I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

"Don't go." Lou Chunyu repeated.She held Song Xizi's hand tightly, she was afraid that Song Xizi would encounter the troubles of the previous life again.And the beginning of these, in fact, was very small, just because they kindly did Zhang Xin a favor.

These things that Lou Chunyu cared about all happened before Lou Chunyu in the previous life had time to know Song Xizi.

At that time, Song Xizi had already stepped into Zhang Xin's muddy pit, and all Lou Chunyu could do was to accompany Song Xizi to endure it. During that time, what she saw was that Song Xizi was being dragged into In the abyss, entangled in trouble.

Fortunately, she still had time to change this time, she came back with her memory, maybe it was to give her this opportunity to prevent Song Xizi from helping this man.

This was the rare time since Lou Chunyu met Lou Chunyu that he took a tough attitude to interfere with Song Xizi's decision. Song Xizi was a little puzzled, but more curious.

"I just helped him this time." Song Xizi said tentatively.

"It can't be only once, this time, and next time, how long can you help him, can you help him for a lifetime?" Lou Chunyu felt that Song Xizi hadn't realized the seriousness, and said, "So, don't go, just listen If I say it, take it as my opinion as a friend, it’s not good for you.” Lou Chunyu was afraid that her attitude was not clear enough, she was anxious in her heart, and wanted to persuade Song Xizi to give up this idea, but at this moment her mouth Not as flexible as usual, and I can't speak a word fluently.

And Song Xizi saw Lou Chunyu was so anxious that his forehead was sweating in order to think of a reason.

Song Xizi smiled and said, "Don't worry, I'm not ready to leave yet."

Lou Chunyu looked at her seriously, and after thinking for a long time, she said: "Zhang Xin is a big man, if he doesn't want to get married, he should tell his family and let you play the role of girlfriend. In the eyes of his family, you are He has a girlfriend, if you play a scene with him, he will be calm, but next time, and it doesn't matter to him, is it fair to you?"

Hearing this, Song Xizi's smile gradually faded away, because every word Lou Chunyu said was for her.She had considered these too, and she also knew that it would be of no benefit for her to help Zhang Xin, but after all, she had been friends with Zhang Xin for many years, and she couldn't remain indifferent to his begging, so she softened her heart.

Song Xizi said from the bottom of his heart, "It's good to have you as my friend."

Lou Chunyu didn't hear her make it clear that she couldn't go, so she refused to give up, "Now is not the time to be emotional, just give me an answer, whether you want to go or not."

"What if I still insist on going?"

what to do?Lou Chunyu really calmed down and thought about a specific solution. She had nothing to do with Song Xizi. Song Xizi's relationship with her was a friend, and friends were not family members or lovers. She had no right to control Song Xizi's actions. Yes, she has no such right.

Lou Chunyu didn't want to see her being dragged into trouble again, and suddenly found that Song Xizi was such an incomprehensible person, Lou Chunyu gritted his teeth and looked at her in silence for a long time.

Lou Chunyu said: "I am doing it for your own good. I am meddling in my own business. You are not wrong to think so. I am meddling in my own business! I will take care of this matter. Don't go out. If you go out, I... I will close the door." Locked." Speaking of which, Lou Chunyu himself began to suspect that he was making trouble for no reason.

She grabbed the pillow and unconsciously crumpled it, while Song Xizi stood still, as if thinking or asking silently.

Lou Chunyu came back to his senses, smoothed out the pillow and put it back on the sofa.

"You're right." Song Xizi nodded.

Hearing what Song Xizi said, Lou Chunyu grabbed the pillow in his arms, "Promise me, don't go."

Song Xizi was about to speak when the phone vibrated in her hand. She looked down and saw that it was Zhang Xin calling.

"Xizi, when will you come over? It's almost three o'clock." Zhang Xin whispered on the phone.

"It's Zhang Xin?" Lou Chunyu sat up straight from the sofa, afraid that Song Xizi would be called away by Zhang Xin.

Song Xizi looked at Lou Chunyu, and said to the person on the phone: "I thought about it, and I think this is not the way."

"Method? What method are you talking about? You agreed to me. At this time, you told me that you can't do it, right?" Zhang Xin made this phone call secretly in the corner. Hearing that Song Xizi would not come, he was in the mood of winning. There were ups and downs.

