Shen Xue Ziyang

I buried Yishu next to Haoci's cemetery, and erected a stone tablet in front of the small earth bag.

Haoci was buried as "General Tiance" back then, and his specifications were higher than ordinary princes. I placed Yixu next to him. I think he would treat Yixu like a younger brother underground.

"Haoci, please take care of this miserable little guy. When you see him, you will think that you are looking in a bronze mirror. If you are alive in heaven, will you reprimand him when you see Zifeng doing this?" Well, I think he did too much this time..."

Since Zifeng shot Yixu until I buried Yixu, Zifeng and I have never seen each other again, nor have we had any communication.I didn't hide anything about Yixu's burial. If Zifeng still had a little concern in his heart, he would know where Yixu was buried.When I was angry and couldn't tell anyone I had nothing to do with it, I had no choice but to confide in Haoci. I really wanted Haoci to come out and scold Zifeng for three days and three nights.

I brought back the package that Yixu never left before his death. I put three sticks of incense on the package, and then opened it carefully. In addition to a few coarse clothes, there was also a roll of well-sealed documents. The surface had been soaked in water. It has become crumpled, but the characters inside can be fully recognized, and the ink stains do not melt when exposed to water, which is rare.

"On the top of Wenquan Mountain, just ask for one side, recount the past, and look forward to the next life—Chen."

This is the sentence written on the document, and the "Chen" signed at the end is probably Yixu's family name.I checked the classics, Wenquan Mountain is located in the west of Beijing, where the flower market is the most prosperous, and the people there are also the best at growing flowers.Remembering that Yixu was very good at caring for flowers and plants when he was in the palace, it is no surprise now.

The contents of this document must be the only thing left to him by the Yixu family, so he cared so much about it, and he was unwilling to discard it until he died.As for the records of the Chen family, I did not find many useful records.

Seven days later, I planned to bury Yixu's relics under his stele, but I saw someone digging a hole in front of his tomb from a distance.I approached quietly, but I saw Zi Feng digging the soil with shovel after shovel, and there were several hydrangeas tied by their roots beside him, which were the ones in the lotus palace.

I didn't bother him, and watched him silently not far away after he dug the hole, and then I wholeheartedly transplanted the hydrangea into it, filled it with soil, and watered it.Afterwards he was kneeling in front of Yixu's tomb by himself. I was about to rush out to help him up, but when I turned around and recalled Yixu's death, I stopped. Although I couldn't bear it, I would rather him Kneel for a while, as atonement.After a long time, Zi Feng started talking to himself while facing the stele.

"This is the flower you have taken care of for many years, and now I leave it to you. If you want to blame me, you can blame me. I poured all my feelings for Haoci into you, and your escape also made me realize My wrong original intention - two different people can never be superimposed together, you and Hao Ci, no matter which one leaves, there will be no one to replace... If you want to ask me, I will Do you have any special love for you, I will answer you very clearly, I have. You are determined to leave me, and the only thing I can do is to prevent you from falling into the mouth of vicious beasts, sorry. "

Zifeng knelt in front of Yixu's tomb for a day and a night, but no water or rice could enter.In the end, I didn't bury the clerk in the ground. I will find a chance to hand it over to Zifeng, so I can keep it in mind.

After that, Zi Feng put all his thoughts on state affairs, and often stayed up for several nights without sleep. He personally read every memorial of the ministers, and personally approved it. He never ignored the memorials because they were trivial.

"Looking at Zi Feng's hard work, you should be able to believe that he will be a good emperor, right?"

I sat alone in front of Emperor Mo's tomb and chatted with him.

This year's winter was extremely cold, and when I went out, I really had the consciousness to freeze my hands and feet.Royal priests pay attention to singular sacrifices, so I came alone this time, and I didn't tell Zi Feng that I didn't want to distract him.

"Eight years have passed in a blink of an eye, are you doing well underground? I think you will be accompanied by Haoci, so you won't be lonely."

I put the rose flowers I brought in front of his grave, along with two dried hydrangeas.

"This is the Baihe I planted myself. I brought it specially for you. I wonder if you still have the habit of soaking rose petals over there? If you don't have these petals, will you feel uncomfortable all over?"

The white rose petals are still blooming strongly under the attack of the cold wind, a little rolled up, a little blown away, circling around the solemn tombstone.

"When Hao Ci left, Zi Feng said that he wished he could go with him, but when you left, I had the same thought..."

I will speak the words buried in the bottom of my heart, and no one will bother me during our alone time.I can tell my love without hesitation.

I love Emperor Mo, from the time he brought me into the palace, he was like a father, brother and friend to me.But the little secret between us may be too much, I don't want others to know, this is the beginning of my possessiveness.

After having such feelings for him, I found that I could only stand on the edge of his life for the rest of my life, watching him go through ups and downs, seeing all kinds of women walking by his side, watching him with so many thoughts, Watch his face gradually change until he finally returns to heaven and earth.

but i can't do anything...

