Miss First Love [A Gentleman's Dignity]

There are still two days before the start of school, and the preparatory school that Colin signed up for started classes on Monday.Japan's public schools implement loose education, the knowledge taught is very simple, homework is also assigned very little, and they don't pay much attention to grades.Families that value education generally send their children to private schools in the fourth grade to lay the foundation for future entrance exams.In Japan, it can be said that there are very few university students who have not entered a private school.

The competition in private schools is fierce. Before entering private schools, students must pass strict entrance examinations, and students are divided into four classes according to their grades.The usual class time is from [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] pm, three days a week.There is a test every weekend, and seats are arranged according to the test results.Classes will be re-segregated after one month. Classes will be based on the results of four tests and one mock test at the end of the month.

Even when she was unfamiliar with Korea, Eun Hee sent Colin to a cram school. It is obvious that she is a mother who values ​​education.Under such a family atmosphere and private school atmosphere, these two days are undoubtedly the last carnival for Colin.

As soon as Enxi went to work in the morning, Colin ate two pieces of toast hastily, and left behind his father who said "although we haven't seen each other for ten years, but we have gotten along very well this week, so we don't need to stay in the same place anymore" and rushed to the stadium near the community .Last night, he made an appointment with his equally hard-working friends, and he will have a good time playing football in the last two days.

Jin Daozhen, who was left alone at home, had nothing to do, and took the photo album to the balcony to bask in the sun.Since he started his business, such a leisurely house life has never been seen before.

Kim Eun-hee's royal blue T-shirt and white jeans are hanging on the balcony, next to Colin's gray sweater and red pencil pants, and finally his gray-blue checked shirt and khaki slacks.Jin Daozhen moved his clothes to the side of Jin Eunxi with a clothes pole, looked at the men's and women's clothes hanging in one place, and returned to his seat with satisfaction.

The last time he was interrupted by Danny's arrival, Jin Daozhen didn't finish the photo album, this time he simply looked at it again.On the first page, Colin is a toothless baby in a bellyband and crotch pants. His big black eyes are like two black agates. Jin Daozhen rolls back with a smile.

When Colin was more than one year old, he raised the lollipop to his mouth and looked ahead ignorantly.When I was three years old, I was in the kindergarten classroom, surrounded by foreign children with blond hair, smiling like a flower, only Colin had black hair, and looked ahead curiously with his mouth slightly open.Making biscuits at home, Colin has flour in his hands, snuggled into Enxi's arms, smiling brightly.

Jin Daozhen turned back one by one, the sun was warming him, and the photos recorded every detail of Colin's growth, allowing him to participate in the lives of Colin and Kim Eun-hee in another way.

He was fascinated by watching, when Li Zhenglu called.

"Jin Laodao, you have been to Japan for a week, is there any progress?"

"Why, I got punished. It sounds more anxious than me." In contrast to Li Zhenglu's impatience, Jin Daozhen's expression did not change, and he continued to flip through the photo album with a smile in his eyes. Suddenly, a pimple frowned on his brows, and there seemed to be sparks in his eyes. jumping.

Jin Daozhen was flipping through a photo of Colin at the school gate at the entrance ceremony. In the photo, Kim Eun-hee stood on the left of Colin, and Danny stood on the right.All three looked at the camera with smiles on their faces, as if they were a happy family.

"Please. Call Park Min-sook first and explain, okay? Didn't I go to sleep with you that night? She doesn't believe it anyway." Li Zhenglu continued to beg.

"Yes, but before that you stayed with other women until late at night." Jin Daozhen pointed out relentlessly, turning the album backwards vigorously, it was Danny again, Danny again, Danny again, and his Why are there so many group photos!

Li Zhenglu said furiously, "Ah, you! Do you know that having a son is not all thanks to me, why don't you feel grateful at all?"

Jin Daozhen gritted his molars and said, "So, I really want to thank you. Or call my younger siblings and explain your whereabouts clearly. It's a thank you to her for helping me find the truth."

Li Zhenglu shouted angrily: "What kind of friend is unreliable at all. He died."