Song Xizi said calmly: "Forget that I'm sorry for you. I calmed down and thought about the pros and cons. I won't cooperate with you in acting."

Hearing these words, Lou Chunyu almost jumped up excitedly, thanking God for giving her a chance, and she didn't want to see Song Xizi in pain again.

"I know I'm forcing you to act for me. I know I'm sorry for you. I have no choice but to find anyone else. That's why I beg you to help me. I promise you only this time." Zhang Xin I was about to stomp my feet in a hurry.

Song Xizi firmly believed that she would not act with Zhang Xin, so she started to think seriously from the reality level, and once she stood on another standpoint, she was glad that Lou Chunyu persuaded her and let her see the possible consequences of this matter .

"You can lie to your family, but you can't give them hope. After your parents know you have a girlfriend, the next step is to urge you to get married."

"It can be delayed. After three to five years, we will break up." Zhang Xin felt that Song Xizi was thinking too much, and he was confident that after a few years, when his family accepted the fact that he didn't want to get married, he would marry him again. To tell the truth at home, this will hurt the family members less, and this is what he can do for the family members.

Lou Chunyu kept paying attention to the expression of Song Xizi who was on the phone, and found that her expression was getting more and more dignified, knowing that Zhang Xin on the other side of the phone still had a problem for Song Xizi.

"Boss, senior, Senior Zhang, count me as treacherous. Acting in a play can temporarily calm the family, but you can't decide what your family thinks." Song Xizi expressed his heart word by word. Thoughts have been said.

"Can I have a few words with him?" Lou Chunyu plucked up her courage and asked Song Xizi for her mobile phone. She wanted to have a few words with Zhang Xin alone.

Song Xizi was taken aback for a moment, she didn't expect Lou Chunyu to want to talk to Zhang Xin.

She asked Zhang Xin's opinion, and Zhang Xin was very upset at the moment. After Song Xizi finished speaking, he hummed.

After getting Song Xizi's mobile phone, Lou Chunyu smiled at Song Xizi, then walked outside to the balcony.

"Boss Zhang, I was the one who persuaded Xizi not to accompany you to meet your parents. You can blame me."

"Student Chunyu, what are you talking about? What do you mean?" Zhang Xin didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

Lou Chunyu said: "My words may not be nice, but I still have to say. Your parents are traditional rural parents with a deep-rooted idea of ​​passing on the family line, and you are the only promising son. They have placed high hopes on you. And here lies your biggest problem. No one should look for Xizi. Your parents have already figured out Xizi's family background. Your parents always hoped that you could marry a wife from Shanghai. I'm not wrong about this, right? Xizi couldn't be more suitable. You brought Song Xizi there and met them. If there is anything dissatisfied with them, they must be very happy. I can't wait to let you get the certificate right away. You think you can delay for a few days, and you are willing to delay , are your parents willing?"

Zhang Xin smiled, "What nonsense are you talking about, you don't know my family at all."

"I'm not talking nonsense."

"You speak very directly. I underestimate you." Zhang Xin hehe twice, "You despise me too much. With my ability, do I need to rely on my wife? It's not like I can't handle it with my parents." .”

"Then let Boss Zhang handle it himself, and don't bother Xizi again."

"Is this what Song Xizi meant?"

"It's what I mean. I can't represent Xizi. I'm just her friend. Out of my concern, I don't want her to get involved in any trouble."

"I can fire you." Zhang Xin blurted out.

"You are welcome to fire me."

After finishing speaking, Lou Chunyu hung up the phone, she walked back to the house and walked up to Song Xizi, "I might have to find a new job."

"Why?" Song Xizi thought she was joking.

"I said something ugly on the phone just now, and the boss is probably not happy."

Song Xizi laughed loudly, "It would be best if you can make Zhang Xin angry. But I don't think Zhang Xin is that kind of person. He has changed over the years. He is no longer the senior I knew before, but there is something I can do. Guaranteed, he is not so small that he will not fire you. If you are really fired, don't worry, I will guarantee you to find a satisfactory job. "

There was no dark cloud on Lou Chunyu's face, but he was very relaxed, "Then you can support me."

"You might as well be a nanny at home and cook for me. I'll try my best to earn more money outside, and I'll pay you when the time comes."

