I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

"Pfft, open a Taobao store, you said you are going to open a Taobao store, don't be ridiculous, Lou Chunyu, you gave up my good job with an annual salary of [-] yuan, if you said you changed jobs or were poached, I would believe it , and you told me that you were going to open a Taobao store." Zhang Xin's smile faded away a little bit, because Lou Chunyu was serious.

Zhang Xin asked: "Are you sure? I know what Taobao is, and I have used it, but no one will take it seriously, and no one will really consider it for a living. You are joking about your future. You dare With such a big risk, to run such a business... I would definitely not believe it if I were to make a decision."

Zhang Xin's concerns are not wrong at all. Lou Chunyu herself has hesitated. She wants to do something that she has never done in her previous life. Since she has never done it, there is no inevitable success or inevitable failure. So what if she tries it? .

"I know, it is true that I may not succeed. If I fail, I will come to you and tell you about my failure experience. You can tell others about it as a joke." Lou Chunyu said to Zhang Xin.

"Hahaha, I like this sentence. Well, in fact, when I gave up insurance research and came out to start a company, no one was optimistic about me. Everyone thought I was very risky. Now I look back and tell the truth. I still regret it, I should have been studying in school, and the days of studying are the easiest. I will tell you alone, don't tell others, especially..."

Zhang Xin's voice became softer and softer, his hands were tightly clutching his stomach, and his straight shirt was wrinkled into a ball by him.

In his eyes was Lou Chunyu's frightened expression...

Song Xizi and Lou Chunyu followed 120 to the hospital. In the hospital, Song Xizi couldn't hide his worried expression.

The guilt in Lou Chunyu's heart was about to overflow, she said, "Is it my fault?"

Song Xizi asked her, "Did you quarrel with him? Or did you stab him with a knife?"

It's this time, and I'm still in the mood to joke around, but Lou Chunyu's nervousness has eased a lot.She shook her head and said: "No, we didn't quarrel. In the office, my boss and I talked about my resignation. There was no quarrel during our chat, and then I saw him fall down little by little. .Then I called 120."

Song Xizi didn't blame Lou Chunyu at the beginning, didn't she know Lou Chunyu well, Lou Chunyu couldn't be angry with others, and there was only one person who was angry with her, and that was herself.

She guessed that Zhang Xin's fainting should be due to Zhang Xin's physical problem. As for what happened, she would not know until the doctor's examination.

At the door of the emergency room, Lou Chunyu and Song Xizi stood side by side waiting for the news. Lou Chunyu didn't like the atmosphere of the hospital. She had been here too many times, so standing here, she felt nervous and scared for no reason.

Song Xizi thought she was worried about Zhang Xin inside, "He should be old. He has a lot of problems. He has a bad stomach and a bad liver. He is young and looks tidy on the outside. In fact, he has already been riddled with holes. "

Lou Chunyu became more and more worried: "What about this time?" She was very worried, because she knew that Zhang Xin had a physical trouble, which was not fatal, but powerful, but would torment Zhang Xin and the people around Zhang Xin to death.I just don't know if the fainting this time was the reason.

Song Xizi thought for a while and said, "I was hospitalized with stomach bleeding before, and I had gallstones in the physical examination. I don't know what's wrong this time. In fact, I've persuaded him a long time ago to cherish his body. He didn't listen, but It's useless, you have to take your time to deal with this kind of thing, he's not good at all, and then he gave up on himself when he left."

"This time, no matter whether it is a serious illness or not, we must let him stay in the hospital for a comprehensive examination." Lou Chunyu said to Song Xizi seriously.

Song Xizi nodded.She was persuaded by Lou Chunyu.

After the doctor came out, they didn't know that the cause of Zhang Xin's fainting was gallstones. As for the fainting, he fainted from the pain.

In the ward, Song Xizi couldn't laugh or cry to Zhang Xin who was lying on the hospital bed. Zhang Xin said: "Can you not make a fuss? Send me to the hospital and let others see the joke. It's just a few small stones. I didn't pay attention for a while , I fainted from the pain, just wake me up with a slap. Why call an ambulance, it’s a waste of social resources.”

