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Since Zhang Fan went to the local university, Li Yang would go home to visit him whenever he was on vacation.The two are still good friends in the eyes of their classmates. They can't see any turmoil between the two, but they can only see that things in high school have calmed down.

In a blink of an eye, Zhang Fan was already a sophomore. During Zhang Fan’s freshman year, Li Yang went home for the National Day, mainly to see if Zhang Fan was used to college life, but Zhang Fan stayed at home for seven days during the National Day, ignoring Li Yang. Even if Yang was angry, he had to look like he was not angry. Even if Zhang Fan knew that he was angry, he had asked for it. He knew Zhang Fan's temper clearly in his heart, and he looked like a dead donkey.Li Yang knew that no matter how much he did, he could not get a thank you from Zhang Fan. Of course, Zhang Fan also knew that Li Yang understood his attitude in his heart.Later, Li Yang didn't bring up this matter if he didn't make himself unhappy.Afterwards, they never met each other. Only when Zhang Fan was in his sophomore year, his buddies drank together to form a game. The two met once. Of course, Zhang Fan left not long after the drinking game started. Zhang Fan knew that Li Yang was drunk. In order to get in touch with Li Yang alone, Zhang Fan made an excuse to leave before Li Yang was drunk.Until now, summer vacation, half a year has passed.

After nine o’clock in the evening, Li Yang sent a text message to Zhang Fan, (I’m downstairs, are you in the dormitory?) Li Yang took the train home from the holiday and went straight to school to see Zhang Fan with his luggage. Afraid that his grandpa would be worried, he lied about 18 After buying the one-hour ticket, I bought a 24-hour ticket myself. After five hours on the train, I felt that it was almost the same. I called my grandfather and said that I just got on the train.In this way, more than 10 hours can be added, and I can get off the car and go straight to Zhang Fan's school.

Li Yang waited downstairs for more than ten minutes without waiting for Zhang Fan's reply, so he went upstairs. After knocking on the door, a classmate gently opened the door. There were only two people in the four-person dormitory. Where.

Li Yang climbed up the ladder and looked at Zhang Fan who was sleeping soundly. He wanted to do a little trick but was embarrassed by a classmate, but that classmate was a good student who knew current affairs and said softly to Li Yang, "I have something to go out for a while. Be back with them in about two hours."

"Good good!"

Li Yang kissed Zhang Fan lightly, but he couldn't support half of his arm and woke up Zhang Fan. Zhang Fan, who had a question mark on his face, opened half of his eyes in confusion, and was at a loss when he saw Li Yang's fair face clearly.Li Yang wondered why I was afraid of being seen stealing a kiss, "Your classmates walked away wisely, you said we can't live up to their kindness." Li Yang licked his lips and started to make small movements.

Zhang Fan saw that Li Yang took off his coat and threw it to the ground, so he quickly stopped him, "Well, you go down first, this is the dormitory." Pulling Li Yang who was riding on him aside, he was afraid that he would feel that he was not up to date It will be even more troublesome if the bottom is hard. Zhang Fan knew that no matter how dark Li Yang's face was, he didn't have the right to touch him, so he left Li Yang who was fixed on the bed. Zhang Fan got out of bed and asked, "When are you coming back?" What? You're just messing around, how do you go home after 9 o'clock?"

"Who said I'm going home tonight?" Li Yang tidied up his shirt.

"Your grandparents should be worried. They haven't seen you for half a year. You should go home early. Have you eaten yet?" Zhang Fan hoped that Li Yang would come home, but at the same time worried about him, guessing that all the shops are closed now. Where are we going to eat?

"We haven't seen each other for half a year, and I haven't seen you worry about me! I didn't eat, and I came to see you directly after getting off the car."

Li Yang got out of bed and looked at Zhang Fan who was standing in front of the mirror at the door, walked over and hugged him from behind, Zhang Fan broke free from Li Yang awkwardly, took his shoes and put them next to the stool and called Li Yang to come over and put on the back belt. Li Yang went out.

