I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

In the sweltering noon, the four electric fans in the classroom were fully turned on, bringing a cool breeze.Outside the window, there are cicadas clamoring one after another, and the wind is turning the books, whistling.

A lot of people fell asleep in the classroom, and the teacher walked up to the podium lightly, and put a thick stack of test papers on the side of the table.

He looked around and found the person he was looking for in the third row.

That student was called Lou Chunyu, because the teacher said in Chinese class that Xiaolou listened to Chunyu all night, so she was remembered by everyone.

Besides, what the teacher remembers is that this student is a good student, who studies hard and has a serious attitude. She has always been a school committee member in the class, but that's all the teacher's impression of her is.

After all, the students only have so much rest time, and the pressure of senior year is so great, nap time is precious. If there are no special circumstances, the teacher will not come here to wake up Lou Chunyu, but her parents are waiting for her in the office now, urging her again. He came over to call for someone. Seeing that Lou Chunyu was sleeping soundly, he couldn't bear to disturb him. Feeling embarrassed, he gently pushed Lou Chunyu's shoulder, "Student Lou, classmate Lou, wake up..."

Lou Chunyu's face was buried in her arms, and she slept extremely deeply this time. She saw her future in the dream, graduated from school, got married and had children, and finally became a transparent person, staying by Song Xizi's side. For a few years, that's a long, long time.

When she woke up in a daze, she couldn't tell what was real and whether it was also a dream at this time.

The sun outside is very strong, and one wall of the classroom is covered with sunlight.

She rubbed her sore eyes until they swelled and tears overflowed from their sockets.

She glanced slowly across the classroom, and saw familiar classmates, a room full of high school students wearing uniforms of the same color, taking a nap in the middle of mountains of reference books and test papers.

The house is very quiet.

She remembered that her senior three classroom was on the third floor, and she saw the sycamore tree outside from the window, the leaves were swaying weakly in the midday wind, and the sunlight was divided into pieces among the branches and leaves.

On the blackboard, it says 5 days to the countdown to the college entrance examination...

She slowly retracted her gaze, and landed on the face of the teacher standing on the edge of the table in front of her.

Teacher Xu?

Is it really Teacher Xu Kaifeng Xu?

Is this a dream, or reality?

If it was a dream, then it should be right, it should be a dream, because Teacher Xu died in a car accident when she was in her junior year. At that time, her schoolmates sent a message that she went back to her alma mater with a few old classmates to commemorate him.

Mr. Xu is a teacher with a temper. He will treat students who want to learn differently. In addition to teaching them the things that are required to be tested in the textbook, he will also teach some content that will not be tested. He hopes that more students will fall in love with mathematics because of him. Subjects, and find fun in it.

For students who don't like to learn mathematics, he teaches them to deal with the exam.

In this first-level key high school, the only goal of the teachers is to send these advanced students to higher and better schools, and then change their future.

"Ms. Xu...you..." Lou Chunyu looked up at him without blinking, unable to believe it.

"Keep your voice down, come out with me, your parents are waiting for you in the office..." Teacher Xu whispered, while paying attention to whether the people around her were disturbed.

Lou Chunyu stood up and followed the teacher out of the classroom.

In front of her is the school where she has lived for three years. In order to take care of the third-year class, the third-year students first moved into the new classroom. The walls are white and spotless, and the light green tiles spell out the school motto.

Every step she takes is like stepping on a cloud.

If this is a dream, then the dream is too real, if this is reality, was it a dream that happened before?

It is said in the book that the ancient man Huang Liang had a dream, and when he woke up, he just fell asleep under the tree.

She stopped when she saw the teacher's office.

She remembered, she knew what her parents came to see her for, and her parents talked to her about filling in volunteers.

The scene in her dream was like before her eyes.Her younger brother took the exam for the third year of junior high school. After the exam, he said that he had failed the exam before evaluating the score.After estimating the score, according to the score line of previous years, it can only be regarded as medium. If you look at the above results, the second-level focus is a bit reluctant.

The school's admissions requirements are very tight, but it's not like there's no chance at all. Her mother wants to help her younger brother before the official results come out. The principal of this school is her uncle according to her seniority. Her mother wants to work hard. Even if you spend money, you have to squeeze your brother in.

And seeing her was just by chance.She usually lives in school, and the school is more than ten kilometers away from her home. There are no buses, only illegally operated cars, and the number is not many. There are only ten trips a day, and the round trip costs more than ten yuan.

