Song Xizi went in for a while, and when she came out, she saw Lou Chunyu standing by the release pool with her back facing her. Her back was written with loneliness, and the whole picture revealed a deep sadness.

Song Xizi thought it was his own illusion.

When approaching, Lou Chunyu was fascinated by the tortoise in the release pond.

"Do you believe in reincarnation?" Lou Chunyu asked Song Xizi beside him.

Song Xizi thought for a while, "I am a materialist, and so is my mother, but my father, an old party member, believes in this instead. He is very emotional and feels that there must be some things in the world that people cannot explain. These mysterious forces must exist Somewhere, just don't want to be seen by us, my dad also said that he had seen the soul of his grandma when he was a child, and he believed that the ancestors must be guarding us."

Song Xizi made a conclusion, "Anyway, it is to attribute the unexplainable things to religion and belief."

Lou Chunyu couldn't explain her existence. She had another memory of Lou Chunyu. That person lived to be 30 years old. At this time, those memories reminded her that if she is weak, if she achieves nothing, her life will be destroyed. It will become like that, she watched coldly as a bystander when she was pushed out of the operating room, and the person lying on the bed suddenly turned into a 20-year-old Lou Chunyu, that Lou Chunyu opened his eyes and saw Look at her and ask her, do you regret it?

Regret what, regret her compromise, regret her powerlessness, if she tells Zhong Wenlin, I don't love you, I don't want to marry you.

Maybe Zhong Wenlin won't marry her, maybe he will get back his ex-girlfriend. As for how long the two can be together, it's their luck.

And I will not live with Zhong Wenlin with resentment.

If you don't pamper your younger brother, your younger brother may not develop the habit of reaching out.

If I dare to tell my parents that I don't want to accept the job arranged by the family, I don't want blind dates, and I don't want to get married, then even if she dies alone later, or marries another man later, it is her own choice and has nothing to do with others.

So she blamed the wrong person, no one is wrong, only herself is wrong.A self who had accomplished nothing dragged the people around her into a messy quagmire.

Leaning on the handrail, she looked up at the sky and watched the clouds move slowly, and the distant mountain peaks were looming in the clouds. She said: "I have to work hard. If I don't work hard, I will really become a useless woman. "

Song Xizi couldn't understand what she meant at all, but he could also read her determination from her tone.

After seeing off Song Xizi, Lou's mother was still asking Lou Chunyu about her friends, "How do you and Xiao Song make friends, I feel like you don't get along."

Lou Chunyu said: "What are the requirements for being friends, as long as we can get along with each other."

"She looks very polite. She keeps talking non-stop. This little girl is also pretty. At first glance, she looks like a city person who can dress up. Why can't you learn from others? Did she say Our family..."

Lou Chunyu interrupted Lou's mother: "Mom, don't think about it. If she thinks our family is poor, why is she here? Does she take an hour's bus to my house to visit the dilapidated house?" Lou Chunyu felt very helpless , it's not that she doesn't want to dress up as an unconditional one. When the second one is at home, she dresses a little bit revealingly, and her mother thinks that she is a bad student, depraved, and looks at her daughter with the eyes of a woman who is not serious , what do you ask her to do.

Probably because other people's children are good no matter what, Song Xizi's these have become advantages in the eyes of Lou Chunyu's mother.

And Lou Chunyu also thought about how great it would be if one day he could really be as confident as Song Xizi.

In the evening, she held her head up in front of the mirror, subconsciously imitating Song Xizi, imitating her usual upright standing posture, how she looked when she smiled, she didn't look like her at all, there was only one Song Xizi in this world, how could Lou Chunyu work so hard? I can't do her either.

At night, Song Xizi sent a message to Lou Chunyu, saying that when she was walking in the hall, an old monk gave her a string of Buddhist beads when he saw her, but she forgot and left it at Lou Chunyu's house, asking her to help keep it , Take it to her school after the summer vacation.

Lou Chunyu found this string of Buddhist beads beside the tea table and put it in his schoolbag.

Song Xizi sent the photos he took to the school for updates. Qi Yaya saw Lou Chunyu's back in the photo, and excitedly left a message --- Xizi, you actually went to Lou Chunyu's hometown!None of us have been.Lou Chunyu is so hateful that he won't take us with him.

This time Song Xizi did not delete Qi Yaya's message, she replied to this comment --- why don't you ask her if she minds you going over, her home has a beautiful scenery, beautiful mountains and clear waters, like the hometown in the dream that the poet said .

---The hometown in the dream, you really can praise a place, I want to go too, by the way, everyone will come to my house next month, will you come?

---No, I will stay in the company next month, you guys have fun.

---Alright alright.There is a chance to play Oh.Come to my house to eat duck tongue. My family has also developed many new flavors.

Seeing the duck tongue, Song Xizi remembered that he knew that the bag of duck tongue that Lou Chunyu gave him was spicy enough. Half a year ago, he couldn’t eat a bite of it. Now, he would definitely be able to chew it to the bone. .

She thought of Lou Chunyu during the day, thought of her loneliness, and wondered why Lou Chunyu always seemed so precocious when she was clearly the same age.

Father Song received a MMS message from Song Xizi. When he saw that there were farmland adjacent to the rural homestead over there, full of all kinds of vegetables, he asked his daughter, where is this place? The scenery is very beautiful.

Song Xizi told him the specific place.Song's father said that he really wanted to live there for the elderly.

Song Xizi half-jokingly called Lou Chunyu: "Can you buy a house over there? My father has taken a fancy to the scenery over there, and wants to build a house to live in."

