I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

On the last weekend before the college entrance examination, the school released these students who had been bored in the classroom for a long time.The other five students in the dormitory packed up their things to take home early, and discussed together what to do when they went home.

Lou Chunyu went to the school's computer classroom.

After waking up from that dream, she lost her conception of her current life, and even said that she couldn't remember where the cafeteria was at the first time.

And what she is most not used to is that her dream is the future world, almost everyone has a mobile phone with them, it is very convenient to carry a mobile phone with them, but now she does not have her own mobile phone, let alone a computer.

Looking around, there are not many people with mobile phones around her. The school does not support students to bring mobile phones, and I have told parents not to buy mobile phones for senior high school students. They use public phones to call home, and then need to buy phone cards that are billed by cents. .This made her very uncomfortable.

She found a phone card in her desk, entered the number of the phone card while groping, and then dialed the mobile phone number she had in the dream, but the mechanical female voice on the other end of the phone broke her hope and told her the number does not exist.

She hung up the phone with regret.

The computer in the school also has a huge mainframe. The Windows XP system requires students to swipe in with their student card to use it. There is a teacher supervising.

Lou Chunyu sat in front of the computer and turned on the host. While waiting, she put her fingers on the keyboard. She was thinking about what she was looking for. First of all, she wanted to make sure that the place that appeared in her dream really existed. Did the person in the dream live with her under this sky?

With a little hope, she searched for the community that Zhong Wenlin bought together after marriage. In the development zone of the Higher Education Park, what she found on Baidu was that the area had just been planned by the government as a Higher Education Park. At this time, it was just a large field. Her neighborhood doesn't even exist yet.

She searched for Song Xizi. When she and Song Xizi were renting together, Song Xizi said that she had won the grand prize in the Olympiad National Competition, ranked very high, and was in the news because of it. When she searched for Song Xizi, her internet speed slowed down. Still unable to jump out, she stared blankly at the blank page.

After a long silence, a row of search results popped up on the page, and the name Song Xizi appeared. She represented her elementary school in the Hua Luogeng National Mathematics Olympiad and won the prize that year. Her photo appeared in the news. When she was in elementary school Song Xizi is very tall, wearing a navy blue school uniform skirt with black leather shoes, and has enviable long black hair. There are many students in the photo, but Lou Chunyu only sees her.

Song Xizi told her that her mother took her to learn ballet from a famous ballet teacher, but she was given up by the teacher after only a while.

The reason is that she is tall and not suitable for dancing.For this reason, Song Xizi regrets that the reason she wants to dance ballet is that her mother likes to buy tutu skirts for her to wear, dress her up as a beautiful and proud little princess, and have small ballet shoes. After graduation, I still keep it and refuse to throw it away.

Lou Chunyu only took one look, and the tears flowed down uncontrollably. It was her, the Song Xizi she knew, the one who treated her very well.

Tears dripped onto the table, forming a puddle of water.

It turned out that this person really existed, and what Lou Chunyu thought was that she would never appear in front of Song Xizi again in this life, because she did not want to harm Song Xizi, Song Xizi had never met herself in this life, and her life trajectory was Wouldn't it be different, would it be happiness?

After Lou Chunyu died, she was still trapped in that world for more than 2 years. She was like a wind, wandering in the world.She often goes to see her children, watching her son grow up day by day under the doting of her grandparents, watching her daughter being sent to her parents, and gradually becoming sensible under the care of her parents.She also saw that Zhong Wenlin had chased after her beloved woman and got together with her.She is not sad, it should be that she has lost the ability to love and hate, more time she is just a bystander.

Most of the time, she stood by Song Xizi's side.

Song Xizi was never married, and there was no one around her. It wasn't that no one loved her, but she politely declined the approach of these people.

Song Xizi is like a lonely cat, wandering and hunting in the big city, returning to her home with a tired figure, watching a movie, or drinking.

Lou Chunyu looked envious of Song Xizi's life. She lived for others every day when she was alive, thinking that to live is to find her own sense of belonging among the crowd, and she even doubted whether she could live without her family.Until she saw Song Xizi's life, Song Xizi was the lone ranger in her eyes, the dream she couldn't ask for.

However, later on, Lou Chunyu saw loneliness in Song Xizi. Song Xizi's world is a bustling city, extending in all directions, friends from all over the world, and people passing through her life are bustling, but she chose to seclude herself from the country.

Song Xizi closed his world and hid it in a small grid in that big city.

And Lou Chunyu changed from envious to anxious for her.

