I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

When Lou Chunyu stepped into the lobby on the first floor, he was stopped by a person, followed by a business card.

"Hello owner, I am a new property manager... Here is my business card, if you have any questions, you can call me at any time."

Lou Chunyu took the business card in a daze.

This staff member came to work for the first time, but Lou Chunyu was no stranger to her. In her last life, she came to the property to try her luck. It was this person who received her and let her run into Song Xizi who was looking for a co-tenant.

In the elevator, Lou Chunyu was holding a business card as if looking at it. This brand name seemed to have a scorching temperature, and Lou Chunyu's fingertips seemed to feel the pain of being scalded.

The elevator went to her floor, she put the business card in her bag and got out of the elevator.

He took the key out of the bag at the door, and there was a bear doll hanging on the key, which was a gift Song Xizi brought her when he went abroad to play.

This action has been repeated countless times, and it has been more than half a year since she moved in.

She and Song Xizi have been renting together for almost half a year, and she has felt a lot during the six months together.

In her previous life, she was always unable to let go of herself due to her inferiority complex. She only knew how to enjoy Song Xizi's kindness to her, but she couldn't respond to her.

The two of them used to get along unequal, and Song Xizi's contribution was far greater than Lou Chunyu's return.

In this life, Lou Chunyu decided not to hide in her own world anymore, not to be that passive and selfish Lou Chunyu, she took an active part in Song Xizi's life, including getting to know her friends and participating in her hobbies As the lives of the two became more and more harmonious, with more and more common topics and countless similarities, Lou Chunyu became more and more irritable. I was completely different.

She didn't know what was different, she felt that she had lost something. Song Xizi had a lot of trust in herself, but it was a kind of trust in her confidant and care for her friends. Probably because Song Xizi cried at his funeral in the last life, but didn't cry out loud. If he died in this life, Song Xizi might appear at his funeral in the name of a friend and cry sadly.

It's different, it's really different. As the contact with Song Xizi gets deeper and deeper, Lou Chunyu feels more uneasy. When she looks at Song Xizi, it's the Song Xizi she's known for two lifetimes. She hasn't changed at all, but in Song Xizi In her heart, she put herself in the position of a friend, not...not the position she once lost.

Lou Chunyu vented her irritability on cleaning up the housework, and when she came back to her senses, she was sweating profusely from exhaustion, the house was cleaned up, the kitchen was spotless, and every tile seemed to be shining.

Today Song Xizi was working overtime at the company again, so the room seemed very empty and big because she was alone at home.

She is so old that she is alone, she is not used to it.

After officially entering the senior year, Xie Rui and Liao Yiyun spent much less time in the group. Every time they went online, they complained. big.Qi Yaya is different. She is the kind of person who has to go home to buy a car or a house if she doesn't do well in the postgraduate entrance examination. She doesn't want to go home, so she stays in school for the postgraduate entrance examination. Staying in the dormitory, they have a common goal every day, which is to take the postgraduate entrance examination. The distance between Lou Chunyu and them is a little farther, and they begin to feel a sense of alienation.

In a group of four, people in the dormitory usually ask questions, and Lou Chunyu answers them.

Lou Chunyu told the group that she has been transferred to a new position, and she will be a teacher in the future. During this period of time, she will receive training from the company, and she will start formal classes after becoming a full-time employee.

--Who would have thought that after studying economic management, you would become a lecturer in the end.

Qi Yaya couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

--I didn't think of it either, it might be the arrangement of fate.

Lou Chunyu remembered that her previous job was a teacher. She had been a teacher for many years. She wanted to change her life in this life, but ended up becoming a lecturer.Perhaps the difference is that this time she chose this profession on her own initiative, rather than passively accepting it.

--From then on, we will respectfully call you Teacher Lou. How is Teacher Xiaolou's teaching ability? Do we have a chance to attend a free lesson?

Liao Yiyun in the group said.

Lou Chunyu plucked up the courage and posted a link in the group -- this is my video of today's lesson, please take a look.It's my first time speaking, and I'm not very proficient, so don't laugh at me.

Then the three of them clicked in almost at the same time. Lou Chunyu’s company’s website is very formal now, and the video teaching materials seem to be very rich. There is only one teaching video with the label of Lou Chunyu, and Lou Chunyu is wearing a formal shirt. , standing in front of the podium, behind her is a blackboard with beautiful handwriting that can be called a template. Lou Chunyu faced the camera and talked about the knowledge points gracefully. People can't help but have an urge to listen to it.

