I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

In the last few days of this summer vacation, Lou Chunyu took the household registration book from home and took the bus to the city center to get her first passport.

During the snapshot, she bouncing upright in front of the camera with her shoulders flat and her eyes looking straight into the camera.

In the photo, she is 18 years old, with bright eyes, fair face and no wrinkles left by the years. Her hair is neatly combed up and tied into a ponytail with a black hair rope at the back of her head.

And she was wearing a white T, showing her long neck, her chin was slightly retracted, and the line of her collarbone was clearly visible.

She thought of her on the marriage certificate, already showing signs of aging, and looked very haggard. A few days before the wedding, her mother raised the price of the dowry, and her mother-in-law kept trying to keep the price down. Her husband asked her if your family was selling their daughter. When receiving the certificate, she looked at the camera and was occupied by a deep sense of powerlessness.She didn't even know why she was standing here, she even started to fear tomorrow.

She filled out the form, handed over the money, filled in the delivery address, and went home.Wait patiently for her passport to come down.

She has many countries she wants to visit, and she has plenty of time to choose slowly.

She wants to go to Cambodia when she saves enough in the future.

In the last few days before the start of school, Lou Chunyu took an inventory of the packed things, made sure nothing was missed, and waited patiently at home for the start of school.

In the class group, the counselor reorganized and sent out some instructions for the start of school. Many students have chatted in the group. Although no one can be seen, the words can also tell a person's image and personality. How many personalities do they have? Especially outstanding students suddenly became the central figures in the class.

And Lou Chunyu is the kind of background person who is embarrassed to speak. She basically watches the chats in the group. Among these people, she only cares about one person, but that person did not appear.

The real names of the members of the group replaced various online names one after another. Before leaving, Song Xizi's name appeared, and Lou Chunyu was excited for a long time when she saw this name. She couldn't believe that she really saw her.

Because of this, Lou Chunyu didn't dare to speak.

Lou Chunyu has never crossed the provincial border in the past 18 years, and she has almost no chance to go out. The first time she went out of the province was to go to school. This time, Lou's parents originally wanted to go with her, and wanted to send her to school. But Lou Chunyu refused, she said she could handle it.

Her things were packed in a 30-inch suitcase, which was neither heavy nor light.

Early in the morning Lou's father asked his cousin to drive the whole family to the train station to see her off.

Lou Chunyu checked the ticket and went in, waved to his family and said, "Go back, I'm leaving."

"Be careful on the road, you should keep your valuables by your side, you know?" Lou's mother was still a little worried, she called Lou Chunyu's name loudly, and called him back. What's wrong?"

"Here's the money. I'm afraid you don't have enough money on the way. When you arrive in Shanghai, call us. Don't take a black car, take a bus, you know. If you really can't find the school, you can take a taxi there." Lou's mother put it in Lou Chunyu's hand. Stuffed a wad of money.

"I'll call you when we get to school. You don't have to worry. Seniors will pick us up at the train station. It's not as difficult as you think." Lou Chunyu put the money back into her mother's hands. I gave her 1000 yuan in cash and [-] yuan in her savings card.

Since she insisted on her choice, many things happened that never happened in her dreams.

For example, she rejected the school that her mother asked her to apply for.

Living under the bondage of her parents, obedience has become a habit. Even if she had her own ideas in the past, she dared not object.She comforted herself that her parents were more experienced than herself, and there must be a reason for them to let her do this.

As a result, when she really made a choice, what she was afraid of didn't happen. Her parents accepted her choice, at most scolding her, and the family was still calm.

On the contrary, her parents also compromised with her. They felt that the place where she went to school paid for her, and they gave her more than double the pocket money they gave in their dreams.

So what was she afraid of before, or, to put it another way, she set up a terrible imaginary enemy for herself, surrendered to it in her fantasy, and lost without a fight...

Looking at the scenery passing by outside the window, many scenes from the dream appeared in Lou Chunyu's mind, and she even boldly thought, how much of the suffering she thought was due to her failure to fight?

God gave her another chance, or just to make up for the past.

All kinds of things in the dream, like the scenery outside the window, are fleeting, leaving afterimages, imprinted in Lou Chunyu's memory.

After getting off the train, she followed the instructions of the group to the assembly point, where she saw the large banner guiding freshmen from F University, which attracted her to walk over in the bustling crowd.

Lou Chunyu dragged the trolley case through the dense crowd, and walked towards the one under the banner.

Seeing the smiling stranger under the banner, she handed the acceptance letter to the reception staff and registered her name on the reception book.

"Lou Chunyu, classmate Lou!" The voice passed through the noisy background, passed through the mountains and seas of people, and pierced her heart.