Jin Daozhen looked at the hung up phone, and sighed: "Only younger siblings can bear you, it's time to behave well." Then he closed the photo album resentfully, threw it in the chair, and left the balcony by himself.

Jin Daozhen took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator and took a sip, put the lid on, sighed and went back to the balcony.Open the photo album and quickly browse through the photos that follow.

After reading it, he returned to the living room with the photo album, ready to put it back in Enxi's room.Looking at the printer on the desk, Jin Daozhen smiled charmingly and scanned the photos into the computer one by one.

Jin Daozhen is very grateful that he is studying architecture, and he has long been familiar with drawing in Photoshop.It is his specialty to bring imaginary images to life.

Kim Do Jin stood in front of the white wall and took a few photos of himself.After importing into the computer, I was gearing up to add myself to the photo of Kim Eun-hee and Colin, and to make Danny disappear from the group photo.

Jin Daozhen was so busy that he didn't notice that it was almost lunch time.The door lock rang and the sound of a key being inserted, Jin Daozhen hastily turned off his willfully modified photo, and turned to the door the moment the door opened.

Colin was sweating profusely, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Jin Daozhen smiling maliciously at him, and got goosebumps all over his body in fright.

Jin Daozhen said obsequiously: "I'm back, I can start dinner soon, you sit down and have a rest." Then he stood up from his seat, pointed to the computer and added: "I have work to do, so I used the computer for a while."

Colin looked at Jin Daozhen suspiciously, still confused, so he changed his shoes and entered the house.

In the afternoon, when Colin went out to play the second semi-final, Jin Daozhen quickly transferred the scanned and modified pictures to the mobile hard disk.After finishing the photo album as it was, Jin Daozhen felt a guilty conscience. In order to hide the evidence, he decided to put the photo album back in Jin Eunxi's room.

Jin Daozhen walked into the empty room and went straight to the bookcase. He opened the bookcase and saw a row of books inside. Some books had the year written on their spines. He put the photo album in the space between the books.

The rows of notebooks were neatly arranged, and because of their grand scale, they silently aroused Jin Daozhen's curiosity.He told himself to take a look at it, so he took out a copy and opened it.This page is an annual plan, filled with densely packed small characters.At first glance, you can see simple words such as school start, report, first draft, experiment, reading, movie theater, etc.

It turned out to be Jin Eunxi's handbook, and Jin Daozhen put the notebook back.One, two, three... twelve, thirteen, Jin Daozhen counted in surprise.Although I have seen Kim Eun Hee planning her schedule before, I don't know that she has persisted for 13 years.

Jin Daozhen closed the cabinet door, turned and left.As he walked, he thought, 13 years ago, that was the second year of high school.When he was a sophomore in high school, he still fought with Li Zhenglu and the others, skipped classes to play billiards, and watched small movies together. Since then, Enxi has started strict self-management, which really surprised him.

Suddenly Jin Daozhen stopped in his tracks. If Enxi keeps keeping track of his schedule, then there should be records about him in it.He stood there pretending to be having a fierce ideological struggle, and within a few seconds he returned to the bookcase, eagerly flipping out the 93 book.

Saturday, September 93, 4.

From 8:00 to 12:00, in the five-line grid throughout the morning, a vertical line was drawn, followed by a vertical line of text, which read 'doing homework in the library'.The line at 14:00 in the afternoon reads 'Introduction to Water Environment', and the following line writes the address and time.After the line at 17:00 it says 'library review', it's crossed out again, and it says 'friendship' below it.

Fellowship?Just two words is his first appearance in Kim Eun Hee's life?

Unwillingly, Jin Daozhen flipped back, and it was all about when and what time to attend classes, what time and what time to go to the library, reading plans, and clocking in for sports.In the blank area on the right side of today's itinerary, I wrote a summary of today's performance and questions in class. There is a page of questions under which is written "Ask Professor Lin", which is specially circled with a red pen.

Jin Daozhen still did not give up, and continued to browse.Finally there was a page, in the bottom margin, that said 'I dreamed about you last night'.After an interval, another sentence 'you are so beautiful today'.