"I can't ask for it." Lou Chunyu said.

The two smiled at each other.

It's just that Song Xizi didn't ask what Lou Chunyu said. Anyway, Zhang Xin sent a text message later, saying that the family was going to have trouble.

Song Xizi replied lightly, it doesn't matter if your family is in trouble or not, you should have been weaned long ago.

After a while, Zhang Xin sent back a paragraph--Parents cannot be separated. As a son, I should be filial. It is my failure to let my parents worry about me when I am old.I have struggled for so many years and made money, but I can't take care of my love and family. I am a failed man and a failed son.I have worked so hard all these years and just want my family to be happy.

--What about Lotte?Does it matter to you whether he is happy or not?

--He is the one who will accompany me through my whole life, of course it is important.

--He is unhappy, have you thought about doing something for him?

After a long time, Zhang Xin sent a text message, -- now is not the time, don't force me to choose between the two.

--I didn't force you, Letian has gone abroad, he just doesn't want you to make a choice, he removes himself from the options, which saves you trouble, you just need to make your family happy.

--Song Xizi, if this continues, we can't even be friends. Did Lou Chunyu bring you down?

Seeing this, Song Xizi couldn't help laughing, and the direction of this topic became more and more strange.

Song Xizi shook his head after reading the text message. Family of origin is a topic that everyone can't get rid of. No matter how far Zhang Xin travels, no matter how thoroughly he sees it, he still has a knot in his heart that he can't get rid of.

When Ying Letian called, she told the words in her heart to Ying Letian who was far away abroad. After listening to it, Ying Letian was silent for a long time and said: "You are right, this matter has nothing to do with you. You shouldn't be a part of it."

"Actually, I was already planning to help Zhang Xin, but Chunyu persuaded me." Song Xizi told Ying Letian about the conversation between her and Lou Chunyu with a wry smile.

Ying Letian, who is far away in a foreign country, couldn't help sighing after hearing this. Zhang Xin actually talked to him about his future vision.Zhang Xin also thought about physical marriage, but was rejected by Ying Letian. At that time, Zhang Xin asked him: "Then what do you want me to do? This one won't work, that one won't work, can't I have both love and family?"

At that time, Ying Letian didn't say anything. He and Zhang Xin had different family backgrounds and births. Their conflicts were irreconcilable. He didn't blame Zhang Xin.

"Xizi, do you know that I admire Lou Chunyu very much. She is one of the few people I have met who can break free from her own shackles. And it is even more difficult for her as a woman. She has to go At this step, I must have gone through a lot of self-construction.” The most negative example should be Zhang Xin, who has surpassed his class financially by virtue of his own ability, but he still can’t let go, and his hands are tied.In fact, Ying Letian analyzed the situation of Zhang Xin's family because they are all dependent on Zhang Xin financially. Zhang Xin can completely make decisions, but Zhang Xin still cares about the feelings of his family members and is obedient to them.But after living with Zhang Xin for so many years, Ying Letian couldn't see that his family cared about Zhang Xin at all.Zhang Xin's dedication is more like moving himself.

"I know."

"As for Zhang Xin, I have known him until now, and I know all his ambitions and weaknesses. It is precisely because I know him that I know it, so I love him even more. He has done enough for the family and has helped The family arranged a way out, and they would take a lot of money back to his parents every year. He drank at the wine table until he vomited blood. His parents called him and didn’t care about his health. They just wanted to ask if they had arranged a job for his cousin. Zhang Xin is really stupid. He is stupid because he puts all the responsibilities on his shoulders. He thinks that he is omnipotent, and he can take care of everything. As a young man, he can indeed do it. And he did a good job, but in the future, he will not be able to carry a big family by himself. It is right for you not to act with him. If I was in China at that time, I would know that Zhang Xin wanted you to cooperate with him in acting. , I will definitely stop you. I think Zhang Xin should grow up a bit and do his own thing, isn't this the truth that every kindergarten child should know."

"It's also thanks to you for taking care of him for so many years." Song Xizi was full of emotion in his heart.

"No, it's my fault. I took too much care of him and let him rush without worry. You have to learn from me, don't be the kind of person who works hard, the more you give, the more you don't say anything , the other party feels that you must not be tired or in pain."