Later, Song Xizi raised a cat. That cat could see Lou Chunyu, but it couldn't communicate with Lou Chunyu. Lou Chunyu regarded it as the second master, but it couldn't get close to this master. When it rolled on the ground and acted like a baby, Lou Chunyu just squatted beside it, and couldn't comfort it like a real master.

More often, when Song Xizi saw his cat meowing in the air, he thought it was weird at first, but he gradually accepted it.

Later Song Xizi told others that she was no longer capable of loving others, because she had loved someone before, and only then did she realize that the power of love is too weak, like a firefly in the middle of the night.

What happened to that person afterwards?the man asked.

Song Xizi cried.

The back view of Song Xizi overlaps with the back view of Song Xizi every night. It turns out that every night Song Xizi is grieving for the one she loves.

Lou Chunyu knew that the person Song Xizi was talking about was herself.

It was she who ruined Song Xizi, but as the person involved, she didn't know that someone had hoped for her to stay in that big city, and that person had planned the future for her, and was even willing to prepare for her to face family obstacles.Some people thought that if she could take a step forward and confess to her, but they only thought about how incompetent they were, and retreated step by step in compromise.

She knew it, but it was too late when she knew it.

She swears that in this life, she will take care of herself, she must stay far away from Song Xizi, and occasionally admire her from a distance, but never get close or disturb her.

In the past few days of the countdown to the college entrance examination, the teachers of each subject have adopted the method of rest and recuperation to adjust everyone's mentality.In the year-long senior year of high school, students and teachers have suffered a lot. The expectations from the family and the pressure of the school to enter the school have made everyone feel anxious all the time, for fear that they will fall down if they are not careful. Can't climb up.

On the contrary, before the exam, everyone relaxed instead. The physics teacher jokingly comforted everyone, how the exam is usually done, and how to take the exam when it comes to the college entrance examination. It is useless to cram. If it is useful, the teacher will not teach you here. Yes, I just performed too normally, otherwise I would have been admitted to Tsinghua University...

However, Lou Chunyu hurriedly familiarized herself with the content of the exam. After going through the main points, she started to look at the latest mock exam papers she had done, and then pulled out a set of real mock exam questions over the years, and set the time to do the questions at the same time as the college entrance examination. At the same time, I did it in the classroom.

After finishing, she corrected the test paper facing the answers, and compared the calculated score with the test paper score line. The result made her not satisfied, and the score was much lower than her normal test score.

She kept adjusting her mentality, reassuring herself that she was fine.

She now recalls her college entrance examination questions that year, and the only thing she remembers is the composition. The composition that year quoted a sentence from a contemporary writer. She still remembers that sentence. In terms of mathematics, she has no impression. The only thing she remembers is a big topic. , that question was modified from the real question of an exam in previous years. The desk was slammed in the classroom.

So this time Lou Chunyu read the previous problem-solving ideas again. She really didn't think of a lot of other problems at all, but she was also comforting herself. It is not hopeless. After completing the problems, her The feel has come back.

After becoming a teacher, she stood on the podium and looked at her students. She had different positions and angles. These, in fact, are the methods of learning, and what she always tells the students is the same, because she looks at the exam from the perspective of a teacher with a wider and more thorough perspective.

The principal mobilized the senior high school candidates before the exam. The serious old man was about to retire. When he gave a speech to the senior high school students for the last time, he said a lot of his heartfelt words. It is not easy for students, and it is even more difficult for teachers. , no one is easy...

Lou Chunyu lowered her head, these words made her feel emotional.

After the mobilization meeting was over, the roommates stopped and waited for Lou Chunyu to catch up with their large group.

Lou Chunyu realized that the people in front of him were waiting for him, so he hurriedly walked into them.

They also have a lot of feelings about what the principal said, but many sentiments from the elderly are beyond the reach of young people. They feel that the principal said this, not only did not relax, but became more nervous.

In the evening, Lou Chunyu wiped out most of the money in the card, bought some vegetables, and treated her roommate to dinner.

When shopping for vegetables, she subconsciously paid attention to the prices of the vegetables in the cafeteria. She was surprised by the prices, and she was a little uncomfortable with the cheapness.

The roommate was shocked by her initiative to treat guests and asked her what happened today.

Lou Chunyu had her reasons: "I'm graduating soon, I'm afraid we won't have the chance to meet again in the future."

"How come, we exchanged mobile phone numbers, and we can meet up in the future." The roommate said.

In the past, Lou Chunyu also believed that there would be a period in the future, but after graduation, everyone went their separate ways and had their own lives, so it was difficult to have a chance to meet again.

Everyone had a great time eating this meal, leaving the pressure of the college entrance examination behind, not asking about the past, only talking about the future.