Birth, old age, sickness and death are common things for human beings. Emperor Mo has long looked down on life and death, so much so that the last time he and Zi Feng had a meal together, he ate the dumpling that Zi Feng personally gave him with a smile - knowing that there was a deadly substance in the dumpling. He still ate.

"Zi Feng is my son. What he wants to do and how he plans to do it, I can tell from his eyes that nothing can escape my eyes."

Just when Mo Huang's body could no longer support himself, he still took my hand, clearly saying that he wanted me to listen to him, but in fact he was explaining the funeral.

"Did you already know that Zi Feng wanted to kill you..."

I don't believe that my best friend would poison his father with his own hands to kill the person I love. I can't accept this logic.I shook my head vigorously, Emperor Mo used his last bit of strength to stabilize me, he needed me to listen to his words.

"Zicang, you have a pure heart, less suspicion, and do your best for your friends and those you love, so I hope you can help Zifeng by his side..."

"I don't want...I don't want to assist him. If he kills you, I...how can I assist...Why did he kill you, why..."

My lips have already started to stumble uncontrollably, I can't stand this atmosphere, especially when I feel the warmth of Emperor Mo's palm dissipating in my consciousness, endless fear is pressing on me, I've never been so scared in my life.

"Zi Feng's little thought, I understand best." Mo Huang said with a wry smile, "He blamed me for sending Hao Ci to the battlefield. If I hadn't insisted, Hao Ci might not have died..."

"Swords and swords have no eyes on the battlefield. How can you blame this...I'll go and tell Zifeng that I can convince him. Really, you trust me, I can do it!"

"...Okay, then I will entrust this task to you...I believe you can do it. You already have the ability to persuade him by his side. Don't let him do what he did to me again. thing……"

Before a person dies, there will always be a flashback. The Emperor Mo did not know where he got the strength. He put me all in front of his chest. This is the first time I am so close to him, and it will also be the last time.His breath was rising and falling in my ears, hugging me had already exhausted his energy, and the remaining words were only enough to whisper to me...

I was the last person Mo Huang saw in his life. When he left me, he was staring at me, and at the last moment, I was the only one in his eyes.

Before he died, Emperor Mo told me that he didn't blame Zifeng, and he didn't want Zifeng to know the truth——Hao Ci volunteered to fight, and he was extremely determined to fight.

It is not that there are no generals in the court, and Hao Ci's resoluteness stems from his dismay for his own fate.

How could those few "Chenxue Ziyang" be so easy to get? The northeast plateau is an extremely cold place, and the cold air accumulated over thousands of years can't be endured by an ordinary person.Hao Ci desperately wanted to collect medicine for Zi Feng, but his body sucked too much cold air, which destroyed the foundation of his body, so he didn't have much time to live...

Hao Ci also had his own pride throughout his life, being born as the son of a general, fighting bloody battles for the country on the battlefield, that is the highest honor, let alone his future emperor is Zi Feng.

Even if he died, he didn't want to die on the sick bed, let alone let Zi Feng see him in pain.

Hao Ci is too kind, so kind that it makes all of us feel bad.

All these causes and effects are all caused by Zi Feng, but I will not let him know that I cannot let down Haoci and Mo Huang's painstaking efforts. This is what they paid for with their lives, just to make Zi Feng smooth sailing in the future.

"In this life, I can't give you anything, including me... In the next life, I hope to be able to hold hands in the same boat... Farewell, Zhi Cang."

Although this is the last words left to me by Emperor Mo, he said that he can give me nothing, but I got too much from him.Every friendly smile he gave me, every word he said to me, and every word he wrote to me are my treasures. All scattered.

I don't even remember when I fell asleep leaning on the tombstone. When Zi Feng woke me up with an umbrella, I always felt like a lifetime away.

"Aren't you afraid of being frozen to death?" Zi Feng seemed to be complaining to me, "Is such a big person allowed to sleep at will in this kind of place?"

"Isn't it up to you to call me? Besides, the late emperor is magnanimous and doesn't care about it. I'm using my body temperature to keep the late emperor warm."

I straightened my clothes, and I really didn't feel anything in my hands. Zi Feng gave me his hand warmer, and he himself knelt in front of the grave and kowtowed three times.

"Go back today and take the jar of hydrangea wine that Haoci brewed and drink it all, to warm your body."

"Thank you, you are so generous today, last time you only gave me a small cup."

"Be careful that your mouth freezes when you talk... Hurry up and go."

Zifeng's nose was red from the cold, when he looked at me, he hesitated to speak, I knew what he wanted to say, and so did I.

Now, in this world, you are the only one by my side...

The Sri Lankan has passed away, for me, Yu Zifeng, only by living well can I comfort the painstaking efforts of the old man.