You can make it through

At 05:30 in the morning, Zhang Yang was still dreaming in a daze. He dreamed that when he was still in the village before he was five years old, he was swimming in the river with a group of boys naked. He was too young to go deep. It is a joy to be able to splash water with bare buttocks on the wooden pier where women wash and wash vegetables.

He was paddling on the water when someone shouted in his ear: "Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang, Yang Yang, Yang Yang, my Yang Yang—"

Pulling him up from the water all at once, he opened his eyes and saw Li Dongyao, whose hair was blown out of sleep in front of him, and gently shook his shoulders with his sleepy eyes open.

"I have to get up, or I won't be able to catch the bus!" Li Dongyao got up from the bed as he said, he stood in front of the bed in a daze for a few seconds, then took Zhang Yang's clothes from the hanger next to him and threw them on the bed: "Get dressed, Pack it up quickly."

Zhang Yang lifted the quilt, only to remember that it was Li Dongyao who put on his underwear last night.The air was a bit cold, he shivered, and got dressed tremblingly, while Li Dongyao was already helping him pack his backpack.

The two went into the bathroom to brush their teeth at the same time. Zhang Yang laughed at Li Dongyao's hair in the mirror, which looked like a Saiyan. Li Dongyao beat his face with a toothbrush full of toothpaste. He tilted his head to hide, and accidentally slipped his foot Li Dongyao pulled his arm in time before hitting the toilet next to him, but he himself bumped into the concrete corner of the bathroom table due to inertia, making him grin his teeth.After Zhang Yang stood firm, he lifted his clothes to see that the skin on the left side of his abdomen was punctured.

Li Dongyao pulled off his clothes, and said to him with a mouth full of foam: "It's okay."

"It doesn't look like something is wrong." Zhang Yang continued to brush his teeth indifferently.

Li Dongyao looked at him expressionless in the mirror, and pulled the corner of his mouth downward.Zhang Yang is an actor, and his emotions are more delicate and sensitive than ordinary people. Although Li Dongyao's expression has a small arc, he still notices it.

After the two packed up and rushed to the train station, there was still half an hour left before the departure.When entering the station, Zhang Yang lined up among a group of farm workers carrying big and small bags, and followed the flow of people without looking back.Li Dongyao watched him go through the security check, then turned and walked towards the parking lot, muttering as he walked, "You don't even say goodbye, you have no conscience!" The car shook his head and laughed for a long time, why did he rush to find the fun?However, it seems that there is no fun at all, and I can still find a little bit of other feelings, such as the loss at the moment, and the faint care and worry in my heart.He hasn't been like this in a long time, and it doesn't feel bad, but it doesn't hold up well either.

Li Dongyao smiled and frowned for a while in front of the garbage truck. The aunt who swept the floor paid attention to him for a long time, and finally couldn't help but stepped forward and asked him with concern: "What's the matter with you, young man?"

Under his aunt's concerned eyes, he held his chin with one hand and thought for a long time before giving his aunt an answer: "I'm wondering if I'm in a relationship!"

Auntie's concerned eyes immediately turned into crazy eyes of onlookers, and she walked away silently with a broom.

Li Dongyao sighed softly, put on a smiling face and continued to move forward.

Zhang Yang bought a sleeper ticket, and the same room was occupied by a few middle-aged women who rushed back to their hometown to help transplant rice seedlings. Two of them were from the Miao nationality, wearing plain navy blue Miao costumes.They got together and chatted in Miao dialect. It was very lively.

Zhang Yang thought it sounded good, so he listened with his ears up. The women were tired of talking, and gradually fell silent, and fell asleep on their beds.Zhang Yang stared at the scenery outside the window for a while, feeling bored, got up and took out his bag, wanted to take out the materials he borrowed from Daqi, but he didn't think about it, but he first found a black waterproof bag that he had never seen before. .He just tore open a corner, and quickly closed it again. After looking around, he carefully opened a small slit in the bag. There were two stacks of red banknotes inside. He estimated at least [-], and there was another one that looked like He took out the old yellow Nokia mobile phone and found that it was a professional outdoor mobile phone for donkey friends. It was anti-shock, waterproof and dustproof, and had a really good signal.