"Aren't I not in a relationship yet? I haven't even given away my first love, and you just tell me these words. The big reason I don't find a partner is you." The fact must be that there is nothing wrong.

"Whether you are in a relationship or not, you have to live your own life well. This is my biggest realization recently. I live a peaceful life here now. There are no familiar people here, but everyone is gentle."

"Then you have fun there and don't think about anything else."

"Ah."

Lou Chunyu was mentally prepared that she might have to face Zhang Xin's anger, but when they met in the company, Zhang Xin still had the same attitude towards her, as if those conversations on the phone had never happened at all.

Zhang Xin had already adjusted his emotions. He also teased Lou Chunyu, saying, "You are worthy of being a teacher. When you teach others, it is the same as teaching your own students."

Although Lou Chunyu was not afraid that Zhang Xin would fire her, she was also afraid of embarrassment when they met.

But looking at Zhang Xin like this, it shows that Zhang Xin is not a small-bellied person, and it also shows that Zhang Xin has come out.

When they passed each other, Lou Chunyu called Zhang Xin to stop, "Boss, I think your complexion is not very good, do you want to check?"

"Thank you, Mr. Lou, for your concern. I am in good health, but I was angered by some employees. I couldn't sleep at night. I am in poor health for sure. This is all because of anger."

Lou Chunyu stopped and stood in front of Zhang Xin, "Let's do a checkup. I think you look very bad."

Zhang Xin walked into the office frowning, saw Song Xizi, and immediately complained, "Do you think Chunyu is bewitched? She stared at my face just now and asked me to have an examination, and she told me three times. You Does she...have a bad brain here?" Zhang Xin pointed his head, if this is the case, he can understand, after all, Lou Chunyu's recent behavior is too abnormal.

Song Xizi said: "Your brain is not working well. Teacher Lou is very good in every aspect, so you don't need to worry about it."

"This speaks for her. I've known you longer than she has known you. Oh, I see. You live together now. Don't get too close. You've been infected by her."

Song Xizi was too lazy to be polite to him, and suddenly thought of Lou Chunyu persuading Zhang Xin to go for a physical examination, she also felt weird, carefully looked at Zhang Xin's face, and then to his chest, "You seem to have lost weight..."

"I'm thin, it's a little bit, I have no appetite recently, I can't eat and sleep well, I'm not angry with you or someone, I know he has contacted you, don't tell him that I'm thin, report good news but not bad news Do you know?" Before Zhang Xin left, he didn't forget to tell Song Xizi to pay attention, don't say anything bad, so as not to worry Ying Letian.

Song Xizi said in her heart, it's too late, everything that should be said and should not be said has been said, but what she didn't say is that in fact, Ying Letian who is abroad should have let go, even if she talked about Zhang Xin's blind date, Ying Letian didn't have any emotional ups and downs, which meant that Zhang Xin's position was getting lower and lower in Ying Letian's heart.

As if the day of school is just around the corner, school life is over in the blink of an eye.

Like other reluctant students, no matter how reluctant they are, they have to face the reality of graduation.

As classmates, Song Xizi and Lou Chunyu went to work together, and had the honor to attend the graduation ceremony together. At the graduation ceremony, everyone wore graduation uniforms and hugged each other with their acquaintances. Tears flowed down without saying anything to stir up emotions. .

Even a rational person like Song Xizi was touched by the graduation atmosphere to the softness deep in his heart, and his eyes turned red.

And Lou Chunyu had experienced graduation once, and thought it would be better, but facing this situation, she still couldn't restrain her inner excitement.

And everything today is achieved by her own efforts, and she has indeed done it.

When taking a group photo, Lou Chunyu took the initiative to walk to Song Xizi's side. She thought that this graduation photo must be taken next to Song Xizi as the most important commemoration.

Song Xizi looked at Lou Chunyu who was standing beside him, and his smile was even brighter.

Lou Chunyu's face was not only smiling, but also tears. This scene was captured by the camera and became an eternal memory.

Qi Yaya hugged everyone she knew and cried once, even those in the next class. Everyone knew that she was very popular, but they never thought that anyone could become her friend. Men, women, young and old, including teachers, were all with her. Yes, she didn't finish the graduation banquet in her own class, so she was called to the next class to eat.

Qi Yaya was selected as the class flower of the class on this day, and no one objected to it.