What's the meaning?Jin Daozhen turned back suspiciously, and on the header of this page was written a sentence 'I saw you, and I understand why I got up early to come here'.On the footer it says 'Goodbye and have a nice day'.

In the next few pages, there is also a sentence on the header and a sentence on the footer.Gradually, Jin Daozhen grinned wider and wider, because he remembered that these were the words he said to her when he drove to the playground of Enxi's school in the morning.

Unexpectedly, she wrote it down from the first day, Jin Daozhen thought happily, but then became dissatisfied, how could it be written in such a small corner, shouldn't it be written in the text and decorated with some lace?

Turned back to another page, the header was blank, and only in the footer was written:

When I meet you, my plan seems to be messed up.

The moment he saw that line of words, Jin Daozhen felt as if he had been soaked in a honeypot.He got a pen and wrote on the header of the page:

When I met you, my heart was in a mess.

With a smile on the corner of Jin Daozhen's mouth, he read this journal as if reliving his love with Jin Eunxi.Although many experiences may only have a few words, there will be a series of memories in his mind.

9:00 Let's go to the park with Dao Zhen.

18:00 Library, do homework with him

12:00 Ou Bar, Lunch, Encounter

Until Christmas Day, 8:00 'Ooh, let's hang out'.Then the schedule bar is blank.On the right side of the text, two words are written: 'It's raining, let off fireworks'.

light fireworks?Jin Dao Zhenlang laughed out loud, really embarrassing fireworks.He fell into fantasy, his hands unconsciously attached to his face.After a while, he came back to his senses and continued to pull out the next book.

The page at the beginning of school in March was mottled, some handwriting was blurred by water, and the eyes were full of scars and misery.The paper records Kim Eun-hee's thought process about pregnancy.From the whole analysis, it can be seen that her conclusion at that time was 'no birth'.

Kim Do-jin saw that Kim Eun-hee had written, "Would Dao Zhen even agree?" '.The color of that question mark has faded after many years, but that question seemed to come to him after ten years, asking his heart.

If he had known about this child back then, would he have agreed?

He didn't know, after all, he was in his early twenties.Every day I think about where I am going to play with Enxi today, and when I can let Enxi agree to disclose the relationship, the teacher is really long-winded, annoying and has to take the exam again.All the minds are occupied by these innocuous little things.

I have thought about the most profound issues, but in the short time after watching the news, I worry about the turbulent international situation, or comment on the ever-changing stock market situation.Having a baby is something I have never even thought about, nor dared to think about.

He didn't believe in himself, and Enxi must not have believed in him back then.

As if punishing himself, Kim Do-jin read all of Kim Eun-hee's schedules for the past ten years word by word with a completely different mood from the beginning.

How busy is she?In the agenda book for the next few years, every page is filled with words, and there is no blank page.The schedule has changed from one or two before to five or six, and even up to ten during the exam season.The text is no longer just about the questions she encountered in her studies, but also her sales and reflections on her business.

Learning is written in blue, making money is written in black, and arrangements for Colin are written in red.Kim Eun-hee's ten years were divided by three colors.Her own romantic feelings were crowded out and had nowhere to put them.

Jin Daozhen felt that he had fallen into a deep hole, bottomless, and the strong wind was whistling in his ears, cutting his skin like a blade.Heavy iron chains bound his limbs, and his blood could not flow freely.

Jin Daozhen put the schedule back one by one, as it was, with extra care.These are all the youth of a woman, all the passion and love of her life.What is he capable of, to meet this woman, to fall in love with her and be loved by her, to receive such a heavy gift so lightly.

The author has something to say: In this chapter, I used a word that I was afraid would be sprayed by you (you can guess the sharp-eyed children's shoes), but I thought about it, and that picture should be described by this word.It is only my fault that I wrote it too late, the word has been used badly.So that such a clever word becomes contemptible, thus triggering the following small theater:

Readers with a strong aesthetic taste: don't blame me if you dislike it.

I wrote about my hair falling out: I really think this is appropriate, don't blame me.

The X word as the fuse: Is it my fault?

Finally, I wish you all a happy new year's day!Come and flirt with me more, maybe I am old and have no one to tease me!