Song Xizi looked at Lou Chunyu. The scene at that time was very impressive, because it was Lou Chunyu who called 120. Lou Chunyu's reaction was very timely. Seeing that the big man Zhang Xin passed out, he immediately called 120 while checking Zhang Xin. Physical condition, while waiting for an ambulance.

Song Xizi stood nearby, listening to Lou Chunyu calmly describing the situation with the medical staff.

After recovering, the two of them were already in the hospital. Zhang Xin woke up and wanted to leave the hospital, but Song Xizi held him down and didn't allow him to leave. He had to have a comprehensive examination in the hospital.

"Then what about the company?" Zhang Xin had an inexplicable feeling that he would obey Song Xizi's words, and it would be better for him to stay, so after Song Xizi said that, she was also planning to stay in the hospital for a physical examination. The only thing she was worried about was company.

"The company won't fall down without you, you should rest first." Zhang Xin's face was bloodless, and Song Xizi couldn't let Zhang Xin leave like this.

When Song Xizi went to go through the formalities, Lou Chunyu sat next to Zhang Xin.

"When you check, you must be careful, especially the stomach." Lou Chunyu wanted to persuade Zhang Xin to stay in the hospital and have a physical examination.

Zhang Xin still had that casual expression, and asked her: "You reminded me last time to come to the hospital for an examination, and this time you asked me to have an examination, why are you talking about it, you don't want to say that I have stomach cancer Come on. Stop messing around, I'm fine, gallstones are an old problem, I'll be discharged if I'm fine..."

Lou Chunyu hesitated to speak.

She lowered her head, and there was a force that made her unable to speak.

"I heard from Xizi that you had stomach bleeding before. This is a big or small problem. She also said..."

Zhang Xin had already sat up, but suddenly he fell down again and lay back, "Okay, okay, your relationship is so good, she told you everything about me? Okay, do a checkup Just get checked, I just don't want to go to work."

Lou Chunyu smiled. Zhang Xin saw it and wondered why she was so happy because she was in the hospital for an examination.

A week later, Song Xizi walked into the company with a heavy heart. Zhang Xin was not there, and the company was still operating according to the usual rhythm, but Zhang Xin, the boss, was missing. Some guesswork.

The atmosphere in the company is a bit gloomy. Song Xizi has been doing work to appease everyone. The two bosses have left for various reasons. Sometimes Song Xizi looks at himself in the mirror and asks himself in the mirror. Can he really stick to it?

Zhang Xin's office door was closed. She gently pushed open the door of Zhang Xin's office. After a while, she came out with something in her hand.

In Lou Chunyu's office, Song Xizi was obviously depressed.

Lou Chunyu didn't say anything, she poured Song Xizi a cup of hot tea.

Song Xizi looked at the tea that was still steaming, and his gaze shifted from the tea to Lou Chunyu's worried face.

Song Xizi put on a forced smile on his pale face, "Fortunately, you persuaded him to stay in the hospital for a comprehensive examination, and some minor problems were found."

Lou Chunyu listened quietly to Song Xizi's words. Song Xizi's nervousness calmed down after drinking hot tea, but the wrinkles between his brows hadn't faded: "Don't worry, it's not a serious problem. The doctor said we need to have another look. I'll ask He's in the hospital first, so the company is in more trouble. If you say it's not bad luck, the two bosses are not here, and there are not many people who can make decisions. Aren't you going to resign? When are you going to pack up and leave?"

Lou Chunyu said: "I'm not in a hurry, the company definitely doesn't have time to deal with my affairs now. If you want to resign, you can leave at any time, don't be in a hurry."

"Then don't leave for the time being, I need your help." What Song Xizi thought was that if Lou Chunyu was in the company, she would be able to help him to some extent. Consider her selfish, she would drag Lou Chunyu in the company Hold on for a while until Zhang Xin's results come out, and when Zhang Xin comes back, she will let Lou Chunyu go.

Lou Chunyu gave her an accurate answer, she said: "You still need me, I won't leave now."

"Really?" Song Xizi asked her.

"Really. Although I don't know what I can do to help you, I have been your assistant before. If you can't finish it, you can leave it to me and let me help you. It's not easy to find you during this time Others can only be done by me." Lou Chunyu nodded vigorously, her serious attitude soothed Song Xizi's uneasiness, Song Xizi put a stone in his heart, and her expression eased a lot compared to before, " Zhang Xin also asked you to tell you that Lou Chunyu is a master of predicting things, and can predict the future."

