short-lived physique

In the small wooden house, wine jars were scattered all over the floor, some of them were completely drunk, and some were thrown on the ground after only two sips.The doors and windows in the room were tightly closed, and the sour smell mixed with the smell of alcohol was particularly unpleasant.

Bai Xuanke sat leaning against the wall, holding a wine jar in one hand, dressed in a mess, and couldn't see the demeanor of a general once.This wooden house was the place where he hid Luo Bing back then, and he stayed here for five full years, with only jars of Gu worms to accompany him.

Here, he is safest, no one can hurt him.Obviously, it would be nice to stay here, and stay here for the rest of my life, carefree.If he hadn't left...if he hadn't gone out back then...

Whether these things are none of his business, he will not feel the slightest bit of sadness.Dig out these experiences from your own flesh and blood, and become the indifferent person back then.

No, still not reconciled.Given another chance, he would still swallow that Gu worm and walk out of this wooden house.His whole life, the memory of the first 24 years, has hardly the slightest brilliance.In his memory, his childhood only stays in the countless ugly and ferocious bugs, the indifferent faces of his family members, and the disgusting and abusive words of others.

When his country was destroyed by Luo Guo, Bai Xuanke didn't feel any sadness in his heart, but was very disappointed.He doesn't understand why people are trying so hard to survive in such a boring world. His life is like a pool of stagnant water without any waves.Their national cities were destroyed one by one by Luo Guo, and Bai Xuanke had some expectations in his heart.

The patriots beside him were still speaking impassionedly about defending the country, and countless people echoed. Bai Xuanke smiled when he saw their flushed faces and tears in their eyes.

I don't understand this kind of feeling, and even laugh at their actions in my heart.However, maybe they can make me see something different.The gleam in those people's eyes made Bai Xuanke very curious, even a little jealous.

The kind of light that seems to be able to burn the soul, and the power to dedicate everything to the goal that he sticks to, will definitely be able to dispel the endless night in front of him.It's a pity that until the country was completely destroyed, Bai Xuanke did not see the light that could make his soul tremble.

Light, light.

Why can't I see the light, why is there no light in this world?

Bai Xuanke took away the Gu King passed down from generation to generation in the family, and came to a place where no one could find him alone, and lived in that wooden house for five years.In the past five years, he thought he could calm down his disappointment, but the beast in Bai Xuanke's heart never stopped, it kept scratching himself, clamoring that he was not reconciled.

In the end, he followed his heart, walked out of the wooden house, and came to Luo Country.Bai Xuanke originally thought that there was something here that would make him a little bit interested in Luo Guo, which had destroyed his country, but it was a pity that he was disappointed again, not surprisingly.

The world is so boring, and human beings are so stupid, killing each other, openly and secretly.They never know that they are living in a real purgatory, and the short-term happiness is only for the endless darkness afterwards.

Bai Xuanke is like a god looking down on all living beings, indifferently watching the joys, anger, sorrows and joys happening in the world, but unable to perceive the same emotions as ordinary people.Until one day, he heard his soldiers mention that person to him.

In an instant, as if the glaciers were thawing, the boundless night in front of me was gently wiped away, and a ray of light shot down from the gap in the thick dark clouds.He didn't understand it at the time, but now he clearly knows that even before he saw Yuchen, his heart began to approach him.

If I hadn't met him... If he hadn't walked out of that wooden house, wouldn't he have been so embarrassed?

Bai Xuanke took a sip of the wine, but he didn't put the Gu King back into his body, his lips turned blue.Since he was born, it was difficult for him to experience the emotions that normal people should have. It was the first time he felt human emotions so deeply, but it was almost suffocating for him.

He was so sad that his whole heart seemed to be pinched, the liquid in his eye sockets couldn't stop sliding down, dripping into his mouth, a burst of bitterness.Bai Xuanke felt as if his mouth and nose were being covered by someone, and he could hardly breathe, and every breath could bring pain like a knife grinding his flesh.

But, remembering that Ruo Ruo lost that man's figure in his future memories, Bai Xuanke couldn't help trembling.Yuchen is the most colorful stroke in his world, as long as he sees him and hears about him, Bai Xuanke will unconsciously feel happy and look forward to tomorrow.

Yuchen is the real high sun, the light that cannot be extinguished.He is strong, invincible, yet gentle, standing independently in front of the city gate with his own body, firmly protecting the place he wants to protect.

The situation is the same as that year, the only difference is that Yi Kingdom is lucky to have Yuchen.

How enviable.

His life in the first 24 years was like a walking dead. It was not until Yuchen appeared that his life was endowed with color.Bai Xuanke exists for Yuchen, he waited for this person for a long time, and after 24 years, he found the meaning of his existence.

