beyond the dawn

The two came to the simple coffee shop, found a corner to sit down, and drank Shan Jiaqi with two glasses of juice.

Yu Wenxin and Shan Jiaqi also knew each other, and at first they liked to tease him, hoping to see a little wavering from his iceberg-like face, but they never succeeded. Now seeing Yu Wenxin's face smells worse than that stinky tofu If it smells bad, it becomes interesting and wants to listen to the corner, but is dragged back to the bar by the head waiter with the back collar.

Seeing his brother's cowardice, Shan Jiahang shook his head helplessly, and then turned to Yu Wenxin.

"Ah Xin, you are frowning so tightly, Mu Xi will find it disgusting."

Yu Wenxin was startled, and stared at Shan Jiahang in a daze, not knowing whether the other party was serious or joking, in fact, no matter what it was, he didn't care, he was in urgent need of venting, whether it was joking or sincere, as long as he was willing to listen, "Am I that obvious?"

"Having been with you for so long, when did you pay so much attention to someone, and when did your mood fluctuate so much? All the changes came after seeing Mu Xi, and you couldn't hide your expression and eyes in front of him. Shan Jiahang took a sip of the juice, and seeing Yu Wenxin's eyes, he already had a premonition that today might be a "love discussion".

Embarrassed by being stared at by Shan Jiahang, Yu Wenxin lowered his head, rubbing his fingers against the glass in front of him, thinking about what to say.After a while, he probably calmed down a bit, took a sip of juice, and started to talk.

When I saw Mu Xi for the first time, I just felt that that person was very dazzling, standing there like a light, people couldn't help but want to get closer, but when I walked in, it was a warm feeling, as if my heart that had been frozen for many years gradually melted away, It wasn't until he disappeared from his field of vision that he felt the icy air around him.

Goodbye to him, less melancholy, more sunshine, subconsciously holding him, wanting to get close to him, wanting to keep him by my side.If you feel the rejection of the other party, you will get hurt; if you see the other party's smile, you will laugh; if you don't see it, you will worry;So he didn't give the other party a chance to escape, and clung to and held on tightly until the other party no longer rejected his touch, until the other party would take the initiative to contact him even if he just said "Thank you for your hard work."

He thought he had walked into the other person's life, but he didn't know that he seemed to have overlooked an important question-whether there was someone by his side.It wasn't until yesterday that he was drunk and Youlu appeared that he knew that Muxi, who looked strong, could act like a baby, and cared about others with such a gentle voice. What was the relationship between the girl he said was flat-chested and him? And who is that Ah Wen who made him cry.He knew too little about Mu Xi, he wondered if he could walk into Mu Xi's heart?Even if just a little bit.

But he was very anxious because of his own thoughts. He wanted Mu Xi to only look at himself and think only about himself. This obvious possessiveness could never be between friends, but could it be love?He has never liked girls or boys, so he has never struggled with the issue of orientation, and he has never thought about the issue that he and Muxi are both boys.It's just that after he was injured when he was a child, he has a lack of emotion. He doesn't understand "love" and can't feel it. Although he knows that his grandfather loves him and everyone in the family loves him, he doesn't understand or understand. .Although he has seen and heard a lot now, and has knowledge, it is impossible for him to love.So I don't know what kind of feelings I have for Mu Xi.

After speaking, Yu Wenxin drank the last sip of juice and stared at the empty glass in a daze.

"Ah Xin, you said you don't understand love. Since you don't understand, how do you know that what you have for Mu Xi is not love?" After hearing what Yu Wenxin said, Shan Jiahang was a little confused, saying that it was love at first sight. But Xi is too persistent; he said it was a perennial love, but they had known each other for less than a month; he said it was possessive, he should want Mu Xi to be happy more than imprisoning Mu Xi by his side.

"I don't know." Yu Wenxin was still rubbing the glass, as if the answer could be obtained by polishing the glass.

For a while the two fell into silence, Shan Jiahang didn't know what to say, and Yu Wenxin didn't know what to say.

Shan Jiaqi, who was watching the two at the bar, finally couldn't hold back, took two glasses of juice, and walked over with a big swagger.

"Ahem, refill, it's free."

"Brother, do you want to gossip that much?"

"Of course, Xiao Xinxin's gossip is a treasure in the world." Shan Jiaqi pulled the stool away and simply sat down, waiting for the two to speak.Shan Jiahang didn't know how to say it, so he took the juice and continued to suck.

"Brother Qi, I care about someone very much recently, but I don't know what this feeling is, and I don't know what I want. I'm very anxious." Still rubbing the juice glass before, Yu Wenxin didn't lift his head.

This time it was Shan Jia's turn to start the crash, staring at Yu Wenxin for a long time before recovering, took the juice that was supposed to be for Yu Wenxin, and drank it.

"Have you fallen in love with someone?"

"I don't know, but I will miss him if I don't see him. I feel anxious when I see him getting close to others. I don't want to restrict his freedom, but I want to keep him by my side."

"Hey, why worry so much, let's have a wall-dong, and then follow the trend of kissing, you will definitely understand."

As soon as the words came out, Yu Wenxin and Shan Jiahang stared at Shan Jiaqi in unison, with the same cynical expression, not knowing whether he was serious or joking.And he probably didn't know that Yu Wenxin was referring to a boy, and he was also his clerk. It was a long time before he knew.

Embarrassed by being stared at, and teased enough, Shan Jiaqi was ready to run away, "What are you afraid of a man, force a kiss to make love!" After finishing speaking, he slipped away, and the remaining two were in a mess. There is no wind.