beyond the dawn

After finally waiting for Mu Xi to wake up, when he heard Mu Jing say that they could go and see him, Yu Wenxin was about to float up, and ran into Mu Xi's room jumping up and down.

Mu Xi leaned against the head of the bed, her face had returned to ruddy, and she was talking with Mu Jing who was sitting beside the bed with a smile.Sensing the movement of everyone coming in, he turned his head and smiled. "Boss, you are here."

Mu Jing gave way to Youlu, and Youlu sat on it after bowing, "Xiaoxi, how do you feel? Is there something uncomfortable?"

Mu Xi grinned, her voice was still a little tired, "It's okay, I feel better after a night of sleep." It is true that since the release of the ability, I feel much better than before, and I don't feel the need to suppress when using the power, even just now It's a bit tiring to use power on such a large scale after controlling it well.

"It's fine, don't think about anything now, just take a good rest." Youlu wanted to pat Mu Xi's head, but felt Mu Jing's strong gaze behind him, and dismissed the idea before moving his hand.

Probably because Mu Jing and Mu Wen were by his side, Mu Xi was more at ease. Although he hadn't fully figured out what happened to Xun, he was still relaxed at the moment.After seeing the cramped way out, he burst out laughing, "Boss, are you afraid of my father?"

"How come?" You Lu smiled embarrassedly, and rubbed his hands unconsciously.Turning around to look at Mu Jing, Mu Jing just looked at him and didn't say a word, she lost her mind after wandering around, lowered her head and continued rubbing her hands, "I respect Mr. Mu, not because I'm afraid."

Mu Xi looked at him and just smiled. After laughing for a while, it was probably enough. He touched the pendant on the bracelet habitually, and immediately realized that the feeling was not right.Looking up at Mu Jing, "Dad, this bracelet..."

Mu Jing took out the broken one from the drawer and put it in Mu Xi's hand, "The previous one is broken, and its functions are useless. Wearing it is at best a decoration. The one you are wearing now is the same as the previous one. , wear it."

Mu Xi held the broken chain, thoughtful, and finally said for a while, "This chain was made by mother, right?" I also remembered it all.When he was born, because he couldn't control the power, he brought a lot of pain to his mother, and he also remembered it.

In order to help him restrain his strength, his mother spent a lot of time making bracelets; in order to have a happy childhood, he often took himself out for travel; his mother always hugged him to sleep; his mother could always guess what he wanted to say; Mother... He remembered all these things, and he also remembered the fact that his mother died to protect him.Probably no one knows what happened that day except myself, it was...

Wait - Mu Xi touched the pendant, frowning deeply - what did Xie say to himself that day, it seemed that he said that he wanted to be his partner, and how did he answer him?

I have……

Mu Xi, your... died, the train exploded, and they lost even their corpses.

Mu Xi tried hard to recall the conversation he had with Xie when they met, but who were they talking about, who died, and why was she angry?After thinking about it for a long time, Mu Xi looked up at Mu Jing with a puzzled look on his face, "Dad, did I forget something? Why can't I remember the complete conversation with Xun back then?"

Mu Jing looked at the changes in his brows, thinking that he just missed his mother, and didn't care too much. It wasn't until Mu Xi asked him that he realized that Mu Xi was not missing but puzzled, "Ye? That man?"

"Yeah." Mu Xi nodded slightly, "His name is Xun. He told me ten years ago, but I seem to have forgotten something, and Xun also said that I forgot 'him', who is 'he'?" Mu Xi Thinking that Mu Jing would know, after all, before the accident, any of his friends would share with Mu Jing, which is also a kind of showing off.

"Could it be the last time you and Yutong went out to make friends? Neither you nor Yutong would say who you met, but you'll know when the time comes, so I don't know who that person is." Mu Jing was also surprised In the past, the friends Mu Xi made would immediately show off to him, but only that time, no matter how he asked, the two of them spoke in the same voice, and you will know when the time comes.

Not getting any news from Mu Jing, Mu Xi thought of Su Yi, although generally Su Yi's hypnotism was useless to him, but in case, he wanted to try it.When looking for Su Yi in the house, his eyes met Yu Wenxin, "Who are you?"

