I just like the way you die

Fanwaiji

uncle's love

In fact, Xu Shandu is 38 years old. Since he broke up with the scumbag 16 years ago, he has broken up many times.There are others who left on their own initiative, and he has mentioned it to them many times. There are peaceful settlements, and there are also cases of slapping and fighting. In short, I have seen a lot.

In the past, he was not sad when he broke up. After all, another person disappeared in his life, and he became a loner again. Drink more wine, even sit alone until dawn, but the time is not long, after three or five days, it is just like a normal person watching.

His friends say that he is emotionally cold-hearted, and he feels the same way, but what do you make him do, can't he get out of it if he is immersed in it?He can't do it, starting from that guy Zhang Rui, he can't do it.

But this time is different.

On the night when Lu Yi sent us the wechat to break up, although he responded very chicly, as if he didn't seem to be nostalgic, but in fact that night, he tossed and turned in bed and didn't fall asleep.When I close my eyes, my mind is full of Lu Yi, the way he is gentle, the way he hits someone, the way he is in bed, the way he talks about love, and the way he vowed not to regret when chasing him.

Then he woke up with a start, sat up, thinking in his heart, no matter how good he is, there is no shortage of people, except for the stupid nephew who can't live without Shen Mi these days, who can't live without anyone.He can find someone like this wherever he looks.But at the same time, I feel full of anger. You clearly said that you don't want to break up. Every time I mention you, you also say the same. How could you change your mind so quickly? A man is really untrustworthy.

This kind of contradiction made him unable to calm down at all. He had no choice but to get up in despair, put on his clothes, took a cigarette and ashtray, sat on the window sill with the window open to let in the cold wind, and smoked.

But he still comforted himself, it's okay, it's just temporary, anyway, every time a relationship breaks up, there will be three to five days to relax.

The results of it.

The next day, he was still sluggish and unable to raise his spirits, and his head still hurt a little.His experience told him that [-]% of the time was due to the cold wind blowing too much yesterday and he had a cold.

Xu Shan originally wanted to go down to tease Niu Niu, but now he didn't dare, because he was afraid of infecting the children, so he called Aunt Zhang and asked her to cook some ginger soup, and then he lay in bed for a day.

This day was really difficult. Although I drank the ginger soup and sweated all over, and finally didn't have a fever, my head was still dizzy and I still couldn't figure it out.He didn't want to update at first, and felt that he couldn't hold it anymore, but when he thought that Lu Yi was probably staring at him, if he didn't update after breaking up, wouldn't that make that guy proud?So, I sat up on my own, and it took three times more time than usual. With the idea that I can live a normal life without you, I finished writing the update and posted it. As a result, he lay on the bed and swiped Weibo and Facebook for a long time. Wechat, did not see any reaction from Lu Yi.

Later, he thought about it, and he laughed. Lu Yi is not someone who hangs out in the circle of friends. That person is different from him. When he mentioned breaking up, he just said it casually. I am afraid that person is serious. How could there be anything? What about the reaction.

After figuring this out, he became even more decadent.I slept all day that day, and stayed at home after I got better the next day. After taking a shower in the morning, I took advantage of my clean body to play with Niu Niu for a while, and when I returned to the house, I just smoked and wrote in a daze. He thought that the so-called three to five days It will be over, but before waiting for three or five days, Lu Yi actually sent a WeChat message in Moments, saying that he is with a young man!

At that time, Xu Shan was still catching a cold, his head was still a little dizzy, and he was lazily lying on the bed, and his body was exhausted. His sister asked him to go down and slip on the little marshmallows, but he pushed them away.Just like that, at this moment he straightened up and sat up.

Clicking on the photo and zooming in, he took a closer look at the two people.He is familiar with the place, isn't this Lu Yi's cafe?It was the place where he and Lu Yi met for the first time. He only found out later that this was Lu Yi's property. When the two of them had nothing to do, they went there many times.

This private room is very familiar to him, it is specially reserved for Lu Yi, what Lu Yi said at that time, "I don't open this room to make money, it's purely because I want to find a place to relax and have nothing to do, this room is not for others to use , only when I come, so don't worry, no one will come in to disturb us!" The two of them are still rolling around in this room.

But at this moment, the two of them had only broken up for a few days, and that guy Lu Yi actually brought people here.

When Xu Shan thought about it, he felt furious. How can feelings develop so quickly? Didn't Lu Yi ride a donkey to find a horse to cheat on him?Although he, Xu Shan, said he didn't care who he broke up with or got back together, he was also a shameless person. If someone bullied him like this, he wouldn't admit to anything!Lu Yi, you bastard.