However, Bai Xuanke understood it too late.His birth was a mistake, he met Yuchen at the wrong time, at the wrong place, and with the wrong identity.

If there is another chance...

He, Bai Xuanke, would still choose to walk out of that wooden house.It's just that he won't come to Luo country again, but will go to Nayi country.From then on, Bai Xuanke was the sharpest sword in Yuchen's hand, and he was always going forward for him.

Bai Xuanke held up the wine jar and poured the remaining wine on his face, tears mixed with the wine.If only I could do it all over again, I could do it all over again.

He is willing to exchange the pain of ten lives. If there is a god who can hear his plea, Bai Xuanke only wants to go back to that time.

He will remove all obstacles on Yuchen's road, instead of watching him leave with his own eyes, and even pushed Yuchen's death.

The moment Yuchen smashed the medicine bowl, Bai Xuanke knew that he was going to leave this world completely.Yuchen was too tired. He thought about everything for the country, and devoted his life to glory, but he didn't think about himself.Unstoppable vomiting of blood, weak pulse, even body temperature infinitely approaching...

But what position does Bai Xuanke have to stop him?

Do it all over again, even if he can't stop Yuchen from working hard for this country, he can still choose to fight to the death for Yuchen.

Bai Xuanke staggered to his feet and walked out of the cabin.

It has been more than a month since that day.The whole country of Qi is still celebrating the great victory. This kind of celebration will last for a year, exempt from taxes, and the whole country celebrates.As for Yuchen, he should have already left.

Bai Xuanke carried the wine jar in one hand, and walked on the road in a crooked manner.He followed the path that Yuchen had walked, and walked it again, as if he was by Yuchen's side.

During this journey, Bai Xuanke met countless people, including the Luo Guo general who worked with him at the beginning, but they no longer recognized that this down-and-out man turned out to be the God of War who was a fugitive in the past.

"Mom, I will become a great hero like General Yu in the future!"

Bai Xuanke looked at the extremely happy people in the country of Yi, curled the corners of his lips numbly, and turned to continue his journey.

"You are Bai Xuanke, right!" A woman suddenly stopped in front of him, her tone excited:

"Do you know where he is? Yuchen! Do you know?!"

Bai Xuanke walked around as if he didn't hear it.There are so many people who like him in this world, but now it's just one more crazy person like him.

He should be able to see him when the journey is over.The journey is too long, Bai Xuanke is tired after all, the world without him is so boring.

The woman looked at the back of Bai Xuanke's leaving, and all the strength in her body seemed to be pulled away in an instant, and she collapsed on the ground, two lines of tears flowed down:

"He, he didn't die, he really didn't die..."

The woman screamed hoarsely, nails digging into the skin:

"I finally came here, why? Why did he leave?!"

"It's hard for me... It's hard for me... It's been hundreds of years to find you..."

"Why...why can't you stay, why should you be so cruel, why should you take him away..."

"No matter who it is, whether it's a god or a ghost, please, please don't take him away, keep him, stay, please..."

……

Her name is Shen Can, and people are talking about how high-sighted Miss Shen is, she has never had a boyfriend in her thirties, and some people even think that this noble lady has abnormal sexual orientation.Shen Can has lived for so many years, and no one has ever made her feel attractive. Instead of wasting on love, it is better to devote herself to work.

Until she accidentally saw a portrait.She has always disliked ancient paintings, but this ancient painting impressed her so much that she couldn't help but resort to tricks to force collectors who were unwilling to sell the painting to forcibly cut it off.

There is a man painted in it, only a profile is drawn, but it can make people feel the artist's deep love for the man in the painting.In that painting, it seems that the brilliance of the whole world has been poured into it. The person in the painting is the treasure loved by the world and held in the palm of everyone.

Every stroke is a heart-wrenching admiration, a careful admiration.This painter is like a person who silently follows behind the person in the painting, looking up at the light in a humble way, not daring to express his love out of his mouth, for fear of tarnishing the person in the painting.But a discerning person can know how much the painter likes the person in the painting when he looks at this painting. Every stroke seems to be crying silently:

I like you, I love you, every inch of my soul belongs to you.

Shen Can was deeply attracted by this painting, and couldn't help but inquired about the relevant information of this painting, and found that there were not a few such paintings, but all of them were firmly hidden by collectors.

And the person in the painting is recorded in the history books.

"Yuchen..." Shen Can caressed the name, and his heart beat suddenly.

I want to see him.

This idea sprung up like mushrooms after rain, and it couldn't be stopped.People were praising him for being unparalleled and magnificent, but she saw that man's perseverance.It is not easy for one person to restore a decadent country.