After graduating, they could no longer stay in school, and among so many people, only Xie Rui stayed in school, and everyone else had to go their separate ways to find their own future.

Seeing the once bustling dormitory being evacuated, everyone felt a little emotional.

Liao Yiyun took a picture of every corner of the dormitory with his mobile phone, and shared the group photo with the group as a souvenir.

Looking at the few people on the phone, I would think that when we first moved in, we didn't know each other, from strangers to familiarities, and finally became good friends, and it was only a few days.

There is always a banquet in the world. It is common to separate and reunite. Although you are reluctant to leave, as a graduate, you still have to empty the dormitory, because in the near future, there will be a group of freshmen here. These graduates will become the memory of the school, preserved in the photos on the wall.

Everyone has to go through this step, and if they don't want to accept it, they have to accept it with a brave heart.

After the graduation ceremony, everyone reveled in the last days, drinking and having dinner all in time for these few days.

Song Xizi refused her classmate's enthusiastic persuasion, because if she didn't refuse, she might be arrested and sent to ktv to sing all night like the day before.

After graduation, everyone fell into a carnival. People who usually had a bad relationship also began to get close at this time, and all the past was thrown away.

Ling Dong was too late to attend Song Xizi's graduation ceremony abroad, but she also thought of celebrating for Song Xizi, so she specially ordered flowers to be delivered to Song Xizi's home. It is a beautiful bouquet that cannot be held in two hands.

Imported flowers are expensive, and they are wrapped in beautiful lace fabrics. When Song Xizi received this bouquet, she was still happy.

She saw Ling Dong's message to her. Ling Dong was unable to come back in time from abroad, so she couldn't attend her graduation ceremony, but she hoped that her heart could be conveyed to Song Xizi.

Song Xizi sent a message to Ling Dongji - I have already received your bouquet. I am very surprised and moved by this gift, but I don't want you to spend any more money for me. As a friend, this will put me under pressure.

On Ling Dongji's side, she just woke up. She had been waiting for Song Xizi's news yesterday, but she never got it. When she opened her eyes, she saw Song Xizi's message on her phone. She quickly sat up and read the text message. After repeating it several times, she was sure that every word in this text message was rejecting her.

Ling Dong smiled wryly, and received another good person card.She went downstairs and said good morning to the man who was cooking in the kitchen.

Song Xizi came into the house with such a large bouquet of flowers, just in time for everyone to go downstairs for a walk after dinner. Song Xizi received countless curious looks on the road from the property to his downstairs.

When entering the elevator, Song Xizi breathed a sigh of relief when the outside view was cut off.

She looked down at the beautiful bunch of flowers in her hand. The flowers were beautiful and innocent, but behind the bunch of flowers was a heart that she couldn't accept.

She took out the key to open the door, but the door opened automatically. Lou Chunyu stood at the door with his hands behind his back, and said to her the moment she appeared: "Welcome home."

Song Xizi was overwhelmed by the sudden surprise, and his mind went blank. Lou Chunyu held a bouquet of small jasmine flowers in both hands. Every small bud of jasmine flowers was fresh and exuded a sweet fragrance.

Song Xizi was holding a larger bouquet of flowers in his hand. The imported flowers had their own characteristics, and they could even be said to be presumptuous and eye-catching. Compared with the small jasmine, they had a different style.

Lou Chunyu looked at the words in Song Xizi's hand, and then at the flowers in his hand, the atmosphere fell into embarrassment.

Song Xizi said, "Boss Ling gave it."

"Boss Ling is very concerned about you." There was something else in his tone.

"Just caring for a friend."

"It's not just as simple as a friend, and I'm not blind."

Now Song Xizi was also embarrassed, "Boss Ling is a very good friend, but he misunderstood me and always treated me like a child. I am not suitable for her, and she is not suitable for me. So I explained it clearly to her. I I don’t like to be sloppy, if a relationship has changed, I think it’s good for everyone to make it clear.”

After speaking, Lou Chunyu's heart was pinched by an invisible force.Are you saying this to yourself too?

"Oh, the flowers are very beautiful. Boss Ling has such a good eye." Lou Chunyu kept smiling. She took her humble bouquet of jasmine flowers back to the living room, put them in a vase, and smoothed the tender green leaves carefully.