He completely forgot that when he and Lu Yi first started, it was only a few days since they broke up with Xin Cheng.

He got up directly, found a down jacket to wrap around, and went out.That place is in the center of the city, and it's not the place to go to work at the moment. It only takes ten minutes to drive there, and he arrived in a short time.After parking the car, he wanted to go straight to the coffee shop, but he slowed down halfway. He was hotheaded just now, but now he was blown away by the cold wind. What should he say when he went.

Said that he saw Moments, and accused Lu Yi of cheating or starting a new relationship too quickly?But the problem is, in the past he had been trying to break up, but now he rushed to catch the adulterer, as if he cared too much.

Xu Shan just couldn't get rid of this face.

After much deliberation, he stood at the door of the coffee shop for a full seven or eight minutes, but he didn't even think about whether he wanted to go in or not.As a result, at this time, Lu Yi came out with that man by himself, Xu Shan was shocked. Although he was super angry when he came, he wanted to fight with Lu Yi, but now he feels that he is too shameful. , as if he cared a lot about him, he quickly found a big green plant and hid behind it.

He saw the door open, and Lu Yi came out first, followed by a tall man.That man looked only 27 or [-] years old, and he looked very handsome and refined. To be honest, although he was not as good-looking as he was, he was more refined than him.The two of them should be talking about something, Lu Yi had a doting look on his face, and the man smiled softly.

Then, the key is that, Lu Yi actually unfolded the coat in his arms and put it on the man's shoulders.

Xu Shan was almost blown out by this action - Lu Yi treated him like this back then, he thought it was extra gentle, but it turned out to be a routine!From this, he thought of those sweet words and caring, and then came to the conclusion that they were all lies, Lu Yi, you bastard!

Normally, he would really go up and talk to Lu Yi, but this time when he was about to go out, he thought of Lu Yi's skill, and he was angrily discouraged.I don't care if Lu Yi can't see it, anyway, he opened the coffee shop, and he didn't open this shopping mall, so what's wrong with shopping by himself?

He came out directly from behind the green plant, gave the one who was still talking a hard look, and went downstairs on the escalator.

Waiting for him to go home, Lu Yi also sent him a WeChat message asking him, "I just saw someone next to the coffee shop, it seems to be you, are you here?" He was so angry that he had nowhere to vent Well, I finally found a way to vent, and replied with a cold snort, "You think I'm thinking too much. But my master has not woken up every night yet, so I don't have time to go to the mall to watch you show off your affection!"

He went back to the house after posting, and went to his brother-in-law's study to steal a cigarette, hid in the room to smoke and waited for Lu Yi's reply. He thought that Lu Yi must be pissed off, but it turned out that Lu Yi did reply to WeChat soon , but the content was different from what he thought, "How do you know I'm showing affection? Sure enough, that person is you. How are you doing?"

Xu Shan considers himself a veteran, but look at Lu Yi, this is the real veteran.After mentioning breaking up, he found a boyfriend in three days and showed off his love. Now he actually chatted with him like an old friend, "How are you doing?" talk.

He held the phone in his arms and looked at it for three seconds, resisting the thought of smashing the phone, resisting the urge to block, and replied, "Very good. I wish you well!" Throwing the phone on the bed, I went to smoke a stuffy cigarette by myself, and of course scolded Lu Yi in my heart, you bastard.

But it's fine if he's good, but really, it's not good.

Three days passed, five days passed, ten days passed, and he still looked like Lu Yi when he closed his eyes.Originally, he always knew that Lu Yi was good, and he also knew that he was different from Lu Yi—after all, when he was with others, he didn't have the idea that although he tried his mouth, his body didn't want to separate.But he never imagined that he was really emotional.

If it wasn't obvious before, just look at how he lives these days.What was his state of falling in love before, and what is the state of falling in love now?He can't do anything now!He can't write novels, and readers have recently complained that he has glass shards in his sugar, saying that he is no longer Britney Spears.He still can't eat, can't sleep, doesn't want to go out, doesn't want to talk, except smoking in a daze, at most playing with Niu Niu for a while, he doesn't bother to do anything else.

His sister was terrified, afraid that he might have mental problems, and also afraid that he might have lung problems, anyway, she slapped the silly nephew to persuade him not to talk, and confiscated the cigarettes, so he was not allowed to smoke.

The problem is, Xu Jingyang is the happiest time for that idiot. If this guy comes to persuade him, isn't that a show of affection?He got angry when he saw it, and drove away directly.As for not smoking, don't smoke if you don't smoke, anyway, his brother-in-law doesn't have much in his study, and he has to spend his own money if he smokes again. There are a lot of glass shards in his recent articles, and the subscription is not very good, so he should save some money.