Lou Chunyu's heart beat out of rhythm.She maintained her superficial composure, but her heart stirred up waves because of these words.

Lou Chunyu drank tea, lowered his head, and hid his expression in the shadows.

Song Xizi said: "Hey, Boss Zhang is very miserable. He is alone in the hospital. When his family members are sick, he is busy. If the family members ask him to register for some illness, he will do things without hesitation. I can put my own affairs aside and ignore them. I must take care of my family's affairs. I always put my family's feelings first. As a result, he himself fell ill and was hospitalized, and his family members have things to do, including his parents. It’s inconvenient to say that I have to take care of my grandson at home.”

When Lou Chunyu listened to Song Xizi's story about Zhang Xin, she felt inexplicably guilty. She had encountered these things in her previous life, and when she looked at her own experience from a different angle, it turned out to be so pitiful and ridiculous.

"However, Boss Zhang is rich, so hire some strong men to accompany him 24 hours a day..." Song Xizi stopped the topic, suddenly realized that he seemed to have leaked something, and looked at Lou Chunyu in front of him without paying attention. His appearance confirmed that Lou Chunyu knew about Zhang Xin's sexual orientation.

"The most pitiful thing about Boss Zhang is that Big Brother Ying is not around. People are so mean, and they don't know who is best for him until the last moment. What is that called? The loved one is always confident." Song Xizi After finishing speaking, I couldn't figure out why I said this in front of Lou Chunyu.

Lou Chunyu thought to herself mockingly, wasn't she like this before, she didn't know who was the best to her, who was the most precious to her, she was kind to her family because she wanted to prove her status in the family, but she herself had When something happened, she hoped that the family could come to see her and give her some comfort. The family thought she was moaning for nothing.

Song Xizi went to the hospital to see Zhang Xin. Just as she walked into the ward, an unexpected scene appeared in front of her eyes. She stopped in her tracks and remained motionless.

In the ward, she saw a person who was supposed to be abroad appear here.

She thought that Ying Letian, who was abroad, was sitting by Zhang Xin's bed at this moment, holding a fruit knife in his hand, concentrating on peeling fruit for Zhang Xin.

Zhang Xin lay on the bed with his eyes closed, and he became thinner even after a few days.

"Xizi, you came to see him. Thank you for your hard work these days." This was the familiar Ying Letian Song Xizi was familiar with, with a familiar gentle tone and a smile that never changed in his memory.It's just that Ying Letian has also lost weight.

Zhang Xin's eyelashes trembled slightly, but they still refused to open them.

Song Xizi saw it, but didn't say anything.

"How did you know? I didn't inform you." Song Xizi kept Zhang Xin's illness a secret from Ying Letian, fearing that Ying Letian would be reluctant to come back if he found out.Song Xizi couldn't bear to let Ying Letian's peaceful life be broken again.

"I found out by accident." Ying Letian sighed, "After I knew it, I couldn't let him go outside. I ran back by myself. Would you laugh at me? I swore that I could let him go , you can ignore him, but in the end I came back again, my heart softened, and I couldn't bear him."

Song Xizi knew that this was what Ying Letian meant, and gently advised her to leave it alone.

Song Xizi also knew that it was best not to give any opinions at this time, because this was the love between the two, and she was just a bystander, so she just took charge of watching.

She saw that Zhang Xin was pretending to be asleep, and Ying Letian knew that Zhang Xin was pretending to be sleeping, but she cleverly pretended not to know, packed her things thoughtfully, and listened carefully when the nurse came to do the examination.

Hey, the word love is more than tiring, it tortures people until life is worse than death.

At the door of the ward, Song Xizi asked Ying Letian: "Are you going to stay, or what?"

"I can't leave for the time being. In his situation, I'm here to guard him. None of the people he cares about has ever visited him. He used to joke that he was a loner. It wasn't before, but it is now."

Ying Letian's concern was beyond words, he was worried about this man, and in order not to worry about him anymore, he cut off contact with him abruptly.

He thought that in this way, he could return to a peaceful life, but it was obviously useless, and his heart still missed him even though they were thousands of miles away.