Song Xizi walked in after her, "I like jasmine too."

"That's fine, as long as you like it. As long as you like it." Lou Chunyu said the same thing twice, and it was only then that Song Xizi noticed that there was an orange paper box on the table, and Lou Chunyu followed her Looking at the gift on the table, he said, "I don't know what to buy, so I bought a silk scarf for you. Would you like to open it and have a look?"

"You don't need to buy such an expensive gift."

"It's not expensive. It's just my one month's salary. You forgot that you said you wanted me to bring you the first month's salary." Lou Chunyu squinted at the bouquet of flowers. More expensive than the silk scarf she bought.

She went to the special counter to pick out gifts, and asked the counter sister to give her ideas for reference, and also showed the counter sister a photo of Song Xizi. She said that she didn't know how to choose, so she wanted to give a silk scarf that fit her temperament.

Because it was a gift, she couldn't even ask Song Xizi. After the cabinet sister gave several answers, her eyes were fixed on the silk scarf with the carriage pattern, imagining how Song Xizi would look wearing it, without hesitation bought it.

Song Xizi felt that the bouquet of flowers in his hand seemed superfluous for some reason. Song Xizi placed the flowers on the table in the living room. Lou Chunyu glanced at them while arranging them, and found that the bouquet of flowers matched the layout of the living room better. The jasmine flower on the bed is so inconspicuous in comparison, it is at best an inconspicuous decoration.

"You also have a gift for you." Song Xizi did not forget that Lou Chunyu is a graduate just like herself. She never thought that Lou Chunyu would prepare a gift for herself. When she saw a small bouquet of jasmine flowers, she still Very pleasantly surprised.

And she had already prepared a gift for Lou Chunyu, but she hadn't brought it out yet.

Song Xizi ran into his room and came out with a jewelry box in his hand, "This is your graduation gift. I've been preparing it for a long time, and it's really not a temporary thing."

Lou Chunyu took the gift from her and opened it carefully, and found a brooch inside. The brooch was made into the shape of a small bunch of cherry blossoms. If you look closely, you will find that the pink cherry blossoms on it are carved from mother-of-pearl. There are two small cherry blossoms. The small oval-shaped pearls used for the flower buds are exquisitely crafted and lifelike, as if there is really a bouquet of cherry blossoms blooming in the box.

This bunch of brooches was something Lou Chunyu was all too familiar with, and Song Xizi had given them to Lou Chunyu in his previous life.At that time, Lou Chunyu was ready to move out. Song Xizi didn't know that she had made a decision in her heart and said that she would celebrate her birthday. She took out this gift and said to her: "This is what I saw when I went to Japan to play." Yes, there is only one, and I was inexplicably moved when I saw it, and I was reluctant to sell it when I brought it back, and I kept it until I saw you later, and I think this flower is perfect for you."

But I didn't expect to appear in Lou Chunyu's hands a year earlier in this life.So when Lou Chunyu opened it and saw the familiar brooch, she was a little dumbfounded. She never thought that Song Xizi would give her this familiar gift.

"You still bought it?" Lou Chunyu couldn't believe it, and touched the petals with her fingertips, and the petals seemed to be moving.It was this brooch, the same as the one she had received before. Thinking about the constant transformation of time and space, Song Xizi still chose this one in the vast world. This is fate.

In her previous life, before she moved, she left all the gifts Song Xizi gave her in the room, including this brooch.

When she saw it, the memory came flooding back and she almost cried.

"I saw it when I went to Japan last time. This cherry blossom brooch is handmade. She said that there is only one. I think it will look good on you." Song Xizi felt that he and this brooch were destined. At that time, she had a strong urge to buy it. At that time, she thought of the use as a gift to Lou Chunyu. After buying it, she kept it and waited for an opportunity to give it to Lou Chunyu.

"I like it very much, thank you, thank you." Lou Chunyu was indescribably excited, her body moved ahead of her thoughts, and she hugged Song Xizi step by step, "It's you who let me go through the most confusing time in life, from the past I can't forget you until now...I..."

The smile on Song Xizi's face gradually froze, "You are too easily moved."

Lou Chunyu shook his head, his hands hugging her trembled slightly.

