You can make it through

Li Dongyao obeyed Zhang Sanxiao's arrangement and parked the car at his home's grain drying field.Zhang Yang got off the car early, Zhang Linlin asked him to eat, he waved his hand and said he had eaten, and went straight upstairs.

Li Dongyao parked the car, was dragged by Zhang Sanxiao to sit down at the dining table, and found that Zhang Yang was not there.

Zhang Linlin pointed upstairs: "He went up."

Zhang Sanxiao was about to get up and call him, but Li Dongyao stopped him: "He's tired."

Zhang San's little wife asked Zhang Linlin to share some dishes for Zhang Yang.Under Zhang Sanxiao's kind invitation, Li Dongyao drank two large bowls of rice wine with him.After eating, he listened to Zhang Sanxiao's nonsense for another half an hour, and finally Zhang Sanxiao became sleepy from drinking, so he had to go upstairs with the reserved food.

The low-wattage incandescent lamps in the room were on, and the lights were dim.Zhang Yang was lying on his side on the bed, with a thin blanket that was no longer visible in color around his waist.Li Dongyao called softly: "Yangyang?"

The person on the bed didn't respond.He stepped lightly, but still made a chaotic sound on the heavy old wooden floor, and he put the food on the only square wooden cabinet in the room.

The person on the bed turned over, and the old wooden bed creaked.Li Dongyao sat on the edge of the bed, Zhang Yang lay flat on the bed with half-opened eyes.

He picked up his injured right hand and carefully tore off the white cloth wrapped around it.Most of the applied herbal medicine has dried up, and the plant juice has dyed the entire right wrist and the back of the hand a blackish blue.He told him not to use too much force, turned his wrist slightly, and asked him, "Does it still hurt?"

"A little bit." Zhang Yang's voice was hoarse after waking up, with a bit of nasal ambiguity, it sounded like he was acting like a baby.

"It seems that this Miao medicine is really miraculous!" Li Dongyao took a new medicine and applied it on him.

Zhang Yang looked at him who was focused, but didn't say a word.

Li Dongyao applied the medicine on him and asked him again: "Are you hungry?"

Zhang Yang nodded his chin slowly, Li Dongyao fetched the food, originally wanted to hand him the spoon, but took it back.

"Your hand is inconvenient, let me feed you." He said.

"Okay." Zhang Yang agreed readily.

Li Dongyao smiled and fed him slowly spoon by spoon.

Zhang Yang also ate quietly spoon by spoon.

The eyes of the two met from time to time, and they both saw the turbulent undercurrent in each other's eyes.

After eating, Li Dongyao went downstairs to put away the bowls and chopsticks. When he came back, Zhang Yang was half leaning on the bedside, reading the last few pages of the book.

Li Dongyao took off his shoes and went to bed, lay down beside him, and looked at Zhang Yang who was engrossed in reading a book above his head.Even looking up from the bottom up, Zhang Yang still looks good, even the shape of his nostrils is just right.

Under Li Dongyao's gaze, Zhang Yang read the last page pretending to be nonchalant.In fact, he forgot what those pages were about.He also lay down, and the two lay sideways facing each other.

"Want to do it?" Zhang Yang asked him.

Li Dongyao shook his head: "I don't want to."

"What a coincidence, I don't want to either." Zhang Yang said.

"Then why are you asking me?" Li Dongyao asked.

"I'm afraid you might think, after all, you are my benefactor's father, and your needs are more important." Zhang Yang said very seriously.

Li Dongyao pulled his nose, Zhang Yang followed him.After he finished pulling his nose, he touched his eyes again.He closed his eyes, gently rubbed his eyeballs through the eyelids, and stroked his long eyelashes with his fingertips.

"You look so good-looking!" Li Dongyao covered his side face with one hand.

Zhang Yang felt the warmth from his palm.

"A good-looking person should cherish himself, so that he can be worthy of your good-looking." Li Dongyao said, rubbing his face.

Zhang Yang closed his eyes, moved his body down, put his long hands together, and buried his whole face into Li Dongyao's chest.Li Dongyao hugged him tightly.

"You are so skinny." Zhang Yang pressed his face against the bone in his chest, and said stiffly, "How did you make yourself so skinny?"

"Do you still like my brother?" Li Dongyao asked him.

Zhang Yang in his arms froze for half a second, then returned to normal.He arched his head in his arms and shook his head: "I don't know, maybe I don't like it."

"Do you know why my brother doesn't like you?" Li Dongyao asked again.

"I'm not likable." Zhang Yang didn't understand why Li Dongyao kept asking this question.If he had asked this question before, he might have been furious long ago.But at this moment, his face was pressed against his chest, listening to his strong heartbeat.The two hugged each other tightly, like a couple in love.

"He has someone he has loved for many years, do you know?" Li Dongyao stroked the hair of the man in his arms, slowly, repeatedly.

Zhang Yang nodded silently.Li Xurong told him the first time he saw him, you resemble someone.Li Xurong gave him the chance to climb into his bed, and it was he who started the game on his own initiative.

"You are very similar, not only in appearance, but also in your hometown. You grew up in Guiyang, and he is also from Guiyang." Li Dongyao said again, he didn't tell him, but in fact, you have already met.This time the person in his arms froze for a longer time, and his breathing stopped.

"It's all over." Zhang Yang didn't want to hear any more.

Li Dongyao didn't listen to him, and continued: "My brother once lost fifty catties a month because of that person. It's crazy, he barely eats."