"What are you going to let me eat?" Li Yang looked at Zhang Fan who was silently looking left and right to find the store and asked, "Okay, don't look, it's closed at any time, go to the whole family to buy a cold The noodles are ready, I will eat vegetables."

"You can't eat cold noodles, can you? Don't tell me in advance when you come back. At least I can buy some fruit."

Li Yang was embarrassed by Zhang Fan's cold and angry words, and shouted:

"I said in advance that you would let me come to school? Okay, I've made you a burden, okay! I'm making trouble for no reason, I don't understand, can you do it?"

Li Yang turned his head and walked in the opposite direction, Zhang Fan hurried up to hold him, thinking that Li Yang's temper hadn't changed at all,

Said: "Let's go and buy some fruit. If you come to school in the future, you must tell me in advance."

"What happened after I told you? Do you want to hide or are you afraid of being seen by someone?"

"No one."

"Oh."

Zhang Fan let go of Li Yang and wanted to know what he wanted to do.

"Come with me to get a room." Li Yang had no other intentions, he was just afraid that the bed in the dormitory was too small for the two of them to sleep.

"No. After buying some fruit, go back quickly."

"You have only two choices, one is to open a room with me, and I will not be able to see you when I go back to the dormitory. If your roommate sees it, I will not be responsible." Li Yang teased.

"I'll go back to school after dinner with you, and I'll bring my luggage over tomorrow morning."

"I said no, you can only choose one."

The two people at the front desk of the hotel got into a fight again.

"A big bed room, thank you."

"No, two single rooms are fine."

"I'm sorry, there are only standard rooms. You can unify your opinions."

"Well, just a standard room"

Zhang Fan saw Li Yang took the room card and left angrily, and hinted in his heart that he had to be steady, Li Yang's ambiguous eyes and small movements were too many, sometimes Zhang Fan couldn't guard against it.

Zhang Fan saw that Li Yang came out of the shower, and he felt embarrassed not to take a shower, so he said to Zhang Fan: "I'm going to take a shower, you go to bed first."

As a result, when Zhang Fan came out of the shower, he saw Li Yang bought beer and opened a bottle by himself, sitting on the carpet with his back against the wall and drinking.

"Get up, don't sit on the floor, sit on the sofa."

"Will you drink?"

"Ok!"

Li Yang gave a bottle to Zhang Fan who was on the sofa. The two of them drank in silence without talking. Li Yang didn't like drinking beer very much. He was in poor health and felt uncomfortable in his stomach.After drinking two bottles, Li Yang looked at Zhang Fan still holding the bottle of wine, knowing that even if Zhang Fan wanted to drink, he didn't dare to get drunk because he was by his side.

"You don't have to. Drink it, I won't do anything to you."

Looking at Zhang Fan's unfocused eyes,

"Zhang Fan, let me ask you! Why do you like me but don't want to be with me? Is it because we are boys?"

Zhang Fan didn't expect Li Yang to ask this suddenly, took a sip of beer, slid off the sofa and sat on the floor, thinking for a while: "We can't be together, and I can't even like you. I'm sorry." Stand up after drinking, "Stop drinking, go to sleep! It's getting late."

Walk over to pull Li Yang up.Li Yang put down the wine bottle in his hand, took Zhang Fan's hand and squeezed it, and said coquettishly, "Please carry me to the bed, thank you, I'm a little dizzy."

Princess Zhang Fan hugged Li Yang and just put him on the bed, Li Yang grabbed Zhang Fan's lower body which was half-up, Zhang Fan suddenly trembled: "Let go!" Li Yang kneaded slowly, Zhang Fan grabbed Li Yang's arm and threw it away , endured the discomfort and pulled the quilt to wrap Li Yang tightly, walked out of the bedroom to go to the bathroom, only to hear Li Yang roaring from behind, "Zhang Fan, you are a big idiot."

