Miss First Love [A Gentleman's Dignity]

When Jin Enxi returned to the hotel, Colin was still waiting for her.Seeing her enter the door, he quickly greeted her from the computer and asked, "How is it going, how is it going tonight?"

Jin Enxi smiled and nodded: "Well, we have an appointment to see you tomorrow."

Colin was very pleasantly surprised, "See you tomorrow." The index fingers of both hands pointed to himself, "Meet me, did you promise to meet me?"

"Of course. So hurry up and wash up now."

Colin cheered happily: "It's over." In the bathroom, he hummed a song.After a while, he held a toothbrush with toothpaste squeezed on it, and stood at the door of the bathroom and asked, "Mom, what should I wear tomorrow?"

Kim Eun-hee suggested: "That yellow T-shirt with jeans?"

Colin shook his head.

"Then a white shirt and overalls?"

Colin replied: "The overalls are good, like your favorite kangaroo, mom. But the white shirt is a bit..." He thought for a moment, "Why don't you wear that navy T-shirt?"

Jin Enxi made an OK gesture, "Go wash it, I will help you take out the clothes."

Seeing Colin so happy, Jin Enxi still couldn't be happy in his heart.How are you going tonight?Eating, chatting, and making an appointment to meet tomorrow, it can't be said that it didn't go well, it can only be said that it wasn't what she expected.She also realized today that these ten years, for her, were ten years of trying not to miss Jin Daozhen; and for Jin Daozhen, it might be ten years of trying to forget her.

Kim Eun Hee let out a long sigh.

Colin quickly came out of the bathroom, trying on clothes for a while, packing the backpack for a while, and asking Enxi about her previous love stories.Tossing, tossing, chattering without stopping.

"Quiet, it's time for you to go to bed, go to sleep. If you are curious, we will talk about it tomorrow." Jin Enxi chased Colin into bed, but she herself fell into memories.

Ten years ago, the new semester had just begun.

Jin Eunxi was restless for several days in a row, and her menstruation was abnormal for two months. She remembered the blush night at Christmas and decided to muster up the courage to go to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test strip.She kept secrets all the way, but the test result made her turn pale with fright on the spot.

Two bars! At 22, is she about to become a mother?She couldn't believe her eyes.

Fear seized her brain, and she wanted to go to Jin Daozhen quickly.She didn't pack anything, took the key and ran out, all went downstairs, but she stopped and hurried back to the room.

She took out her agenda book and began writing and analyzing it. 'Conceived in January 1994', just write one line, and then I can't write any more.She flipped forward to the college plan she had made, flipped back page by page, and returned to the latest page.She crossed out this line of words vigorously, closed the book, and threw it into the drawer.

She went into the bathroom, paced back and forth, and tugged at her hair.I don't know how long it took, she returned to the table again and took out her schedule.Under the crossed-out line, re-write, 'pregnant in January 1994'.Then draw two lines below, one under which is written 'no birth' and one under which is written 'birth'.

Then she underlined 'no birth' and wrote 'abortion surgery', and drew a line down, but she couldn't write any more, and tears fell instantly.She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, drew a line under 'birth', wrote 'born around September 1994', drew several lines to write 'Dao Zhen Ouba', 'parents', 'school', and then wrote I can't write anymore.

She was sitting at the desk with tears streaming down her face, and suddenly remembered to lock the door of the dormitory.Then she went back to the table again, sat upright, and burst into tears.

No matter how the tears flowed, the time passed by every minute.Finally she was tired from crying and fell asleep on the bed unconsciously.She was awakened by a nightmare, and there were still two pictures in her mind. One was a child who gradually became transparent and melted into the air, stretching her hands forward, calling her mother hoarsely, until he disappeared completely, and the air His shouts seem to be echoing in one of the pictures; in the other picture, a group of people chasing after her with various weapons, she is running hard, unable to breathe, her chest is about to burst.

After waking up, she sat on the bed and gasped for a few breaths, then, like a statue, she was silently in a daze.

The roommate came back and came up to ask her what happened.She shook her head, so she lay on the bed with her eyes open, not daring to sleep, nor could she fall asleep.She lay motionless with her eyes open.When the light was off, she kept her eyes open; when it was dawn, she kept her eyes open.What she thought during that time, she has no memory, maybe she didn't think about anything at all.

She was the only one left in the dormitory again, she got up, took out her schedule, and continued writing.

Under 'Abortion', 'Okay: Continue to school, follow the previous plan.Bad: Injury to the body and never having the chance to see the child again'.Tears dripped down the notebook again.

She continued writing, weeping. Under 'Dao Zhen Ouba', 'Tell him', two leads, 'He will agree', 'He will not agree'.She didn't know how to write it down.Write directly below, 'OK: I gave birth to a child with Do Jin oppa.Bad: Parents will be angry, school will punish (?), Dao Zhen oppa will agree? '

No matter what angle she analyzed from, she came to the conclusion that this child should not be born.Yes, the child should not have been kept, she told herself.

A few days later, Jin Daozhen came to her school to look for her.The two reunited, and he was very happy to see her. Although Enxi pretended to be a big deal in his heart, he suppressed it on his face.

Jin Daozhen rode her to the restaurant they often went to. Jin Eunxi sat in the back seat of the car, with one arm around Jin Daozhen's waist, and his head resting on his back, because Jin Daozhen couldn't see her at this time, and his face could not hide his fragility.