"I don't want to listen anymore." Zhang Yang turned over and turned his back to him.The deeper Li Xurong's love for that person was, the more ridiculous his love for Li Xurong became.He had known for a long time that he was destined to be a joke, but he still didn't want Li Dongyao to expose the joke to his face.

Li Dongyao hugged him from behind, his ribs pressed against his back, a little tight.He wanted to move forward to escape, but was held tightly in his arms.

"I thought my brother was lying, so I tried it and barely ate. Although it only took half a month, I lost almost [-] pounds. If I persist for a month, I may lose more weight than him."

Li Dongyao said it sticking to his neck, and the hot air of his breath sprayed onto the skin one after another.Zhang Yang pressed his hand that was wrapped around his chest, and he could feel the raised veins on it.

"Are you an idiot? Does it make sense to do this?" He said while pinching the veins on the back of his hand.

Li Dongyao chuckled behind him: "Yes, when I did this, I was thinking of you."

He said the last four words close to his ear, and the hot air of his breath hit his ear, and his whole body trembled.

"Without you, I can only last for a week. It is a terrible thing to be hungry, but how amazing people are, spiritual power can overcome everything." Li Dongyao said in detail.

Zhang Yang wanted to break free from his embrace, but he was firmly held down, his back was tightly attached to his embrace.

"I'm different from my brother, you don't need to please me, I can give you what you want." Li Dongyao said in his ear.

The person in his arms stopped struggling.

"Have you fallen in love with me?" Zhang Yang asked him.

This time it was Li Dongyao's turn to stiffen, Zhang Yang sensed it and let out a snort.

"If you fall in love with me, the contract will expire immediately." Zhang Yang smiled nonchalantly.

Li Dongyao returned to normal, he asked Zhang Yang: "The contract expires, can you do it if you don't have a movie?"

Zhang Yang paused: "In the past, my path as an actor was too smooth, and it doesn't matter if I walk on an uneven path."

Li Dongyao pressed hard on his left chest, which contained his heart.He asked him: "Are you broken here?"

Zhang Yang laughed: "Maybe!"

"I have to go to the hospital for an examination another day." Li Dongyao's hand could feel the steady and strong heartbeat under his chest.

"Okay." Zhang Yang lazily said that he could do whatever he wanted.

Li Dongyao fell silent. After a while, Zhang Yang heard him say: "The old contract is invalid, and there is a new contract."

Zhang Yang laughed: "Why are you so sure that I will sign a new contract with you?"

"You won't?" Li Dongyao asked back.

"No!" Zhang Yang was sure!

"Really?" Li Dongyao bit his ear.

Zhang Yang's whole body was numb from his bite, and he asked lightly, "Do you want to do it?"

Li Dongyao hugged him tightly: "No, that's fine."

Zhang Yang nestled his whole body into his arms with peace of mind, and slowly fell asleep.Before falling asleep, he leaned back instinctively, thinking vaguely, what Li Dongyao said is right, this is really good.

This night, Zhang Yang had many dreams.

In the first dream, he saw the him that Li Xurong kept in his heart, who looked exactly like him, except that he smiled more gently and seemed to have a better temper.

Gently he said to him: "Give up."

He shook his head: "No."

"He does not love you."

"I know."

"You are afraid."

"What am I afraid of?"

"Fear of being loved."

"Bullshit!"

When the screen changed, it was the second dream again.There was him and Zhang Li in the dream.Everyone is an adult, but the adult Zhang Li is helping him to dress, and he is being played by her like a child.She helped him put on his white shirt and black trousers, she helped him tie his tie and his belt.She knelt down and helped him put on his socks and shoes.

She helped him arrange his hair, and she said to him in the mirror: "Yangyang, you look so good."

He looked at himself in the mirror, still the same as when he was five years old, with fear and confusion in his eyes.He asked Zhang Li: "Sister, do you like me?"

Zhang Li said: "I like it, I like my family Yangyang the most."

He saw the child in the mirror, rapidly changing into his current appearance.He saw himself in the mirror, crying.

Crying and crying, the mirror rippled.Big trees with colorful flowers are pulled up from the ground one after another, their branches stretch out like the sky, spread around, and intertwine.Colorful flowers hang in the middle like bells, and along the direction of the tree, all the way forward, more and more luxuriant.He walked along the direction where the colorful flowers flourished. The road looked like a downhill road, but it was actually an uphill road.It was difficult for him to walk, but the beautiful flowers attracted him to move forward.It's just that the slope looks more and more inclined, and it seems that the next step will step into the abyss.But actually stepping up, it is a strenuous step and steep slope.What you see in your eyes is a cliff and abyss, but what you step on is a steep upward slope.He needs to use both hands and feet to move forward.

He was so tired from walking that he wanted to give up.

But at this moment, a hand stretched out from the bottom of the cliff, and the owner of the hand said, "Come, let me help you."

He held the hand, and it drew him forward.With help, he walked quickly.Gradually, he could see the vague figure of the owner of the hand, tall and thin, very familiar.

He clenched his hands and climbed up desperately.The figure gradually became clear, and he finally stood side by side with the figure.He took the initiative to lean forward and tilted his head to look at him.

A familiar smiling face.Li Dongyao pointed to the luxuriant and overlapping colorful flowers above his head and asked him: "Do you think it looks good, Yang Yang?"

He looked up at those colorful flowers, they suddenly changed, turned into sharp swords, stabbing at him together...