As a result, the next morning, when Li Yang woke up at 9 o'clock, not only did he have breakfast, but Zhang Fan brought over his luggage. Looking at Zhang Fan's eyes full of blood and black circles, Li Yang felt really funny, and laughed again. He laughed at Zhang Fan again.After breakfast, Li Yang was sent to the bus station by Zhang Fan.

Zhang Fan sent Li Yang back to the dormitory and fell asleep. The roommate who opened the door for Li Yang last night was still a little puzzled and asked Zhang Fan: "You didn't sleep last night! Did your friend drag you all night? Ghostly."

"No, I didn't close my eyes all night, so I'm going to sleep first." Zhang Fan was tired and his eyes were aching. After enduring it all night, he finally fell asleep, but after thinking about it, Li Yang couldn't sleep again and could only close his eyes. lie down.From being at the same table in the second year of high school, to quarreling in the third year of high school, the relationship gradually eased but the relationship still became strange, and then Li Yang opened up his heart and confessed to himself, and then Li Yang was chasing after him.Thinking about the changes in the relationship between the two, I fell in love with each other at some point, but I don't have the courage and perseverance of Li Yang, I confess my love and keep working hard, even if I reject him again and again, I still stick around , I can't make up my mind to completely break the relationship with Li Yang, and I can't be with him.

Zhang Fan likes Li Yang's character, he is daring and courageous, unlike himself who is timid. This is inseparable from the family he came from. Li Yang was brought up by his grandparents. He also has an older sister who was in Li Yang's high school. My sister met a foreign boyfriend after graduating from university. Later, the two moved to her boyfriend's house after they got married in China. Although their grandparents were reluctant, they let them go.Li Yang's grandparents were elementary school teachers and later retired at home.Grandpa knows almost all the teachers at the school, and even has a close relationship with the English teacher in high school. From time to time at school, he will see Grandpa Li Yang sitting in the head teacher's office and talking about Li Yang's study problems with the teachers. It has something to do with the way of education. Grandpa never told Li Yang what was wrong with his friends. Grandpa would never tell him what kind of friends Li Yang made since he was a child. Grandpa would only tell Li Yang when Li Yang asked for advice. There are some reasons, and the rest is up to Li Yang to make his own decisions.Later, when Li Yang grew up and began to form his own values ​​and worldview, his grandfather would take him with him no matter what he did, let him know different people and things, and see the world he had never seen before. Even Li Yang realized that it was inappropriate for him to go with him, but Grandpa insisted on taking him with him.Children who grow up in this way of education have enough confidence and courage in the future.Zhang Fan is different. His parents have been weak for as long as they can remember, and he is the only child in the family. When he was a child, he didn’t feel any different from others. I had to help my parents with the housework when I was in the fantasy novel, but Zhang Fan was able to support everything at home by himself in high school, studied hard, made a few good brothers, and everything looked so peaceful and beautiful.But what no one expected was that the world is impermanent. Zhang Fan had problems one after another in the college entrance examination. In the two years of senior high school and high five, Zhang Fan survived alone. He didn't bother his parents and earned his tuition and living expenses. Jing hadn't contacted anyone for two years, and watched his friends go to university one by one and go away one by one, no one could understand Zhang Fan's loneliness.Now I don't bother my family in college, and I can easily support myself with a scholarship and a part-time job.

The author has something to say: 9 (the following ages are Li Yang’s age, Zhang Fan is one year older than Li Yang) 18 years old Li Yang graduated from high school,

20-year-old Zhang Fan went to college (originally Zhang Fan and Li Yang were admitted to college together, but Zhang Fan had an accident and was delayed for two years)

22-year-old Li Yang graduated from university

25-year-old Zhang Fan graduated from university (Zhang Fan studied medicine and spent 5 years in university)

30-year-old Zhang Fan got married until two people were together

33 years old with Li Miao

34 years old

45 years old