Yu Wenxin was delighted when he came in, then he was left out and then lost. When he heard that Mu Xi had forgotten something, his heart skipped a beat, as if something had split open.When Mu Xi looked into his eyes and asked "Who are you", his heart almost jumped out, and his voice trembled violently, "Xiao Xi, you, don't you remember me?"

Mu Xi tilted his head and looked at him, with no less doubts, "Should we know each other? I can't remember that we met." Mu Xi said so, and he really didn't remember Yu Wenxin, but he didn't know why, I always feel distressed, saying that I don’t know Yu Wenxin is like a needle piercing my heart.But not remembering is not remembering.

Yu Wenxin looked like he was about to cry, he walked slowly to Mu Xi's bed and squatted down, holding Mu Xi's hand.Mu Xi shrank instinctively, but was caught by Yu Wenxin. At that moment, Mu Xi felt inexplicably relieved, and let Yu Wenxin hold his hand.Yu Wenxin rubbed his thumb on Mu Xi's hand, trying to restrain himself from crying.

"Xiaoxi, do you really not remember me?" Yu Wenxin is not a person who loves to cry. It can be said that he has never cried since he can remember, but when he thinks that Mu Xi has forgotten himself, whether it is once or twice It hurts a lot and makes me want to cry.

Mu Xi's eyes drifted away from Yu Wenxin, You Lu, and Mu Jing, and it was obvious that the three of them were telling themselves that they knew each other before.The three of them also revealed the same question, how could you not remember.But Mu Xi was more puzzled than them, what flashed in his mind at this moment was the shadow of Xun, Xun said, "You don't remember him?"

"I don't remember. I don't remember." Mu Xi withdrew his hand abruptly, becoming a little irritable. Lost memories, everyone's inquiries, and his uneasy heart all disturbed his mind. I can't think anymore.Rubbing her temples, Mu Xi gave the order to evict the guest, "Leave me alone for a while."

Yu Wenxin wanted to say something, but he was dragged by You Lu and didn't say anything.Mu Jing walked over and leaned down, held Mu Xi's face and kissed it on the forehead, "Xi'er, don't think too much, the most important thing for you now is to take good care of your body. Do you know?" Mu Xi nodded slightly, watching everyone People walk out of the room.

After everyone went out, Mu Xi found a comfortable position to lie down, closed his eyes and entered his subconscious.

In Mu Xi's memory, his subconscious has two states, one is an endless blank space, the memory is scattered in every corner of the space, and only one door separates a separate space; the other is that the entire space is surrounded by countless Doors are separated into individual spaces.But the subconscious mind at this moment is different from both of them. To put it bluntly, there is nothing in the subconscious mind, not even scattered memories.

Looking around, it was still the familiar grassland, but except for the grass growing on the soles of the feet, everything else was different.I used to be able to see shadows in my memory when I looked in any direction, but now no matter which direction I go, there seems to be no end, and there is no transition of any scene.

When Mu Xi was puzzled, a voice suddenly appeared in his mind, the voice was clearly his own, but it was not his own, "Are you wondering?"

Mu Xi turned around in circles looking for the source of the voice, but the voice sounded again, "Don't look for it, I am you, I exist here and I am not here."

"What?" Mu Xi finally admitted that the voice came from his heart, and sat down to have a long talk with 'him'.

"Why are you wondering?"

"I seem to have forgotten something? But I can't remember. And that person, I should remember, but no matter how hard I search, I can't find it. Why?"

"A lot of things have no reason, just the result."

"It's not logical. I clearly remembered it. The seal of my memory has been unlocked. Why do I still not remember it? And I feel that I have forgotten more than ten years ago. I always feel empty in my heart. feeling bad."

"Maybe it's not logical, but it's emotional. You've kept Ye's memory shut for so long, and Ye's obsession with you is so strong, ten years is enough for him to affect your memory when he comes out."

"You mean, ye's memory crowds out my memory of another person? But why?"

"Because he is very important, very important to you, and he is a threat to the estate, and the estate does not want you to remember him."

"But Ye himself was surprised that I didn't remember it."