Shen Can is feeling sorry for this man, and as she gets to know him day by day, she also sinks into this man's special charm little by little.At that time, the country of Yi finally ruled the world, and now their blood is more or less flowing with the blood of the people of the country of Yi.

Everyone in the country of Yi is seriously ill, only Yuchen can cure it.In their blood, there are probably cells that are hopelessly in love with him.

Shen Can started to study the time machine. Others thought she was crazy, but Shen Can was very sober.Until that day, September [-]th, Shen Can finally made an object that was closest to a time machine.

This is only a semi-finished product, but this is the limit that all scientific researchers in the world can achieve.Shen Can sat in the time machine without hesitation. She felt severe pain in her body, but she was fearless.

When she opened her eyes and saw the antique scene in front of her, her eyes were slightly red with excitement.

"Yuchen, I'm finally here!"

She changed into men's clothes and entered the barracks.The hand that used to hold the pen took up a heavy weapon.A delicate and frail eldest lady has turned into a soldier who goes into battle to kill the enemy.Shen Can never regretted it, just because everything she did was for that man.

In the end, she succeeded in becoming a confidant next to Yuchen.Shen Can looked at this man almost obsessively. She was so obsessed with everything about this man that she was even willing to dedicate her heart to him.

Seeing Yuchen's face pale day by day, Shen Can told him to rest well and not to work so hard, Yuchen just smiled and didn't reply.

The army is imminent, and the country is in crisis, how can an individual delay a major event?

Shen Can read this sentence from Yuchen's eyes, and stood there dumbfounded.

"But, you will die!" Shen Can choked up and said this sentence.

Yuchen patted her on the head:

"Everyone has his own way, and my way is born with thorns. But you, the future should be a thousand miles of stars."

However, without a general, how could there be thousands of miles of stars!

Shen Can wanted to take Yuchen away desperately, but was stopped again and again. After all, she was just a small soldier, even though she came from a hundred years later.The torrent of history will not stop because of one person, Shen Can is extremely desperate.

Under the behemoth of history, everyone looks so weak and helpless.Shen Can impulsively came to Yuchen and told him everything that happened in history, crying in embarrassment, his eyes full of despair.

"You're going to die, you really are going to die!"

Yuchen froze for a moment, knelt down to wipe away tears for the little girl, and hugged her gently:

"sorry."

I'm sorry, you have done so much for me, but I still can't change the plan, even if I die.

Yuchen is a real general, his soul belongs to the country of Yi.

The soul of this man belongs to the country.

Shen Can was clearly aware of this fact at this moment.After crossing the long river of time, she managed to get here, but she couldn't change anything, she could only watch what had happened happen again.

Seeing him in his glory, watching him suffer all night, watching him go forward indomitably, watching him be riddled with illnesses, watching him overwhelm the world, watching him disappear step by step.

Everyone was praising the greatness of General Yuchen, but Shen Can was crying like rain while holding the general's letter.

The letter carefully arranged for her future life, whether to continue to serve in the army, or to abandon her armor and return to the garden.Whether she wants to be prosperous, or to work in the fields, Yuchen has arranged everything for her.

A tear fell on the letter paper, and Shen Can quickly wiped it away.

It's not that I don't love it, it's that it's not yet time.

This sentence sums up Shen Can very well.In the past, she didn't understand love, until she met him, and she looked at him for thousands of years.

The cruelest thing in the world is not that you were born before you were born, and you are old when you were born, but that you were born before you were born, and you are gone after you were born.I can only fall in love with him little by little through the few words of others, but I can't see him.

Shen Can is luckier than others, at least she met this man.But so what, the long river of history will not be interrupted because of her being a random intruder.

Shen Can packed her luggage with tears in her eyes. At this moment, she would rather believe the general's lie that can be broken at a poke. He is not dead, he just went to see the mountains and rivers.

Yuchen... General, I'm here to find you.

When she saw the down-and-out man by the roadside, Shen Can recognized at a glance that it was Bai Xuanke, God of War. With a tinge of ridiculous expectation, she couldn't wait to ask:

"Do you know where he is?!"

Bai Xuanke didn't respond, and Shen Can didn't need to respond, she had already woken up from her dream.

She was crying and laughing like crazy.Suddenly, Shen Can stopped:

"No, come again, I can stop him, I can protect him."

"He won't leave, he won't die."

Shen Can got up from the ground with an ugly expression on his face.

Since she can make the first time machine, she can definitely make the second time machine!

She must be able to, yes!

General, wait for me.

The author has something to say:

_(:з」∠)_Originally, I didn’t intend to write a side story, so I scratched my head.Extras are not directly related to the main text.