Miss First Love [A Gentleman's Dignity]

It has been almost a year since the company opened, and Jin Daozhen devoted all his efforts to nurturing this seedling carefully, and trembling finally took root in the soil of the Republic of Korea.

As the director, Jin Daozhen admitted that he should be one of the people who gave the most in the whole office, but he never expected that he would be the first one to come to the office, and it was still at nine o'clock in the morning, and there was no one there.

It was not a holiday, he took out his mobile phone in surprise and wanted to call Lin Taishan to check if there was any temporary event.Just about to open the address book, he found a line of words on the screen of the phone that made him dumbfounded.

Saturday, September 2004, 8.

How did it become Saturday.Obviously yesterday he was also on-site as a design guide for a shopping building under construction in Sinsa-dong, checking the progress and quality of the construction.I specifically explained to the design team that today I will discuss with them the changes in the design drawings and the arrangements for follow-up construction.The appointment was today, Friday, he was sure.

So, why today turned into a Saturday for no reason, why no one came for no reason.

"Morning, Director Jin, why are you standing in the hall?"

Jin Daozhen's tangled thoughts were suddenly interrupted, he looked back, and it was Jun Yongjun who designed the team.

"Oh, Yong Joon, here we come. Why are you alone?" Jin Dao Jin asked with a nonchalant smile, and walked forward side by side with him.

"The third-floor plan of the Sinsa-dong shopping building that you explained yesterday still needs to be modified. It happens that there is no girlfriend to accompany you on Saturday, so hurry up and make changes."

"The design drawing of Xinsha Cave that I asked you to change yesterday? Oh... oh... it seems like that, then go and get busy. I have something to do with Director Lin, so I'm leaving first." Jin Daozhen patted him on the shoulder , turned around and left, walking faster and faster.

Unbelievably, he lost the memory of yesterday.

After thinking about it for a while, Jin Daozhen came to the hospital even though he was uneasy. He has never been a person who likes to avoid. If there is any problem, it can be solved as soon as possible.

He described the symptoms to the doctor, and he underwent blood tests, CT scans, and MRI tests. After various examinations, the doctor diagnosed him as having amnesia. When stimulated by shock stress, he would lose a few minutes. An hour is as long as a day's memory.Although it sounds scary, but fortunately his brain has no symptoms, which is a blessing in misfortune.

Amnesia from time to time?

What happened yesterday, was it as normal as most days in the past 33 years, or was it a moment in time that he wanted to cherish forever?

Will the future still be so inexplicably stolen from him that he never knew it, and will he no longer remember it in the future?Life trajectory will become a dotted line, now and then, intermittent?

No, he cannot accept it.

Jin Daozhen's feet seemed to be conscious, and he walked to a shopping mall automatically and spontaneously, and bought a recording pen.Since fate is going to render his thread dotted, let him reconnect it himself.

When the lights came on, Kim Dao-jin, Lee Jung-rok, Cui Yun, and Lin Tai-shan gathered in the bar they frequented.

When Jin Daozhen arrived, Lin Taishan was getting up from the seat next to Cui Run and walking towards the empty seat opposite.

"Dao Zhen, here we come. I really can't bear it anymore, he," Lin Taishan shook his body tremblingly, pointing at Cui Run, "he has been sending text messages all night, obviously playing with his younger siblings all day God, it's been less than an hour since we separated, and they're still as sticky as an octopus, look, the corners of their mouths are hanging on their ears."

Jin Daozhen ordered a glass of whiskey and sat next to Cui Yun.Putting his hand on Cui Run's shoulder, "Run, I can't bear it, so why is the wedding date set at the end of the year? If you get married now, you can stick together like a magnet every day, and there is no need for text messages and phone calls. "

Cui Run pressed the SMS send button, put the phone on the table, picked up the wine glass and took a sip. "My mother-in-law said, take me and Zhengya's horoscope and go to the temple to ask for the auspicious day of the zodiac. Even if it's the end of the year, I can't help it." I turned my head to the side with regret, and sighed.