"Because what you lock is only about his memory, in the final analysis, it belongs to you and has nothing to do with him. So naturally he didn't notice anything."

"Why should what is mine drive away what is important to me?"

"As for your memory, he is all about Xun. Xun's obsession with you is too strong, and your memory will naturally be affected."

"Then how can I remember? Isn't that a very important memory to me?"

"Opportunity, you need an opportunity."

"What's the opportunity?"

"When the time comes, you will naturally know."

"But……"

"Go back, someone is waiting for you."

"Let him wait, don't rush at this moment, tell me what opportunity it is."

"Go."

"Wait..." Mu Xi muttered, opening his eyes.Turning his head, he saw Yu Wenxin sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at him, his eyes were so gentle that water could flow out of his hands.

"What, did you have a nightmare?" Yu Wenxin didn't dare to touch Mu Xi, and handed Mu Xi the tea.

Mu Xi sat up and leaned against the bed, pushed away the cup Yu Wenxin handed over, "Why are you here. Didn't I say I want to be alone for a while?"

Yu Wenxin put the cup away, looked at Mu Xi, "Mr. Mu didn't let me come, but I wanted to be alone with you for a while, so I slipped in while they weren't looking."

Mu Xi habitually touched the pendant of the necklace, but the moment he touched it, he was shocked by his actions. Where did the necklace come from, and why did he habitually touch him?Putting down the pendant, Mu Xi turned to look at Yu Wenxin, "Sorry, I can't remember anything about you. But I know you should be very important to me."

Yu Wenxin stretched out his hand to touch Mu Xi's face, but Mu Xi hid in shock, and he withdrew his hand resentfully, "Although I can't say 'It's okay if I don't remember, just get to know each other', but I also I don't mind introducing myself. My name is Yu Wenxin, and you and Xiaoxi are lovers."

"Lover?" Mu Xi's eyes widened in shock, "Me and you?"

"Yes, you and me." Yu Wenxin's heart ached so much that he might burst into tears in the next second, but the important thing now is not to be depressed, but to let Mu Xi put down his guard against himself. "Would you like to try?" Yu Wenxin stretched out his hand, motioning for Mu Xi to put his hand on it.

Mu Xi looked at Yu Wenxin with some hesitation. She didn't like to be in contact with others, but she didn't feel uncomfortable when she was caught by Yu Wenxin before, but lover, how could she have a lover?This unscientific!

After hesitating for a while, Mu Xi still put his hand on Yu Wenxin's palm.Being held by Yu Wenxin, I felt a sense of peace of mind, and even longed for more contact.Mu Xi was frightened by her own thoughts, a little embarrassed, and wanted to withdraw her hand, but was pulled to her mouth by Yu Wenxin and kissed.

"You!" Mu Xi was ashamed and angry, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but was pulled by Yu Wenxin again, wanting to use violence, but there was a voice in his heart saying that he could not hurt him, so he had to be so stiff.

Seeing him like this, Yu Wenxin was both funny and heartbroken, held hands and kissed again, "Xiaoxi, your body still remembers me." Hearing this, Mu Xi's face turned red, and she clapped her empty hands. Hitting Yu Wenxin's hand with a single stroke.After releasing his hands, Mu Xi hid both hands under the quilt for fear of being caught by Yu Wenxin again.

"I believe what you say, but don't touch your hands."

"Okay." Yu Wenxin smiled, moved his seat, stroked the back of Mu Xi's head with one hand, and pressed a kiss on his forehead.Mu Xi was caught off guard, and as soon as he stretched out his hand to push Yu Wenxin away, his hands were held by Yu Wenxin, and his mouth was blocked immediately.

"You...well..." Yu Wenxin's kiss was not as domineering as before, but just lingered on Mu Xi's lips like a superficial touch of water.I don't know if she sensed Yu Wenxin's sadness, or because she felt too familiar, Mu Xi who was kissed only resisted at the beginning, and then let Yu Wenxin kiss and hold her.

After the kiss, Yu Wenxin's tears didn't stop, she hugged Mu Xi, tears falling down.Mu Xi was at a loss at first, but then just hugged him without saying a word.