As soon as he knew that he was going to undergo surgery to cut off half of his stomach, he was hospitalized alone, and no one in his family came to see him. When he thought of that scene, he uncontrollably wanted to fly back. He bought the fastest plane ticket, but it was too late. Time difference, ran to Zhang Xin's side.

Zhang Xinming knew that he was sitting beside him, pretending to sleep, pretending not to know.What Ying Letian can do is pretend not to know.

Two people who love each other know each other's habits well because they have been together for too long, so no matter what the other party does or says, they know it well, and pretending becomes a clever skill in life.

In his eyes, Zhang Xin was still the flamboyant male classmate when he first met him in freshman year.

Zhang Xin thought that what he fell in love with was his glamorous side. In fact, he fell in love with him after seeing him muttering to himself in the corner after losing the game.

These years have passed, the two walked out of the university, went to the society, experienced so much, and finally broke up in a quarrel, saying that feelings hurt people, but those hurts are not part of the relationship.

"He's pretending to be dead, so you just let him do that?" Song Xizi looked inside through the glass of the ward door.Together with Ying Letian, she saw Zhang Xin stretching his hand to the peeled fruit beside the bed.

Ying Letian smiled, there was affection and sadness between her eyebrows and eyes.

"If it was possible not to love him, I would have long ago given up on loving him. It's not good for me to love anyone. I have so many books to read, and I can't finish them in this life. Every interesting corner of the world is waiting for me to go. I can't finish walking, but I wasted time on him, not at all reconciled, and I think it's worth it."

"Seeing you like this, I told myself, don't fall in love. Love will turn people into fools, and it will also drive me, a bystander, crazy." Song Xizi took another look inside, Zhang Xin lay down and choked on fruit. When he arrived, Ying Letian hurriedly opened the door and went in to take care of him.Song Xizi rolled his eyes towards the sky, this is a pair of dog and man.

At two o'clock in the morning, the living room was still brightly lit, and the large dining table became a desk for two people, two computers, two people, with similar excited and tired faces.

Because of Zhang Xin's absence, Song Xizi took over some work and had to take care of her own work. Some things that couldn't be done had to be brought home. Lou Chunyu was also helping her at home.

Song Xizi twisted her stiff neck and groaned because of the pain. It was terrible. She must have an occupational disease at a young age.

"Go to bed when you're tired." Lou Chunyu noticed her discomfort and urged her to go back to rest.

In Song Xizi's eyes, Lou Chunyu was not much better. This was not the first day she had stayed up all night. Lou Chunyu and her had been busy for several days for this job that did not belong to them. Working overtime, and it didn't end until two or three o'clock in the morning. Today it seems to be more difficult. Overtime work has become the norm, it has become a habit, and it has become a tacit understanding between the two.

As soon as Song Xizi reached out her hand, Lou Chunyu knew what she wanted. Before Song Xizi could say anything, Lou Chunyu sent her the completed document in time for her to check.

The tacit cooperation is a habit developed over the years, and it is also because Lou Chunyu is always paying attention to Song Xizi's expression, so that he can react immediately.

Song Xizi also knew that she was enjoying Lou Chunyu's care.She enjoys it very much, really enjoys it, but she has a selfish thought, she just wants to stay in the current situation, when she is resting, drinking tea, or even going to the toilet, she only needs to think of Lou Chunyu's love for her. With my own help, I will feel that Lou Chunyu is really useful, and at the same time I am praying that this relationship will not change. I have to adopt an attitude of alienation.

There is something called conscience in her heart, reminding her not to be so selfish.

But now it is also because of Lou Chunyu that relieved her pressure and kept her from being so tired that she collapsed. She wanted to say from the bottom of her heart, it's good to have you.

"It's good to have you here." Song Xizi couldn't help saying it.

Lou Chunyu was drinking tea, when he heard this sentence, the screen stopped moving,

Song Xizi was very annoyed, she made a mistake, she was really wrong, she clearly swore to keep her distance and not give Lou Chunyu any chance.

Lou Chunyu replied casually: "As long as the money you give me is worthy of my hard work, I will be worth it."

Song Xizi thanked her for helping him out of the siege. To be honest, she was really afraid that Lou Chunyu's mind would be touched at that time.She was embarrassed, and Lou Chunyu was also uncomfortable.