Lou Chunyu thought that the management of homesteads in rural areas is not so strict now. Her own old house was sold to a foreigner not long ago. At that time, all she had to do was register and transfer. The homesteads in the country are expressly prohibited from buying and selling.

"The traffic here is not very convenient. I'm afraid it will be very hard for my uncle to come here, but you can look around Shanghai. I think many places in the south are similar. You just need to search carefully. But buying a house in the countryside requires a lot of money. As soon as possible, it may not be possible to buy and sell later."

"How do you know you can't buy or sell? Why haven't I heard of it?"

Lou Chunyu remembered that there was no news at this time, she said something she shouldn't have said, and she was very annoyed on the phone.

Fortunately, Song Xizi didn't care, "That's fine, I'll let my father go around and see if he is satisfied, let him buy it first, the old man really wants to retire and is crazy, he said every day that he would grow vegetables, grow vegetables What's so interesting about cooking, he still wanted to pull me down to the ground, saying that he would let me feel the warmth of the land, and I began to wonder if I was his own."

"Hahaha, it's definitely my own."

Lou Chunyu's laughter came from the room from time to time, and Lou Chunwang who passed by occasionally couldn't help but stop, put his ear on the door, and eavesdropped on Lou Chunyu's words inside.

Lou Chunyu is on the phone, chatting, very happy?Is this the Lou Chunyu he knows?His sister who only knows how to study hard is so happy to chat with people, who is it?Male or female?classmate?If it's a man, he's going to tell his mother.

His ears were pressed against the door, his mind was preoccupied with messy things, and he didn't notice that the closed door opened at some point.

Lou Chunyu showed displeasure.

Lou Chunwang wanted to take advantage of his mouth and said, "Tsk tsk, I feel guilty."

Lou Chunyu saw that his face was becoming more and more unhappy, and his eyes were murderous, "Lou Chunwang, you are even doing such indecent things now!"

"I'm just curious, how can I say nonsense, why do you think I'm so fierce, what's wrong with you."

"Get lost." Lou Chunyu glared at him and made him take three steps back.

"I'll go tell mom."

"Go ahead and listen to me. People with a broken mouth are the most shameless, and a man with a broken mouth is even more pitiful, because he has nothing to do except listen to corners and make small reports." Lou Chunwang thought. That's great, did you think you could get your mother to punish her by making a small report? Now she is not afraid of anything, but still afraid of these things.

Lou Chunwang felt that his future was dark, and he really had no choice but to take Lou Chunyu by himself.She seemed to be really not afraid of anyone, not even her mother.

"I'm your younger brother. You treat me more than outsiders. Since you came back from vacation, you have targeted me everywhere. I have poor grades in exams. You criticize me. I ask my mother for pocket money. You don't like it. You What's so good about it, you're going to get married sooner or later, and this home doesn't belong to you."

"You are my younger brother, so please give me a little bit of confidence. You come to support me, instead of me, an older sister, cleaning up the mess for you. If you find a good job and are capable, even if you leave everything in the family to you, I will take care of you." I won’t take care of you, but don’t be like a waste and ask your family for money every day.”

After all, Lou Chunwang was still young, hearing her say that he was so unbearable, his anger surged up, and the expression on his face changed, "Why do you say that about me?"

"Based on your current performance, you are a high school student, and you ask for money as soon as you open your mouth. Don't you know if you have money at home? Your classmate has good grades. If you don't look at him, he wears Adidas. Just want to wear it, how much is his family's income, how much is my family's income, you don't even think about it, did you earn this money yourself?"

"I will make money later."

"That's for the future, who knows, maybe you will only reach out to ask for money in the future."

With tears in Lou Chunwang's eyes, he gritted his teeth and said, "Lou Chunyu, don't think you're promising, you can go too far, I'm not sorry for you."

"Then work hard, show me your work, let me know that you are promising, you don't rely on your family or me, you rely on yourself." Lou Chunyu took a deep breath and said in a louder voice than before : "Did mom tell you every day that you can still rely on your sister, your brother-in-law, and your parents for help in the future? You just believe it. Are you stupid? If you think too much, there will never be such a thing. No one will give you help." You rely on, your sister will not help you, and your brother-in-law will not help you. You have the ability to eat your parents' coffins just like your uncle eats your grandma's coffin."

What answered her was Lou Chunwang slamming the door hard.

Lou Chunyu's eyes turned white due to over-excited emotions, she held on to the door to stabilize her precarious body.

Lou's mother stood at the stairs, her face dead pale. She heard the quarrel upstairs and came over. She didn't expect the quarrel to be like this. She walked towards Lou Chunyu angrily, "The family has raised you for so many years, you treat me like this." Brother, Lou Chunyu, you are amazing..."

"I'm amazing. I know that my family doesn't have much money. I even earn my own living expenses. The tuition fee is a student loan. After graduating from college, I will pay it back by myself. I always think about you. As for you, you know that you are spoiling your son. You can't afford to raise this son, so you think it's better to leave it to me as a sister, right? I have been raised by you for 20 years, and I have to pay this debt for the rest of my life? As for me, I don't want to live anymore. You think I'm wrong, you kill me now, and it's easier for you to kill me."

"You...you..." Mother Lou's fingers almost touched the tip of Lou Chunyu's nose, and Lou Chunyu looked directly at her, "Come on, I'm already taller and stronger than you, you didn't hit me before If you kill him, you will have no chance now."

When Lou Chunyu stood up straight, she was already a head taller than Lou's mother. Lou's mother seemed to realize for the first time that her daughter had grown up.

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small theater:

Song Xizi: My father said he wanted to go back to the countryside and wanted me to farm. Should I consider going abroad?

Lou Chunyu: Welcome.I will introduce my family to you.

Song Xizi: Country Love Story?

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