He thought it would be like this, if you are depressed, you will be depressed, if you are aggrieved, you will be aggrieved, if you like it, you will like it, anyway, if you break up with him, even if you vomit to death, you will not go to Lu Yi to compromise - everyone has a new love Well, why is his old love going to join in the fun?

In the end, he didn't expect that the two of them actually met at Li Wei's wedding.

He didn't want to go that day. After all, he was not from this circle. He had just met Li Wei, and he didn't know him very well, so he didn't want to join in the fun.As a result, the silly nephew guarded his door early in the morning, even the clothes were prepared for him, and the reason was high-sounding, "Li Wei and I are the best buddies, my whole family will definitely be there when he gets married, Niu Niu can't help it." Go, let alone you, uncle, how important you are!"

Although, the silly nephew is quite annoying on weekdays, but I have to say, these few words are still very heart-warming.Although he keeps teasing him, he doesn't seem to be doing the right thing, and he doesn't want to live here forever, but in fact, his sister's family is his closest relatives!Since the silly nephew said so, he had no choice but to agree.Forced to take a bath, shave, and cut their hair, five or six of those dressed followed.

Their family has a good relationship with Li Wei, and the seat they were assigned was in a good position with a clear line of sight.After arriving there, my sister and brother-in-law had social relations, Xu Jingyang and Shen Mi went to help Li Wei, and he sat there alone, but when he turned around, he saw the man who was good with Lu Yi first, this guy How come?

A question arose in his heart, and he couldn't help but look around. Sure enough, not long after, he saw Lu Yi walking over from one end.That guy obviously had a good time these days, his face was rosy and he was in good spirits. He thought about how he looked like a beggar this morning, and he was so angry that his phone was broken.

He immediately wanted to look away, but unfortunately it was too late, Lu Yi obviously found him, and even smiled at him, Xu Shan is so concerned about face, even if his heart is bleeding at the moment, he is not to be outdone, he squeezed out smile.He thought that Lu Yi would come over to say hello, after all, he was an acquaintance, but he never expected that last time Lu Yi knew how to post WeChat, but this time he was dismissed with just a smile, and he ran to that place directly after laughing. The man went.

He stared blankly, Lu Yi was chatting and laughing with that person, the atmosphere was not to mention how sweet it was.At this moment, the silly nephew also came over, and he should have seen it there, but he actually said, "Then who, why is my aunt chatting so intimately with him?" This guy also stabbed a knife in his heart, "Look at Bi When I'm with you, I'm still hot!"

Xu Shan gave his silly nephew a hard look, that guy probably knew he had made a slip of the tongue, so he fell silent.

Soon it was time for the wedding to start. The music started and the newcomers entered. It was still very lively. Out of politeness, he restrained himself from looking at Lu Yi, and focused all his attention on the newcomers. At least he calmed down a bit. But never expected that Lu Yi could be so shameless!

When the bride threw the bouquet, he was 35 years old, the age to be a grandfather in ancient times, and he went on stage shamelessly!Grab flowers with a group of little girls!Most importantly, the bouquet of flowers was really thrown at him, he really caught it, and he really took it away!Then he saw Lu Yi happily holding flowers and showing off to the guests, and then saw this guy step off the stage, so he put the flowers by the man's hand!

Xu Shan had to say how sore he felt at that time!

He suddenly remembered Lu Yi's breakup WeChat. Didn't that guy just say that he wanted to find someone who could live a life and settle down?Apparently, that man is it!He wants to get married!

He didn't know how he finished the meal, and then he refused the request to go back with his sister's family, found an excuse to take a breather, and wandered away by himself.Waiting for a place where no one was around, his straight back bent down. Only he knew how uncomfortable he was, how much... Regret!

As a writer of novels, he naturally knows the routines of those sadistic and deeply affectionate presidents. Don't they all not cherish them at first, and only regret it when they lose them?But at any rate, there is still a day when they will be reunited. It seems that he has finally met someone he likes again in 38 years, and he has lost himself.

He didn't know how long he walked, and then he was tired, so he found a bench to sit on, leaned on it and looked at the sky.Then he heard the rustling of footsteps, he was not in the mood to see who it was, they were all strangers anyway.But the footsteps stopped, and the man asked, "Why are you here now?"

The voice was so familiar, Xu Shan looked up in disbelief, and saw Lu Yi's face.He was startled, sat up straight quickly, and covered himself up, "It's okay, the air here is good, I'm going for a stroll. Why are you here? You don't need to accompany anyone."

"No, he can just play by himself, why don't I take care of him!" Lu Yi said casually.