And her voice is also very distinctive, her gentle voice is comfortable and sweet. She said that she is a novice, but everyone can't find the trace of a novice, but she is more calm than the average teacher.

Below the video, there are comments from some students.

Some students wondered about Lou Chunyu's age, saying that she looks like an old teacher, why she looks so young.

Some students said that it was a kind of enjoyment to listen to this teacher's lecture. Why didn't the teacher talk more, only one lesson was too little.

Many of the comments were praises of Lou Chunyu, and Lou Chunyu hadn't read it since she checked it out before leaving get off work. This time, she opened the page just to post a link, and she was a little surprised when she saw these comments.

Lou Chunyu read the comments one by one, and saw that there were many comments in the back, although there were only a few short sentences, but she was still a novice, not only did not criticize her shortcomings, but gave encouragement. After reading it, Lou Chunyu reluctantly closed the page.

In the group, Qi Yaya and two other people have already started to tease, Qi Yaya even took a screenshot and asked Lou Chunyu---did you put on makeup?Who put on your makeup, it looks so formal, I love it, I love it, I'm about to fall in love with you.

Liao Yiyun sent an emoji to Lou Chunyu --- don't fall in love with Lou Chunyu, don't harm her.

Qi Yaya is not happy, and sent an emoticon pack of an angry cat,---how can I call it harm, what if I love it, and if I really fall in love with a woman, I will treat her If I take responsibility to the end, I will take care of her for the rest of her life.

At this time, Xie Rui came out and said something --- off topic, Yaya, don't you fall in love with someone too easily, yesterday you said you fell in love with a new singer.Chunyu, are you really just putting on makeup?No plastic surgery?It looks like a different person.

--I did my makeup base, brows, blush highlighter, lipstick, nothing else.

---That's nothing else?terrible.

Qi Yaya is so tall that she doesn't even know what Gao Guang is.

--You should put on more make-up, make-up looks good, let us know when you will have a boyfriend.

--Chun Yu won't have a boyfriend.

After typing this sentence, Qi Yaya regretted it. She blamed herself for being too fast. She turned her head and looked at the other two people in the dormitory. She didn't seem to notice anything. Brush over.

Song Xizi came home early in the morning and opened the door, thinking that Lou Chunyu had already gone to bed and the lights should be turned off at home, but she was a little surprised. Came out of the bedroom.

Song Xizi was tired all over, and there were bloodshot eyes in her eyes.

"Don't wait for me next time, go to bed early." Song Xizi didn't even have the strength to be moved, because her strength was exhausted by the two leaders of the company.

Today, Zhang Xin and Ying Letian had a fierce quarrel in the office because Zhang Xin's parents asked Zhang Xin to arrange a place for relatives at home.

Ying Letian, who was originally mild-mannered, proposed an internal appointment, which must go through the process, not to mention the interview process.Zhang Xin said that he can be flexible, and he can be assigned to an unimportant position, that is, the kind of position that only needs someone to stay there, and it doesn't matter whether it is this person or not.

Ying Letian, who usually never turned his back on him, insisted on refusing to give in at this time. Zhang Xin said this in a hurry, saying that the company belonged to him, so he didn't even have the right to make decisions about arranging a person.

These words made the air in the office condense instantly.

Ying Letian smiled, walked out of the office without saying anything.

Zhang Xin was immediately dumbfounded, and he still didn't understand what was wrong in the end.

Song Xizi is the only sober person here. Zhang Xin thought about getting the answer from Song Xizi, but Song Xizi gave him the answer, but he stubbornly believed that Song Xizi was wrong.

Song Xizi had an impulse to kick Zhang Xin, but in the end she really did.

Song Xizi had a hunch that the company would not be peaceful in the days to come.And she will be very tired.

"Have you had dinner yet?"

"I'm not hungry." As soon as he finished speaking, his stomach throbbed, and Song Xizi's face turned pale.

Lou Chunyu looked at it and sighed softly, "I must not have eaten. Go and sit down, and I'll eat for you."

"You don't have to work so hard. Chunyu, you really don't need to cook for me." Song Xizi wanted to stop Lou Chunyu from doing things for him, but Lou Chunyu had already acted.

When she came out after washing, she could smell a fragrance in the living room, and there was a steaming bowl of instant noodles on the table.

The soup base is chopped and boiled with tomatoes, and there are a few prawns and a half-boiled poached egg on top of the instant noodles.

