the night sky, "Listen to me, go back and quit your job. I will teach you foreign languages ​​every night. When you master the skills of learning foreign languages Skill, I will ask my dad to find you a job as a tutor, and it will not be too late for you to pay me back when the time comes."

"They don't like to use me, because they are afraid that I wear a mask because of infectious diseases." It's not that An Yan has never looked for a tutoring job, but she was so shocked that she dared not look for it again.

"Don't worry, my dad's introduction must be reliable."

An Yan stood up from Li Zuo's arm, stood in front of Li Zuo and bowed.Li Zuo grinned helplessly, "Here we go again."

"If I make money in the future, I must treat you twice as well." Under the bright moonlight, An Yan smiled brightly, and Li Zuo suddenly felt that the scar on his left face was not so ugly anymore.

"Okay, I believe you will be successful."

An Yan took a deep breath, determined and firmly believed, "I believe in myself, I want to go abroad, I want to heal my scars, I want to make money, I want to live the best life, I want those who have looked down on me to be right I look up."

His ideas are unshakable, and he must live a good life.

Li Zuo only found another side of An Yan after he kept talking about wanting instead of thinking. He is not pure and simple on the surface, and he is not satisfied with a stable life. An Yan seems to want more .

"An Yan, I want to know why you must go abroad?" Li Zuo often heard An Yan say that he wanted to go abroad, and he didn't understand what was his purpose for being so persistent?Simply promising?But it can be done at home too.

An Yan stared at Li Zuo for a moment, and said, "I want to go abroad to find someone. I want to know why he abandoned our mother and son? Why hasn't he come back for more than ten years?"

"Is it your father? How do you know that he is abroad? The foreign country is so big, do you know which country he is in?" Li Zuo was very surprised. It turned out that An Yan's purpose of going abroad was because of an answer.

"After my mother's car accident, I dug out her diary in the cabinet. The first part of the diary was written about their happiness together, and then that person abandoned us and went abroad. One article mentioned that he sent us from Canada. I gave us the money, and then I stopped writing in the diary because my mother had a car accident." An Yan frowned, "I want to find him, and I want to know why he left? I want him to give my mother an explanation."

Li Zuo felt really sorry for An Yan, "I believe you will find him."

"I really shouldn't let you hear these bad things, but I don't want to hide it from you." An Yan grinned, "Li Zuo, it's good to meet you."

"Fuck." Li Zuo laughed.

"The air is so good, the stars are so beautiful, and the moonlight is so bright." An Yan enjoys all these things, and he will remember that all these good things were brought to him by Li Zuo.

No matter what his life will be like in the future, he must thank Li Zuo for everything he has brought to him.

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"I'll take care of you when I get rich." An Yan said with a smile.

"Really? Then I won't be able to wait until I die." Li Zuo was very embarrassed.

"Li Zuo!" Xiao Anyan was angry.

Li Zuo chuckled, "Okay, baby, I'll wait for you to take care of me, I'll wait."