Lou Chunyu caught Song Xizi's emotional changes from the corner of his eyes, and sighed silently. She loves Song Xizi, but she never thought that her love would put so much pressure on Song Xizi, and she was always worried that she would confess to her. This is already very funny One thing, but she didn't dislike such a Song Xizi in her heart, on the contrary, she felt that such a Song Xizi was the real Song Xizi.It wasn't the idol that was always high in her memory, it wasn't a stone or wood idol, it wasn't an untouchable dummy placed on the altar in her heart, it was the real Song Xizi with flesh and blood.

"In terms of money, I will definitely not be stingy, and I will definitely give you a sum that satisfies you." Song Xizi noticed that there was no water in Lou Chunyu's teacup, so he specially refilled Lou Chunyu's cup.

She can say that because she has such self-confidence, and she also thanks Lou Chunyu from the bottom of her heart. Lou Chunyu did not leave when she needed help the most, but chose to stand with her and help her. She strikes.

To be honest, when Lou Chunyu asked for money, her mood was actually complicated. On the one hand, she was relaxed. What she wanted was this result. Not talking about feelings, talking about money, and using money to buy out is much better than playing the emotional card up.

But in another aspect, she was a little bit lost. As for why she was lost and what she wanted, she didn't want to go into details.

Lou Chunyu said: "It's okay to give money, but not to others. That's what it means."

Hearing this, Song Xizi's hands trembled, and hot water almost spilled on the computer, but luckily he stopped in time.

"Don't be kidding."

Lou Chunyu pouted and remained silent.

Next, the two continued to work in that tense and somewhat sour atmosphere.

I don’t know when it is, anyway, there is a little light in the sky outside the window, looking at it from a distance, the street lamps have been extinguished one after another, people gradually appear on the quiet road, Lou Chunyu rubbed his tired eyes, stood at the window Looking forward to the distance.

As far as she could see, the edge of the city lay on the brink of chaos.

"It's a bit cold." With an extra piece of clothing on her shoulders, there was a caring voice in her ears.

Lou Chunyu turned her head, her bloodshot eyes looked straight at Song Xizi who was standing beside her, and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."

"I think of it, a few years ago, when we were still in school, the company was moving, and you came to help me. There were so many things that the two of us couldn't do anything..." Song Xizi recalled the past, saying As he spoke, his voice became smaller and smaller.

Lou Chunyu smiled, knowing why her voice was getting smaller and smaller.

She looked straight into Song Xizi's eyes, and said to Song Xizi, "I loved you back then, and I didn't want you to be too tired alone. I just wanted to help you a little bit. What do you think?"

"What do you think?" Song Xizi asked her back.

"Are you happy, or disgusted?"

Lou Chunyu waited with bated breath for Song Xizi's answer.

Song Xizi kept her waiting for a while, but she looked away first, and said, "At that time, I thought we were friends. The kind of best friends. So I was very happy."

"Well, you said the word best friend, I never said it." Lou Chunyu's smile was mixed with bitterness.

Song Xizi had nothing to say, she and Lou Chunyu stood side by side in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, when Lou Chunyu was silent, Song Xizi didn't want to speak either, and looked at this bustling city together.

"I like to stand here and look at the scenery outside. I can see the small villas in the French Concession and the high-rise buildings in the distance. I don't want to move away." In her previous life, she only lived here for more than a year, but she Standing in this place countless times, looking at the scenery outside from this angle.

In this life, she lived here again, she still likes to stand here, the scenery outside can never get tired of.

"I didn't tell you to move away. I'm not that kind of stingy person, but I can make an agreement with you." Song Xizi heard Lou Chunyu said that she didn't want to move away, and she realized that she had said so many rejections to Lou Chunyu But there was no word to let Lou Chunyu move away, and she herself was reluctant to let Lou Chunyu go, as if she had made such a plan, as long as Lou Chunyu didn't move herself, she would not let Lou Chunyu go.

"No appointment." Lou Chunyu dropped two words, turned around and left.

Those two words were sonorous and powerful, echoing in the air for a long time, unwilling to disappear easily.

Song Xizi looked at the scenery outside the window with a complicated expression. Speaking of which, although she has moved here for more than four years, she rarely stands here to enjoy the scenery. On the contrary, she often sees Lou Chunyu standing in front of the window. What I'm watching, anyway, I can be fascinated by watching, and sometimes I can stay motionless for an hour.

