I just like the way you die

The child was the older one in this group of children. He was over three years old and could speak fluently already.He is now riding his new little friend, if Xu Jingyang remembers correctly, that guy is named Little Corn Candy because of his beige hair.

He should be very happy at the moment, he kept stroking the hair of the little candy corn, and chatting with the milk in a childish voice, "Your father is so tall!"

When Xu Jingyang heard the word father, he was stunned.Ever since Yu Jun was exiled abroad and Zhang Zhenzhen followed, the word father has never been mentioned in Niu Niu's life.The family has a tacit understanding and wants the child to forget about this person completely. When he grows up, he will naturally tell him about Xu Tian.

But now, when Dad was mentioned suddenly, Xu Jingyang was subconsciously afraid that Niu Niu would think of something.

He quickly looked at Niu Niu, as expected, the child was quite happy just now, but now he pursed his lips tightly, he must be a little wronged, his small face gradually wrinkled into a ball, but he didn't cry after all Come out, and replied in a childish voice, "This is Uncle, not Dad."

Then he refused to say anything more.

Xu Jingyang's heart ached immediately, and he quickly took Niu Niu off the little marshmallow and hugged him in his arms.Niu Niu's chubby hands hugged his neck tightly, and now he has completely stuffed his small head into the gap of his neck, and he refuses to raise his head at all.

The kid on the opposite side obviously didn't understand these things, and he was only asking out of the child's innocence. Now that Shen Mi was not his father, he asked naturally, "Then what about your father? I even..." After that, his nanny stopped him. He didn't know what to say in a low voice, and the child shut up.

Niu Niu was already unwilling to say anything, Xu Jingyang called him twice slowly, but he refused to agree, even if he hugged him tightly, he would not let go.Xu Nian, who was taking pictures at this moment, could see that something was wrong, so he walked over here.They are all neighbors here, Xu Jingyang didn't want to make a scene known to everyone, and besides, he was just a child, and you couldn't reason with them, so he said to Shen Mi, "Brother Shen, let's go back, help me hold the little one." Marshmallow, tell Levi and let him take care of this."

After finishing speaking, he walked home while coaxing Niu Niu. On the way, he met Xu Nian who greeted him. He couldn't say anything, so he just said go home.Xu Nian was calmer than him, and went back without saying a word.

In the room, Xu Xiaorong never thought that the family went out happily and well-dressed in the morning, and came back in such a disheveled state in less than half an hour. She was frightened when she saw Niu Niu hiding in Xu Jingyang's arms Jumping, he quickly asked, "What's the matter?"

Now that they have entered the house, Xu Jingyang can naturally say, "The grandson of the Wang family saw Big Brother Shen and asked Niu Niu if that was his father. Niu Niu was sad." He tilted his head to look at the little guy who still refused to look up, Couldn't help coaxing him softly, "Niu Niu, be good, can you talk to your uncle for a while?" He stayed with Niu Niu the longest and knew the child best, so after thinking about it, he said, "We're home, didn't you hear me?" Is it grandma’s voice? That child is no longer here, Niu Niu looked up, okay?”

Xu Xiaorong was so distressed that she hurriedly said, "Grandma is here, baby, can you let grandma hug you?"

After all, Niu Niu was a child. Hearing Xu Xiaorong's voice and hearing that the child was no longer there, he raised his little head and revealed an aggrieved face.He looked left and right, including Shen Mi who pushed the door in. He probably looked at someone he was familiar with. At this moment, he finally couldn't help it, and cried out with a cry, "Dad!"

The sound was very crisp and the pronunciation was very clear, no one could not understand it.

This child is usually very obedient, and he has never cried so much. Even if he is upset, he just feels aggrieved and squeezes his eyes.But this time, it was the first time that he was like such a big child, crying at the top of his voice, calling Dad, where did Dad go?

Who said that the child doesn't remember things, obviously Niu Niu does remember, he just didn't say anything, he knew that the person who kept calling Dad was gone.

Not to mention a sentimental person like his mother, both Xu Nian and Shen Mi didn't listen well.When Xu Jingyang thought of what Jun Yu had done, he wished he could fly to the United States right now and kill him.

But how can this be coaxed, with a child, you can't explain it, that's not your father, your father has passed away long ago, that is a villain who wants to take advantage of you.Moreover, he is still so young, you can tell him, there is no father, you still have grandparents, uncles and uncles, these are useless, a child is a stickler, he just wants a father now.

Xu Jingyang hugged Niu Niu, not knowing what to do.It was Xu Xiaorong who quickly picked up the child, wiped his eyes with a handkerchief, and called Guaibao, "Don't cry, why are you so wronged, grandma is so distressed!" Said, "I coax you, don't follow me."

As Xu Xiaorong went upstairs, Niu Niu's cries gradually became weaker, until they were faintly inaudible.

But this didn't make Xu Jingyang breathe a sigh of relief, on the contrary, he felt even more distressed.There is no such thing as a father. They considered it at the beginning, but they thought that there are so many family members who like him so much, and they can give him a very happy childhood.But I forgot that in this world, besides family members and outsiders, maybe like today, others didn't do it on purpose, but it was enough to ignite Niu Niu's grievances.

He wanted to say something, but he glanced at his father, only to find that his father's face was ugly, probably worse than him, after all, Niu Niu's father should be his brother, but his brother is no longer there.