A piece of paper was stuck to the back of the phone, and on the paper was written in crooked small characters: "Press 1 to call the police, press 2 to find me. Be safe and wait for you to come back."

Zhang Yang tore off the paper and threw it into the trash can: "Troublesome!" He closed the waterproof bag again with a smile, and stuffed it into the most hidden place in the bag.He took his mobile phone and studied it for a while, and found that there was an ancient Tetris game in it. He played happily until noon, and the elder sisters woke up. They made instant noodles and ate together. He also asked the conductor to buy a bucket of old altar. Sauerkraut, even the soup.Then he lay on the bed contentedly, crossed his legs and read the materials while listening to the elder sisters chatting in Miao language.

One of the elder sisters suddenly added a phrase like "boyfriend" in Mandarin, and they didn't know what she said, and several other people burst into laughter.

But Zhang Yang lost his mind because of the only word he could understand. He remembered the injury on Li Dongyao's left abdomen in the morning, which looked quite painful. He wondered if that idiot would buy some Yunnan Baiyao and spray it on.There is also 1 yuan in the bag. This fool is really unnecessary. With so much cash on his body, isn't he provoking others to commit crimes against him!The same goes for the mobile phone, press 2 to find him?When something really happened, pressing 1 was useless, and pressing 2, he thought he was Monkey King, and he could turn over with a somersault cloud, he was so nosy!

The more Zhang Yang thought about it, the angrier he became, he simply took out his mobile phone and called the idiot.The phone only rang once and was connected.

"Why, you missed me so soon?" There was a silly laughing voice on the other end of the phone.

"Stupid!" Zhang Yang hung up the phone after cursing.

The other party immediately called again, Zhang Yang connected, scolded: "You idiot!" After cursing, he hung up again.The other party hit again, and he cursed and hung up again.After repeating it four times, Li Dongyao begged for mercy: "My ancestor Yang, please don't hang up again."

"You admit that you are an idiot, no, you are an idiot, I won't hang up!" Zhang Yang raised his tone, and after hearing a long sigh from the person on the other end of the phone, he declared helplessly: "Yes, I am an idiot. `Fuck, Li Dongyao is a fool`Fuck!"

Zhang Yang didn't hold back his laughter.

Listening to his laughter, Li Dongyao felt that the sky with some dark clouds outside the car window was blue.

"Did you eat?" "The wound on your stomach—"

The two people asked each other almost at the same time, Zhang Yang stopped in the middle of the question, Li Dongyao was stunned for half a second and then replied: "Small injury, it's okay."

"It's fine if you can't die!" Zhang Yang felt his face was a little hot. He raised his eyes and found two Miao women secretly looking at him. He grinned at them, and they immediately turned their heads and stopped looking at him.

"The gold master's father will not die so easily." Li Dongyao laughed.

Zhang Yang already regretted calling him.

"Have you eaten yet?" The other party seemed to sense his embarrassment, and asked again as if nothing had happened.

"Eat." He replied.

"What to eat?"

"What else is there, instant noodles!"

"Don't they sell fast food?"

"I just want instant noodles."

"……okay."

Zhang Yang rolled his eyes at the phone.

"I was too anxious in the morning, I didn't eat breakfast, and I didn't have time to buy you something to eat on the way." Li Dongyao continued to speak softly, as if he was talking about a very common thing to someone he knew.

"What to buy, I hate big and small bags, I'm in trouble."

"Well, it seems to be the same. But I heard that the green leather train is slow and boring, and it's good to pass the time with some food."

"Who says it's boring? The big sisters on the opposite side are so much fun, they're not boring at all."

Li Dongyao's snort came from the phone: "That's good, it's best to have someone to accompany you."