She doesn't go home very often on Saturdays and Sundays, and she goes home occasionally once a month. In the third year of high school, she has to make up lessons on Saturdays, and stays in the classroom for half a day to do test papers on Sundays, and she gradually gets used to it.

When she first saw her parents, she froze in place.

My parents are still very young, especially my mother, who doesn't have so many wrinkles on her face. She wears new clothes that she usually doesn't want to wear, and she also carries a bag of more than 100 yuan bought in the clothing market.

When she saw Lou Chunyu standing there stupidly, her mother frowned, thinking that she was learning to be stupid.

Dad brushed his hair back with hairspray. The suit he was wearing was custom-made three years ago, and the leather shoes were polished with oil, but one side was a little worn.

When I was young, my family was not rich, my younger brother was a superborn, and was fined a lot of money. Later, both children had to spend money on their studies. Lou Chunyu can't forget what her mother said at that time, when her elder sister grows up, she will take care of her younger brother. Help the family.

Lou Chunyu slowly came to his senses and accepted the fact that his parents had become younger.

"Mom, Dad, you are here." Lou Chunyu stood beside them.

"Don't even ask us what we are here for. If you are stupid in reading, you can't be as smart as your brother." Lou Chunyu is used to what her mother said. Her brother is very good at things, but she can't. , and not sociable, Song Xizi is the only friend who can talk.

Thinking of this name, Lou Chunyu felt a sharp pain in his heart.

If it was a dream, then is Song Xizi the person in the dream? Actually, he does not exist in reality.If that's the case, then she really failed in life, and even the only good friend she had was in her dreams.

What her father said at this time happened to be exactly what she heard in her dream.

Her father hoped that she would apply for a teacher's school, and not go too far away, the teacher's school in the city is very good, and it is convenient to go home, so it doesn't take a year to see each other.

In fact, Lou Chunyu has always known that the reason why her parents want her to be a teacher is very simple. Teachers have stable income, high salary, high social status, and being respected. It is becoming more and more popular.

Is it actually true?Lou Chunyu asked herself.

In the past, she listened to her parents and crossed off her ideal school. When filling out the application, she filled in the school suggested by her parents. Later, she became a teacher smoothly, but so what, she only knew after becoming a teacher Without the halo, you are still human, with flesh and blood, and you will be tired and painful.

She loves her job and remembers the students she taught, but this job is not easy at all, with heavy pressure.And that man will marry her on a blind date, isn't it also because she is a teacher.

"Chunyu, your father is talking, did you hear that?" Mother Lou raised her hand and slapped Lou Chunyu's arm lightly. Lou Chunyu raised her head and looked at her with pained eyes.

The complex emotions in those eyes are not what a child should have.

Lou Chunyu didn't answer yes, she said: "I will think about it."

"What's there to consider? I'll help you get in touch. Your aunt is a teacher in a normal school. You should keep in touch with her and let her take care of you in the future."

"Mom, don't always rely on relatives, and there is nothing to take care of in college. I am not a child anymore." She has discovered before that there is a terrible problem in the family. No matter what, they want to rely on relatives. Relationship, it is obvious that one thing can be solved by one way, when her family members deal with it, they must first consider asking relatives for help, so as to complicate the simple things.

As far as my younger brother went to high school, his grades were in the upper middle class. In his previous school, he had always been regarded as a key training for top students. However, her high school was under a lot of pressure to enter a higher school and was known for its cruelty. Before that, my younger brother spent 3 yuan. Yuan money was stuffed in, and then, after I came, I found that my grades were not as good as others, and I was usually ranked in the top ten in the middle school class, but I was always hit after I came in.

But the parents didn't think there was any problem. They thought that the best conditions should be given to the younger brother. What's more, the principal of this school is a relative. If the relative can help, wouldn't it be icing on the cake.

Teacher Xu saw that the conversation was not going well here, and because the class time was approaching, he came in to pick up the topic and asked Lou Chunyu to go back first. He told Lou Chunyu's parents that the college entrance examination was coming soon, so don't put pressure on the child, the child should pay attention first For the exam, do your best and show your greatest strength. As for filling in volunteers, that is a later matter, and you can think about it slowly for a long time.Taking advantage of the silence of Lou Chunyu's parents, he said that the children should make up their own minds. After all, the road of life is the child's path. Parents can provide references, but they cannot control the children.