"Look, I'm the only one with a wife in this whole world, and only my happiest expression. It's so nasty, cover it up, cover it up, cover up his face. Goosebumps are all over the ground." Lin Taishan was excited He leaned over and covered Cui Run's face with his palm.

Li Zhenglu pulled Lin Taishan back to his seat, "What, he is the only one getting married, what about me?" He showed off his wedding ring and looked around in front of the three of them. "I also have a family." After speaking, he patted Cui Run on the shoulder, "Treasure the last sweet time between you and me. After getting married, you will find that the world is different Yes. Miss Zhengya... hey, don't say anything, just do your best."

Kim Do-jin and Lim Tae-san hissed in unison, "Do you think Run is a playboy like you?"

"Don't pretend to be wise." Lin Taishan spared no effort to stab Li Zhenglu in the chest.

Li Zhenglu straightened his face, pointed to the pen cap in Jin Daozhen's chest pocket, "What is that? Did you buy a new pen?"

Jin Daozhen cleared his throat and pulled out the recording pen on his chest, "This, I just wanted to tell you."

All three looked at Jin Daozhen.

"It's nothing, the recorder. I went to the hospital today."

"What, are you sick? I'm so anxious, don't hesitate." Lin Taishan said anxiously.

"Oh, there's nothing wrong with my body. The doctor said it's amnesia. If I'm stimulated by shock stress, I don't know when I will lose my memory for a few hours to a day."

"Amnesia—"

"shock--"

"Stimulate--"

The three of them screamed at the same time.

"There is really nothing wrong with your body, tell us the truth, don't carry it alone." Cui Run asked nervously.

"It's really no problem, let me show you the medical record card."

"Wait," Li Zhenglu pondered for a moment, "Does that mean you lost your memory recently?"

Jin Daozhen nodded, "That's right, I thought it was Friday, and there was no one in the office."

"Then you don't remember anything from yesterday? You said yesterday afternoon that you were going to Myeongdong to collect music. Did you feel any pressure there?"

"My biggest pressure is the community in Jecheon. Taishan, you go on a business trip tomorrow, don't you have a girlfriend anyway?"

"This kid, catch him." The four of them made a fuss again.

Jin Enxi watched Colin carefully pack his luggage without crying or fussing, carefully folded each piece and put it into the box, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

He didn't wait for his father at noon, and Colin's most abnormal performance was to eat five waffles in a row, and then returned to the hotel in the afternoon, playing games all afternoon as if nothing had happened.He didn't mention Dad again, as if they were just visiting Korea this time, even though they hadn't visited at all.

"Mom, why are you standing there? Don't you pack your luggage? Doesn't that mean you're going back to Japan tomorrow?"

"Oh, oh, clean it up now."

Just like that, pretend nothing happened and go back to Japan?That's fine, don't people have to spray saliva on the face to understand that this is rejection, do you still think that you haven't been hurt deeply enough, so you want to come together and find another abuse?

Jin Enxi sighed softly, and turned around to pack his luggage.

Seeing his mother turn around, Colin also stopped what he was doing, looked at Enxi's back with his mouth tightly pursed, lowered his eyes, and stayed silently for a few seconds, then looked up at the ceiling soon, exhaled, relaxed shoulder.Then put the clothes neatly into the box again.

Unexpectedly, it was only three days before he returned to Japan from South Korea. Jin Enxi looked at the two big boxes dragging behind him, and pursed his lips speechlessly.

"check out."

"Okay, is it room 1503?"

Kim Eun Hee nodded.

"Okay, then let's send someone over to check the room, customer, please wait a moment, go sit on the sofa over there and wait for a while."

Jin Enxi dragged the box and placed Colin on the sofa.

"Colin, sit here for a while and look at the luggage. Mom is going to get off the bus and be back soon."

"En." Colin nodded obediently.

Jin Enxi rummaged through the bag, only to remember that he had left the driver's business card in the room.I quickly took the elevator up again. Fortunately, the waiter was still cleaning up and did not close the door.