"I'm going to bed." Zhang Yang said impatiently, and hung up the phone again.This time Li Dongyao didn't call again, Zhang Yang was lying on the bed, holding the mobile phone on his chest with both hands, thinking about his stupid and childish behavior just now, he felt that he was probably in trouble.

The green leather train was delayed all the way, and finally arrived at the county where Zhang Yang was going to get off at [-]:[-] pm.Li Dongyao's Wechat started at six o'clock, and by the time he got off the car, he had sent more than ten messages, all of which were asking: "Have you arrived yet?" "Why haven't you arrived yet?" "Have you arrived yet?" Over and over again, it doesn't bother me.Zhang Yang only replied: "Later."

The county seat is not big, and it retains the dilapidated feel of the 80s as a whole.Zhang Yang walked for two streets before he found a hotel that seemed to be ok. Its signboard was called Home Inn, but it was actually not Home Inn, but a copycat hotel that benefited people from Home Inn.He checked in, opened the room and smelled a musty smell, he opened the door and windows to let the air out.

Li Dongyao's phone call came at this moment. He sat on the bed and stared at the word "Gold Master" jumping on the screen, hesitating for three seconds and then connected.

"Reached?"

"Here, you are so annoying, asking again and again!" Zhang Yang fell heavily on the bed, and when he looked up, he could see the obvious mold spots on the ceiling.

"I'm worried about you!"

Li Dongyao's voice on the phone always sounds sincere and gentle.

Zhang Yang didn't know how to respond, so he simply remained silent.

"Did you eat?" The other party continued to ask.

"I ate a piece of bread on the train." Zhang Yang still softened his tone.

"where are you now?"

“A homely cottage hotel.”

"Can I live? Is the room terrible?"

"I can sleep in a bed, but the musty smell is too strong."

"Ugh--"

Hearing Li Dongyao's long sigh, Zhang Yang actually felt the other party's emotion called "distressed".

"Just stay for one night, and leave early tomorrow morning." Zhang Yang didn't understand why he had to explain like this.

"You should hire a car to go to the village. I have seen the kind of rural bus in the movie, people and animals ride together, and it is overloaded. I heard that your mountain roads are detours." Li Dongyao was very worried.

Zhang Yang didn't speak for a long time.Li Dongyao heard his regular breathing on the phone, one after another.

"Do you think I'm the kind of young master who was spoiled and raised?" Zhang Yang asked.

"I never thought about it that way." Li Dongyao replied.

"But your brother once said that I was spoiled, chasing fame and fortune, putting on a show, full of scheming from the city." At this moment, Zhang Yang looked at the distant mountain shadows in the city night outside the open window, and remembered a lot of Li Xurong's comments about him. and views.In his eyes, he was nothing but resembling someone he liked.

"Zhang Yang—" Li Dongyao called out his name.

"Hmm—" Zhang Yang replied lazily.

"In my eyes, you are not like this." Li Dongyao said slowly: "I have watched all your movies, some TV dramas, and some messy interviews and programs. At least in my eyes, you are not a pretender He is not a person who is full of city power and scheming, chasing fame and fortune."

"Then in your eyes, what kind of person am I?" Zhang Yang asked holding his breath.

Li Dongyao seemed to deliberate for a while before replying word by word: "A person whose appearance is different from what he appears to be."

Zhang Yang was about to hang up the phone.

"Don't hang up yet!" Li Dongyao seemed to be looking at him.

"You have a lot of problems—"

Zhang Yang snorted angrily, and shouted impatiently: "Hang up!"

"But I know that you are kind, and you are very emotional." Li Dongyao lowered his voice and said the following words slowly.

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhang Yang hung up the phone.Li Dongyao sighed at "Yang the Hedgehog" on the screen.

Zhang Yang in the hotel turned over on the bed and buried his face in the quilt until he smelled the musty smell on the quilt. He angrily threw the quilt to the ground and sat cross-legged on the bed with wet eyes.