Dad kept nodding, but Lou's mother disagreed. Dad pulled her mother's clothes and said, "What the teacher said makes sense, listen to the teacher."

"What does the child know and nothing, I think for her."

Lou Chunyu returned to her seat, and she took out her homework book. The front of the homework book was filled with notes, neatly arranged in small characters.

Her self-discipline in learning comes from not being noticed by her parents. When her parents take her younger brother out to play, she does her homework at the desk. She knows that she actually has no talent for learning. She relies on hard work. She wrote down the key points of study for the past three years with a bad pen, and she reviewed them over and over again in order not to fall behind.

Her fear came from a cousin of hers, who was five years older than her. Before, her family refused to spend money for her because she was three points short of the college entrance examination, so she was asked to work part-time, and then she found a partner to have children early.

For her, if she doesn't work hard, her family will make her give up and continue her studies, and let her follow the path her cousin walked.

On the last page, in the blank space, she held a pen, but did not do it for a long time.

If it was a dream, she should have completely forgotten it when she woke up, but instead of forgetting it, she clearly remembered everything that happened, as if she had really experienced it.

She picked up a pen and wanted to write down what she remembered, but no matter how many words she wrote, the notebook was blank, not even a scratch from the ballpoint pen was left.

At that moment, she felt extremely depressed, she suddenly became dumb, she had a lot of things in her heart, but she couldn't say them out, she was so anxious and impatient, she finally cried out in the next second.

At first, it was just tears falling silently, and then there was a sobbing sound. The teacher in class was frightened by her, suspended the lecture, and asked the monitor to help her outside. She was crying on the railing of the corridor, gnashing her teeth tightly. The pain made her realize that she was still a living person.

The news of her collapse during class alarmed the head teacher and Teacher Xu. Teacher Xu told the head teacher about her parents' visit in the afternoon.

Lou Chunyu is the student the head teacher trusts the most, so he is a little negligent towards her. This time is an opportunity for the head teacher to meet this student face to face.

Lou Chunyu has regained his composure.She cried hard, crying out her heart full of anguish, making her make up her mind that since she is alive, she must live seriously and live well.

The homeroom teacher has been a teacher for ten years, and she leads the senior year every year. This is her tenth class. After she heard about Lou Chunyu, she organized her words to persuade Lou Chunyu. It is more vivid, like a black and white photo that suddenly has color, which surprised the head teacher.

"Teacher, I'm really fine. I was thinking wildly in the afternoon, and I couldn't think about it for a while. After crying once, I figured it out." Lou Chunyu explained to her.

The head teacher was still a little worried, "Chun Yu, the teacher has always said that no one in this class is reassured, only you and I are the most reassuring. You are very serious in your studies. It is good to be serious, but you must also learn to rest and rest. It’s to go a long way.”

"Yes, I really put too much pressure on myself."

"Then your parents came to look for you at noon, are they putting pressure on you?" the head teacher asked cautiously, for fear of causing Lou Chunyu's sadness.

Lou Chunyu shook her head. In fact, on the contrary, her parents set her goals very low. "My parents want me to be a teacher. They think being a teacher is good. I don't have to work so hard. I just need to get into the school they designated. Enough."

The head teacher smiled, "Then what do you think?"

"I want to take the Fudan exam." That was the school Song Xizi graduated from, and she wanted to know if Song Xizi really existed, was it her dream, or there really was such a person.

"I have seen your three mock exams before, and the results are very good. We have studied it. It is no problem to reach Fudan's admission threshold over the years, but just passing the admission score does not guarantee that you will be able to choose a major that you are satisfied with. You I still have to sprint." The head teacher put on a serious expression.

Lou Chunyu said: "Teacher, you are putting pressure on me."

"Didn't you say that you need pressure? I am optimistic about what you said to you. I would never say that to other students. I will only tell her to do my best. In fact, do my best. Only I know if I have Try your best, if you are lazy, others will not know. But in the same way, if you work hard, others will not know. Go far, after all, I am optimistic about you."

"Thank you, teacher. I will work hard." In desperation, Lou Chunyu stepped forward and hugged the teacher in charge. The teacher in charge became nervous because of her sudden embrace, his shoulders were stiff, and he didn't dare to move.

Teacher Xu came in after class, saw these two people, and laughed, "What's going on, are you filming?"

Lou Chunyu stuck out her tongue and trot out of the office.