Song Xizi was suddenly at a loss, she thought she was very smart and could see the people around her clearly.But at this moment, she began to suspect that she had never looked at Lou Chunyu seriously. The moment her skin was close, the intense and surging emotions on Lou Chunyu's body spread to Song Xizi.

Song Xizi seemed to hear Lou Chunyu's fierce beating heartbeat, and every rhythm was telling Lou Chunyu's deep heart.

Song Xizi's mind went blank suddenly, she pushed Lou Chunyu away with all her strength, Lou Chunyu opened her eyes wide, as if she had suffered an invisible injury, and Song Xizi also felt that she overreacted, she explained: "I'm not used to being with people. So close."

Song Xizi's body language showed her attitude. When Lou Chunyu realized it, Song Xizi had pulled her away. The coldness spread from the soles of her feet to her chest, as if she was in icy water on a hot day.

She screwed up.She screwed it all up.

Except for the cracks in the picture in front of him, Lou Chunyu stood where he was, wishing to hide himself from people to shadows.

At this time, everyone's breathing became cautious.

Song Xizi had rejected many people before, but this time, her refusal was so weak that when she saw Lou Chunyu's expression, she immediately left her heavy thoughts behind her, and instead felt like she couldn't laugh or cry.

Why did Lou Chunyu put on an expression of being bullied to the point of crying, like a child, as if the two were arguing over something as simple as who touched whose table.

"Maybe I'm thinking too much." Song Xizi found a step for Lou Chunyu to go down.

"Thank you for the gift." Lou Chunyu wanted to finish the sentence calmly, but her too fast speech speed betrayed the excitement in her heart.

She turned her head and walked away from Song Xizi, her hands tightly clutching the graduation gift Song Xizi gave her.

Back in her own room, Lou Chunyu numbly closed the door, walked to the bed a little bit, lying on the soft bed, she shed tears silently.

Song Xizi, who was left in place, was reflecting on whether it was her fault, whether she had caused Lou Chunyu to misunderstand something.

Lou Chunyu's room was silent.Song Xizi walked to the door silently, put her hand on the doorknob, but put it down again, she didn't have the courage to go in, her mind was so chaotic, she might not even be able to say a complete sentence.

Song Xizi thought he was calm and able to deal with everything.She once cut off her luck with a sharp knife, but when she faced Lou Chunyu, she found that her behavior of raising the knife was too cruel.

How wonderful it would be if Lou Chunyu was just her friend, a good best friend for a lifetime, she even thought about the future, Lou Chunyu would not move out, live under one roof, live happily together, no love or hate entanglement, only peace of mind and mutual care .

But now, Lou Chunyu's relationship has deteriorated, and she hasn't blamed Lou Chunyu for betraying their friendship, but Lou Chunyu looks so painful that she is about to cry, and she doesn't even say a serious word. Who is it? .

Lou Chunyu stared straight at the ceiling, tears pooled into lakes in her eyes, her breathing was so light that she could barely hear it.

The room was very quiet, so quiet that he could hear the footsteps of people outside. Song Xizi thought that her movements were very careful, and there was a door behind her, so she should not be noticed, but Lou Chunyu still heard it. The footsteps of Xizi walking over seemed to be stepping on her heart, and when she left, it took all her strength away.

When Song Xizi turned around, Lou Chunyu closed his eyes, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

It was her extravagant expectations. She had won Song Xizi's love before, so she thought that Song Xizi's love must be hers.How many times she was secretly happy in her heart, and how many times she wondered if she could be with Song Xizi and live happily if she turned around.

She was too greedy for Song Xizi's warmth, and couldn't get out of her memories.

But these years, from the moment she woke up, she struggled desperately just to come to see Song Xizi, and when she saw him, she took root by her side and couldn't leave again.

She thought... She thought the past would repeat itself, and the relationship between her and Song Xizi was bound to happen, she just had to wait, what should come would always come, like that brooch, it would reappear between the two of them .

Her heart fell here, when Song Xizi pushed her away, she seemed to see something fall to the ground, she heard the sound, and saw her and her memories fall to pieces.

Lou Chunyu was still holding a brooch in her hand, and the corners of the brooch pierced into her palm, the pain kept her awake.

She smiled, the laughter was full of sadness, things were different, things that appeared in the previous life reappeared, but the person who gave them lost the feeling for her.Only she, with all her memories, was left behind in old memories.

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