"I'm the tenant who just checked out of this room. I forgot something here. I'll look for it."

"Hello, what is it? I can help you find it."

"A business card, I left it on the table, go and get it yourself, don't bother."

"Okay, please go ahead, customer."

Enxi walked to the table, picked up the business card, "This is it, then I will take my leave."

Jin Enxi was about to leave, when he glanced over the trash can, he vaguely saw the familiar paper.She squatted down in a hurry, approached the trash can, reached into the trash can without hesitation, and took out the crumpled homework book.

Biology Workbook, Colin.

At that moment, Jin Enxi's tears stayed.

My baby, my sensible baby, my poor baby.

"Mom is coming down, is the car ready?" Seeing Jin Enxi approaching, Colin quickly stood up and asked obediently.

Jin Enxi nodded, "Oh, the driver said he was outside, let's go."

Sitting in a speeding taxi, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar scenery flashing by outside the window, thinking of the homework in the bag, Enxi asked herself again and again whether it was right to come to Korea this time, and whether it was right to leave like this.Her hand patted Colin's shoulder unconsciously, and her mind was tangled into a mess.

When they arrived at the airport, they sat in the waiting area, and Jin Enxi was still full of melancholy.

"Boom—" A loud explosion woke Enxi from his thoughts.

"Wow..." The cry of the child sounded almost simultaneously.

"My baby, my baby, don't cry, don't cry." The mother hugged the child and comforted her.

"Bad ball, bad ball, it scared my baby." Mom stepped hard on the yo-yo that exploded on the ground.

The child put his arms around his mother, "I don't like it anymore... I don't like yo-yo anymore... I hate the ball..."

Colin looked at Jin Enxi, Jin Enxi smiled at him, and patted him on the shoulder again.

Jin Enxi led Colin to the plane, the crumpled homework book flashed in his mind for a while, the child with tears on his face crying and saying "I don't like... hate..." flashed in his mind, Colin's eyes flashed for a while Brightly asked her "Do I look like my dad", and Colin's image of eating waffles in silence flashed for a while.Jin Enxi felt that every step he took was as heavy as lead.

Just leave Korea like this, let us Colin never see his father once, let him grow up with the idea of ​​"daddy doesn't want him", let him go back like this and cry in his heart repeating "hate creature...don't like...hate The... Dad..."

Let him go back like this, and he will become the girl who ran away back then, and the question will always remain in his heart, and he will not be able to forget it and dare not touch it.In another ten years, maybe he will be unable to hold back and run over again, then he will completely become her reprint, the same cowardice and the same sensitivity.

Jin Enxi stopped and led Colin to the side of the road, she bent down and looked at Colin, "Colin, do you still like Korea?

Colin shook his head, "Compared to Japan, it's not so good. And Danny is still in Japan, and my friends, I'm not in Japan, I'm afraid they all miss me." Colin replied with a smile in Japanese.

Jin Enxi took out the crumpled homework book from his bag.

The smile on Colin's face was immediately replaced by panic, "Mom, it's because..."

Enxi handed Colin the homework and interrupted him, "Don't lie, mom doesn't want to hear you lie to me. Colin, you got hurt this time, didn't you say anything, are you trying to protect me?"

"Mom." Colin opened his eyes wide and murmured blankly.

"It's okay, mom knows that you can't stand doubts, but this time because mom held back. I didn't set a good example. Ten years ago, when I encountered doubts, I ran away because of fear. But now, mom decided to Take courage, don't run away anymore, face it and solve it dignifiedly. Therefore, we Colin can't run away anymore, and we can't throw away this biological assignment."

Colin threw himself into Jin Enxi's arms, "Mom," Enxi's neck was wet with tears, "I am not a bad boy, I will be serious and obedient and be a child that will make you proud."

Enxi cried and nodded, the warm tears on her neck seemed to be sprinkled on her heart.She made a thousand and ten thousand determinations never to make Colin shed tears again, and would love him well, "Yes, Colin has always been a proud child of his mother. We will not go back to Japan today, stay and solve the problem .”