It was Song Xizi's voice, and Song Xizi called her name, not on that day after many years, but now.

After waking up from the dream, Lou Chunyu thought about Song Xizi countless times in his heart.

She used to suspect that Song Xizi didn't exist, he was a character she imagined to make herself happy, so she searched for the evidence of this person's existence time and time again, because of Song Xizi's existence, she believed that everything that happened in the dream was real, and it was also Because of Song Xizi, she used the courage to change.

She imagined what it would be like to appear in front of Song Xizi again.

I must be more mature than I am now, wearing decent clothes, with a proper smile, walking in front of Song Xizi without haste, accepting myself openly, my name is Lou Chunyu.

Not the trainee teacher standing in front of her house, hesitating whether to take off her shoes or not.

At least it's not like this now, it's not this embarrassing self, she is dragging a huge trolley case, the schoolbag on her back is crushing her shoulders, her back is even soaked in sweat, sticky sweat covers her skin , her cheeks were hot and red, and even her hair couldn't handle her. A few disobedient strands of hair escaped from the ponytail, covering her face uncontrollably.

She licked her dry lower lip and stood there motionless, like a primary school student waiting for the teacher to check her homework, feeling guilty because of the scribbled homework in her schoolbag.

"Hello." Lou Chunyu said the first sentence to 18-year-old Song Xizi.

As the freshman representative, Song Xizi had received countless freshmen, so he didn't pay much attention to Lou Chunyu. The only impression he had of her was that she was so easily nervous.

She took the trolley case from Lou Chunyu's hand, so that she could relax a bit. When Song Xizi approached, Lou Chunyu dared not look directly at the refreshing breath, as if it was the cool summer wind, and Lou Chunyu Somewhat cramped, she took a small step back and said, "Thank you, Song."

A small doubt flashed in Song Xizi's mind, like a meteor gliding past, and disappeared in an instant.

Lou Chunyu registered under the banner and got a bottle of chilled mineral water. She was really tired after taking the train all the way. She unscrewed the cap of the bottle, and the cool mineral water soothed her nervousness.

The hotness on her cheeks subsided a little, and she was much calmer than before.

"Lou Chunyu, come with me, I'll take you to the assembly point, we have prepared a bus, and we go to school every half an hour." Song Xizi handed over the guiding work to the next one, and then followed the procedure to lead Lou Chunyu go to the next stop.

What followed was Lou Chunyu coughing violently after being choked. Lou Chunyu turned his back to her and kowtowed desperately, "cough cough cough cough cough, good, good."

Chun Yu's face was even redder when she went downstairs, even her neck was affected.

"Are you really okay? We have Huoxiangzhengqi water to cool off the heat. Would you like to take a sip first?"

"I'm fine, I'm really fine, I'm just... a little nervous."

Song Xizi was a freshman himself, but because he was familiar with the seniors, he was pulled to work as a coolie. He had received so many freshmen these days and met all kinds of people. Song Xizi could understand the nervousness of the freshmen. Others were a little more exaggerated, and Song Xizi keenly observed that she didn't dare to look directly at herself.

Are you looking too harsh?Song Xizi immediately reviewed himself.

In the morning, some students said that she looked like a counselor, and added that it was not that she was old, but that she was mature.This statement is very strange. Could it be that she dresses too old-fashioned?

Lou Chunyu didn't know that her actions had such a big impact on Song Xizi, she just didn't dare to look at her, for fear that her eyes would reveal her emotions.

To Song Xizi, it was just a chance encounter between two strangers.

For Lou Chunyu, this is a reunion after parting in a lifetime, separated by a sea of ​​people, and also crossed life and death.

Song Xizi walked ahead pulling her trolley case, and Lou Chunyu kept a distance from her and followed behind.

Song Xizi's back is particularly conspicuous in the crowd, as if everyone else has made Song Xizi's back, and it becomes blurred. Song Xizi's back is the only deep and vivid image here.

The back of Song Xizi who was crying silently at night and the back of Song Xizi at this moment cannot overlap at all. These are two people, one has appeared before, and the other has no time to participate.

So I should keep a distance from her.

Only a few minutes later, Song Xizi felt that Xinsheng Lou Chunyu's attitude had changed again, becoming a little indifferent.

Although she still thanked herself out of politeness, she left as soon as she put her luggage in the car, as if she was carrying a terrible virus.

Really weird.Song Xizi put a label on this new classmate in his heart.

She then put her behind her, because there were more new students she needed to get to know.

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Lou Chunyu: ...Do I smell of sweat...

Song Xizi: How did she know my surname is Song?Have I introduced myself?

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