When Song Xizi stood where Lou Chunyu had stood and looked outside, what was in his mind was what was there, what was Lou Chunyu looking at?

What Song Xizi didn't know was that Lou Chunyu was standing here, seeing the same scenery as in his previous life, thinking of Song Xizi in his previous life, every word, every bit, as long as he recalled it, his heart was like being placed Set it up on the fire to roast, but even with such pain, Lou Chunyu would still come here again and again.Even if it hurts, she still wants to remember, she is afraid of forgetting, so she always reminds herself that the pain Song Xizi endured in the previous life was far more painful than her own pain.

When Song Xizi turned around and looked back at the house, the living room, and the kitchen, she consciously felt that there was something strange here, that something was wrong, and she thought there should be something different, since she came back to live and sleep every day She actually felt strange in the place.

Song Xizi went to the hospital to see Zhang Xin again. Zhang Xin's operation was successful. A small part of his stomach was cut off, but his basic functions were still there. He just needs to pay attention to his life in the future. He won't die. As long as he recovers, he will still be alive and kicking Xin.

He was lying on a snow-white hospital bed, his body wrapped in a hospital gown had lost more than a circle, and his arms were hung with drips, but his eyes were still shining, and she still had the heart to tease Song Xizi, "Under the leadership of Boss Song, the company closed down." Yet?"

"Hurry up, if I work harder, I can go bankrupt tomorrow."

Zhang Xin smiled, touching the wound, his face wrinkled instantly.

Ying Letian touched his lips with a wet cotton swab to make him feel better.

Zhang Xin stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick the liquid on his lips, and gave Ying Letian a look, asking him to bring him some more water, he was thirsty.

Ying Letian's care can be said to be meticulous. He does not need a nurse to serve tea and pour water. He takes care of his lover comfortably. He is also doing such dirty work as carrying feces and urine. Song Xizi sees Come out, Ying Letian enjoys it.

Why didn't she find out that Ying Letian was this kind of person before, she thought that Ying Letian was a noble man full of fairy spirit, but now she realized that Ying Letian could actually enjoy the spring water.

"You are really blessed." Song Xizi said to Zhang Xin, there was a kind of hatred in the words, love tortured people to a bad shape, pulled people down from the altar, and changed the gods in others' hearts beyond recognition.

There was a smile on Zhang Xin's pale face, "Yes, Le Tian also told me that I am a blessed person, and you told me that today, which shows that my good life is recognized by everyone."

Song Xizi wanted to ridicule him, but he held back. After all, Zhang Xin is a patient, so he should be kinder to the patient.

"I'll go back to the company tomorrow. I'm in the company, so I should be able to relieve your pressure a little." Ying Letian saw Song Xizi's difficulties, and her energy was almost exhausted by the company's affairs.The incident of Zhang Xin being hospitalized came suddenly and hastily. Zhang Xin collapsed suddenly. He was hospitalized for an examination, but it turned out that he had to undergo an operation. This kind of thing made people panic, and Song Xizi was under a lot of pressure. It is unimaginable to outsiders.

Ying Letian could imagine it, so he couldn't bear to watch Song Xizi haggard.

Song Xizi waved his hand and said, "Forget it, it's useless for you to go back. If you're absent-minded, it's better to take good care of the patients in the hospital. Also, Brother Ying, don't worry about taking care of the disabled. The body is also broken."

Song Xizi's life was difficult during this period, and few people around her were happy.She, Lou Chunyu, worked for her, was dragged into trouble by her, and didn't sleep well for a few days.

Needless to say, Zhang Xin is a patient. Before the doctor diagnosed him, he calmed down. When Ying Letian went out, he wrote a will and left all his property to Ying Letian. Torn to shreds.Tell him not to think about it, it's just a small problem, the doctor didn't even say it was a terminal illness, he scared himself to death, and scared the people around him half to death.

After the final results came out, Zhang Xin knew that his body was actually sick. There was a benign tumor in his stomach, which was not at the level of cancer. Ah, just cut it off.But this incident made him feel disheartened towards his family. He has paid so much for his family and done so many things. When he really needs the care of his family, the care of his family is far from what he wants. standard.