Lou Chunyu also felt hungry and left a small bowl for herself.

Song Xizi couldn't be sorry for his stomach, so he picked up the bowl and buried himself in eating the noodles.Sometimes Song Xizi felt that Lou Chunyu must have superpowers, could see through his own thoughts, and was damn right every time.

After eating, Lou Chunyu put away the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash. During this process, the room was very quiet.

Lou Chunyu put all her energy into washing the dishes. Beneath her calm appearance, she actually hated you. Look, Song Xizi didn't regard you as a friend at all. He clearly had something on his mind, but he refused to share it with you. I can't believe you.

When Lou Chunyu came out after washing the dishes, there was no one in the room, and looking at Song Xizi's room, the door was closed.

Lou Chunyu said to herself that the Song Xizi who loved her in her previous life must be her illusion. Maybe Song Xizi really just regarded her as a friend. She lacks love so much that she thinks that Song Xizi loves her.

Lou Chunyu did not bring her frustration into her work. While receiving teacher training, she was also recording basic courses according to the rhythm. The first three issues were put on the website as a small chapter, because she was only an intern teacher and did not include the paid courses. In the project, the number of hits is also increasing day by day, with an average of three to four hundred hits a day, and five or six new comments.

She has been watching these comments, and she carefully adjusted the questions raised in the students' comments. She watched her own video several times, corrected and practiced in the mirror again and again, for The only thing is to meet your own requirements.

Ying Letian met Song Xizi alone, and Ying Letian's condition was not good, Song Xizi saw it.

Ying Letian was a little haggard, he looked like he hadn't slept for a long time, especially his lips were not well protected, they were already chapped and he didn't care, he lowered his head and said to Song Xizi: "It's too tiring to talk about relationships, Zhang Xin and I Two people, up to now, I am the one who tolerates him, he is just a child, he will never know how to grow up."

"As a bystander, I can see clearly."

"My family arranged for me to see a psychiatrist. The doctor said that I had severe depression. My family hoped that I could go out to relax and treat my illness well. I have also taken psychology as an elective, and I know very well that my illness It's Zhang Xin, he's my heart disease." When Ying Letian was speaking, his fingers unconsciously pressed his nails, and Song Xizi couldn't help frowning when he saw the new scars on his slender fingers.

Song Xizi grabbed Ying Letian's hand and told him not to do these actions again, "It's good for you to leave for a while. If you don't leave that idiot, you won't know how to cherish you."

"Even if I die, he won't cherish me. Anyway, I'm his backer for him. If I fail, he can find someone else. I'm delaying him..."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Are you stupid? You are a very good student. You are handsome and cute. Wherever you go, you are not a bright spot. Why do you think so low of yourself? You said he only loves Don’t your contacts love your body and handsome face?” Song Xizi panicked at this moment, as if a hole had been broken in his heart, and it had been corroded into an empty frame, and he could hear the wind when he listened carefully Echoing and spinning in an empty heart.

She is most afraid of love, afraid of not getting what she wants, afraid of loving the wrong person, afraid of getting hurt.She has had a feeling since she was a child that she will have countless friends in her life, but she will not have a loved one. It is also like this that she can live happily until now.

The Ying Letian in front of her made the black hole in her heart continue to expand. She squeezed these beautiful hands, the wound was so glaring, she seemed to feel those bloody holes growing in her flesh, she could feel the heartache so much that she couldn't speak a feeling of.

"If I leave, I may not come back." Ying Letian only said these words to Song Xizi, and only wanted to say to Song Xizi.

Song Xizi said: "It doesn't matter if you don't come back. If the company collapses, we will find a new job. I don't believe that Lou Chunyu and I can't find a better company. Zhang Xin, that bastard bastard, let him be in the company." Let it rot in the quagmire, a person like him is not worthy of your love."

Ying Letian smiled, although the smile was forced, but at least it was the Ying Letian whom Song Xizi was most familiar with.

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small theater:

Lou Chunyu: Magic mirror, magic mirror, tell me why Song Xizi in this life doesn't love me anymore?

Magic Mirror: She is sick, the sickness is in her heart, and there is no cure.

Lou Chunyu: Then what should I do?

Magic Mirror: Who is to blame, you are to blame.

Lou Chunyu: I cried.

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Song Xizi: Recently, Mr. Lou looked at me strangely, as if he was pitying me?Did she know about the fact that I found an occupational disease in my physical examination?

Lou Chunyu: It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I caused Song Xizi to become like this...