Jin Daozhen held Jin Enxi's hand on his waist with one hand, and sighed: "I really don't want to stop."

Jin Eunxi's other hand was also attached to Jin Daozhen's hand, wrapping around his waist, and her face was pressed tightly against Jin Daozhen's back. This warmth made her deeply attached to her, and she echoed: "Me too, I really want to keep Continue like this."

Jin Dao Zhenlang said with a smile: "Is there a wish? Then Oppa, I will continue to ride without stopping."

They went to the restaurant they frequented, and as usual, they ate and chatted.Jin Dao excitedly talked about the fierce billiards match between him and his three good brothers during the holiday.When it came to excitement, he danced and gestured.So childish, so charming.

What would happen to such Dao Zhen Ouba if he knew the news that she was pregnant?Will he support her to be born, or let her destroy it?Jin Eunxi, don't think about it anymore, didn't you yourself analyze that giving birth to a child is of no benefit, and the correct choice is not to give birth.

"Eunxi, Eunxi." Jin Daozhen shook his hand in front of Jin Enxi's eyes, pulling Jin Enxi back to reality from the numb thoughts.Only Jin Daozhen asked with concern: "Is there anything wrong? I don't talk much today, and I'm always in a daze. If you have something to say, I'll help you out."

Jin Enxi smiled and denied: "What can be the matter, but I have recently opened several professional courses, and I am worrying about how to allocate time and arrange study plans."

Jin Dao Zhenhui: "With your energy, I think it is possible to win the Nobel Prize." He had a proud expression on his face.Jin Daozhen scooped up a large shrimp and brought it to Enxi's mouth: "Open your mouth, Oppa celebrates your winning gift in advance."

Jin Enxi ate it into his mouth and complained deliberately: "Just use a mere shrimp?"

Jin Daozhen retorted: "A mere shrimp? Strictly speaking, it is a shrimp full of Oppa's heart." He cleared his throat and said seriously, "I love you, Mr. Kim, please accept my heart." Pretending to take out his heart from his chest, he solemnly handed it to Jin Enxi.

Jin Enxi, who was still joking, burst into tears instantly.

Jin Daozhen hurriedly took the paper: "What's the matter, is there something unhappy, or did I make you unhappy?"

Jin Enxi took the paper and wiped away his tears, and said, "Yes, it's all your fault. How can you throw away your heart before I took it over. How can there be such a halfway confession."

Jin Daozhen raised his voice and yelled: "Ah, girl, I was scared by you." After a while, Jin Daozhen felt like pulling out his heart from his chest again, and handed it over, speaking fiercely, "Then, I caught it this time." Jin Eunxi burst into tears for laughing.

After eating for a while, Jin Daozhen asked: "Eunxi, it's time for our affairs to be made public. I want to introduce you to my brothers in the name of my girlfriend."

"When?"

"How about next weekend?"

Jin Enxi hesitated, but still nodded: "Well, I will contact you later."

Until Jin Daozhen sent her back to school, she didn't find a chance to tell Jin Daozhen about her pregnancy.

After entering the campus, Jin Daozhen got off the car.He pushed the cart with one hand, took Enxi with the other, and sent her back to the dormitory.

The night is melting, the breeze is blowing, and the fragrance of green grass comes from the tip of the nose.They clasped their fingers together and walked on the path under the moonlight.

"Dao Zhenopa, how many children do you want in the future?" Jin Enxi looked down at the road.

Jin Daozhen pondered, "Are you a child? Well—one, at the age of 40. Before that, you should enjoy the time with Eun Hee. If you have children, it will be noisy and troublesome."

Jin Enxi's heart skipped a beat, but his mouth acted coquettishly: "When did I say I would have a baby with you?" Jin Daozhen proudly raised the hands they clasped and shook.

Jin Enxi asked again: "Do you like boys or girls?"

"Girl." Jin Daozhen said without hesitation, "If it's a man, I'm fine as long as you have me at home. You just need to look at me."

"So, do you still want to see what other women mean?" Jin Enxi pouted.

"Only look at you, only look at you." Jin Daozhen put his arm on Jin Enxi's shoulder.

Soon near the dormitory, Jin Enxi stopped, "Ouba, we're almost there, you go back."

Jin Daozhen looked unhappy: "So, when will we make it public? I also want to hold your hand, go under the sun, and announce that this woman is my woman."

Jin Eunxi stepped forward and hugged Jin Daozhen: "There is no need to declare, I am indeed your woman."

The two hugged quietly.

Jin Enxi felt that his eyes were getting sore again, and hurriedly said: "Be careful on the road, ride slowly. Let's go, I won't see you off." Then he withdrew from Jin Daozhen's embrace, turned and ran forward.

Jin Daozhen watched her leave from the same spot, "This woman really never looks back." So he got on his bicycle and rode back.

Jin Enxi quickly ran upstairs to the dormitory, stood on the balcony, and searched downwards, only to see Jin Daozhen's figure quickly disappearing into the night.

Her tears finally flowed down: "Goodbye, Dao Zhen Ouba."

Just tonight, she made up her mind that she couldn't give up on this child.Even if there are thousands or tens of thousands of people who are not allowed, but only one reason is enough - she loves him.

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