I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

This is not the first time Lou Chunyu hid in the bathroom.

She was unhappy in her marriage in the past, and she always locked herself in the bathroom.

The bathroom is her refuge. When the door is closed, the crying of the children outside will not pierce her ears like a knife.

She lost a lot of hair and couldn't control her emotions, but when she locked herself up, she could find a little sense of security.

She has always wanted to be a good mother, but she just doesn't understand why she can't vent her grievances after giving birth. She only sees the noise of the child and Zhong Wenlin's indifference, and she can't see anything good. Even when she saw Zhong Wenlin playing with her mobile phone on the sofa, she felt angry. Her hysterical questioning sound echoed in the room, and the only response to her was Zhong Wenlin's unreasonable fuss, and the sharper crying of the child beside her. After a while, she found that she was the only one talking in this room, and no one paid attention to her at all.In the wedding photo on the wall, the two are very close, but their eyes look more like strangers than strangers.

Later, she found out that she was suffering from postpartum depression, and the doctor suggested that her family members could help her get through this stage together.

Later, she overheard the mother who took care of her at home chatting with her neighbors: "When I gave birth to her, I went to work in the factory as soon as I was born. My mind was only on making money. How could I have so many thoughts? You see? Bringing up their siblings in a healthy and healthy area, I said that she is too happy, and she has a problem with being free." At that time, she almost lost control of her emotions, and she also hid in the bathroom, only feeling that the world was completely quiet. She even likes to wipe the tiles in the bathroom spotlessly. She was in a daze for a long time, looking at the white tiles and black gaps in a daze.

In such a situation, she slowly recovered after she resumed work, and she became the familiar Lou Chunyu again, and her performance in the past six months was often used by her family as a topic of conversation at the dinner table. Once, her emotions were on the verge of collapse.

Lou Chunyu told herself that she has changed her life, and now she has rewritten her life trajectory, she will not wrong herself to get married, she has the ability to maintain the life she wants, let alone let her mother to manipulate her so she doesn't have to hide in the bathroom again and again to escape the whole world,

She lowered her head and chuckled, she didn't expect to live a new life, she still habitually chooses to escape when encountering anything like before.

She is not reconciled. During the years of knowing Song Xizi, she has always kept a distance from friends. She dare not step in, because she knows that every decision she makes may affect Song Xizi's future, and also her own future. It is the future of more people. She is so anxious every step of the way. She has no experience and doesn't know how to pursue a love. position, she can keep her heart and watch Song Xizi grow up close.

That's because she thought that the world is not something she can do whatever she wants.

Sometimes she thinks this is good. She met Song Xizi early in her life and became Song Xizi's best friend, so that she can participate in her life and witness her growing up together.

But there are not only her and Song Xizi in the world, there will be others entering Song Xizi's world, where does she have the courage to be sure that there will be no one else in Song Xizi's world?

Is it because Song Xizi once loved her in the memory of his previous life?

Is it because I came first to know about Song Xizi's habits?

Her self-confidence was shattered one by one, and she didn't even have the courage to convince herself.

In this life, she and Song Xizi met at different times, became friends for more than a year, and got used to the distance between friends, everything changed.

She felt that she was so contradictory, she didn't want to risk her feelings, and she didn't want Song Xizi to be snatched away. Could it be that she still wanted to let Song Xizi keep his name for the rest of his life?

Lou Chunyu, you are not only selfish, you are simply cruel.Is this fair to Song Xizi? In this life, Song Xizi has never even fallen in love with you, but you want to occupy her all.

After all, people are selfish animals. She kept explaining for herself, but a rational voice convinced her that she was once loved by Song Xizi in her previous life, but she also saw the suffering Song Xizi suffered. , She once swore that Song Xizi would not be hurt again because of her, but now she thought selfishly, why couldn't Song Xizi be alone in this life.If these words were told to Song Xizi one by one, Song Xizi would definitely regard himself as a lunatic, or a monster.

She was not as kind as Song Xizi thought, and she was just a monster in her heart. She had worked so hard in her life, not for others, but for herself to live well.She is not good at all, and she is not worthy of Song Xizi's love for her.

Lou Chunyu slapped her face hard, the face of the person in the mirror was as pale as a sheet of paper, now a little bloody.

At the door, Lou Chunyu was surprised to see Song Xizi's figure.

Song Xizi noticed that the posture of the few steps she took just now was similar to what she guessed, and she was really injured.

"What are you trying to do, there is no one else here, just tell me if you get hurt." Song Xizi said helplessly.

Lou Chunyu lowered his head, trying to suppress the moisture gushing out of his eyes.

"Does it hurt so much?" Song Xizi couldn't help frowning, it looked more serious than she thought, otherwise Lou Chunyu wouldn't have shed tears, the key is that Lou Chunyu didn't cry loudly, but silently, or Being able to force tears back, in Song Xizi's limited life, apart from Lou Chunyu, I really don't remember anyone else having this ability.