He hid all those useless words in his heart, then walked over slowly and put his hand on his father's shoulder.In fact, it is useless at all, but he just wants to be next to his dad and tell him that I am here.His dad sighed and patted him backhanded.

Shen Mi over there has not spoken, and it is not suitable to speak at this time, so he can only watch them silently.

I don't know how long it took, it was so long that Shen Mi's legs were numb from standing, and Xu Xiaorong came down from upstairs.Xu Jingyang was the first to react, and quickly lowered his voice and asked, "How's it going?"

"Asleep, Aunt Zhang is looking at him." Xu Xiaorong's heart ached, "The face turned red from crying, I have never seen him cry like that before, I feel so uncomfortable." But she also said, "Okay, don't think about it too much, children forget their sex quickly, and they will forget about it when they wake up later, and there will be no more trouble. Don't go to work today, and play with him later."

Xu Jingyang nodded quickly.

But this is not a long-term solution, this thing is here, I forgot at the moment, in the future Niu Niu will go to kindergarten, elementary school, and junior high school, not to say that everyone is bad, but there will always be something owed, always It is unavoidable.Although Yu Jun can be blurred with age, but after all, there is no father and mother.

It's just that Xu Jingyang is not suitable to say this at this time.Moreover, he knew that this matter was so simple, his parents must have thought of it, but they just didn't talk about it.

After hearing this, Xu Nian nodded and said, "Okay, let's not talk about it for now." He glanced at Shen Mi, and originally wanted Shen Mi to come over and talk to him about his grandfather. Although he was not very willing, but since he let go, he had to be responsible to his stupid son to the end, and he had to ask the Shen family what it meant.Although they were not in a normal love marriage, he also wanted to ensure that his son would not be wronged at all.

However, he was not in the mood at the moment, so he said, "I'm going to work first, what are you supposed to do? If the old Wang's family comes over, don't bother with them, it's not intentional, let me think about it."

Xu Xiaorong and Xu Jingyang Shen Mi immediately agreed.

Xu Nian left now.It was obviously inappropriate for Shen Mi to stay here at this moment, so he left.Xu Xiaorong also pushed Xu Jingyang to send Shen Mi off.He hurriedly followed.

Many little radish heads in the community just got their own alpacas, and they are excited now, and their wailing can be heard everywhere.On the contrary, it made the two of them very quiet at the moment.Xu Jingyang had an idea in his mind, but he didn't know how to say it. He kept tumbling in his heart. He just walked a long way and arrived at Shen Mi's parking place.

Then he faltered again, and was about to think about it again, but Shen Mi grabbed his hands, those hands were big and warm, compared with his cold paws, they were uncomfortably comfortable.He stared at Shen Mi with wide eyes, and heard Shen Mi say, "You can do whatever you want, and I will support you."

Xu Jingyang was even more surprised now, and couldn't help saying, "You know what I'm going to do!"

Shen Mi pinched the tip of his nose that was a little red from the cold and said, "It's written all over your face, you want to say that you want to take care of Niu Niu."

Xu Jingyang was really convinced now, and couldn't help touching his face with his empty hand, it was so obvious.But he was also honest, nodded and said seriously, "In our old home, uncles are called big dads, and uncles are called little dads. Since there is no Niu Niu, I will take care of him. Save money and meet him later. People always ask, and the child feels uncomfortable."

He rubbed his head, "I don't know if you have any plans to have children, but I heard from my uncle that even gays can have children abroad. But if I want to be Niu Niu's father, it's not the same as being an uncle. I need to shoulder a lot of responsibilities and consume more energy. I am afraid that this time will be delayed, so I am afraid..."

"There's nothing wrong with it. There's nothing to be afraid of. We are one. If we want a child, we will decide if we both agree that it's okay, not what I want. Understand? You are very important." Shen Mi didn't let him finish at all, and emphasized to him, "As for Niu Niu's matter, you will be the little dad, and I will be the big dad. After Niu Niu starts school, he will hold parent-teacher meetings, and he will also be tutored in his homework. Winter and summer vacation trips, we can take care of all these, what do you think?"

Xu Jingyang knew that his elder brother Shen was good, and knew that if he mentioned Shen Mi, he would definitely agree, but he never thought that Shen Mi would be so happy. After all, raising a child is very troublesome, and many people dislike it.He couldn't help nodding, and even smiled, looking at his elder brother Shen adoringly like a fool, "How can you be so good."

He looked so intently that his heart itch. He looked left and right, because it was winter and it was time to go to work, there were not many people going back and forth, let alone looking this way, and there were cars to cover him up. Couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed his own little rabbit.

But I'm afraid people will find out, it's just a superficial sweep.

Just like that, the little rabbit was already blushing—it seemed that the two of them had kissed so many times, and he blushed every time.The little rabbit couldn't help but touched his face and said, "It's so strange, you are all mine, but why are you so excited every time."

As soon as Shen Mi heard that "his person", he was happy, and lowered his head against his head and asked, "Then do you want to try again? See if you still get excited?"

The little rabbit looked left and right, Shen Mi thought he would be embarrassed to refuse, but then he heard this guy embarrassed to say, "Then get in the car, it's so embarrassing to watch !"