Xu Shan is not bad at all. Although he feels sad, he can say some things. He just feels awkward when he hears it, and he can't help but say, "Don't you want to live with others? Where is such an attitude, put it down. He ran here to chat with his ex-boyfriend?"

Lu Yi glanced at him after hearing this, but didn't say anything, but changed the subject instead, "I heard from Yang Yang that you've been very decadent recently. You don't go out at home every day and smoke stuffy cigarettes, what's wrong? Don't talk about it every time you break up Can it be recovered in five days? Why did it take so long this time?" He suddenly smiled and said, "You don't really like me!"

Xu Shan just felt his heart ache, and he really wanted to answer, but...they already have boyfriends, so it seems useless to talk about it, but it just adds to the troubles.He simply said, "What are you thinking!"

But Lu Yi did not let him go, and said directly, "If you can't see my WeChat, you can run to the front of the coffee shop and wait. If you can't see me receiving the bouquet, your face is about to cry. You really like me Right! I found out after breaking up that I'm actually quite suitable, right?"

Xu Shan didn't want to let Lu Yi guess his thoughts, so he stood up immediately, and said coldly, "You are putting gold on your face, what are you thinking! A breakup is a breakup. You already have a boyfriend, so why not?" Do you want to step on two boats?"

"Who told you that was my boyfriend!" Lu Yi also stood up and said to him, "I just sent a photo on WeChat, did I write that he is my boyfriend? You think so, right? !"

Xu Shan couldn't believe it right now, he couldn't help turning his head to look at Lu Yi, Lu Yi said calmly, "That's my uncle's younger brother, he caused trouble at home, he came to my side to take shelter from the wind these two days It's just the head."

I don't know why, Xu Shan just felt as if he relaxed all of a sudden, and he felt a little bit like laughing in his heart, so it wasn't, that's really good.But he didn't want to say it, so he said stiffly, "What does that matter to me?"

After speaking, he wanted to leave.

In the end, I heard Lu Yi say loudly from behind, "I just want to say, I'm still single. Although you don't like me, I still like you. I can't let you go. We've been apart for so many days. Wherever you are, I will see you." I can't live without you. I went up when I saw the wedding and threw the bouquet. The only thing I thought about when I got the flowers in my hand was to live with you. Hey, Xu Shan, since you haven't found it, it doesn't seem to bother me so much. Please, Come try again with me!"

Xu Shan was stunned.

He didn't have this kind of development in writing novels, so how did he reach this step of starting again?But let him refuse, he can't open his mouth, this is simply the chance God gave him to start again, didn't he regret not being separated from Lu Yi just now?

He was speechless, but Lu Yi strode up and grabbed him. Then Xu Shan turned around and saw the bouquet between the two of them, which was Jia Xiaoni's bouquet.From a distance, he also saw that little boy, oh no cousin, he should have sent it over.

Lu Yi probably didn't want him to look at other people more, so he straightened his face and said to him, "Look at me, I know, what do you like to write novels, you have a car accident, you have a terminal illness, you only find true love It's the other party's plot, but I really can't do those tricks. I have always liked you, and I think you like me, but you never admit it. In desperation, I can only break up, and I want you to face up to your own feelings emotion.

But now I regret it, these days I asked Yang Yang about your appearance, I really regret it.I'd rather we stumble and get along when we come here, and I don't want you to be so decadent.Can you give me a new chance?Xu Shan, I use this bouquet of flowers with a marriage contract to unilaterally promise you that I love you and want to be with you forever, as long as you want me.And you can leave anytime.OK? "

After he finished speaking, he handed over the flowers.

Xu Shan stood there, squinting at him, but didn't immediately reach out to take it.

Lu Yi just felt his heart drop, he knew Xu Shan's temperament, this person was actually the most cold-hearted, just look at Xin Cheng, that guy wanted to reconcile with him after admitting his mistake, but Xu Shan What is determined never turns back.He really didn't know, would Xu Shan agree to his proposal?

After about tens of seconds, or a few minutes?Lu Yi himself had no idea, Xu Shan finally moved.He saw that guy smiled, then casually raised his hand to touch the flowers on it, and said in a strange way, "So you lied to me!"

Lu Yi's heart dropped, and then he heard Xu Shan say again, "In this case, I really can't let you go! So... alright! I will train you well!" He hugged Jianghua, turned his head and walked forward. Lu Yi felt that he was on a roller coaster at the moment, and finally reached his goal. The ecstasy could no longer be described, so he quickly chased after him.

I heard Lu Yi say from a distance, "Where are we going!"

Then I heard Xu Shan say viciously, "Find a place to train! You bastard, you must clean up!"