"It hurts, it really hurts." The foot pain was just an excuse, Lou Chunyu's tears were shed for other reasons, but she couldn't say it, some words were destined to be hidden in her heart, together with her dark thoughts Buried deep in my heart, I can never speak out.At this time, Song Xizi just misunderstood her foot pain, and Lou Chunyu also admitted it. It was better for Song Xizi to think that she was afraid of pain than knowing the truth.

"When I get to the office later, I'll show you how the injury is. Why are you leaving in such a hurry? No one is chasing you, and there is no one in sight. As soon as I looked up, I saw you running. Why didn't I know before? You can run that fast."

Lou Chunyu remembered that she had really brought out her potential along the way, probably because she didn't want to stay in that room for a moment, for fear that her emotions would break down and her flaws would be exposed.

Lou Chunyu didn't explain why she ran away, she followed Song Xizi to Song Xizi's office.

Song Xizi took out a first-aid kit from the bookcase, which contained some iodine disinfectant alcohol and bandages.

She opened the lid of the disinfectant alcohol and saw that Lou Chunyu was still standing motionless at the door, frowning and said, "Sit down, take off your shoes, let me see your wound, didn't you feel wrong when you walked just now, you didn't even dare Put your strength on your right foot."

Lou Chunyu didn't want to take off her shoes in front of Song Xizi, she wished she could turn around and run now, to get out of this embarrassing situation.

Song Xizi didn't care what she thought, if she was injured, she should receive treatment.

Song Xizi's patience was inexhaustible. He waited for Lou Chunyu to compromise before Song Xizi heaved a sigh of relief.

Lou Chunyu gritted her teeth and took off her shoes. When the shoes slipped off her feet, Song Xizi saw a very large blood clot on the front of Lou Chunyu's pale yellow socks. of blood.

Lou Chunyu also saw the blood on the front of her shoes, but was more concerned about the ducks on the socks.

"Take off the socks, I'll take a look at the wound." Song Xizi had already prepared a sterile cotton swab in his hand.

"You really have everything in your office." Lou Chunyu changed the subject, trying to make the atmosphere a little easier.

"Because you have to face all kinds of emergencies at work every day, what should you do if you are not fully prepared?" Song Xizi's attitude is obvious, is this still useful? There are various other necessities hidden in her office, enough to deal with the world end.

Lou Chunyu was a little scared when he saw the cotton swab in Song Xizi's hand. After taking off the socks, the wound was exposed. Half of the nail cover was broken and lifted up. Half of the blood under the nail cover was congealed, and the other half was still bright red, which made Song Xizi frowned. , There is an illusion of dull pain in the toes.

"Be careful when you walk." Song Xizi disinfected the bloody wound. Before the cotton swab stick was put down, his toes shrank. Lou Chunyu whispered, "Will it hurt?"

Song Xizi glared at her angrily, "It hurts, it hurts you to death." She didn't make a sound when she bled so much just now, but now she applied medicine and started to say that she was afraid of pain. Don't deal with it until you go back to the dormitory. At that time, let alone the toes, the whole foot can be discarded.

Lou Chunyu also thinks that the human body is a very miraculous structure. Just now she was busy thinking about things, and she didn't feel pain when the injury was so serious. Now just thinking about the scene where the cotton swab touched the wound, she felt heart-piercing. the pain.

Song Xizi said, "It's iodine, even if you pour it on your toes, it won't hurt. Don't you have any common sense in life?"

Thinking of the scene Song Xizi said, Lou Chunyu curled up her toes involuntarily.

"It's all hurt like this, don't you feel a little bit, if I don't tell you to take off your shoes, are you going to endure it until you go home and then deal with the wound?"

Lou Chunyu really thought so.She looked at Song Xizi who was bowing her head to treat her toe wound, and there was a voice in her heart saying that such a beautiful person, don't let her go, but use all your strength to stay by her side and enjoy her endless tenderness. full of happiness.

Seeing that she was silent, Song Xizi said, "By the way, why are you running so fast?"

"Sister, sister, where are you? Take me back by car. A taxi is so expensive." The little girl's voice was as clear as a yellow warbler, and came in from outside the door.

Then I saw the man sneaking out from the crack of the door, first with a flattering smile, "Sister, can you get off work? Are you busy? Oh my god, what's going on with this wound, Lou Don’t move, sister, I’ll bandage you right away. Believe me, my family has practiced medicine for generations.”

Her posture looked like she was there to add to the chaos.

Song Xizi said: "Don't be blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

"But I have no money. The jobs you give me are too easy and the wages are too low. I can't support myself and my children."

children?Lou Chunyu almost jumped up from the chair.

"It's a cat, my children are my cats. I have 3 cats." The little girl gestured with three fingers, "I'll show you my children, this is my eldest, a tabby, this is my cat. My youngest son is a blue cat. This is the biggest baby in my family. She is a cute raccoon cat that I picked up not long ago. She is only full moon. Don’t you think she is very beautiful.” The little girl brought her mobile phone to Lou Chunyu. In front of him, he must share his cat with Lou Chunyu.

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small theater:

Lou Chunyu: Author, can I have another injury, it hurts a lot.

Song Xizi: That's right, it's too cruel. I can't bear to see the blood dripping from the wound. My heart aches.

Author: Hehe.