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"The reason why I don't like him all the time is also very simple. We are more or less forced to learn some things that we don't like because of the organization. Su Xian, you should be very clear about this."

"But Xiaobai has never had any resistance. Don't you think it's intrusive to chat with us like an ordinary child after ordinary studies?"

"He's not afraid at all."

Luo Yan sighed and waved his hands.

"It is only natural that I will end up today. I foresaw this day when I was a child. If I can protect Luo Yan and myself, it doesn't matter where I am."

"Because I was mentally prepared, I was still calm, but Xiaobai was different. He was the only one who didn't change because of the organization."

"I really don't like his smiling and cute look."

Su Xian fell into deep thought, "Indeed, in my memory, he is also the only person I can remember, because he doesn't feel dangerous or scary to me."

"Now that I think about it, they all came from the same place. I'm even afraid of myself, but I'm not afraid of him."

He Qing's face turned serious.

"The point is, that person is already looking for Su Xian now, and they have all moved to a place very close to us."

Luo Yan lazily leaned on the chair, "I'm not very familiar with that guy, that's all I know."

"Since he has come to your door, you'd better be careful, I don't even know what he will do." Luo Yan glanced at Su Xian, "Jian Ning will trouble you, I know the reason very well, But Xiaobai, I don’t know.”

She stood up slowly, "That's all I can tell you, the day is not my time, and I don't want to come out and stay longer, I'm going back to rest."

"Goodbye." Luo Yan waved his hand, and then followed the prison guards into the door opposite the glass.

He Qing sighed softly, and quietly glanced at Su Xian beside her.

Forget about Jian Ning, it's not normal at first glance, just this troublesome person hasn't been solved yet, another person who doesn't know the cards is looking for Su Xian.

She always feels so tired.

I was a little bit mentally prepared before.

Jian Ning said that Su Xian's secret was very heavy, and she couldn't bear it.

Looking at it now, these things alone are not enough for Su Xian to truly return to the life of an ordinary person.

What really needs to be done is to destroy all the past that Su Xian doesn't want to face.

That organization must find a way to find it.

"Let's go back." Su Xian didn't know what she was thinking, she lowered her eyes and pondered for a few seconds, then raised her hand and touched her wrist, "We still haven't brought some things back."

He Qing noticed her movements and remembered that some of their things were taken away by the villagers in that small village, especially the watch given to Su Xian.

"Okay, I'll ask Lin Yu to send our things to me, and investigate Xiao Bai." He Qing nodded and led Su Xian out of the prison.

On the way back, Su Xian kept touching her wrist uneasily, wondering what she was thinking, staring out the car window for a long time in thought.

He Qing glanced quietly, not knowing what to say.

The two people's car was extremely silent.

After a while, Su Xian suddenly sighed heavily, leaning her head on He Qing's shoulder.

"I've been thinking about a question."

"what is the problem?"

"As Luo Yan said, in such an environment, it does feel strange that a child has no fear at all."

"Are you talking about Xiaobai?"

"En." Su Xian nodded slowly.

"Xiaobai is the only person I can remember. According to my judgment when I was a child, he is a harmless person, so he has not been forgotten by me."

"But in that environment, it's really strange that he didn't resist and was not disturbed by the environment."

"A growth environment is quite important to a child."

"Basically the children in that room were very resistant. In order to adapt to this extremely resistant environment, several of us have changed."

"Luo Yan had a dual personality to protect herself. I chose to lose my memory. Jian Ning became extremely abnormal because she didn't change. She accepted that environment."

"Xia He, I don't know, but she should have given herself a psychological hint that all actions are exchanged for money, so that she has the limitation of money, and she is not completely obeying habits."

"Xiaobai is the only one who accepts the environment without becoming weird."

"Then I remembered that Xiaobai is different from us."

Su Xian raised her head and stared at He Qing.

"We were ordinary children. If we hadn't met the organization, we would have grown into ordinary people. But Xiaobai was different. He was an abnormal child from the beginning, and he had a gender identity disorder."

"One of my guesses is that he has been very sober and rational since he was a child. Because he recognized the difference between himself and other children since he was a child, he accepted that abnormal self, and then he was able to accept all abnormal things."

"Normal children also feel fear and resistance in the face of unknown things, but Xiaobai knew from the beginning that what he was facing was abnormal, so he accepted it calmly."

He Qing's expression was a little confused. She could probably understand what Su Xian wanted to express, but it was still a little hard to understand.

"Let me make a metaphor. A child who has never eaten bitter melon for the first time will be very disgusted and refuse to eat it, because he thinks the taste of bitter melon is strange and he doesn't know what he is eating. But a child who knows that bitter melon is originally this Children who have a good taste will not resist."

He Qing's expression was blank again for a moment, "Your analogy is a bit strange, but I can understand it."