In fact, he can understand that he is the eldest. He grew up with his grandmother's parents, and his relationship with his parents is not close. He thought this was a sign that his family cared about him and needed him, but now it doesn't seem to be the case at all. After he faced all this, he fell into regret. What he regretted endlessly was his previous attitude towards Letian.

Ying Letian told him many times and persuaded him many times, but he didn't listen to it. Even if he knew what he was doing was wrong, he would not change it, because he thought it was his insistence, and he had to insist on being himself Prove yourself what you think is right.

Ying Letian went abroad, he thought a lot during that time, but he still didn't think thoroughly enough, it was still useful after a serious illness, he was lying on the hospital bed, anesthesia injected into his body, the light in front of his eyes surrounded him, he was awake, But no consciousness.

He lucidly had a dream, dreaming that he and Ying Letian were both very old, Ying Letian had wounds on his arms, and those wounds were bleeding... He saw Song Xizi again, and Song Xizi became him Someone I don't know at all is like a widow who is widowed for someone.He asked the two people, what's wrong with you, you made yourself like this.

The way they looked at him filled him with fear.

Ying Letian's eyes are clearly written.

Song Xizi didn't see himself at all.

He saw an unfamiliar face in the mirror, and that face, with habitual frowning, couldn't conceal the arrogance in his bones.He looked at himself in the mirror, a man he was afraid of even himself.

Then he woke up and he was in the ward, the effect of anesthesia gradually disappeared, Ying Letian sat by his bed, lying on the edge of the bed to sleep.

When he fell asleep, he didn’t forget to hold his fingers, and he was afraid that he would unknowingly hold down the drip when he fell asleep, so he kept his hand a little bit on the side. The position of him sleeping on his stomach was obviously very uncomfortable, so His brow never stretched.

Zhang Xin stretched out his hand with difficulty, he wanted to smooth the crease between Ying Letian's eyebrows, but his hand was as soft as cotton, and he couldn't make a sound when he wanted to speak.This annoyed him.

The slightest movement can wake up Ying Letian immediately. He and Zhang Xin looked at each other. Zhang Xin was overwhelmed by sadness, and the tip of his nose was sore. name.

Ying Letian thought that his wound was uncomfortable, so he got up and rang the call bell, trying to call the nurse over. He thought it was necessary to have an examination.

Zhang Xin stopped him, "No, no, I'm fine."

He was just moved, he wanted to touch the person in front of him, he was touched by something lost and found again, and Ying Letian was frightened in the end.

In the next few days, Zhang Xin seemed to be a different person, and his attitude towards Lotte changed. At this time, he was always paying attention to Ying Letian's thoughts, and sometimes even had a cautious attitude.

When Song Xizi was talking to Ying Letian, Zhang Xin touched Ying Letian's wrist unconsciously, and that became his petty gesture, because in his dream, he clearly saw a bright red wound here, the wound Flesh turned out, one can imagine what kind of determination Ying Letian had when he cut the knife.

A few days later, Zhang Xin recalled the dream, and he could still recall the details of the dream. It was because of this that he became more careful about Ying Letian, he was afraid that there would be a wound on Ying Letian's wrist.

Song Xizi noticed Zhang Xin's small movements, and his eyes stayed on the hands they held.

Ying Letian was a little embarrassed, and wanted to take her hand back, but Zhang Xin held it tightly. Zhang Xin said, "What? Excuse me? Are you a lady? You don't even let your husband hold your hand."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ying Letian hurriedly looked around. There were people on several beds around, as well as nurses and accompanying family members. When he said this, what would others think if they heard him.

On this point, Zhang Xin and Song Xizi disagreed, wondering whether Ying Letian was stupid.

In the past few days, Ying Letian has taken care of Zhang Xin, taking care of him day and night, and the way Ying Letian looks at Zhang Xin can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye, not to mention the patients here, even the nurses who occasionally come here to make ward rounds know. , the one who called Ying Letian patient No. 18.

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Song Xizi: I didn't want to let you go, I just wanted to make a promise with you, don't love me anymore, we are still friends.

Lou Chunyu: No appointment.snort.

Song Xizi: You... you damn woman, you have such a personality!

Lou Chunyu:? ? ?