"Bitter melon refers to abnormal things. Normal children will strongly resist when they come into contact with abnormal things for the first time. But because of his own abnormality, Xiaobai has long been aware of some abnormal things, so he is very rational. He knows that he is abnormal. Yes, so I changed the room, and I knew very well that what I was studying was abnormal, but the environment couldn’t be changed, so I accepted it.”

"It is because of his stronger adaptability than ordinary children that the organization wants to train him."

Su Xian nodded, "So he is the only person in that environment who doesn't give me a sense of danger."

"I guess, he is as clear-headed as an adult, so he has not been affected. He has learned those abnormal knowledge, but only stored them as knowledge, and he is very clear that those are abnormal knowledge."

He Qing fell into silence, she slowly drove the car into the community and stopped.

"So you mean, Xiaobai is still a quite sober and rational person up to now?"

Su Xian nodded.

He Qing sighed lightly, "Although your conjecture is very reasonable, and it's not impossible, but the other party is from an organization, and it's a very strange person, I can't trust it."

Su Xian smiled crookedly, "I'm just putting forward such an inference, which needs to be confirmed, and provide a way of thinking that doesn't need to completely treat him as an enemy."

He Qing got out of the car, took a look at his mobile phone, and then took Su Xian's hand, "Let's go to the group first, you don't have a watch on, you have been very disturbed."

Su Xian touched her wrist, smiled and tilted her head, "You found out."

"I'm by your side now, so don't feel uneasy about those things." He Qing reached out and pulled Su Xian into his arms, and patted her on the back, "I said, don't care what kind of person you were before , what has happened, now and in the future Su Xian will stay by my side like an ordinary person."

"I even explained my relationship with my father, so don't run away temporarily."

Su Xian didn't respond, but buried her head in He Qing's neck with a dull voice.

"The more I want to get rid of it, the past will keep chasing me, and I don't know what to do."

"It can't be cracked like a case, and I can't use my knowledge to make it disappear. It really touches the blind spot of my knowledge."

He Qing smiled and patted Su Xian's thin back, "Then face it with a smile?"

Su Xian raised her head and pecked at the corner of He Qing's mouth, "You want to come with me."

"Okay." He Qing nodded.

Su Xian's tense expression became softer, she raised her head and wanted to kiss He Qing, but He Qing quickly stopped her.

"It's outside now." She glanced around and saw a few children playing on the side of the road staring at them blankly.

"What does it matter, do people like me still care about the eyes of ordinary people?" Su Xian narrowed her eyes, stretched out her finger and tapped her lips, "Come and comfort me who is fragile."

He Qing's ears turned red, he really couldn't kiss Su Xian outside, he would pass by passers-by from nowhere.

But Su Xian said so softly in front of her, and she didn't want to refuse.

Just as she was about to get closer, she caught a glimpse of two familiar figures not far away from the corner of her eye, and her movements stopped abruptly.

On the side of the road not far from the two of them, Xiao Hei and Xiao A were standing there holding a popsicle each, looking at them dully.

"Cough." He Qing took a quick step back, his cheeks flushed red.

Su Xian, who failed, sighed softly, glanced around, and saw the two people standing there, bent her head and smiled very plainly, and waved to them.

"Long time no see."

Only then did Xiao Hei and Xiao A come back to their senses, and at a loss, they slowly moved this way with popsicles in their mouths.

"I'm sorry, boss." Little A made a small voice, "I've bothered you."

He Qing coughed lightly, the heat on his cheeks still hadn't dissipated, "It's nothing."

It's just too embarrassing to kiss your lover and be bumped into by your subordinates.

Xiao Hei's sluggish expression has not yet recovered, he failed to understand the success last time, and finally managed to understand it this time.

"Boss, boss, you said Miss Su Xian is yours, do you mean..."

"You..." His expression and pupils were shaking, "Are you two lovers?"

The author has something to say: Some people may not know what gender identity disorder is, let me explain.

Gender identity disorder is a mental and psychological problem.

Children or adolescents identify their own gender, and their speech, behavior, and clothing are contrary to their real gender characteristics.

If it is serious, it will also strongly contradict one's own gender characteristics.

Mental gender is the opposite of physical gender, girls want to be boys and boys want to be girls.

At the same time, the object they like will change with their psychological gender. Because of the change of psychological gender, they will like the same sex.

For example, Xiao Bai has a male body but a female mentality, and the person he likes will like boys like ordinary girls.

Most patients show symptoms of gender identity disorder before puberty.

During late adolescence or adulthood, about three-quarters of male patients develop homosexual or bisexual orientation.

The remaining one-quarter of male patients, the majority are still heterosexual.

There is also a small percentage of adolescent and adult patients who persist in changing gender.

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